Hah, it’s fine I guess.
Can’t keep on hating every doctor I came across, it’s too much work.
Taking a deep breath, I retained my composure.
With that, the doctor blitzed through the checkup, going as far as to ask about my medical history and if I had any problems up there.
“No.” I answered bluntly.
She nodded as she penned down something.
After that, she took my blood and urine for some more tests before coming back out with a smile on her face.
“You are quite healthy, Jeremy.”
“...I try my best.”
“Here you go.” She handed over an ID card with my face and basic details on it. “Welcome to the Academy for the Gifted.”
“Thank you.”
“I hope you enjoy your stay.”
“I hope so too.”
After I took possession of the ID card, she allowed me pass the door behind her which led me to yet another hallway, even though this one was shorter than the previous one.
I walk down the hall until I got to a split.
Following her direction, I took the left split and walked down till I got to another door.
Ugh, how many doors are there?
Knocking gently, I placed my other hand on the door handle.
“Come in.” a gruff voice answered.
I opened the door and walked into a classroom with over 50 chairs which looked pretty worn out.
Everyone seemed to be here, including the rude man from earlier… is he really going to be our instructor?
My stomach churned at the thought.
“Have a seat.” He said without bothering to look up, casually going through the file he had in his hands.
I quickly took a seat like the others as we waited for the rude man to address us.
A few seconds passed before he finally closed the file roughly and turned to face us.
With a smirk, he counted. “1,2… 30.”
Uhmm, I don’t think that’s how you count… also, what are you counting?
“You must be wondering why I skipped the rest of the numbers between 2 and 30. Well that’s because 1 and 2 represent the number of candidates that managed to pass the first test in flying colors.”
I furrowed my brows as the man made eye contact with me.
Did he read my thoughts?
Shit!
Wait a minute… he said something about a test.
What happened in the registration room was a test?
That messed up shit?
What the fuck!
Also, only two… that meant…
I glanced over to where the pale girl sat before switching to the red head.
Now that that I think about it, those were the only ones still standing after the light came on.
No, actually, the red head looked nauseated. The only person that was unaffected was… my gaze landed on the pale girl.
How the hell did she go through that without flinching once?
Is she some kind of monster?
She seemed to notice my gaze as she turned to meet my eyes.
Shit.
I quickly turned away while gulping.
This is crazy.
Just then I heard the rude man chuckle. “My name is Rodger Smith. I will be your physical therapy instructor. I hope you all give me a good show while we are at it.”
“…”
“Whenever I talk, I expect your reply to be, yes sir.”
“Yes sir!”
“Good. Now tell me, what do you know about Explorers?”
Huh, what kind of messed up question is that?... Also, why is he asking?
Suddenly, the skinny kid from earlier put up his hands. “Explorers are people that leave Haven to reclaim the outside world for future generations.”
“Hoh, that’s a pretty nice one.”
Yet another hand went up. “They are heroes of humanity.”
“Oh wow, Heroes. That’s neat.”
I noticed another hand go up when Rodgers added without remorse. “If you all believe that nonsense, then I believe this set is made up of a bunch of fools!”
What?
I don’t think I heard that correctly.
He continued without bothering to check our expressions. “Explorers aren’t heroes neither do they champion some worthy cause. They are fools willing to risk their lives to figure out the truth behind the collapse of civilization.
“I mean, why else would someone place himself at the hands of madness and death when he could stay in the Tower and live a peaceful life?”
Was he mocking those willing to risk their lives for the greater good?
Did he see them as fools?
No… that’s not right, if not for them, there’s no way we would be able to recover the outside world.
I mean, is he not aware of the current state of the Heart?
How could he say something like that?
“You should think carefully if you want to come into this academy because once you get in… there’s no way out.” Rodgers remarked with a snicker. “Whatever goal you want to achieve…is it worth placing your life at risk?”
“Yes.” I answered without thinking.
Rodgers and I make eye contact as the others turn to me as well.
Oh well, there’s no going back now.
“I don’t care what you think about Explorers but there’s no way you’d ever be able to convince me that they aren’t Heroes. Unlike deadbeats like you that remain here in the Tower, they are willing to risk their life to return the outside world to their future generations.
“They know just how terrible it is to live your whole life in a Tower when there is a wider world out there waiting to be reclaimed. So yes, to fulfill my father’s dream of reclaiming the world… I am willing to sacrifice my life.”
… Wow, did I just say that out loud?
Fuck, that was cringe.
But that was my belief.
Dad always told me stories about that world with a blue sky, ocean, wildlife… he never experienced any of that but he believed that one day if he worked hard enough… we’d be able to experience it together.
For his sake… for my sake, I will complete his wish and reclaim that world.
Clap…clap
“Interesting.” Captain Rodgers said smilingly. “I like people like you. People with fire burning in their hearts. But the question remains… would that fire keep burning after you experience what lays behind the fog?”
