When Cha Doyun came back to it, he was standing alone inside his apartment holding a robe, a noose that hung from the ceiling around his neck. And as soon as the realization settled, he couldn't breathe anymore.
His lungs burnt for air while the noose held tight around his pale neck. It hurt. He desperately clawed at the ropes, trying to release himself. With every passing second without oxygen his vision swam with dark spots and his limbs weakened.
Cha Doyun still hasn't stopped struggling however. He didn't survive through the previous day just to die like this. The seven minutes he spent trying to live couldn't be wasted like that.
In the middle of a seemingly vain attempt to save himself, the dark haired man paused.That couldn't be right, the last thing he remembered was entering the corner shop to hide so why was he at ho… The thought trailed off as his burning lungs finally gave up. Once again the darkness welcomed Doyun back with an open arms.
No, that wasn't right either, for Doyun was still awake. There were no burning longs ,nor swimming vision. No noose tightening around his neck that made him fear for his life. Doyun wasn't even at home.
Instead he stood in the middle of a crowded street full of people. They all passed by him without a second look nor pointed words, everyone heading towards work and school respectively. A normal city life that he couldn't experience fully.
It felt fake.
As long as Cha Doyun could remember, people never treated him like a normal person. He was always the crazy psycho who killed his girlfriend and friends for his own enjoyment. Even if it had been 10 years since then, everyone still held it against him. Whether it was true or not.
Just as soon as the realization of how fake everything felt, the reality rippled. All around him people started to drop. Screams filled the air around until he was once again standing in the middle of that dreadful day.
The fountain of blood flowed from the piles of corpses, bathing the city in crimson. Yet, Doyun only felt a strange sense of utter calm.
Like his surroundings didn't matter, like the lives of the people around him didn't matter. It should have scared him, but it did not anyway.Suddenly, a sound of crying tore through the air, snapping him out of whatever trace he was in. He frantically searched for the source of the crying, only thoughts of Ah-in and Sung-jin circling his mind.
And right there a few metres from him on his left stood an angel towering over a limp body of a small boy and a crying toddler, with a lance posed ready to strike.
Cold fear raced through his veins sparked by the recognition yet he stood still, watching the horrifying scene in front of him. It was like he was watching a play that was composed only for him.
Ah-in's cry rang through the empty street louder than before. Her small chubby hands reached out towards Doyun, her eyes full of tears with a spark of recognition. Ah-in's whole body trembled with her cries and exhaustion and Doyun wanted nothing more than to swoop her up and protect her from the world.
But he couldn't.
Cha Doyun could do nothing but watch as the light of life left those small brown eyes. He saw the blood splatter across the concrete as the small body fell on top of the already cooling corpse of her brother. Then the angel turned towards him and all too late, he could move once again.
The angel gave him something like a smile- if the crazy looking bloody stretch of slit could be called a smile, and gestured toward his-
...hand?
Something dripped down his hand, prompting the dark haired man to look down at it. His eyes widened at the visage and a small choked noise escaped him. The hand that was clean was now painted in fresh blood .
'It's your fault.' he heard.
Doyun looked up towards the angel, who hadn't made a single sound at all. It's mouth was clamped closed and it's eyes had never strayed away from the thin man. He knew the thing couldn't have spoken, yet how could he hear it?
'It's your fault you know? You killed them.'
'No.' Doyun denied. 'I didn't! I didn't kill them!' He thought, shaking his head fervently. But the angel didn't let up it's accusations. It merely smiled at the dark haired adult.
'But you did! You killed them like you killed those boys back then!'
"That's different! I didn't-" he hesitated. The angel took the opportunity it was presented.
'See? Even if you don't want to admit it, you killed these poor kids! You are a mon-'
"SHUT UP!!!!" his voice interrupted the angel.
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!" Doyun trembled desperately trying to wipe away the blood on his hands. Because he didn't kill them, he didn't kill the kids.
It was the angel! It was the angel that killed them so why was he-?
Tears blurred his vision and he stood there, once again frozen in one place.
'I killed them…' he realized bitterly. The gaunt man had killed the children by abandoning them. He didn't even dare to look up as the angel stood over him.A not yet blinding light that engulfed his surroundings came from the heavenly being. It hurt his eyes, so Doyun closed them. Accepting the punishment given to him for being a monster.
