Cassandra Pendragon
“Quite astute. Yes, he was the merchant.” Mephisto seemed mildly impressed. “Did you also understand what I wanted to tell you?”
“I think so. He is the master of forbidden knowledge. Or should I rather say, things that can’t be known? Death already had an appointment with the servant but the servant wouldn’t have been there if he hadn’t met death in the market beforehand. I’m just wondering why the merchant sent him there. Didn’t he also just play a role in fate’s design? I mean, if the servant’s meeting with death in Samarra has been preordained, wouldn’t that make the merchant a facilitator of destiny and not the one who controlled it?”
“You are correct. Except the story isn’t about the servant. It’s about fate and what he can do with it. You see, Amazeroth was also the one who made the appointment in Samarra. That he was already part of the story makes his accomplishment all the more impressive. Now, this is a fairy tale but one that has been repeated in a million different versions throughout time. Even death can’t contend with someone who can read fate. And that’s what he does. He can use his transcendent energies to pierce the veil to the future and sometimes even influence it, at least to a certain degree. He is the one who makes premonitions and destiny more than an esoteric concept. Through his meddling he can create fixed points in the future that will happen, no matter what anyone does, because for him they already have happened and he knows why. He is maybe not the most powerful demon in existence, but he sure as hell is the most dangerous one. One you can’t afford to make an enemy out of. At least not yet.” He stopped there for a moment and continued in a much lower voice, almost as if he was talking to himself:
“I’ve always wondered if those wings of yours will someday allow you to pierce the veil as well.”
I didn’t know what to say. Mephisto made Amazeroth out to be neigh omniscient. That would mean everyone who came into his sphere of influence would be dancing to his tune. From what Mordred had told me, I had expected him to be bound to the emperor. For me it had sounded like an ancient wizard had found a way to bind a demon to do his bidding. Naive and sooner or later going to result in the destruction of the wizard in question but possible none the less. Considering what Mephisto had told me, I couldn’t believe in that fiction anymore. Amazeroth was probably pursuing his own design and the emperor was just a pawn. But what was his goal? I could understand the emperor’s motivation, in a round about sort of way. Basically he was trying to gather more power, a motive I didn’t agree with but could accept as inherently tied to social creatures. Ultimately we all strive to influence our world and power is the easiest means to achieve the change we desire. But Amazeroth had transcendent power and he sure as hell didn’t need dominance over a mortal empire. Why should he even be here? No to sound conceited, but right then I could only imagine that he was interested in me as well. I didn’t think our planet would hold a secret that could attract the interest of an immortal, but then again, I could be wrong. I just didn’t have enough information.
“Great,” I huffed, “what am I supposed to do now? Pray that his intentions are benevolent? Didn’t you basically just tell me it’s time to roll on my back and wait for the inevitable?” He got up and smacked the back of my head.
“Never that. But first I need you tell me in detail how you came into contact with him and what exactly happened in the last few days. The last time I visited Greta in her dreams was before your birthday and I can only guess from your measly insinuations what might have happened.” He sat back down on his chair and I didn’t hesitate to start talking. I went back further as I didn’t know what Greta had already told him about my encounter with the Furglows. I didn’t leave out a thing, I even added my suspicions and guesses to everything that had happened. He listened silently but when I had finally finished his first question took me by surprise: “you said your maid’s last name is Arete? Could you spell it out for me?”
“Seriously? That’s what you are asking about?” He nodded. “Fine, A R E T E. What does she have to do with anything?” With a grin he replied: “oh, nothing much, it only means Amazeroth has finally found the lost bloodline and it explains why he is here.” He shushed me with a gesture when I tried to interrupt. I couldn’t believe it! “Hold your tongue and let me explain. The name Arete isn’t a given name per se. It’s an ancient word that means perfection or rather striving for perfection. It’s a name or rather a purpose inherently bound to one blood line.” He collected himself for a second and continued in his story-teller voice: “at the dawn of live, us immortal were already there. We watched and sometimes we interfered, thinking we could do better than evolution. Mostly it resulted in disaster, we didn’t understand the laws nor the science that governs live and our creations usually led short and violent existences. There were exceptions, nine to be precise. Some of us meddled with the deepest laws of the multiverse, not changing bodies, the life force or even souls but rather forging a purpose, a reason to exist for nine creatures. They became powerful, growing ever closer to transcendence within their respective purpose. It was… troubling and glorious to watch the evolution of neigh perfect incarnations of abstract principles.” I could see him live through the memories, his face portrayed more emotions than it had ever before.
