After my talk with Luna, I felt a little relieved. She held my hand, when we walked down. This was naturally seen by the girls, but they didn’t react as I had thought. I really wanted to take the risk, seeing how the others would react. And now they were all calm. This made me feel surprised. I sat on the couch, with the girls and mom. Then we talked. It turned out that mom was worrying about my mental health, since I killed thousands of people in two weeks. If I were to say that I felt nothing except anger, when I killed those people, mom would get more worried. So I spoke a white lie, which would stop her worry for me. I don’t want to make her worried for me over small things. I said calmly, “I am alright now, mom. I was a little shaken when I killed them, but I feel like now I am okay. “ Mom looked at me with the same suspicious and worried look. I smiled and said, “Don’t worry, mom. I am
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