Four hundred years. Gone. Just like that.
As Lucas and Vivienne led me out of the Sanctuary, apparently Corrine's dwelling place, I couldn't help but marvel over what they'd managed to turn the Blood Shade into over the past four centuries. Before the spell, the island we'd occupied and called the Blood Shade was nothing but a fortress surrounded by a dark forest with its towering redwoods and giant sequoias. We made a small clearing in the middle of the forest and called it The Vale. That was where we began making plans regarding what the Blood Shade would someday be like. I never thought it possible that the plans would actually materialize, but here it was – right before my very eyes – more amazing than it was in my imagination.
As we left the Sanctuary and eventually entered into what was now the Vale, I asked question after question to satisfy my curiosity and make me forget my hunger. Sofia and the other slaves were walking right behind us, escorted by the guards. I was still so conscious of Sofia's proximity, still overcome by the scent of her blood.
"What happened to the wild animals that occupied the forest?" We'd made plans to keep our residences atop the redwoods, because of what a nuisance the wildlife had turned out to be.
"They're around," Vivienne explained as we took a leisurely pace strolling past the Vale. "Cora helped us gather most of the wild animals into certain parts of the island we call dens. Some of the fiercer ones, however, are kept in the Cells."
"The Cells?"
"The prisons," Lucas butted in. "They're located at the Black Heights – you know," he shrugged, "the mountain ranges. The dungeons and slave quarters are kept there."
I raised a brow. "Sofia?"
I didn't miss how Vivienne's eyes shot toward me in question. I knew she was intrigued by the concern I was showing the girl. At that time, there was no way for me to explain to my sister exactly how I saw Sofia: a ray of light. The truth was I didn't even fully understand myself.
"Harems stay at the Residences with their keepers," Vivienne explained, assuring me that Sofia wasn't going anywhere without me.
I nodded. "And what exactly are the Residences?"
"You'll find out soon enough. That's where we're going." There was a certain smugness to my brother's tone. I imagined he was mighty pleased that he had four hundred years' worth of experience and knowledge over me.
I stared back and forth from my sister to my brother, wondering about the amount of knowledge and wisdom they'd managed to accumulate over all that time. I didn't know if it was my bias against my brother or the fact that we were never close due to how our father always pitted us against each other, but Lucas didn't seem to be any wiser than he was when I went under Cora's spell a long time ago. Vivienne, on the other hand, had a sager aura about her and I couldn't help but feel some sort of reverence toward her.
I then began to wonder where my father was. The fact that I had no pressing desire to see him told me a lot about my feelings toward him. I immediately assumed that he'd be in the Crimson Fortress, the massive walls I made sure would be built to protect the Blood Shade before I sought escape. I found myself asking to verify if the fortress was still standing strong and if Oliver, always the fierce warrior, was there.
"The fortress is stronger than ever. We have knights, guards and scouts stationed at its walls to keep us all secure," Vivienne assured.
"Knights? Scouts?"
"Knights are members of the Elite who also serve as warriors," Lucas explained. "Scouts are those we send to the outside world for supplies or new blood."
I wasn't sure how I felt about that last piece of information. I couldn't help but wonder if there was a way for our kind to survive without preying on humans. I was sure that just saying those thoughts out loud would be labeled as sacrilege by my father.
"And father?"
"He's meeting with leaders from the other covens to discuss how to stop the damned Shadow Hunters once and for all," Vivienne explained.
My jaw tightened at the mention of the hunters dedicated to ending our kind. I remembered a time when I was one of them. That time was long gone. "They're still a threat?" I asked.
"More so than before," Lucas said, almost sounding indignant that I didn't know that – as if it were my fault that the Shadow Hunters were so powerful. "We're the strongest and most powerful coven remaining. A lot of the citizens of the Blood Shade – Lodgers we call them – escaped from covens that the hunters managed to find and completely annihilate."
Vivienne most likely sensed my agitation over the news, because she quickly changed the subject.
"Shadow Hunters are a topic for a later date." She said, curtly.
We had just reached the outskirts of The Vale and were now about to enter a different part of the redwood forest. I couldn't help but draw a breath over how the Blood Shade changed since I last saw it. Before the spell, it could barely be called a community. It was our escape, our safe sanctuary from the Shadow Hunters, who were threatening to expel every single one of our kind from the earth.
If I didn't have my father, brother and sister to fight for, I would've surrendered myself to the hunters, ending my life under their cruel hands. I couldn't bear to do that to my family though, especially not to Vivienne. The coven needed me at that time, but when I fulfilled my part of the bargain and managed to bring them to this safe haven and win Cora over to our side as our protection, I knew I couldn't bear living another second with all the blood that was on my hands. I had to end it.