“To cut a long story short, in the end they went to war, they couldn’t coexist, bound as they were to a single idea. It was awe inspiring and terrible, but we didn’t intervene, it was their fight. After a clash that tore planets apart destroyed stars, only two remained standing, even their children and followers had perished. In a final struggle, the incarnation of justice slew ambition but succumbed to his wounds directly after. Silence finally returned.” Mephisto got up from his chair and tried to cross the room towards the window. After a step his body started to fade and he sat back down with a sigh.
“Most of us came to honour the end of an era. There would be no rebirth for the fallen, we had changed them too much, when they had died, they were gone. It was then that we realised we could only entomb eight corpses. The line of Arete was missing from the battlefields, their matriarch’s body nowhere to be found. They had disappeared and until now, I have never heard that name again.” I wanted to give him a minute, after all I knew very well how taxing it was to access those kinds of memories. And, honestly, I was shocked by what he had told me. But before I could open my mouth he continued:
“Before you argue, it can’t be a coincidence. Remember, the concept is tied to the family through inherent laws of the cosmos. Ideas matter, no one would even have the idea to name something other Arete. There can’t be another family named Arete but the descendants of the matriarch, not now, not ever. Moreover, I don’t know who created the incarnation of Arete. Some immortals bragged about their accomplishment but most kept it a secret. I won’t tell you what you did during that time, enough happened back then to trigger more memories and those could lead Amazeroth knows where.” So I really wouldn’t be getting any information about my past any time soon. Pity. “And I don’t know how and why your maid is what she is, but we, or rather you, should make it a priority to find out. Then you can maybe get to the bottom of this whole ordeal.” That was quite a lot to take in. I got up from the bed and sat down on the windowsill. I stared outside for a moment and tried to relax but it didn’t work. It was getting late and I would have go to dinner in about an hour. I still had to think about what I would tell my parents.
“We don’t have much time left, I’ll need to leave for dinner, soon. Important and scary as it is, it’s an advantage for now. I need to find out what the emperor and Amazeroth want and probably try to stop it. To get there I see three possibilities. If the second palace is connected with them, there is bound to be some information somewhere. I need to get in there and have a look around. Afterwards, I need to fight my exile and use the trial to convince the other royals of what has happened. This way we can alert everyone and simultaneously eradicate the emperor’s influence. And now I can also convince Ahri to tell me her full story. This should also get me somewhere. Did I forget something?”
“It depends on how calloused you are but you do realise that your plan will at the very least probably kill off the entire second family and that’s the best case scenario. More likely your walking directly into a trap. Didn’t you listen to my story? It’s the lord of mirrors you are dealing with! All your information is based on the testimony of your brother, who admitted to carrying a piece of Amazeroth around with him. What makes you think he didn’t lie to you, or that he even is still himself?” Oh wow, I was too young for this shit. A headache started forming beneath my temple.
“I trust Mordred and it wouldn’t matter either way. I still have to get into the palace and I have to take you with me in case I find something I don’t understand. I’ll just have to be extra careful and I won’t tell anyone about what I intent to do. Hmm, if she is better by then, maybe Ahri. But you are right, after Mordred’s stunt the second palace is probably constantly under some form of magical surveillance. If the emperor sees his plan failing, he’ll kill off everyone marked at the very least.” Now that I was aware of the possibility, I wasn’t going to allow that to happen under any circumstances but I didn’t want to argue about priorities with Mephisto, so I didn’t voice it out loud.
“Is there a possibility to ward off his magic, at least temporarily?”
“Depends on the amount and type of energy at his disposal. From what you told me, if it’s accurate, mind you, he is using sacrifices to power his spells. That means he has as much mana, life force and soul energy as he can press out of his victims. Usually I’d say there’s no way to best that unless you use the same measures. Keep in mind that shielding uses more energy than an attack of the same strength. But… you have yourself and Boseiju. If you were able to use at least your mana, you might ward him off. But you can’t so the only option would be if I tried to create an enchantment, similar to the one on your emblem, to channel some of your energies into a ward. I’m not going to do that. I worked ages on an enchantment to channel transcendent energies into a growing spell and I still wasn’t completely sure I’d get everything and you’d survive. I had intended to power it myself after all. I won’t even try to create a new one for wards.”He stared at me urgently: “That leaves you with Boseiju. If you access his energies through a rune or a spell, the tree should have enough life force to combat the sacrifices for a while. Honestly though, don’t expect it to survive, the soul energy will swiftly wear it down to dust. I can’t imagine you’d like that outcome, not to mention the other kitsune. Hell, I don’t even know if the magic keeping your island alive would survive.” I tried to massage my headache away. It didn’t work.