The lance struck down once more to punish a foolish sinner and-
... -and Cha Doyun woke up.He quickly sat up with a hand over his rapidly beating heart. It felt like his heart was gonna jump out of his chest and it hurt. Doyun took deep breaths ,trying to calm himself down.
A nightmare, he had just had a nightmare. Everything was fine, he didn't kill anybody and the world was hopefully not fu-His hands brushed against the warm flesh of someone, almost giving him another attack. The dark man turned to look towards where a small boy and his even smaller sister laid, curled around each other.
'They are breathing and not hurt.' He noted. Doyun felt his eyes sting with unshed tears at the sense of relief that realization gave him. He had only known the kids for a few minutes at best, yet he was already attached. God, Cha Doyun was fucked and he knew it.
Deciding not to wake the kids for now, he studied their surroundings first. They were laying on a sleeping bag inside a family tent in the shop. Doyun didn't remember fainting on a bed so the kid must have dragged him to it, the older man concluded.
Both the window blinds were down and the only thing illuminating the shop was the gentle moonlight peaking through the blinds. Sung-Jin probably locked the doors like Doyun told him to so they were thankfully relatively safe for now.
Sighing, the tired man felt around for his phone until he found it in the corner of the tent. Carefully, he opened the screen and reduced the brightness before he blinded himself.
"Thank god for dark themes." he murmured
as he started swiping through the mountain of notifications on his phone.It was currently fifteen past 03 o'clock and the news had blown up from the recent events. A large number of people had been killed and strange monsters had started appearing around all over the world.
Cha Doyun didn't know how to feel about- well… everything! In only a few minutes his whole world had been turned upside down then shaken several times for a good measure. He was currently just too tired to deal with anything.
The dark eyes man continued to swipe notification after notification, not really reading yet still retaining enough to understand the current state of their world until one notification caught his eyes. It was from ApoTheo .
[Power Roulette!]
[PRESS NOW AND GET A POWER!]
Dazed at the random carefree looking notification among the sea of emergency warnings and news, Doyun pressed the screen.
It instantly took him to the Apocalypse Theory front page and a giant wheel of fortune appeared on the home screen. It started rolling without any other command and under it a text that read "processing…" appeared. After a minute or two the wheel finally stopped with an answer.
[PROCESSING…]
[PROCESSING… DING!!!][THREADS OF KARMA]
[Congratulations user Cha Doyun! Your power is "Threads of Karma" you can see further info about your power on your character screen! Hope you have a good time! We will now begin power integration.]
'What?...'
Before Doyun could process what just happened the phone screen glowed bright white and the phone fell into the ground.
At first nothing happened and Doyun almost felt stupid for expecting anything. It was just a phone application after all, so there was no way it could give him real powers. He scowled irritated at himself and went to pick up his phone and then-And then, the pain came. An excruciating, painful burning feeling in his eye sockets that made him want to claw them out. It felt like his eyes were on fire, like they were slowly melting away until there was nothing left.Doyun's hands clawed at where his eyes used to be. He couldn't even make a sound as screams died way before they left his throat. It hurt, hurt and hurt. The black haired main trashed around, his nails digging into the empty eye sockets. To add salt to the injury, every last one of the nerves in his eyes seemed to have burst.Then slowly, slowly something grew inside that empty space. It grew and grew until it filled all of the empty space left by his eyeballs. The pain immediately died down
By the time the kids woke up, it was half past 6 am and the sun was already beginning to peek through the horizon. As soon as they were up and awake, Cha Doyun gave them the bottle of water and the bag of biscuits he found in the storage room of the camping shop. The dark haired man gently refused when the kids tried to share with him, citing that he had already eaten.In all truth, Doyun was anxious. While keeping watch, he had spied a great number of strange creatures that roamed the streets outside. He wasn't sure what they were but concluded that they were probably dangerous and that he had to keep the kids away from them. What if these things decided to attack them and the kids- He anxiously glanced around the room, trying to occupy his mind with something other than the pitfall it was spiraling into. Doyun knew he was being unreasonably worried about the children when they had only met the day prior. They weren't his kids for god'
