After a struggle of scampering through long passageways of several buildings, I halted at the wide far-end area of the academy. Sitting on one of the benches at the backyard park, Marin was sobbing and griefing her unfortunate fate. The white chrysanthemums and the wild orchids witnessed her sadness. The huge trees around the park shadowed my pace, sauntering toward her.
She brushed her swollen red eyes as soon as realizing my presence. I took a seat on her side and handed her a bottle of drink. Marin accepted it, opened the lid, and sipped the water. The freshwater flowed down her esophagus and soothed her for a moment. But, it didn't last long. She burst out of tears. Her effort to endure it ended up futile. The incident in the lab had devastated her a lot.
With care, I reached her hand to give her comfort and support. It didn't work since the tears kept welling up her eyes. As a friend, her pain broke my heart.
"I feel you. It must be so hard for you," I sighed and tapped her shoulder tenderly. "It's not fair that he kicked you out of his class that way, just because of that short practicum. Please don't give up. I can accompany you to see the head of the academy to convey your concern. I am sure the academy will compensate with another opportunity. Or the better thing is they will let you take another class. " When it was needed, my mouth sometimes could produce necessary advice.
Removing the tears from her face, Marin forced a smile. A slight relief sparked on her visage.
"No, thanks. I appreciate it anyway."
I inhaled and then exhaled slowly. "If that's what you want, do whatever it's good for you."
"I am better now. Don't worry. You have a social event to attend, right?"
"Yeah," I answered in a short word. I debated with myself whether or not to join the event; I eventually considered not removing it from the list. "See you at the dorm."
We parted; her flat smile confirmed that she would be just fine without me. I took a final look before stepping away. I got guilty, not being on her side when she needed me. But, canceling to take part in the event was impossible as I had committed to join.
The event took place in an orphanage in the near neighborhood. I had to take a cab or bus to get there. In a rush, I romped through multiple long alleys from one building to another. It wasn't my plan, indeed. But, spending a little time aiding those who were in need wouldn't hurt.
The front yard of the orphanage had been full of people when I arose at the gate. Lanzo was busy assisting people in the registration area. The children stood in line to receive the relief package.
"Is there anything I can do?" I addressed Lanzo whose hand was holding a pen, marking the name of the children on the list.
"Hi, Dylanesa, you're here. Sure, you can help the others distribute the packages to the children." He pointed to the distribution section.
"Alright," I immediately did my part. The kids were excited to get the packets from me and thanked me.
My heart suddenly pounded with contentment looking at the innocent kids who happily opened their packets and yelled at their friends showing off what they had in their box. The picture before me reminded me of the moment when I jumped in exhilaration receiving a set of school uniforms from one of the donors.
The drops of tear trickled down my eyes and I swiftly rubbed it with my fist. It wasn't the right place for me to reminisce about the past
"Ms. Dawson… are you there?" I snapped back. One of the committees alerted me. A five-year-old kid had been waiting for his package. His innocuous face grabbed my sympathy.
"Here's yours, dear." I stroked his messy greasy hair with compassion. This little boy looked so pitiful with his ragged t-shirt and short pants. He responded with his bare yellow teeth.
I finished my task, administering the relief packages to the children. I enthusiastically collected the empty card box that scattered here and there and arranged it in a big container.
"Are you done?" Lanzo picked one left box and threw it into the container.
"As you can see, it's done. I didn't expect doing this activity would be this fun."
"I told you." We washed our hands on one of the sinks at the terrace of the orphanage office. The other volunteers also did the same thing. "So, are you going home right away after this?"
"Nope, I have to come back to the academy because my bag is still in the locker."
"I am wondering if you need a companion."
"Oh no… it's just twenty minutes from here anyway."
"I am leaving earlier." Lanzo bid farewell.
It was almost dark when I got out of the fence. There was neither a bus nor a taxi around the orphanage. I didn't have an option but to walk along the way to the academy.
The journey to get to the academy exhausted me; my legs were stiff like I barely moved them. After a long walk, I arrived at the shut grand gate.
"Excuse me, Sir."
"What do you come here for at this hour, Miss?"
"I just would like to get my bag," I said while gulping for the air.
