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2023-02-08 14:13:59Everything Olivia said about me was true and harsh but for some reason I was only hurt by what I said to her instead
I only started to fire back because of the plan we cooked up but the moment the first sentence leave my mouth, I lost control and just like that I spilled everything that had weighed me down for a long time now and more so I broke down the wall that protected me from my true self and now I am staring at the real Bella.Not some front, not the class president, not Miss 2017 of my high school, but me. The Bella only Olivia knew, the Bella I have hidden from myself all those years and yet in the midst of all the tension and panicking, I still felt relievedI was happy to finally see her, I wanted to make her better, to grow her and to love her. But I hurt my friend and I need to make up for it the best I could but then again is this plan that I cannot destroy“Bella, are you ok?” Tony’s deep voice pierce through my subconscious and I am completely aware of my surroundings again, his hands under my head and the other on my face, Thelma’s hand caressing my hand and Rose squatting near her with concern filled in her eyes but Willow isn’t here and Harper is just standing over us – wait a minute… did I fall?“Olivia” I mutter and Tony’s finger cross my lips“Willow went after her” he whispers and I nod weakly blinking in the tears that had clustered under my lids“I hurt her. I didn’t mean to –”“it is okay, he will find her” Tony says and my gaze shifts to Harper, he had a ting of confusion in his face but he brushes it off with a smile at me“you know each other?” He asks looking from me to Tony and I nod in response. I really want to rush after Olivia and clear the air with her right now but we have a plan and I was going to risk a lot if I acted rashly. The reason more of us were to stay back was to buy them time to gather enough before the others joined.Its been an hour at least of tapping my foot against the tiles of the reception, I am sitting on a side stool that I had brought from the nearest room and Tony is standing behind me, we are watching Harper blend in with the villagers cracking jokes and watching them laugh at it. he is showing them some tricks and that is infuriating us all the more“if only they knew who he really is” I whisper. Thelma and Rose look at us in shock and Tony is caught half way in his attempt to shush me“what –” Tony shush Rose and she trails her voice into a whisper to complete her sentence “are you talking about?”“you know the day the boys and I watched the dead body and we told you that some two men came to carry it” I look at Harper and he is in the middle of a trick “he was one of the men”Rose gasps and I tap her shoulder to shun her and she covers her mouth with an apologetic look. Thelma look from me to Harper and she tsk “so, they sent him to spy on us”“which means they don’t know that we know so much, they are only suspecting” Tony says“isn’t that a good thing?” I ask looking again at Harper“not really, with him watching us, our plan is either impossible or will be delayed and we don’t know how long we have until they will desperately need us for whatever it is” Tony says“but we can still get info from him right?” Rose asks“you haven’t seen someone convulse to death right?” I ask sarcastically and she rolls her eyes at me and focusing on Tony again“he is practically useless, before he says anything he is dead” Tony explains calmly“so we should find a way to get the info without him telling us. We should move around this puzzle” Thelma suggest“that is a good idea” Tony’s eyes glow with excitement that immediately dies down as his gaze shifts to behind me. I turn around and almost gasps at how close Harper was to me “done with your tricks?” he asks“They are so clueless” Harper half laughs “it’s so funny how they react to even the simplest trick” he laughs again but we all look at him with a straight face“You know we are literally trying to survive this shadow thing like every minute to sundown we get closer to loosing someone” I warnHe shrugs “So what? Your lives might end here so why not have fun of the little remaining?” Wow, even if I didn’t see him carry that body I would definitely not like him“not worth it” Tony sigh “have the best of fun young warlock” he gestures sarcastically at Harper who smiles in response but doesn’t move. Our blank cutting glare tear through him that he started adjusting his stance nervously“ok, I am sorry. Don’t glare me to death” he says in defeat“still not worth it” I blurt and face Tony “Olivia is not back yet” I complain like a child“they should be back by now” Rose says and gives Harper the fuck-off look“we should go look for them, the village is too huge to wait till sun down” I suggest“you all are going?” Harper asks with his eyes wide open“why? You need a babysitter?” I blurt at him and he flinches from my words“why do you guys hate me?” he asks“we don’t, your hatred for yourself is rubbing off on us, we are just dusting it out darling” Rose says sweetly and dusts the smooth fabric of her red polo she had on jean shorts and we laugh along with her making Harper scowl“if you want me to leave I will” he says and we breath a laugh in response“and let the shadows take you? Of course not” I say with a fake smile making it obvious to all of them that it was fake “I have a friendship to mend so if you will excuse me I need to go find my friend” I stand up from the seat“I am going with her” Tony sprung from the reception desk he leaned on and stand beside me“us too” Rose says in Thelma’s stead who have been quietly watching us roast the fucker. I would have loved it if she joined us, the shrill nature of her voice will make the words sting deeper“you can come if you want” I suggest and the others cut eyes at me but I ignore them so his attention wouldn’t shift from me “we usually leave Mira to watch the villagers and her friends when we leave so they are in good hands so far we come back before dark”“and no offense but you are not really a ‘good hand’ now” Thelma says, her usual shrill voice is softer – he should take offense for God’s sake.“so that means I am a part of your team now?” he asks with hopeful glitter in his eyes. not so fast FuckerTony points to his chest and push him a few steps back “not so fast” he warns and Harper does the jittery nods. We all leave him jogging behind us as we make out was outside the hotel.