There is something very cruel about human being.As long as you give a depiction of all the good and pleasant things _ moreover passionate,ones love it and ready to admire and look at the good sides to discuss.But once you knew that you're not the only woman in his mind so a will to see him in pain _ or relief that he 's also in pain will damage all that depiction of 1001 fairytale about loyalty till the end become ridiculous and trash.It will belong to mockery.An empty joke that should be reviewed.But repaying evil with good is the true achievement of the prophets and righteous people.I think the world no longer has a culture of ethics, aesthetics and manners. All are subject to worldly idols.It will always be a true ordinance of life until the end of the world even though the devils become ministers and kings. Goodness has its own kingdom and this is built beautifully by God .However,there is always a place for goodness. Just choose to take it or leave it. turn away from him? Re
This week schedule activities quite hectic . Foreign language class,waiting for an old chum with all the unique possiblity.I thought love and good vibes nomore far far away again .lt's nearby.Sweet dear ... time convert . Someone told me a lot about his plannings .My secretary is quite nice.Polite , pretty,even maybe she's not very smart . Anyway,I am proud with my life now albeit still a lot of lacking.I am nomore in grief , not so scared . I trust in God.Do l sound childish? Cherish me ! I got enough pain in every stage of my life . Tomorrow will tell something new ."Listen carefully.This boy ..."He fixed his thick glasses and jacket then took the mike .* I walk along the narrow sidewalk Liberty street nearly crashes pedestrian's handsStream water under the tough treesSo old trees while midday sun gripped by their leaves Wanna stop walking...phone boost Public phone always seduce me apparently l wanna talk to someone . Sometimes l just think of it but just passin
Primrose handed her paper, smiling ," to be continued as usual ," * Become a popular figure ,well known or whatever the term, means you can be anything.l mean 'anything ' being honest,half honest and whatever percentage of honesty you can put in your speech..even one thousandth.A public figure have to estimate of each word being said or gesture and body language to count the consequences...nomore thinking much about the causes as the mass will be soon reactive.They also figure out whether you are worthy or for them or just a glowing rubbish means are you a hero or just a handsome jerk ! For me ,being a human is a matter of being worthy or not...or feel as that or not . Talking about honesty -Is someone, commonly can always be honest when one' s life always questioning your life story as they always curious,are you scared of the smirk , furrowing brows and grin reaction or other negative feedback? So what? Indifferent,treat the negativity as backleash saying ," Why do you care ? Th
*Hurriedly,as usual when talking on phone ,she lift the receiver ," Annafane speaking What's up ,Mr Homme ? "The one being asked not responding immediately,letting her worried more ." Gosh ,You wanna talk to me , don't you? Hurry up, what's up,or better off l leave you and l talk to my cat " Voice of his laughter on air before the man hang up just like that .In frown , she put the receiver , thinking what a foolish silly thing it is . When she was at the bathroom,the phone rang repeatedly as if there was an important news or anything like that.She was running in towel and still in soap and did it still in patience either.Mr Homme ,her ex old boss a year ago, the one who called, what's the matter? He seemed to like making a joke which wasn't funny at all for her .ln an hour she was neat and tidy and finished her breakfast with still an attempt to erase her annoying feeling caused by the playful phone call.Her head felt like bursts.Does the world still rotate? Birth and death
* Polish it so that it looks better? I don't know, sometimes people need a strategy to be honest, let alone lie for a specific purpose...whether it's for ego, group or ideology sake .So it is unnecessarily believe in the celebs in other words,not to trust anyone too easily...and don't hope too much especially for politicians ...but if Ashby is a politician ,l remain believe in him cause he 's honest for whatever he is and will be .I learn that trusting always need proof and evidence.Check and recheck, mismatching, criss cross...when all then illogical, just don't trust or ... surrender all to the words of 'possibly, maybe, perhaps'.Done ! isn't it? I believe that any kind of professions has each responsibility and consecuentely ones must keep honesty as base to work .Being a reporter a bit like movie star in certain way . You show other people personality and life whilethey never know who you really are ..as you can hide yourself behind other figures ...uh ..? See other people b
He put the package on the table near a vase of paper roses." For you" he moved it a bit, smiling.She didn't say " thank you ' immediately more over dashing to firstly open it. She folded her hand and gazing at him .Ah , everyone said her husband was handsome,tall and good .'' Come on , please open it ..l take It again,uh ?'' lifting the package again.She was dashing and snatched it ." It is already mine " he lifting it highly .How could she get reaching it then ,? She thought it was clever if she tickled him . Ha ! the package was falling .She chuckled and applauded..but he then also caught her ,hugged her tight.She tried to avoid but it just made him more passionate till he put her on the couch .Shortly no longer it feels right if she didn't let him closely attached. " Hurt ?"" Hurt ""Tired,? " " Give up ?" " Give up "he laughed and thought it was funny "But I will not" he said." Mmh! She looked at him lovingly , while tweaking his ear."Hurt " ? She said
