Humdrum neighborhoods down on the coast in the somewhat very last sweet drops of summer. Bring out a certain type of sunlight for the occasion and which stand out to some individuals who seek a specific asceticism in their lives, such as of beach palms and vast panoramic views of seemingly endless oceans.
Especially to one individual in particular, whose backdrop consists of all these perfect little things.This individual is named Rowland.And to further identify this amateur photographer, slash graffiti artist; who would spend most of his time defacing walls and billboards where ever he could get a chance as he walked the sandy streets on his own, being one of many of his favorite pass times. Being a young messy-haired, fair and yet dopey looking coconut *coloured kid from South Africa, he lived in a quaint apartment with novels and comic books and strange nit-picks that which he fancied, staked about him and plastered on walls.Working for minimum wage at a café and carrying the burden of hope as he too, toils numbly along with the masses. Dreaming of a dream wanted by so many within the mass itself, floating like so many others within this typical rat race so to speak. Running around in a maze looking for the cheese but ultimately finding a dead end, with just a measly block of Cheddar backed neatly against it as reward.That idea to him will never be satisfying...And although, he was well aware of our dire circumstance as creatures on this planet, he still would probably admit that he simply just wanted to do what he loved for the passion. With the possibility of even being paid for it, maybe with even his photography being the reason for this 'better life' and using the happiness like a spoon to dig under the glass wall...He did indeed feel that his graffiti was more freeing in motion and apart from the heart racing duty of doing it secretively, he enjoyed what little life it gave him. But he wasn't too sure if that would in any way make it artistically better or in some way more appealing to him, for now it was just his style really and truly made for himself. He couldn't quite comprehend what it was that he didn't like about his practical work which he felt was always a few dimensions short of something truly special, using that he has to watch his back, as an excuse. Oppose to his photography, which he admired for it's power within it's simplicity, and how he could simply add on to it if need be. He firmly believed that it wasn't him that made the picture look good, it was simply the subject and it's contents and the way they were, and he was just lucky enough to see and to capture the artistic prowess of the world and a few of his favorite things.As the twilight sky grows, the shadows of objects and people across the streets stretch. As streetlights with their yellow tints flicker on as the day ends and the night begins, putting the beautiful sun set back in it's pocket.Earning one last glare of admiration by the dark olive green eyes of the luxury-deprived student as he walked to his night classes at a community college slightly further in land, about walking distance from his humble abode.Three blocks sounds short enough...As cars pass Rowland by and their lights illuminate the road beside him along with the warm glow of lamplights that unknowingly switch on as the sun goes down, and as he walks, he noticed yet another light from behind him slow down as it approached him.'Not today of all days.', he thought, hoping he wasn't just about to be stopped by the cops or worse.He looked back, with his best "don't fuck with me" face, at the shaded vehicle as it came at a slow and steady pace. The mysterious black vehicle rolled towards the now nervous Rowland as he stuffed his hand in his front pocket for his switchblade, for this was definitely like no other police vehicle that he knew of. And he was aware that he was never to make the mistake of stopping in such instances. Wondering what a stranger with a car would want with him:'I don't know, my kidneys, to lock me up in a basement... Directions..?', he was getting a bit a head of himself as the car finally slowed to a stop.And as the car's window rolled down, a rather fair stranger wearing dark round rimmed shades spoke up; "Want a lift?"Rowland scoffed,"No... Thanks.", and carried on walking. The man in the car said something else before he drove off, but Rowland didn't hear it, in the hopes that the stranger wasn't being rude about his decline. Feeling no need to care about that stranger, as Rowland made his way up the steps of the university and possibly moving on with his life.Class was uneventful, and as always was informative as ever with it's supposed essential studies, yet dullard as hours seemed to crawl like days.Doodling in between notes and staring into space, Rowland noticed the familiarly bored faces around him...Except for one, and all he wore was black, with a black ribbed long sleeved vest that had holes in his collar here and there; his short black hair although untamed looked silky as the light of the auditorium bounced off of it. Rowland couldn't