“What exactly are you thinking bringing him with us?” Tony whispers to me before Harper hurried close enough“Trust me” I say and peck him on his lips“Can you guys not?” Rose yells out“That was literally just two second” I almost shout back“we are in danger and you have two seconds to get intimate” Harper’s attempt for a joke falls flat and our gaze strikes him once again but this time he doesn’t try. He just raise his hands in defeat “ok ok, I am sorry”“Good” I respond and smile at Tony “we will split” I announce and pause for any unusual response but they just stare at me. “Tony and Harper will go towards this side and us girls will go towards the other side”Tony nods at me when he realizes my plan – Olivia and Willow were supposed to take the side that Tony will take with Harper so if they still followed the plan they might have ransacked the area Tony wouldn’t have to meet them and us girls are going to do some digging“lets move” Rose says excited and we all go our separate way. A few many steps apart and Rose brushes me with her shoulder “I am shocked you didn’t ask Tony to pair with you”“someone has to be with Harper, someone he wouldn’t beat up” I look from Rose to Thelma and they both playfully smack me on my back and I run farther from them as they chase after me
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Olivia's hug was the only thing I needed that morning to spark up the courage I needed I hadn't forgotten the other day when we dared to go there. But now it wasn't just me and Tony but Thelma and Willow is here and we are with our specialized weapon of mass destructionHarper on the other side is so rigid with anxiety that his stiffed up shoulders raise high between his head and his eyes bulge out with his Iris wandering around his eye socket. He must know that the moment he tries to say anything he would dieBut there has to be a way around it. Olivia's helper had helped her so much but didn't convulse until she tried to make him tell her more So Harper here can help us without telling us anything and we need to figure out how that would happen since unlike Mr Helper, Harper is not a willing candidateI walk up to him and tap his tensed shoulder and smile at him “I promise you that I will not let anything happen to you” I say and he looks at me, his eyes wanting to tell me so
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Leaping out of the tunnel was a brief relief, my clogged nose savor the moist air of the forest and I step forward towards Tony to allow the others behind me to leap out too.“the branches we pulled out” Tony saidI laugh “I was scared out of my mind”“you know, you have been attacked by this dark cloudy gust twice, how are you not the one with the panic attacks?” Tony asks“my parents didn’t scare me with ghosts and dark rooms T. I judged her for being so scared. How insensitive” I respond“that is why I had my doubts about the story they made us believe. Rose would never sign up for something that had ghosts in it” He says and I nod along“you guys did this?” Thelma asks and we nod“I thought Willow left the rope when we first met” I say“not me, it was here when I came too but I never used it” Willow saidWe walk along the path that led to the mansion, Harper had gone quiet and is withdrawn but we all ignore him cracking jokes along the path The mansion comes into view a
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Looking around, we are in the middle of a huge empty hall, the only thing there is a table and the footwear I saw earlier I walk up to the footwear and move the table lightly and there laid some clothes, the others rush towards me as I lifted the cloth and it is a big top and some panty black leggings. The footwear is a canvas“This belongs to a young girl” I say looking up at the others. Willow squats beside me and examine the shoe“That belongs to Maya” Thelma says. I look at her confused and she rolled her eyes “she was Mira’s friend that was taken from the hotel”“Wait what?” Tony asks and she bent down to look at the clothes again“she had it on” she said and stands up again. Looking at the cloth again, it did look familiar. But then –“why is her clothes here and not her” I ask and drop the cloth“she might be here somewhere” Tony said “we should go find her” He lifts his torch and heads first, we all follow behind him, the first corridor we took is empty just like the
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“that day, Rose had ran out of the bar when I was out. I looked for her throughout the bar and surrounding parks and when I didn’t see her, I went to her house… the door was open so I rushed in and found some men taking her, I saw the face of one of them because he didn’t have it covered When they saw me, I ran away and they chased and chased me until they caught me… A blow to the head and blank blank” Tony narrates and we nod. We were able to find some edible snacks on the shipI don’t know how long it had been but I do know that we didn’t have to wait with anxiety, instead we decided to use that time to bond since we would have to go our separate ways when we get back to civilization It is really sad though but I have learnt not to use the uncertainty of the future to stain an opportunity for good memories.Talking about our families and how much they will be happy to finally reunite with us, that is…when we have torn down this organization The boys on the other hand had no
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Chapter 56
The interior of the ship is a definition of luxury, from the wood brown furniture to the white beddings and curtains Inside the boat are four long couches arranged around a round center table. A curtain opposite where we entered from covering a king sized bed with white beddings and a brown wood frame structureThe inside smells of strawberry and mint and the cupboard has shelves with spare towels, toothbrushes and robes Beside the bed area is a bathroom, with an oval bathtub and a waterproof curtain. If anything, this cruise boat is the highlight of my stay in this island. Would you look at that? I don’t know Harem but this?The pain in my head suddenly disappears as I look through the boat, even the tension of waiting for them to leave had completely disappeared. I need a cold bath and to sleep on an actual bed and I didn't need get back to civilization to experience all these. I love my lifeI sink into one of the couches rubbing myself against the smooth fabric and beaming