The city looked worse than expected. Buildings that once stood tall and proud were broken down, eaten by plants. Cars were overturned, rusted and destroyed beyond belief. The corpses that littered the street just the night before had disappeared between the lava and the creatures that littered around the city.The earth had aged by a century within a single night. It was absolutely jarring how it had changed so much. Now, they stood in a dystopian world, abandoned by humanity. All those post-apocalypse stories paled in comparison to the real thing.Doyun chuckled in awe and loss. This was their reality now, he realized. Every single instance, he dreamt of going inside those novels and experiencing the post apocalyptic world, had come true just like that. Still, he couldn't find it in himself to feel the happiness and delight he should have. Not when it had condemned their entire world to despair. Never, when his desires had ruined the future o
When one is asleep, their awareness of their surroundings naturally drops. It is a state of being that most people liked to call half death. During this resting period, our body function slows down, relaxing the body. Sleep is when one is most vulnerable and it is the perfect time to take them down. That was what Doyun learnt from his time in prison. Taught by one of his more vicious inmates when they almost strangled him to death. That was also the reason why Doyun awoke the moment he heard the front door creak open, a door he clearly remembered locking from the inside. Several alarm bells instantly rang inside his head along with four facts that he realized.First, there was someone else in the apartment. Someone they did not know. Secondly, the kids were still asleep and thus vulnerable to an attack. Thirdly, they had no idea about the intentions of the intruder. Finally, the last thing Doyun realized was that he had to protect the c
Doyun had regretted many things in his 29 years of life. He regretted staying quiet when other kids bullied him. He regretted never volunteering when the teacher asked for it. He regretted never stopping his father when he beat his mother. He regretted letting his mother die alone, on the cold floor of their apartment. The point was that the person known as Cha Doyun had many regrets. But there were also things that he will never regret. He would feel miserable and guilty for sure, though he would never regret them. Cha Doyun will never regret his father's death who drank himself to death. He will never regret standing up for his schoolmates back then. And just like how he'll never regret protecting them, he will never regret leaving the kids behind. It wasn't like he left them forever. Just that he needed time to breathe for a while. So he decided to take a walk outside, leaving his kids in the capable hands of Lee Iseul.
Kim Sung-Jin may only be 11 years old but he prided himself on being capable of taking care of himself and his little sister in the absence of their parents. He would have gone as far as to say that he didn't need the constant fussing of his parents when he was already such a big boy. He had hit the double digits in age and would soon be a middle schooler. If everything stayed the way they were, at least. It had been two days at most since their parents died and Sung-Jin still could not get over the events of that day. What meager sleep he got to have, were all plagued with nightmares of blood and manic grin with sharp pointed lance that struck him down everytime. But Mr.Doyun's presence soothed him and calmed down the flood of fear and desperation that muddled his mind. He was immensely grateful for the tall man who saved them even though he himself trembled with fear before the monster that killed Sung-Jin's parents.Mr.Doyun th
"Mr.Doyun! It's headed your way!" a young voice yelled out as he chased after the blurry form of a monster that they were hunting."Got it!" Second, an older voice answered and just as the monster rounded the corner, it stopped moving. The monster's limbs were bent at an unnatural angle, struggling to move and get out of the invisible trap that it had fallen into.'Well, not so invisible…'Doyun thought. He had realized a while past that only he could see the strings that he utilized. Even if they manifested into the physical world, they remained unseen by anyone but him.An advantage that only he had due to his new pair of eyes but he also knew that was only because they had yet to bump into any other human being in the past week. "Sorry, Mr.Doyun. I let it get away…" came the tired voice of Sung-Jin. The 11 years old looked out of breath, better than when they had first started hunting a few days ago. 
[SURVIVE THE GREAT TURTLE'S ATTACK.] [TIME BEFORE THE FALL OF SEOUL] [00:07:57] The clock ticked away ominously over their head as each and every living being residing in Seoul ran for their lives. This was the very first time they had ever received a quest such as this, in which the only goal was to survive. Doyun and the Co ran as fast as possible, doing their best to avoid being trampled under the creatures fleeing alongside them. Lava ate away behind them, gaining more ground with each step they took. It was relentless in its chase, granting no moment for anyone to rest and gather their bearings. So with certain death literally coming knocking down on their doorstep, the group of four wasted no time in using up the stat