But I was a coward. I dreaded to think of what would happen once I actually die. What happens to the living dead once they pass away? I shuddered every time I found myself thinking about it. It was perhaps quite a strange thing that the undead could be so afraid of death, and yet it was truth. I was afraid to die, so I went to sleep instead.
As we walked through the dense wood, I couldn't help but speak my thoughts. "You must hate me for having done what I did…abandoning you all."
I noticed how Lucas' jaw twitched, a flicker of the familiar resentment showing in his eyes. I didn't need to hear a response from him to know what was going through his mind. Of course he hated me.
Vivienne was far more gracious. "No, Derek. You did what had to be done to protect us all without even knowing it. Your rested state has caused you to gain energy over the hundreds of years that you were under Cora's spell. Because of this, you're most likely the strongest and most powerful vampire in existence today."
Lucas asked a question about how exactly I managed to win Cora over to our side, but Vivienne's words echoed through my head… strongest and most powerful vampire. Recollections of how I practically threw Sofia up that pillar roamed through my mind.
My gut clenched. She looked fragile under my grasp and yet so fearless. I was death and I was looking her right in the eye. She looked right back. Without even flinching. She was walking behind me. I could hear her gentle footsteps and the clanging of the shackles over her wrists. I could still smell and practically taste the blood on her lips. I wondered if this was the same effect women had on me before. I couldn't even remember.
I stopped in my tracks and called to her. "Sofia."
Everyone stopped our walk through the night the moment I spoke the words.
Her youth showed in the way she responded to me. "What?"
Without even looking back, I knew that she was about to suffer pain for her insolence in addressing me. I could practically see the guard behind us raising his hand to hit her.
"Don't touch her," I commanded. "Sofia, walk beside me."
I held my breath at the momentary silence that followed. I could almost sense her thinking, weighing the pros and cons of what could happen should she dare defy me. I breathed a short sigh of relief when the shackles began clinking with her every step as she filled the empty spot on my side.
I didn't dare look at her. Having her so close was already taking its toll on my self-control… I was certain that just the sight of the bright red blush on her cheeks would remind me of her blood and my longing to partake of it.
"Get rid of these restraints. She has nowhere to run to."
"Brother…" Vivienne began to protest. "If she uses the freedom you're giving her to raise a hand against you, you might not be able to control yourself from…"
"I won't feed on her." I said it with more conviction and self-assurance than I actually felt. "Do as I say and remove the chains."
My command was heeded to immediately. It was yet another reminder of who I was before, of how much they all feared me. I waited until the restraints were removed before I took a first step forward, the group following my pace.
Lucas and Vivienne tried to make conversation as we trekked through the dark wood, but I was no longer paying attention. I was too distracted by Sofia, aware of every single one of her actions. She rubbed her wrists even as she observed her surroundings. She was taking in every detail of her surroundings, her eyes showing bright curiosity and mild fascination. Before I could keep myself from doing it, I grabbed her hand, my fingers intertwining with hers.
She flinched from my touch. I knew I had no right to take that sort of liberty with her, but I gave myself that indulgence, because I really just wanted to feel her warmth.
I could only guess what was going through her mind, because at some point, she squeezed my hand like she did to that other girl back in the Sanctuary. She couldn't have known how much that meant the world to me.
His hand was so cold. A chill climbed from the hand he was holding all the way up to my elbow. I couldn't understand why he would do that – hold my hand. But the gesture strangely brought me comfort where I had none.As we took the evening walk to wherever it was that would be considered the Prince's quarters, I kept my eyes open for a means of escape. We'd just left the Vale and were now being ushered into another dark, murky wood, though I was sure that some other clearing would come to view, showing us another aspect of the Blood Shade that would astound my imagination.At this point, however, there was nothing to be seen but trees and rocks and bushes. So, my thoughts roamed back to the people I saw back at the Vale. It was easy to tell the difference between the vampires and humans. Vampires wore a variety of outfits in what I was surprised to find were rather modern and stylish designs. The humans, however, all seemed to be wearing clothes made in similar fabric – what I assumed
Even as we moved toward the tree house, or penthouse as Vivienne called it, I couldn't help but stare at the windows in wonder. If what I knew about vampires was correct, wouldn't all the sunlight be streaming right through? I gave the vampires surrounding me wary glances; that I would stand amidst them like it was the most normal thing jolted me to attention. No matter how awed I was by the Blood Shade's beauty, I had to remember that I was there against my will. I couldn't trust any of them – not Lucas, not Vivienne, especially not Derek. Where there's a way in, there simply must be a way out.I paid close attention to what the home looked like from the inside. Indoors, the penthouse looked even more massive than it looked outside. We were ushered into what I assumed was the living room based on the furniture it sported – a large flat screen TV, a fireplace, abstract art on the cream walls, plush black leather couches. It wasn't at all how I pictured the home of a vampire would be.