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Chapter 55
“we need to move” Harper announces. The sun is kissing the hills now, its red light dimming by the minute making the forest darker and the shade from the trees aids this A day ago we would be wary of the shadows but with them gone we only have to worry about the group of men aiming for kill shots at us Sincerely, this is a lot scarier than the shadows. At least we had a fighting chance against the shadows and now? Even Willow has lost his weapon – imagine that He walks over me and takes out some white handkerchief from his pocket and gives Tony “tie something on that”I really should look at the mirror at this rate because the way everyone is looking at my head feels like my brains are out and Tony is already talking like he is scared for me. I smile weakly at Harper and he smiles back before hurrying to the othersTony folds the hanky and places it on my head, his rips out his inner shirt and wraps it over the hanky on my head, hitching it behind my head He fastens it tight
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Chapter 54
A flash of blurry lights hit my eyes and dims down again, the throbbing pain in my head slowly increases and a banging sound erupts in my head, I raise my hand to hold my head but my arm hurts too so I let it lay still. The light comes back clearer and leaves again“How many more are still alive?” I heard Harper sayI struggle to open my eyes but my whole body aches and I grunt lightly, a hand scoops me up into some huge body, the scent is familiar so I sniff harder and it is mixed with smoke and blood – blood! I shoot my eyes open but it only slowly breaks apart and I am looking at Tony, there is blood on his head and his arm has a deep cut that is bleeding. I gasp and try to get up but he holds me down“stop, you are hurt” he says“where?” I manage to say, my whole body aches so I cannot pinpoint where exactly is hurtingHe looks at my head and smacks his lips reluctant to answer my question “just stay still, we are trying to get the survivors out before they figure out how t
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Chapter 53
We had rode and rode through the sandy road as the afternoon sun heated up the bus, sweating and anticipating the sight of the beach even though we didn't know where it was. We don’t even know if we are going the right way – at least we are going at allThis journey reminds me of the journey that got me here and how I wondered if the experience was worth the long journey and yet even in returning I couldn’t wait for the journey to end“guys” I call their attention “isn’t the length of this journey familiar?” they all laugh Olivia smacks her lips “well, I for one... I was excited but that excitement turned to fury when the cab man wouldn’t talk to me” Olivia saysThelma claps “the snubbing cab man, I thought I was the only one”“he did talk to me eventually, I didn’t keep quiet” I boast. Beaming at myself“wow, I don’t even know what his voice sounds like” Olivia complains and we laugh“he also asks me what if the ghosts haunting the village was real” I say“wow, he did. You d
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Chapter 52
I step back, and stood transfixed staring as she stumbled and fell to the floor, my mouth drop open and my lids break apart“Thelma!”The girl wipes her broken bottom lip with a finger and look at me, her red strands that she had hidden away in a hair tie falls loose on her shoulder“I am sorry Bell” she almost stammer in breaking voice“don’t call me that!” I fume at herShe breaks down in tears and falls again on her butt, crying her eyes out “I shouldn’t, you just destroyed my only ticket for a better life!” She yells back at me“we were going to escape, we were going to finally be free and you, what did you do?”“I made a deal that would have helped me live normally. The way I could”“so we should all be damned so you live well, we were going to give each other that, that is why we connected”“you don’t get it do you? All you faced was a cheating boyfriend and you got yourself drunk. I freaking drove off a bridge. How did you think I would want to return to that same worl
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We had intentionally not used the tunnel to get to the mansion given that it already was an obvious route and we plan on sneaking up on the shadows, if that is even possible We also needed to set as much on fire as possible and the tunnel will be our major route of escape but the moist weather in the forest area was going to be a problem so we switched to plan BWe head fast towards the mansion, the sun had just barely risen and the morning still had the flare of last night’s chill breeze. the mansion slowly comes into view We excitedly hurry towards it but stop when we notice that the door was closed. We raise our weapon and point it towards the doorWith slow calculated footsteps we stroll closer and closer to the door, when we get to the door, I gently push it and it strides open. Cool air hits my face and I freeze, aiming my spray can inside. I snap the lighter and slowly enter into the building“Rose, you will wait out here, find the back door” I say and Rose nods and leav
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AnthonyWe had arrived at the border not long after we left the hotel, the bus is not there as we saw it earlier. So we decided to wait. In the process of waiting we had slept through the night at the border and it is the morning nowI grunt “what should we do now?” the sun is barely risen but the light of day is upon the island“check out the brick house” Willow suggests and I nod along with himWe slowly make it for the brick house, one step at a time until we are leaning at the wall of the house. We walk slowly along the wall till we got to the rusty front door that was already slightly open“when will they arrive?” a huge man with chest tattoos and a tiny nicker says in a grumpy cracking voice“I think in fifteen minutes time. They are an hour behind us” says the younger one looking at his wristwatch, he is better dressed and has glasses on “oh, the package?” he asks looking from the chest tattooed man to another similar sized man“it's ready” the similar one answered“wha
