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“Cindy, stop saying things like that and if you want to go then go. Currently our mental condition is not good and don't ever give us messages beyond this because after all you are still trying to get used to and accept all these situations. So I beg you to stop saying or doing things that I really hate."

Cindy finally agreed with what Renata said because after all this was a very, very difficult day that they probably could barely get through and Cindy's arrival here of course made them very, very upset, not because they were upset about Cindy's arrival. However, they were annoyed because Cindy's words seemed to be the most perfect person ever, which made them really annoyed.

"Sorry if I said too much, but believe me, I don't have any special reason because after all, I really want to help you."

Don't ever teach about being grateful, so many problems have come that have made me so devastated. This is something that could never be imagined if one had some existing reality and of cours