Why don't you cry?"" What for? My tears too dear for a man like him " " But you are not happy,are you?''" Ya ..l won't be able to return the past ..once l told him that everything must change one day..but .." " Didn't you see him just a way out to escape , an emergency door from the man who loves you but can't realize it to you?"" It's my guilt to him.lf he knows,it must be deadly hurting him .Even .."Biting her lower lip," he only needs my body ..just that"" Tell me about the man whom you really love" " What the hell should I tell you? He will go ,you know it , don't you?"" Ya l understand but about other things,tell me " " Without letting me and anyone knows..he came to places where l once there as if just to fancy I have been there ...and he will leave , don't know whether we meet again or not"" I see it well enough.He is a decent man with good morality ,respecting life virtues.He loves talking about you,admiring you,just like the way you see him .But he won't manifest h
Alvano decided not take Melia to his vacation outside of city as he intended to cut off his relationship with her ...it's playing fire if ones dating a married person. People know it but still ones have it cause some rules there to be broken or ..whatever .. deviation is hurting and disgusting at the end anyway.Well , breaking up is always hard to do ..both of them felt that after having a secret affair for quite some time.Finally people go to their own rooms of destiny anyhow .Nobody will be there.They who used to be around youNomore exist when they leave you in nice or just disappeared,all the same.What you see then only traces and shadow they made in your life and mind .They become themselves.None change after all .They may want things better when it began but those things become worse instead .Sneaking the flow of time in the air to get some freshness.Later on ,things must return to the way it used to be or finding another adventure.Maybe ones just don't know how to
Getting a job always be the tiring and most important issue in a life of family in poor area . Marketing is the one that some business can do at the bitterest way . ...selling product door to door .It seems a terrible job .But its like drinking goat urine at the desert after days dehydrated.Means they still will try it even .. .Poor poor people.Some business use the job seekers by various ways . Multilevel marketing is one of them , where they must buy some products then resell it.Consument or producer or marketer ? Seems all in one . Hivana was one of the mentioned.She arrived at a place where she had to buy things then she should sell something else ! It's ridiculous.She was trapped a few times. The results was , no job neither money she got , on the contrary, she spent money , doing some work without getting any paid . The payment was promise . Percentage. But it's not even a cent pay .In hard life to survive ,wild idea in any way can come .From a thought to be prostitut
Maximilian put a cigarette without lighted it , but you can read what you wanted to quote but let me say ,"It is always too hard to be wise." Avalon read a few , seriously but in a funny way as he knew well , no matter how beautiful the words written by any thinkers , life is a personal experience and. hardship for everyone, "The soul is placed in the body like a rough diamond, and must be polished, or the luster of it will never appear.""Expect nothing and you'll always be surprised.""Fear of danger is ten thousand times more terrifying than danger itself.""I saw the Cloud, though I did not foresee the Storm." * " By the way," Rayland tapped the empty glass , " Ash wants me to donate some money for a few incomplete family ...l transfered half of it, l guess l need to collect the rest from other comrades "Instead of giving remarks for his statement, Hivana stepped in then continuing the good wise qoute , till it finished while the topic was still hang on the air .* If you do
He said he want simplicity in a girlBut also sophisticated woman at the same time.Is it possible the 2 qualities in one?She said she want firmness in manBut also want romantic chapIs it coming in one person?No..nothing none will satisfy ones that way.Well..this is the world.. Not Eden . There is treasure islandthat most people ignore or worshipBut almost never been dig up as wealth.It is the past,Bitter or sweet.Regrettable or unforgettableWhether you are re beggar or dukeIt is the pastYou go there at times walk or fly,Alone and sadBut the blessing come surprisinglyWhen someone approach want you to share the story Tell him her...Bitterness of it or sweetness in it Will be coming as your fine daysAs it's been share ..Each time I try to gain my fine feeling to you Why the picture always pitiful?Sitting almost at the bed cornerWearing the stripe t shirtLost and don't get anything you hope ..Nothing I can do for you now,I'm.sorry .As your hand still on the phon