The moment I laid my back down on the furry covers of the four-post bed in the middle of the lavish bedroom I'd chosen for myself, the first thought that came to mind was: What on earth are you doing? I'd just woken up from four centuries of sleep. There really was no more sleeping to be done. Thus, I spent the night in the library, reading books – hoping to catch up with what I'd missed over the past years. I found a wealth of information there, but I knew that I'd only scratched the surface. I then realized what a great value Sofia would be to me in becoming acquainted with the world as it was now.I picked up the fourth glass of blood that was brought to me by one of the harem girls. A gift from Vivienne.When the girl, Gwen, tentatively came in with the first glass in hand, I didn't even care to ask where the blood came from or whose blood it was. I just drank it all up. My hunger had to be satisfied if I were to keep myself from murdering the girls who were living inside my home.
I stood there, trying to recall whatever it was I learned from the self-defense lessons Ben had convinced me to take part in. I had no idea if they would work against vampires, but I figured it was worth a shot – if only just to stun them so I could make a run for it. It was wishful thinking, but it was the best I had. I bent down on the ground and swung a leg beneath Husky, making him topple to the ground. I took advantage of Pitchy's surprise and pushed him away before I began running back to the forest. I barely even took three strides, before both managed to catch up with me, pushing me to the ground.Pitchy held my arms down, while Husky bent on the ground to hold my feet down."That was a big mistake, sugar," Husky grinned.Both their fangs came out and I was sure I was about to lose all sanity, considering that it was the third time in the past twenty-four hours that vampires had threatened to suck my blood.I saw no hope whatsoever and just shut my eyes as both were about to b
Despite my efforts not to, I kept staring. I was seated over the edge of what Sofia called a counter, watching her as she made her way around the kitchen in a light yellow dress clinging to her curves at just the right places. She was making her breakfast – two pieces of bread that she stuck in a contraption she called a toaster. She retrieved a bottle of strawberry jam and a slab of butter from the "two-door refrigerator," which was apparently a cooling closet for food.As she began dabbing butter over one piece of toast, her emerald green eyes rose to meet mine. She stopped what she was doing and stared for a couple of seconds.I found it rather unsettling to have her look at me that way. I couldn't even understand why. She's just a girl, Novak. When have you ever been so riled up over one girl?"What?" I asked her."Thank you… for rescuing me this morning. I was pretty sure nothing would stop the guards from turning me into their breakfast."I didn't answer. She was my responsibili
I will never forget that conversation at Derek's dining table on my first "morning" at the Blood Shade. For one, it was the first conversation I sat through where the people surrounding me talked about me and my future as if I wasn't present. Only a day ago, I was really not much of anything other than Benjamin Hudson's shadow. In the span of about fourteen hours, I was sitting there, having two vampires argue over which one of them I belonged to.I wasn't thrilled about "belonging" to anyone, but I'd be a freaking liar if I didn't admit that I was flattered. However, it wasn't the brothers' showdown when it came to who had control over me that made such a distinct impression on me that morning. It was the look on Derek's blazing blue eyes when he asked if he could trust me.I didn't know why I did it, but then and there, I decided that he could. Still bent on escaping captivity, I wondered to myself how I would pull that off while still maintaining Derek's trust. I realized that if I
Not long after Sofia left us to discuss whatever it was that Vivienne saw as too confidential for her to hear, my siblings took me on a tour of the island, mainly the Crimson Fortress and how they'd fortified it over the past centuries. What used to be just what it was – a wall surrounding the island – was now home to over three hundred vampire guards and scouts who sought refuge at the Blood Shade and swore to defend it.At certain key areas of the fortress, there were large stone houses with distinct pointed turrets in front of the buildings that lined the wall. I was told that several of the men and women belonging to the Elite trained for battle and were called Knights. The homes were theirs for times when they were called to duty at the wall.The Elite consisted of the twenty original clans who swore allegiance to our family. They were those who fought and bled with us, hunted down by shadow hunters until we finally found sanctuary at the Blood Shade. Everyone else – guards, scou
It was impossible not to know that Derek had already arrived at the penthouse. I and the girls – Gwen, Ashley, Paige, and Rosa – were in the kitchen making what we assumed would be dinner. It was hard to tell considering the lack of sunlight, but we all decided that we were starved and based on our estimates of how many hours had passed, it was dinner.We were actually having a good time. I'd already told the girls that there was no way of escaping – at least not yet – not until we had a solid plan, so we just went through the day trying to do what Derek suggested we do – entertain ourselves. We watched TV, read books, and made plans for what I wanted to do with the extra room Derek allowed me to have. Even the guards, Sam and Kyle, seemed to be enjoying our company. They definitely made no signs of wanting to suck any of us dry.So when Derek barged into the penthouse, screaming my name like it was bloody murder, I really ha