“Seems like a tomorrow problem, if I’m honest. Firstly I have to get Ahri to talk and then break into the second palace without anyone realising. Or vice versa, depending on when she wakes up. Wouldn’t you agree?”
“Unfortunately I would. I still think it likely that you’ll fall into a trap or just return empty handed but it should be worth the risk if your talk with your maid doesn’t yield results. Talk to her first, though. It won’t matter if you have to wait another day and maybe you can find a better way.” It made sense, even though it rhymed, so I nodded. With a glance towards the sinking sun I said:
“Before I leave I have two more questions: how did you end up with Greta and with a letter from Aurora? And can you help me apply a dimensional stamp?”
“It was part of the enchantment I used to follow you. The emblem along with the letter, Aurora gave it to me, but that’s all I’m going to tell you, appeared within the highest density of energy in your proximity. To my eternal regret it was right in the cave of the old bat underneath Boseiju’s roots. I’m not going to go into details but trust me, you have been seeing her kind and gentle side.” He wrung his hands. “She can be quite the demon, that one.” That made me smile. At least I wasn’t the only one who had had some shitty days under the earth. He sputtered:
“That’s not funny in the least! I hoped for some understanding as you had to share a small part of my plight.” I was laughing openly now: “that’s just it. Imagining Greta’s tender care and stubbornness in a dream world seems frightening. I’m just glad I didn’t have the honour yet.” “Well, who knows what the future holds,” he mumbled darkly, “but to answer your second question, of course I can help you. We can even do it now, it shouldn’t take longer than a couple of minutes. We won’t prepare a permanent focus from your blood, a temporary connection will do. It’s unwise to have too many about, anyway.” I was all for it, the sooner I could hide away some useful items, the better I’d feel. And since I was about to leave for dinner, where we usually had delicious pastry as desert, the timing couldn’t have been better.
“Thanks, that’d be perfect! What do I have to do?” I hopped down from the sill and approached him.
“Not much, actually. I’ll draw the additional runes with your blood onto the steal and then you use it. Simple as that. It doesn’t make much sense to try and teach you how to do it yourself. You’re lacking too many basic skills and too much knowledge.” He gave me a sinister grin and his nighty turned into his scholarly robe. “You just have to trust the friendly old demon in your room.” I quoted dryly: “without malicious intent... that ship has sailed, my intimidating friend. Don’t worry, I still think you are scary.” I added with a smirk while I patted his back. He harrumphed and asked me to draw some blood into a bowl. I didn’t have a syringe, which he commented with “amateurish”, so I simply pricked my thump with a hairpin and squeezed out some blood. Mephisto conjured a reddish threat of energy from thin air which coagulated into a long and spindly feather with a tiny tip. He used it to scoop up some of the liquid to add tiny runes all over the steal. The whole process took about five minutes and I could hear him mutter appreciatively the whole time: “delicately executed… oh, infinite matrices for time dilation, impressive… hmm, warding sigils?… ah, the designation cluster… and now I only need…” with a flourish he added a last rune on the bottom. “All done, you can use it whenever you want. I’d advise a little caution though. During the binding some minuscule amount of your mana might get coaxed out and because it contains your transcendent energy it might hurt. A lot. Maybe you should wait and apply it before you turn in tonight?” He was undoubtedly right, but I wasn’t going to have to look forward to some serious pain for the whole evening, better to get it over with as fast as possible.