see this new stranger's face as he was in the first few rows but as he lifted his right hand (obviously paying attention in class); Rowland could see that he wore shamanic looking beads and wristbands than what looked comfortable accompanied by some shiny thin rings, bobbing his head as if listening to music and yet no one seemed to notice him or maybe rather, Rowland hadn't noticed him before but either way he was bothering him, who by this time was just waiting to be dismissed from class.Twenty minutes go by and the class can finally go home, not a word of his lectures seemed to stick in his mind. Nachos and a bag of weed was all that sounded good to Rowland as he walked down the stairs lazily and into the parking lot; he decided to take his time by stopping for a moment to light a cigarette, when suddenly he heard a voice say;"Want a lift... Stranger?"Smooth, calm yet familiar and what he found when he turned around was the tattered-tee-wearing stranger, and what a fair stranger he was. With a stature of aestheticism one would rarely see in an everyday Joe as though he had invented fashion.With the kind of face you'd find in a magazine advertisement for cologne (or rather a face they couldn't afford) leaning on a black '71 wolkswagen Beetle and possibly the same one that had tailed him earlier, it didn't make any sense to Rowland on how he could have missed someone like him before, he himself wished to take a few photos of him, the man had eyes that Rowland had never seen before, somewhat like a cosmic latté except using silvers and greys dimmed by the street light above them both and his deepened brow - which gave him an intense glare."Er...do I know you? 'Cause I think we met earlier...", Rowland asked quite cautiously as he half expected a rowdy confrontation for his rude dismissal. But instead, the stranger smiled ever so softly."Nick.", The newly named stranger stated as he pulled out a light for Rowland's cigarette which was now loosely clasped between his lips as he pats himself down for his own lighter, Nick gave a sly grin beaming with confidence."Yeah, that was me. Would have saved you the walk.", Nick continued with a deep throated chuckle, which was what he had also said earlier.As Rowland thanks Nick and gets ready to part ways Nick stopped him as he said,"You didn't really answer my previous question, though."It seemed as though this newly acquainted stranger, Nick, had a way with expressing persuasion with a few words, having Rowland think twice about the offer. And although quite persuasive, he was still someone Rowland had just met, ergo, he responded;"Er..nah, dude I'm cool. Thanks for the light, though."Slightly raising the hand that held the now lit cigarette symbolically."No problem-", Nick held the 'm' in a manner that would indicate the need for a blank to be filled; which Rowland understood as he just remembered that he never told Nick his name."Rowland.", He said with a rushed and awkward grin as he felt that he needed to get home.Now, home and alone, Rowland thought about the week ahead and it deflated him.He put on a lo-fi podcast and gathered a more positive attitude before settling down by his night stand, taking out a bag of Marijuana and his crusher shaped like a sushi roll, along with his favorite pipe which looked like the property of an elderly gentleman and stuffed it to the brim, lied back and let his mind take him where it may.Once he found his allusive lighter, he resumed his recreational activities on his shabby balcony overlooking the horizon, now black-blue with pale moonlight unfortunately cloaked by street lamp lights below. It was going for two in the morning, but he simply could not sleep. Sound of the music and the sound of his thoughts mingled peacefully, enjoying the ambience. Sinking to the floor and following gravity as he sat down on an old lawn chair he found...comfortable. Thinking of a story he heard on the news of a another missing persons case the day before and wondered if wandering the streets was worth the risk considering how far he was from anyone he knew, he was certainly a long way from home, home being on an entirely different continent.He had decided to go anyway, out on the town. Rowland at the time believed that he needed the excitement, staring at the waning moon through the bars of his balcony like a prisoner would through his only window - a morose pale blue with the wi
With only three hours of sleep under his belt, the morning was filled with the sounds of clinking plates and screaming chefs in far corners of this dainty kitchen that somehow echoed internally in his very own coffee dunked mind. Now, only ten in the morning and the sun was fierce with it's heat as Rowland scrubbed and piled plates blankly in a small scullery tucked behind everything except a mostly empty staff parking lot behind the building which entailed nothing other than a few cars and a large rusty old garbage bin. With breakfast rush hour almost over to Rowland's relief a small break was sorely needed as he finished wiping and scrubbing the extra pot or pan that lay dirty.Once done, he picked up the garbage bags he had left earlier in one hand and put a cigarette into his mouth with the other. And as he put the bags beside the steps that lead out the back door someone called after him:"Hey, don't let me catch you smoking in my kitchen, young man.", a round man of average hei