I couldn’t answer his question.Even though I answered a variant of said question yesterday, I hesitated.Leila had asked and now this rude bastard asked me again.It was at a level where I had to step back to reevaluate what I understood.I bit my lower lip to keep calm. Recalling what I read in dad’s journal, I pondered on what I’d do if faced with those situations.Even though the outside world was a beautiful place, right now it was crawling with Otherworldly, creatures residing in the Fog with only two goals.Death and destruction.They were part of the reasons why humanity had to abandon that world and live within a Tower.And even now, their existence threatened ours.Would I be able to handle it?I couldn’t be sure any longer.Fear slowly crept into my heart and the crazy captain seemed to notice as he cracked a mocking smile upon seeing my expression.He must think of me as an impulsive teen with only big dreams and no idea on how to fulfill them.Meeting his gaze aggravated
“Keep running, you maggots. Any one of you stop and that’s three more laps, try me.” Captain Rodgers spoke authoritatively while sitting on a chair, enjoying a beverage.Ugh, what the hell is this?How could he subject us to such labor?... This wasn’t exercise, the bastard was being an asshole by punishing everyone for the mistakes of a few.As I dragged my legs across the track, I felt like dying.I was dehydrated, and worst of all… I was freaking tired!Shit, why didn’t I try to get some sleep last night?Hah, you might be wondering what’s going on right now. Well, to understand, I’d have to backtrack to just after we were ushered into the academy grounds by the captain.It was a pretty cool sight with dormitories set on the East side, separated into the male and female quarters and then the lecture halls as well as training ground, meditation center, clinic, cafeteria and weaponry hall on the West side.What divided both sides being the large track field that spanned several meters
“Today being an introductory class, we will be discussing basic information about Explorers, who they are, why they are important to the Tower and what mindset to have as a candidate.”A middle aged man wearing a dirt brown suit with glasses and a weird moustache, stood at the podium, addressing us.He looked familiar with his slightly large build and chubby cheeks, maybe because I had seen him quite a few times in Dad’s lab.He was one of his fellow Explorer buddies that was more inclined to seeking knowledge than fighting monsters.Anyway, his name was Professor Charles Webber and he completely disappeared after my dad’s death.Just like several others that acted friendly when he was alive and left the moment his death was deemed as suicide.What Leila said was right that Dad’s death had something to do with the Twelve since no-one had the guts to step up to refute the claims of Dad committing suicide.The problem though was which of them did it?If I remembered correctly, most were
I wasn’t comfortable eating in a crowded table so I looked around for a place to sit.As my search reached a climax, luck shone upon me as I find an empty table… that is if I don’t count the pale girl currently occupying it.Shit, how come she’s here?Wait, it’s lunchtime, stupid… as I tapped my head, she noticed my presence as she looked up and momentarily, our eyes met.Oh no… I instinctively gulped as I recalled the vomit incident.Sure she said it was okay but it’s not like that makes it okay, right?I mean that’s a terrible first impression.Hah, wait, she doesn’t seem disgusted to see me.I said this because her expression was quite normal. But what if that’s her angry face?Shit, now that eye contact has gone on for so long, do I have to say something?Ugh, I really don’t understand how this works.Don’t judge me for not knowing what to do!...it’s really hard to think right now.“Are you looking for a place to sit?” she suddenly asked.Do I respond with a yes or a no?... Would
Darkness yet again… this should be my second time in this state.I feel the same thing… like I’m an extension of it.It’s weird to experience the same thing since last time was so random.This time, it wasn’t like I intended to come here again but I ended up here regardless.But the instructor said something about feeling peaceful.I followed the meditation technique to the letter so why am I here instead?Not a world of beautiful flowers or a world with a clear blue sky… just darkness.Was it a sign of something to come?... I’d rather not think too deeply about it.I should stay calm…there’s no reason why I should feel scared.The darkness might be suffocating, but that’s only because I’m not used to it.If I accept it as an extension, wouldn’t that mean that the discomfort would disappear as well?Take a deep breath… that’s better.Hmm, this meditation thing isn’t so bad after all.Just then, I felt a light tap on my shoulder, dragging me out from the reverie I felt.As I opened my
Two weeks, ( 18 days ), have passed since the first weapon mastery class and I dare say that it would have been a reason to celebrate if I wasn’t currently standing in front of the Academy library or as some weirdos put it, the Hall of knowledge.Yeah, I know… cringe.Anyway, I would be happy to be here since it meant that I was ready to pick out a meditation technique and martial art to practice with.Unfortunately, the circumstances pertaining to how I ended up here… well, how do I put this?... It’s embarrassing.“So are you ready?” Leah asked while standing right next to me.In case you are wondering, yeah, the circumstances have to do with Leah.“Do we really have to do this?”“Of course. That was the bet.”“…”“Come along.” She said while walking up the stairs.I have half a mind to run but I am a man of my word… I can’t run away from my responsibilities.Now that I think back, what the hell was i thinking accepting the bet?Ugh, all because of Roberts, not only do I have to list
To understand the dilemma I’m currently in, here is a quick rundown of meditation techniques ranks.Platinum, Bronze, Silver and Gold.Platinum is the lowest rank which could substitute for beginners tier while Gold rank is the highest, substitute for expert tier.According to Robert, there are two methods to practicing meditation techniques.The easy route and the hard route.The easy route involves starting from the beginners tier and progressively making your way up the ladder the better you get at meditation.Now this part is considered easy because starting from the basics is the best way to build up a good foundation and then it becomes easier to build a defined structure.Of course, most people that follow this route end up spending the entire 3 year allowed period in the Academy.In case you’re wondering, yeah, each candidate is allowed only 3 years to graduate within the academy.Now I don’t really know what is the criteria for graduation but it’s possible to graduate within
I couldn’t understand it. I know it was indeed good to challenge myself but I was worried. Worried about failure. Would I be able to handle it if I failed? But then again, how could I allow the thought of failure stop me from trying? Hadn’t I come to the Academy to challenge myself? To gain the strength required to finish Dad’s goal? Wasn’t that why I left an easygoing life with Leila? So what was the need to hesitate? Sure it wasn’t my plan to go the hard route but did I have a plan to begin with? Of course not! The only thing I knew as I stepped into the academy was that I had to become an Explorer to fulfill Dad’s wish. I don’t know why Leah picked out Gold rank martial arts but it did nothing to slow down my plans. If anything, it kept me on my toes and that was what I needed. Without knowing it, I had become a bit lax. Now was the time to step up. So as I made my way to the Weapon’s hall, I knew what had to be done. It hadn’t been long since Leah and I parted ways