Misty had a slight relief,even Primrose didn't tell her what she asked , she still sent her and the chief editor the continuation of the journal about Ashby figure .* I can see that. Moreover while Ash narrowed his eyes down, there's a mindful rage there . Gently he blew the cigar smoke ," But now they did t8 colonialization in to means . Vulgar and neat . Systematically. " This is very different from small-time bandits whose operations are breaking into other people's houses through roof ,windows, warehouses or the back, right?" Ash shook his head and tapped his forehead went on , 'With this' he said as he stepped on his boots rather loudly, maybe he was afraid I would be scared if he did it harder even though I knew he wanted to.'' With a cunning and military brain? I asked.He shook his head, " With cunning brain and humiliation" he said .His clear ,sharp and romantic eyes looked up at the ceiling.How l wished to hug him ! Sometimes the man seems desperate like a kid when he
" Some say that what kills a man is not the sword but his own mind " " That's right. Our mind is what make human feel something and it's apparently subjective.Just for your knowledge, whether it's true or not I mean about my feeling, if even it's true ,it's fine as lwill take it as a measurement of my own value as a mother, especially in front of God .And that's a fact of life virtues must be put as number one for believers .That's the barometric of faith .How many people don't love their own mom ? Maybe including myself , my feeling towards her is solely formal as it's kinda obligation to love your mother but l don't really feel it to tell you the truth...so if l put it as karma , it can be " The chat note from a sick mother was shown by the nurse to Avalon, " This Mama is someone who has kinda self awareness that she has no proper love from her mother as she was young and single then at her life stage as a mother she think her daughter also doesn't love her " "'Look how nicel
A surprising moment of hearing from the vicinity about The Eddie for a journalist instinct to explore something.Ash was drilling a little spot of soil to put some stones and made a little stove as he got some piles of dry twigs for burning a fire .While Primrose got some thing to dig up as stuff to observe.lt's a note about a little conversation beetween a mother and her mature child ."Are you ok ..."" Hello, yes I'm good, what's up? "" It's only motherly greeting ,just to know if you're just fine ..A worry of a mother ,that the children would never feel l guess .One day you'll know if you be a mother ..A child may not feel what a mother feel Your new mother now is the rich family who like you a lot and treat so good, right ? I know it ,and you don't have to say anything, l just know it ...Sure , l'm just a poor and unpleasant person in your eyes It's fine , even it's hurt.." She helped Ash to put more twigs and took out the ashes , " Umm ...it's always bitter to know that a
Finally Ash reached Eddie's house after searching the right direction through little Bilang to another one .They said that house was ghostly .It's an old big house with some damages here and thereA wooden second floor was like an open porch with old tree in front of it . The tree had densed big thick dark green leaves and lots of jellylike long beard hairs around it . At night,with only little light come from low watts of electricity made it all dark .An elderly mother enjoyed to scare her little children off by loosing her long thick hair , widen her eyes and curving her mouth in a frown scary shape.Someone spoke , ''Work on things gradually like God ! He grows the babies till they ' re as big as their moms , while they were weak and getting old .The children now can get things without the mother ' s help . Graduation, little by little,till the entire process almost obliviously happen and things on reverse now .The mothers feel they were nomore needed . Memorizing the old d
Garibaldy whistled when Misty showed him the new mail from Primrose ." In this work room certainly there are piles of documents,gold pen in the drawer ,some antiques and other precious stuff.Thieves , scoundrels, robbers who will break everything and took them illegally.." he paused for a while to light his long cigar ," That is exactly what those imperialists do their colonies"I nodded ,getting up to walk around the room before sitting back, swaying away the burden of feeling that occupied my chest which almost burst in a minute.Two things, Not sure which one is the stronger reason , admiring his analogy on the door and or the sight effect he made on me when he spoke in beetween his cigar smoking..the relax manner which actually hid a hurt inside...The Journal ~"'It' s true ...we just have to be patient..but is everything fine with her ? " " I don't know, she won't tell us though,unless it's really crucial " " I know .." " Someone posts ... aboutPositive thinking leads to a
Misty saw automatic expression of worry in Garibaldy ' s face at knowing she didn't hear any news from Primrose. Only could be calming down himself after realizing that they should wait till tomorrow at least,if not today , to know what's happening to the radiant talented journalist.The wornout shoes …Before you step ahead, look down will the hoes are you wearing safe you from the gravely road ? " Tons of information,do you feel it makes people more intelligent? "" In what way ? Nowadays intelligence seem to be a domain of technology .Now l presume that "easy come easy go " become the cause of ...well , see , l saw someone wrote , this related to what we discuss now " Societal pressure and survival needs, made most people have to walk in shoes that did not fit their spirit. As a result, most people are not walking their soul path and therefore not fulfilling their purpose, their potential nor their dreams.As a consequence, there is an epidemic of depression, disengagement, disi