At World's End

Entry 18

I couldn’t understand it.

I know it was indeed good to challenge myself but I was worried. Worried about failure.

Would I be able to handle it if I failed?

But then again, how could I allow the thought of failure stop me from trying?

Hadn’t I come to the Academy to challenge myself?

To gain the strength required to finish Dad’s goal?

Wasn’t that why I left an easygoing life with Leila?

So what was the need to hesitate?

Sure it wasn’t my plan to go the hard route but did I have a plan to begin with?

Of course not!

The only thing I knew as I stepped into the academy was that I had to become an Explorer to fulfill Dad’s wish.

I don’t know why Leah picked out Gold rank martial arts but it did nothing to slow down my plans.

If anything, it kept me on my toes and that was what I needed.

Without knowing it, I had become a bit lax.

Now was the time to step up.

So as I made my way to the Weapon’s hall, I knew what had to be done.

It hadn’t been long since Leah and I parted ways