Cassandra PendragonI ignored his advice and pressed the steal on my inner arm, close to the joint. With a hiss and the smell of ozone, the crystalline body turned into specks of light which exploded outwards and then fell back towards the centre, vanishing from sight. I felt a burning sensation on my skin and two stylised wings appeared. They consisted of several small runes, artfully intertwined to form the wings. The runes probably took on a shape, meaningful to the owner. I expect a wave of pain and clenched my teeth but I was fine. I did feel a stinging sensation, I had been branded after all, but I didn’t crumble under an influx of energy. The runes must have been perfect to prevent even the smallest spill-over. “You’re stubborn and lucky, not the worst combination,” Mephisto remarked dryly. “I sincerely hope your luck doesn’t run out before we can get myself a body.” I grinned: “nothing wagered, nothing gained. Don’t be such a rain cloud, it didn’t hurt, well not much. Now, le
Cassandra PendragonI didn’t freeze, nor did I hesitate. I dropped on all fours and kicked off with my legs as hard as I could. I felt a displacement of air and heard a “swish” from where my head had been. I shot forward directly towards my brother and our guards. The guards were still frozen in their half-bow and Mordred was empty handed. While I was tumbling forwards I unfurled my wings. I had never tried to fly before, but there was no time like the present to learn something new. 20-meter long currents of energy raced through the still night air behind me and I managed to right myself in midair, gaining some height. While I hovered about 4 meters above the platform several things happened simultaneously. My brother had thrown his sword, that had been the swishing sound I had heard. At first glance I thought he had gone completely off the rocker and attacked me out of the blue but when I took a closer look I realised that his sword had nailed a squirming shadow, roughly humanoid
Cassandra PendragonThe smell of decay wafted over the training grounds, blood spatters, seemingly black in the light of the illumination runes, and Roberts’s head defaced the shining wood of the platform. My eyes were stuck on the decomposing remains of our guards while they slowly turned into a tangled mass of liquified flesh and rotting bones. The cold was still spreading and I couldn’t move my legs anymore, my heartbeat had slowed down to a bare whisper and the smell made me dizzy. Fear grabbed me and turned into panic as I could feel less and less of my body. I could only move my head a little but I was still bound by the sight before me, my eyes glued to the disgusting aftermath of the fight. By all that’s holy, I didn’t want my last impressions to be the gruesome display before me, but than again, probably no one who had fallen in battle did. Through sheer willpower I made my body move, slightly, and turned towards my brother. His anxious face loomed over me and blood dripped f
Xorlosh McmineBuraahrumm! It was good to be alive, a song on me lips, me brothers beside me and the love of me life, BigBertha tightly in me fist. March, dwarfs of the mines, March! To slaughter and glory!“Matey, Hit the drum, it’s time to dance!” Etosh, me little brother, pummelled the black drum, made of dragon hide, strapped to his front and all of us 121 dwarfs formed a neat square just outside the garden.121 bodies clad in steel and mithril, each about 1.4 meters tall and weighing at 150 kgs, hit their weapons together and the pure noise of metal hitting metal resounded around me. The drafts from the fires in front tussled black, red and brown beards and together we stepped forward, shaking the earth while our song rose to the heavens. Ahh, and I had already been afraid to die of boredom. I had come here for the mithril and because I might or might not have hit on the wrong gal back home. But these fox-eared tree lovers and their oh so civilised culture had driven me up the w
Cassandra Pendragon1 hour earlierWe hurried over to the hole in the wall and peered down. Smoke, flames and Boseiju’s branches obscured our view but I could still discern a formation of dwarves enter the garden. It was an impressive sight, fire reflected on their armour and their voices carried over the cacophony all around. I couldn’t make out any details but I felt much better when I saw a streak of white light erupt from the second row and annihilate a shadow perched on a branch above. Unlikely knights but the shining armour part they had down to a T. Maybe we had a chance now?I could collect everyone I cared about and fly them down to the dwarfs. Before I had thought we would have to fight our way to the airships above and, if we would have been able to get there, flee the island. But now, maybe we could stay. If one or two of us remained behind and rallied the remaining royals and their guards we might even be able to coordinate with the dwarfs and clear the garden and palaces
Cassandra PendragonAhri, my brother, father and three soldiers headed straight for us. Ahri’s runes were spent and had lost their glow. Heir hair was singed on one side and she held her right arm close to her body but managed a small smile when our eyes met. My brother was mess, bruises and shallow cuts covered his arms and he favoured his left leg heavily. The tip of one of his tails was missing and his left eye was swollen shut. He leaned heavily on his sword but still supported one of the guards who had blood running from his hairline and a vacant expression on his face as he shuffled along. My father and the other two soldiers brought up the rear. They were in much better shape, a few superficial cuts were all I could see.With a serious effort and a stab of pain I tucked my wings back in and rushed forwards to meet them as fast as my tired body would allow but was overtaken by my mom after a few steps. “Mordred, Albert!” Adam was left snoozing on the ground. She clung to her son
