Before, we headed to the beastmen tribe. We first have to drop into many different cities. The first city we got into was rather harsh. The city was lawless and many thugs roamed around. Knowing that the city won’t do any good for us. We just buy some food and leave. Going ahead to the next city.Well, I regret my decision…Before I knew it, it was another tragedy. (I made a huge sigh.)Draculon continent wasn't called the demon continent for nothing. The continent has many dangerous monsters roaming around in daylight and it's even greater in the nighttime.The fighting left and right made me exhausted.Shaymi was all good because I put a powerful barrier on her to protect herself. But I can’t maintain it for a very long time. I defeat demons and monsters swiftly and run toward the next city. It took us overnight and I’m happy to know that the city has tall walls for monster protection and sealed talismans to chase out evil spirits roaming around the city.“Finally, we made it to the
Stepping inside the adventurers guild. We find the guild empty. Its very unusual because. Mostly of adventurer guild is packed with huge dudes and noise middle age men who like drinking hard drinks. Having the spacious path to walk in, I don’t dislike it.We immediately goes to the quest bulletin board and look for quest. Surprisingly, the monster hunting quest are all taken.“What is happening? Is there a shortage of quest.”I murmured.“I’m apologize miss adventurer. The guild don’t have enough quest for everyone. Every adventurer are busy and working hard to earn more money for the upcoming winter season. Winter season is harsh. And one of the most dangerous season. Most of the adventurer prepared to stay at their home during that time.”I see, that’s the reason why no one is inside this guild. Winter season is very cold and it hard to get up in bed. I would like to lay down and keep being lazy in winter. That dream was impossible for me because I’m a traveller hopping town to town
I’m evil. I killed lots of people. I never give them a chance. I killed Noah, not hearing her true motivation.Killing is not an option. People can change.Why did I kill them? Why do I judge who lives and dies? The answer… Because I’m evil.All of these people's lives are stolen by me. They all suffer because of me. Being dragged by them toward the blazing flames of hell is normal.Entering hell is my fate.I’m going to be burned in flames.I closed my eyes and accepted my fate.“Holy Light magic: Flash!”Shaymi shouted with her magic wand. A light ball emerges from the tip of her wand, further expanding. Giving lighting up the whole mansion basement.The illusion ghost disappeared in an instant.Shaymi leaped from the first floor down directly into the basement, holding my hand for comfort.“Konoha… Konoha…”I lifted my head to Shaymi. I wiped down the tears in my eyes and rose.“Thank you so much… I thought I was a goner.”“Those are just illusions, we’re under a territorial dimens
Living with everything also means nothing.It was the humor of the god. I understood it very well. People look up at me as if I’m a goddess, bow their heads at me, praising me for my appearance and everything. Talents above others and an ability to do anything I want to do.I was envied by everyone. At the same time, I envy them.Because in my mansion. I’m just by myself. No equals, no friends and no meaningful relationship was ever created.My mother and father were pleased with who I am. Proudly telling stories about my achievements. . It's always like that. Eventually, I get tired of it and get bored.I’m considered a princess. But what is the meaning of life if I can’t get out of my room? My reality has been separated from others ever since I was born.Looking from the window, gazing at children of my age playing.I wonder what it felt like to play with them. Running around and laughing in dirty clothes.One day.I decided on my choice based on what I wanted to do. It was not an o
Days had passed.Rin was indeed the new gardener of the family. He waters the plants and takes good care of them. Because of his effort, the flowers are blooming beautifully in the garden.The garden is one of my favorite parts of the mansion because of its wonderful colors. When the breeze of wind passed by. I could scent the sweetness through the air. Giving me a calm mood.I noticed that I took a glance at him every day from my window. Most of the time he didn’t notice my glance. But when he did, I immediately swayed the curtain covering my window. After that, I looked at him a little and smiled.We went up to my room to take the wilting flowers on the vase and replace them with new ones. I was silent reading my book.He looked at me and said:“Aren’t you bored?”“Not really. In my room, I have everything I need. There is no reason for me to be bored.”“I kinda relate to you… before I’m someone who is always in my room playing video games. I didn’t like society and hated people aro
Six months had passed and the gardener named Rin was never seen again.I never asked questions to the servants serving our mansion. I was terrified because the servant might be thinking badly of me.Rin is becoming close to me. Mother might have known about it and decided to banish Rin from the mansion. Same when I was a kid.I sit in my usual spot on the side of the window. I took a glance at the entrance of our gate hoping that I might see him back. I’m deeply hurt just thinking that I might not be able to see Rin again in my entire life.Being unable to see him again without telling him my feelings.I held my chest.“Rin!”The gardener's girl called out.Rin is back?The moment I heard her voice, I got up from my seat and hurried and turned my glance at the garden. There I saw him again. My eyes were on the verge of tears and mixed emotions were on my chest.I have many questions about him.Why did he suddenly vanish?What happened these past months?Why didn't he fulfill his promi
I’m dirty… I’m dirty… I’m dirty…I can’t look into Rin’s eyes anymore.Holding a scissor in my hand, I continue stabbing my pillow. The feather flies in the air. After the pillow, I go toward my closet and rip apart the countless dresses that I once wore.I have to put my anger and disgust into something. I have to overcome my frustrations. I hate them… I hate them all… All of them deserve to die.“Die! Die! Die!”After I had done one dress, I turned my glare toward my stuff. Toys that I have memories of.“I’m an adult now… I can’t have silly things like this any longer.”I stab each one of them while on my mind. I think this is my parents. The servants were laughing behind my back. Lastly, that pig prince.Exhausted from my rage. I lay down straight on the floor crying.There is no way I could turn back time. What happened has already happened. No matter what I do, the current me and the trauma it has given to me won’t disappear.I took a gasp at the scissors and opened my mouth.Thi
My name is Sasaki Rin, a previously third-year student. Living in the crowded city of Tokyo. Schooling in the day and working at night. I do have friends but I rarely go out with them to hang out. I thought it was a waste of money. I worked my hardest so that I could go to a proper university after I graduated in the third year.Day by day, things are the same. Spring, summer, fall, and winter. One year could loop around and nothing significant is truly happening in my life. I felt like I was some kind of side character in a story.I sigh upon realizing.Passing by a theater in the shopping mall. I turned my head toward a movie poster. Staring at the actors and actresses who seemed to be of the same age as me.They are so lucky in life… Pretty faces, people like them, and more importantly, they have goals fulfilled in life already. Their life has direction. Only a few people were able to live in a dream. I’m sure I’m not one of them.Comparing myself to them is unhealthy for my mental