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CHAPTER 51
The ChoiceI stare at the device in Julian’s hand, my pulse pounding like a war drum in my ears. It’s small, unassuming—just a sleek silver disk no larger than my palm—but the weight of what it holds presses against my chest like a stone. My past. My erased memories. The truth.Julian’s expression is unreadable, but his grip on the device is tight, fingers curled around it like a lifeline. Or a weapon.“This is it, Nathan,” he says, voice smooth but edged with something I can’t quite name. “Everything you lost. Everything they took from you.”Riley stands to my right, her breath hitching. I don’t need to look at her to know she’s struggling. I feel it in the way she shifts her weight, in the slight tremor in the air between us.“Nathan, you don’t have to do this,” she says softly.I swallow hard. The weight of the choice presses down on me.My entire life has been a puzzle with missing pieces, a story half-told. I remember waking up in that cold, sterile room with no past, no identity
CHAPTER 52
Fragments of the PastFire explodes behind my eyes.I stagger, breath ripping from my lungs as the device floods my brain with memories long buried, long erased. It’s like a dam breaking inside me, years of forgotten moments crashing over me in violent waves.Gunfire.Blood.Screams.My body jerks as images slam into me one after the other—too fast, too sharp, cutting through my mind like shattered glass. My heart pounds, my knees buckle, and for a terrifying second, I don’t know where I am.A rooftop, rain slamming against my skin. The acrid smell of gunpowder thick in the air.A dark alley, my hands covered in something warm.A face—blurred, just out of reach—eyes wide, lips parting to speak.Then—A body.On the ground.And me. Standing over it.My stomach twists violently. I stumble backward, barely aware of Riley’s voice calling my name. The floor beneath me tilts, and I crash against the wall, gasping for air.No. No, this can’t be real.“Nathan.”Julian’s voice is smooth, delib
CHAPTER 53
The Forgotten NameThe name lingers on the edge of my mind like a half-formed thought, a whisper slipping through my fingers every time I try to grasp it. My pulse pounds as I press my fingers to my temples, desperate to force the memory into place.Riley’s hand clutches my wrist. “Nathan, stop.” Her voice is tight, pleading. “You don’t have to do this.”I jerk my arm away. “I have to.” My voice is sharper than I intend, but the pressure in my skull is unbearable. “I need to know.”Julian watches, his dark eyes unreadable. He’s always been the composed one, the one who knows things no one else does. But tonight, even he hesitates. The flickering candlelight casts jagged shadows across his face, making his expression look almost… regretful.His lips part, and the moment stretches, long and unbearable.Then he says it.“Her name was Evelyn.”A rush of cold spreads through my veins. The world tilts, my balance shifting as if the ground beneath me has suddenly vanished.Evelyn.The name c
CHAPTER 54
The Puppet MasterJulian’s words landed like a blade slicing through my gut. The Oath’s top assassin. Me.I staggered back, my breath shallow, my pulse pounding so hard it drowned out everything else. No. It couldn’t be.“I told you, Nathan. The truth would break you.” Julian’s voice was eerily calm, a contrast to the storm raging inside me. “You were their finest weapon. Precise. Unstoppable. And when they realized you were hesitating—when they knew you cared for Evelyn—they took that choice away.”I wanted to deny it, to rip apart his words before they could take root, but something dark and terrible clawed its way into my mind. Flickers of memory. A cold, sterile room. Restraints biting into my wrists. A voice, flat and emotionless. Obey.The whisper coiled around me like a snake. I clenched my fists, nails digging into my palms.“They reprogrammed you, Nathan,” Julian continued, watching me like a scientist studying a volatile experiment. “They forced you to complete the mission.