Cassandra PendragonWe all rushed to Greta’s side and bombarded her with questions: “you’re awake, how can you be awake? Do you know what happened? Can you move?…” “Calm yourselves. I’m fine for the most part but still drained. Are we still in danger?” She croaked. Before anyone could answer I replied: “Yes, we are. We should get moving. Can you walk?” “With a little help I should be fine. Why the rush? What’s going on? All seems quiet.” “My husband and two soldiers are waiting for us in the courtyard. Let’s get there first before we start talking.” My mother interrupted. “We should hurry.” Greta didn’t insist but rose slowly to her feet. Ahri, who had picked two more blades from the wall while we had been talking, had to keep her steady but she could move. We didn’t waste any more time and headed to the courtyard. The others were back already. Mordred and my father were clad in mithril from head to toe. Mordred carried his longsword and my father had his sceptre in hand. All three
Cassandra PendragonIt turned out that waiting wasn’t the best thing I could have done. My imagination ran wild and the longer I waited the worse it became. I worried about my family, my friends, if my conjecture had been correct. I knew it was pointless, second guessing was never helpful, but I couldn’t make myself stop. Pictures of my loved ones slain, rotten or branded and bound to the emperor haunted my mind. My gaze roamed over the fires below and I wondered how many had died. Would our home survive, even if we did? So much had changed in so little time. I couldn’t remember who had said it but a quote I had read came to mind: there is only one thing I know about war: one side loses, one side wins and nothing remains the same. The flames of hatred and greed, once ignited, change the world we walk on.As I watched a large cherry tree collapse, its trunk and roots burned and charred, and send a shower of sparks into the air, I felt the meaning. Whatever was going to happen tonight,
Cassandra PendragonHer eight eyes followed me wearily while I rose ever higher into the air, my wings slithering around the statue like the coils of a hunting serpent. I could feel the enchantments and spells the dark granite had been imbued with give way without offering any resistance and slowly the inner working of the statue became visible to my second sight. Most of the magic wasn’t actually in the legs, they had been crafted as conductors and to inflict pain but the truly ingenious parts were hidden in the torso and head, both of them ablaze with the energy that flowed through them. The way I saw it, everything Shassa could offer, from her life force to her soul, could be torn from her and channeled through the legs towards the centre of the statue. What I thought to be the seed would then start to fill with power and once it had accumulated enough, a purified pulse of what I suspected would be transcendent energy, was going to be sent towards the head. An intricate array of e
Cassandra PendragonUnbelievably, the body was still moving, faint twitches and the occasional shudder made it obvious just how much pain she was in. Crap, I could already feel the urge to help her, to free her of her binds without any form or reassurance or gain on my part. Pity was a damned nuisance.“Great, now what?” I mumbled.“Don’t be daft, I know you can cut through spells. Go ahead, you’ve done it before, haven’t you?” “And then? Do I shake you until you wake up?” She rolled her eyes and that was quite the spectacle, like a wave that ran across her face.“Heal me enough to communicate but not more than that or you might come to regret it. You can do that, can you not?”“I hope so, probably… maybe? Uh, won’t there be two versions of me, anyways?”“No, the path you’re trying to reach hasn’t been walked yet, it’s just a dream of the universe in a way. It’ll become reality once you cross over, there won’t be two versions of you but I’m not sure where you’ll end up. You could also
Cassandra PendragonOne might ask why I had said eight legged monster, there hadn’t been much to see after all, images don’t usually linger on the edge of dreams but the longer I communicated with Shassa, the more real everything appeared to me. From exchanged memories lived through between two fluttering thoughts the scene around had developed into the grey of the mind scape, a place I was starting to get familiar with. I had a body and sensory impressions but there was nothing there except for a hazy silhouette, still hidden behind a veil of fuzzy thoughts. With every contact, every exchange she had become clearer until I saw her for the first time and the disembodied memories flowed together to show me whom I was dealing with. Her body was that of a huge spider, bloated and black with red markings in the shape of a reversed cross on her back. Eight bowed, chitinous legs held her upright, each one of them at least 2 metres long with a sharp, deadly claw at its end. Her torso ended