"But, no one is allowed to get inside the academy after six P.M, Miss. You must know that rule."
"I know, but please...let me in, this time...please… I have an assignment and the book is in the locker," I pleaded.
"I am very sorry. We can't break the rule. You should go back to the dorm before it's too late."
I languidly strolled down the curb toward the dorm which took about a half-hour from the academy.
The fatigue seized me. I felt like giving up and stayed where I was. With all my might, I forced myself to drag my feet. In my whole life, it was the first time for me to trot this far.
"It is just after the aisle," I calmed myself and kept moving.
"Five feet, four feet, three feet," I was counting my steps. The intersection seemed so far away.
I gaped wide eyes at the folks of men hanging around in the mouth of the alley. One of them was so familiar to me even though his face faded by the blur of dusk. From his posture, he was undeniably Ron Miller. I didn't recognize the other three guys. But from their torso, they were adults. I just wanted to skip it away and focus on my journey. Nevertheless, the red-haired boy, Ron, came my way.
"Stay!" He was drunk. He sucked his smoke then tossed the butt on the ground, in a second he stepped harshly on it.
"I-I j-just wants to go home," my mouth trembled in worry. I stole a glance at the other guys. They just giggled watching us from afar.
"I can't let the witness live," Ron said something I didn't fathom.
"What do you mean?"
"After this, you will report to the academic that I drink alcohol and smoke. And the academy will expel me for breaking the Academy regulation. No, I don't want to let that happen. I have to do something to stop you."
"No! I won't do that. I will pretend that I don't see you tonight. Trust me. Your secret is safe with me. I won't tell anyone. Please just let me go," I implored.
"I don't believe you." I ran away. However, it was too bad, Ron managed to snatch my hand and pull me closer to him.
"Please don't touch me. Please...help...anybody please help me," I screamed in panic.
"Let go of her hand," I spun back. Lanzo had been at my back. His eyes were red, his heart boiled in outrage.
It occurred too fast like a flash. Lanzo punched Ron in the face, hit him again when he was trying to rise. Yanking one of his hands, he twisted it mercilessly. Ron shrieked in unbearable pain. I shielded my eyes with my palms while biting my lips in a grimace. I could imagine how painful it was with his crooked hand.Knowing Ron was in danger, the other three who were with him attacked Lanzo in a fast raid together. Their effort ended up in futility, Lanzo knocked them down one by one with his fists. Only my scream stopped him from making them black and blue.This boy's high level of martial art fascinated me. His capability was beyond my expectation. Lanzo still froze in his place, watching them staggering away. They escaped after struggling to push their body off. Among them, Ron was in the worst condition."Why did you do that? I protested and that put shock on his face. We were standing under the dim lit of the half-moon, just a few centimeters apart so that I could see his face.
An unmoving body of an unknown person with his face down sprawled under the bridge that connected the central building and the front building. Blood pooled around his head; no one dared to get nearer.The academics instructed us to stay away from the dead body. The head of the academy had contacted the police station and the hospital. I pinched my nose, so did the others because of the bad smell. Most of the intelligentsia watched in horror while removing the tears. Even some female intelligentsias yelled in shock the first time they spotted the body. From his uniform, the perished boy was one of the intelligentsia. My heart fluttered in the atrocity. He had red hair. Uneasy feelings shoved into my heart. "Ron...It couldn't be him," I mumbled. I wished that Lanzo wasn't the one who took his life. It wasn't him. However, if it were Ron, it was only Lanzo he had a conflict with.I almost subsided in my place if only the pillar didn't prop my body. He wouldn't do something stupid, wo
A tall brown-skinned man with a beard in black and blue police officer uniform swiftly directed his sight at me as soon as I got into the room. He just talked to the one across from him. That boy didn't face me yet I was certain that it was Lanzo; his physical appearances were too obvious. I didn't know why this large room became narrow. It was probably because of some cabinets with a long sofa and big glass table that filled the room or my uneasy feeling to be in the same room with Lanzo and the integrator. The head of the academy got back to his table standing up against the door. I hesitantly took a seat at the end of the long sofa near Lanzo. The police officer positioned himself at the chair opposite us. Lanzo glanced at me and bowed with a smile as though he was trying to convince me that everything was going to be alright. Why could he be this calm? There were two possibilities; either he was innocent or a true criminal. Those who were used to committing crimes would just ac
