Suppressed Feelings
Author: Secret Lover
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Melina who woke up just now was in a daze. The room felt familiar yet unfamiliar. The scent of the room was different from the one she was living in. She felt panicked yet felt relieved.

She vaguely remembered a voice telling her to rest. The voice was truly familiar, to the point she felt mesmerized and happy from the bottom of the heart. She slowly looked around and saw a picture on the wall.

Immediately she realized that she was in his room. Yet again she was confused. He wasn't there.

'He should be here but he is not? Just what's going on? I remember someone came to save us and that person looked really familiar but I just can't remember.'

If this is the apartment we were living in then he should be here lying unconscious but he isn't. Is this a dream?'

Amidst her confusion the door was pushed open and a beautiful girl jumped at her directly.

"Sis, I was so worried about you. Why did you make such a reckless decision. What would have I done if something were happened to you?"

Melina was taken aback. This wasn't a dream but reality. She sighed and said "Sorry, I was wrong to have made you worry about me. But how did we get back? Did someone save us?"

Khusi was so proud as she said "Who else but my brother. You know he looked so awesome when he one sidedly beat those scums."

"Hmm, good to see you again."

Her heart throbbed filled with intense pain and joy. She looked at the man standing at the cirnor of the room. Finally she realized that he has woken up.

Seeing this the middle aged woman grabbed Khusi and brought her back as she said" Let them have some time alone."

Khusi pouted trying to be stubborn yet she was dragged away by her mother. Both Melina and Ronnie laughed as they watch the scene.

Melina them became serious as she said" Do you blame me? "

Ronnie was taken aback by her abrupt question but he could understand.

" Yes, but no. Yes because you kept on ignoring me and it hurt. It hurts a lot but now when I see you in here I think it was worth it. How could I blame the one that love? "

Melina bit her lips as she said "I was just too engrossed in chasing my career that I completely forgot my own emotions. I should have told you to wait but I didn't as I thought that you would give up some day but you never gave up and kept on pestering me."

"I wondered just why, why you cared and lived for me so much when I always tried to break away. You know we haven't even met yet you loved me so much. My friends even said that you might be trying to use me but you never did."

"You did so many things for me yet you never asked me anything in return and I got scared thinking that you will really leave me if I became too harsh to you. I was also afraid that I won't be able to give the love you deserve."

Ronnie remained silent as he listened to her. It was indeed as she said but who could he blame? He just loved her without any reason at all.

" And one day you sent a message that really scared me. I tried contacting you that night but it was not reachable and the next day I came to the city in a hope to meet you. When I called your sister received the call. But when she said that you can't be disturbed I got even more frustrated and soon I heard doctors saying something and my heart really hurt."

"Do you know how I felt when I saw you in such a condition? I felt like suffocating, I felt like I was being drowned, I couldn't breathe as I kept on blaming me inside."

Sob....

Sob....

Sob...

She couldn't control her emotions at all and seeing her like this he simply grabbed her in his embrace as he said" My love, how could I even bear to leave you? I thought you and my family would be happy if I vanished like I never existed. But, who would have know that even more tragedy would befall?"

" Haiz, I really was wrong. Now, I have returned so you don't need to be worried about a thing. Just like I promised I will live and die with you. So, don't blame yourself and smile. Your smile is all I want."

Creak...

"My, my.. I thought you two would be lovey dovey with each other but both of you are crying like a child. How shameless?"

"But mom, you are also crying."

The middle aged woman glared at her daughter and Khusi ran back to dining hall as she screamed "The food is already getting cold. I am going first to eat it up. Don't blame me if I finished everything."

The three laughed as they said "Let's go."

"Hmm"

"Let's not blame each other. What happened couldn't be corrected anymore so let's try to make our coming days better."

The couple nodded and got up from the bed as they too ruched towards the dining hall.

"We can't let her finish everything up."

"Hmm, I am so hungry after waking up. I might gobble up everything that mom has prepared."

"Wash you hands before rushing to the dining hall."

At the same time..

Daniel who was scolded by his brother was trying to find a way to take his revenge.

Since the world have changed many of the societal rules have also changed. There were some people who were involved in some shady businesses like assassination.

Daniel stood in font of a big rugged door in a dark alley as he said "I want to commission a target."

A sweet voice was heard from the inside "We don't accept commission below 50 million dollars. If you can fork out that amount then go in and fill up the details of the target."

Daniel felt a pinch but he was hell bent on taking his revenge. So he went in and filled up the details of the target. The paper simply flew towards the corner but Daniel dared not look.

Looking at the details the woman said" Hmm, supposedly an S rank. We would need to confirm this before making our move so additional 10 million dollars would be needed."

Daniel shook his head as he said" I only have 55 million dollars and that's all I can offer. It doesn't matter if you can deal with that boy or not but you have to make him suffer. Just eliminating the people around him should be good enough."

The woman at the cornor frowned as she said" If you weren't the younger brother of Mad wolf then your life would have ended just now but seeing your sincere hearted we would take on the job. It would be best if there's data related to this boy in the world government's system. If not it would be hard to find him."

"wait for a week and at most for a month. Our Dark Heaven will fulfill your request."

Daniel wasn't happy to listen that but what could he do? He just obeyed the order and left.

...........

.....

"Hmm, Brother, since you have awakened you should go to the World government branch to register your awakened ID. If not you will be treated as a criminal and not a citizen."

The middle aged woman was shocked to hear this as she asked "What, Ronnie, you have awakened?"

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