Ahri AreteThe smell wasn’t as bad as one might imagine. The continuous scrambling and scratching was another matter. The noise produced by an army on the rise was horrific, a constant, piercing pressure against my ears that made it impossible to focus on anything but the moving assembly of spare parts and limbs before me.Mordred and I had retreated under the shadow of the statue, Reia alongside Shassa’s withered body between us. Eight stone claws pinned her to the ground and even though the wounds had dried up long ago a distinct metallic odour still lingered around her prone form. Her eyes were closed, shrivelled and blind, eight deep holes on top of her head like windows to an empty room. Reia was still and pale, her mind had fled from the sensations that were racing through their connection, from the pain that had flooded her once the spell had started working. Viyara was hovering in the air, sparks of magic running along her talons and fangs while she surveyed the amassing hord
Ahri AreteHer knees buckled, her wings vanished and she fell. I was barely fast enough to catch her before she hit the ground but with a few frantic wingbeats I managed to sling my arms around her lithe body before she could add another injury to her growing collection. I was still angry, nay, furious and maybe a little shocked but when her soft curves came to rest against my chest and her fluffy tails circled around my middle reflexively I couldn’t help it, my anger melted like snow under the midday sun and I was simply happy to hold her again, dirty and mangled as she was. She wasn’t wounded anymore, as far as I could tell but her skin had a feverish colour and heat radiated off of her as if she was still fighting for her life, spasms making her muscles twitch against me constantly. Her body was liberally coated with the remains of her rampage, but the few untarnished spots showed the same alabaster hue I had come to know so well but now there was distinct sheen of silver to it,
Cassandra PendragonNope, neither sunshine nor rainbows but at least I didn’t find myself in the middle of the ocean. When I had stepped through the portal, a brief moment of vertigo and disorientation had led me into an atrium, for want of a better word. From the corner of my eye, I saw a doorway and the first steps of a wide staircase that vanished into the earth. The walls were bare but polished stone, a reflective surface crisscrossed with lines of shimmering metal, glowing faintly in the dark. Behind me the energy of the portal still hummed reassuringly, my way back was still open. Unfortunately I couldn’t quite concentrate on my surroundings, a still bleeding corpse in the middle of the room commandeered most of my attention.There, practically at the centre of the chamber, laid a chimera, with the head of a lion, the body of a goat and the tail of a serpent. Black blood oozed from deep gashes in its hide, some clean and narrow, others wide with frayed edges. It looked like the
Cassandra PendragonCould it possibly be meant to connect to someone else rather than something else? I had always wanted to learn how to heal, after all. Mephisto had basically told me that my new body would be formed in the image of what my soul desired, without the rationalisations an active mind would use to ignore the sometimes darker nature of what I might long for. If that was true, it wouldn’t be too far fetched to imagine that I had given myself a way to restore what shouldn’t be lost. Unfortunately I didn’t how I could try it out without a Guinea pig. Right then, every time I wanted to move my energy through the wing, I encountered a resistance, a blockade that wouldn’t allow my powers to pass. It felt like knocking at the door of an empty house, in theory it was supposed to open but someone was needed to turn the key and invite you in. For now, it wouldn’t be more than a fancy streak of colour among the silvery torrents of energy.Much more confident than I had been two min
Cassandra Pendragon“You’re a bloody idiot, that’s what you are. But you got balls, at least metaphorically, I’ll give you that.” “Thanks, by now you’ve repeated yourself enough times as well that my tiny brain can retain the information.” I was long past the initial rush of gratitude I had felt when I had first regained a resemblance of consciousness in a grey world of nothingness. By now I was mainly annoyed and a little worried.Unbelievably my stunt hadn’t been the end. I should’ve been dead, my very personality obliterated in the truest sense of the word, my core clean for another spin of the wheel but… I wasn’t. No thanks to my efforts as Mephisto kept on reminding me. He had saved me, in a way. The unbound energy that had been released in the chamber prior to my temporal displacement had been more than enough to reconstruct his reservoirs and the interwoven sparks of transcendent energy had allowed him to perform a miracle, his words, not mine. He had come to when I had collap
Cassandra PendragonI was somewhere in between. I could still see the circular chamber as an afterimage of sorts while I struggled with the sensations my own body was providing me with. Every muscle and tendon connected to my wings was burning as if it had been dunked in acid and I could feel torrents of blood gush down my back, a warm stream of sticky liquid that formed a dark puddle beneath my feet. I couldn’t remain upright, spasms raced up my legs and along my back and I collapsed face first into my own blood. My wings felt like they were about to be pulled out of their sockets, a much stronger force than I had ever experienced had taken hold of them and was constantly trying to rip me a part. My ingenious manoeuvre had worked, I was in my own time stream and still anchored in the alternate version. Unfortunately that also meant that right now my wings were the only thing connecting two separate streams. In a way I was a stick thrust between two wheels. If the wheels were turning