Ron's case was closed. The cause of Ron's death was a suicide act, the police spokesperson confirmed. The news spread through the Academy that he was involved in the biggest mafia group in the city. He was the courier in smuggling the drugs to the school areas. Two witnesses who were also the user declared that.That night, Ron ended his life after the head of the academy summoned him to his room and warned him to bring his case to the police. Still, for me, it was too unusual that Ron would do such a thing. Nevertheless, no matter, I refused to believe it, the police officer clearly stated that based on the autopsy result, Ron killed himself.Days after Ron's death, the nightmares haunted me almost every night. Ron came into my dream with his snow-like pale face. He would just stand and watch me from afar in a sad expression. He then disappeared and changed into Lanzo. That was solely a dream. I didn't believe in a dream."Ms. Dawson, are you listening to me?" I was clueless about h
I managed to get to this place finally after a long walk. Located outside of the academy area, this building was out of people's reach. None would notice that it existed. The waist-high fence surrounded this ancient-looking structure. The foliage of the big trees canopied its roof and its surroundings while the vines layered its wall. The darkness stole its real hues.The sun had sunk to its position. The dusk walled the area. The eerie circumstance raided me with its serene ambiance. It was like in a horror movie when you confronted your fear, being dumped in a dark place alone.I trekked through the kink path so mindfully and gradually as if counting my steps. If I made a mistake, the pebbles and rocks would slide off my feet and it would result in an accident. No one would come to rescue me in this remote location. I made this decision and went this far by my consent. It was my secret mission I never intended to tell anyone including Marin. Could I call it a mission? The assignme
An ache from skidding into the hole accidentally crashed over my body. Nevertheless, the distance to my classroom forced me to step the harsh tiles along the isles with a speculation in my brain. My suspicion of Lanzo's sudden existence in the area where I was trapped inside the pit still occupied my mind. His free access to the academy at night made me wonder; there would probably be certain people provided with such a privilege. Lanzo and the one I caught sneaking inside the Academy last night were possibly some of them. Shaking my head, I attempted to get rid of that thought. The fact that Lanzo had saved my life shouldn't have allowed me to have bad prejudice about him. Without his help, I might have been buried in the hole or become a wild animal's prey. I was grateful to God for His blessing sending him for me. Whether or not the academy treated him in a different way wasn't of my concern. My pace halted at the doorway. Pushing the door, I slipped inside the noisy room where m
I stared out of the window whose glass only reflected my sorrow and worry. The dusk outside of the dorm worsened and darkened my emotions. I felt like destiny towed me and even other intelligentsia to jeopardy day by day. Today, another piece of bad news bulged. If the rumor were the truth, I wondered how people easily lost their lives in this Academy. If it weren't, where did they all disappear?My eyes flickered in tears. The raindrop on the window flowed more sadness into my soul. I could wipe the tears with my fist but I couldn't remove the woes from my heart with it.Amid my agony, my mother's face flashed like a shadow in the light. Her advice soothed me. "I believe you can make it through no matter how precipitous the road you will take or how heinous the life is ahead of you."It was only my mother's words that strengthened and empowered me with spirit. I had to endure till the end until I could stand on my own feet and bid goodbye from this academy with pride.Swiping the c
The frenzy had filled the classroom when my head peeked through the door. The flocks of the intelligentsia were discussing something on one side, and on the other corners, some were enjoying their free time together by chatting and joking around. The whiteboards along with the empty chairs watched them in stillness. The wall protected the outside from their huge voices. I walked in the middle of their laughter, ceasing in my seat.I came wearing gloom on my face as I failed to capture any good pictures for my photography class. Catching up with those unwanted men was the cause of my failure. I randomly rested my half-broken camera on the desk and observed it with sympathy. This was the only thing my mother had inherited for me. And now I ruined it. A devastating feeling jabbed my heart. Failing in photography class was nothing if it was compared to losing this precious thing. The knocks on the floor brought all the fuss to normal, muted the mouth, and set all the seats to their arr