CHAPTER 55
No More LiesJulian barely had time to smirk before my fist crashed into his jaw. The impact sent a satisfying crack through the air, but he only staggered back a step, blood trickling from his lip.“That’s more like it,” he murmured, wiping the red away with the back of his hand. “Show me who you really are, Nathan.”A growl tore from my throat as I lunged again, my body moving on instinct. I swung hard, but he ducked, catching my wrist and twisting it sharply. Pain flared up my arm, but I gritted my teeth and drove my knee into his ribs.He let go with a grunt, but before I could press my advantage, his elbow slammed into my side, knocking the breath from my lungs.Memories flickered through my mind like a broken reel.Evelyn laughing, sunlight in her hair.Evelyn’s eyes, wide with horror.My hands—stained red.I roared, shoving the memories aside and focusing on the man in front of me. Julian was fast, calculated, and worst of all, he knew me. Every move I made, he countered like h
CHAPTER 56
The Final TriggerJulian coughs, a wet, gurgling sound, as blood trickles from the corner of his mouth. His body slumps against the cold brick wall, the dim alleyway barely illuminating the mess I’ve left him in. His breaths are ragged, shallow, but his grin—his damn grin—stays in place. Even bleeding out, he looks at me like he holds the final card in a game I thought I had already won.“You think… killing me… will change anything?” He wheezes, his fingers twitching at his side. “You think it’ll bring her back?”The knife in my grip trembles. His words coil around me like a vice, squeezing, pressing against a wound that has never quite healed.“You talk too much.” My voice is ice. Detached. Controlled. But my hands say otherwise. They want to finish the job, to silence him, to finally put an end to the years of bloodshed, deceit, and the pain he's caused.Julian chuckles, a twisted, bitter sound. “That’s where you’re wrong, Nathan. I haven’t talked enough.” His eyes flicker with some
CHAPTER 57
A New MissionJulian lay on the cold concrete, his breath ragged, his bruised face twisted in a mixture of pain and satisfaction. My grip on the gun tightened, my finger hovering over the trigger. I could end it right here. One shot. One less problem.But his eyes, sharp despite the swelling, gleamed with something far more dangerous than fear—certainty."Killing me won’t bring her back," he rasped, blood coating his lips. "But if you go after her… The Oath will never stop hunting you."His words slid under my skin like a blade. My pulse pounded in my ears, the weight of my past, my failures, and my rage clashing against the one truth I couldn’t ignore.I had a daughter.She was out there. Alive.And every second wasted brought her closer to slipping beyond my reach.My breath came out slow and controlled as I lowered my gun. Not because I forgave Julian. Not because I didn’t want to pull the trigger. But because right now, vengeance meant nothing if it kept me from finding her."You
CHAPTER 58
Breaking ChainsThe scent of damp concrete and burnt metal filled my lungs as Riley and I moved through the dimly lit corridors. The Oath facility was buried beneath a nondescript warehouse, hidden from the world like the secrets it kept. My pulse hammered in my throat, every step calculated, every breath measured.Riley was a shadow beside me, her presence steady. She scanned the hall ahead, her sharp green eyes flickering in the low light. “Security’s light,” she murmured. “Too light.”She was right. This was a facility belonging to the Oath—the organization that had taken everything from me. The same organization I’d spent years tearing apart piece by piece. And yet, we had waltzed in with minimal resistance.Something wasn’t right.We reached the archive room, a reinforced steel door standing between us and whatever they were hiding. I crouched by the keypad, my fingers flying over the small screen as I worked through the encryption. Riley kept watch, her pistol raised, finger hov
CHAPTER 59
The ReckoningThe night was heavy with the weight of what was coming.I stood at the edge of the abandoned airstrip, watching as the Resistance forces gathered, the cold wind cutting through my jacket. Weapons were checked, plans were whispered, and the air pulsed with the kind of tension that only comes before war.Riley was beside me, loading her rifle with a steady hand, her jaw set in grim determination. “We won’t get another shot at this, Nathan.”I exhaled slowly, my hands tightening into fists. “We won’t need one.”Because this wasn’t just another mission. This was the endgame.For years, the Oath had operated in the shadows, pulling strings, erasing lives, rewriting histories. They had taken my daughter and turned her into something unrecognizable. Tonight, that ended.A sharp whistle cut through the night. Julian’s voice followed, laced with amusement. “Still alive, Nathan? I have to admit, I’m impressed.”I turned, my muscles coiled, my fingers twitching toward my gun. Julia
CHAPTER 60
The Ultimate BetrayalThe gunshot cracked through the air.I barely had time to move before Riley tackled me, both of us hitting the ground hard. The bullet buried itself in the metal panel behind us, sending a shower of sparks into the room.Emily had fired at me.My daughter.My chest tightened, but there was no time to process it. I rolled to my feet, my eyes locking onto her as she took a calculated step forward, gun still raised, her face an unreadable mask."Emily," I said, forcing my voice to stay steady. "You don't want to do this."Her head tilted as if studying me as if trying to place the name I had just spoken. But there was nothing in her expression—no flicker of recognition, no hesitation, just cold, ruthless focus.Behind her, Julian leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching the scene unfold like a man who had already won. "She doesn’t know you, Nathan," he said, his voice almost mocking. "She thinks you're the enemy."The words felt like a blade to my gut.Emily’