Turning the same corner at the end of the corridor, he skipped steps as he climbed the stairs to the roof top three floors up, hoping that Nick would be there waiting, which to his relief was true. Still panting heavily from the unexpected cardio workout it took to reach him, Rowland muttered a breathless 'hey' before bending over to catch his breath.'Fuck! I'm unfit!', he thought, shaming himself for his sloth."OH!", Nick exclaimed with nonchalant attitude, "You came." while lighting two cigarettes, one of which he gave to Rowland once he recovered from his sprint. Which to a confused Rowland seemed odd; "You were expecting me?", Rowland asked, now standing beside Nick who leaned on the brick wall facing the horizon. He noticed that Nick carried a scent of rosewater or a rather sweet yet earthy musk from where he stood, as if dried roses were thrown into a fire. Rowland turned, now both facing and overlooking a decent horizon, seeing as though it was partially blocked by office b
The last hours of the day before were...abrupt, and on this particular morning, it decided to heavily rain, a rather perfect day to Rowland, who enjoyed the smell of rain and felt most calm under the dark clouds that lay over head. The lively colours of summer were waving their goodbyes as a light yet chilled breeze blew them away along with a few damp leaves from trees not evergreen and with of course some litter. It was five in the morning, Rowland lay awake on his bed even after his alarm had sounded, and while listening to the rain as it hit the balcony, he concentrates on a few drops that trickle and then melt into nothingness, subconsciously drifting back to the events of yesterday and on how normal the first half of it felt to him and yet how that very night seemed to be it's polar opposite. The conveyance of Nick's arrival and the opportunity that came with him, seemed all too strange to Rowland but the idea of what type of proposal Nick would bring to the table made him fee
His demeanor was sullen, his expression was still. Nullified by the sobering thought and the agent of pain that came with it. Exhaustion always played a darker role in his mind, his whole world slowing slightly to a stop, wanting nothing more than to sleep. As he reached his final destination for the next two hours or so. Now walking up the stairs and through the now quiet hall way filled with doors that which opened to the individual lives of the working class citizens that own them. Rowland reached his, opening it only to be welcomed by it's familiarity and the essential oil infused candles that which his girlfriend bought for him and their aroma still lingering in the air. He was taught that heterosexuality as a male was no crime and that a woman would always be grateful for a man who can handle himself in the household. His mother had taught him the necessities and corner stones of hygiene in every way possible around his home, some would say compulsively. But he had been accustom
The morning after was excruciating, Rowland woke up in a small puddle of his own drool, his neck aching from the position he had found his body in when he had passed out. But thankfully in his own bed, he half expected Charlotte to be next to him as; to his knowledge he had left with her. He sat up and immediately hated himself for it as he felt the jar of ants that which replaced his brain, holding himself accountable for the drinks he had; wincing at the light that was cast by his phone screen which was on full brightness. He turned it down and finally took a look to see the time which flashed thirty minutes past seven. Rowland shot up faster than any man would be able to in his intoxicated condition and did a clumsy speed walk towards the door to the bathroom on the other side of the flat; resisting the urge to piss himself almost tripping over his own feet. Feeling the jar of ants slosh angrily with every move. 'A Fucking hangover on a weekday, Rowland...really! 'He thought, cu
Thirty minutes in and they were driving on the open road, as the radio set the back drop to Rowland's mind as people talked and songs played; he even forgot about the person sitting next to him. He was always able to coexist with the help of music. He hasn't had a good relationship with another person apart from his girlfriend, mother and boss and on the odd occasion anyone he needed to talk to, most of the close friends he had were back in his home country or somewhere else and truth be told, they probably wouldn't have much to say to each other anyway. Still yawning and tapping his foot to the beat of Jimmy Hendrix' All along the Watchtower, tilting his head to the right and resting it on his shoulder as his elbow lay on the edge of the window. Nick broke the atmosphere; "I think you should quit your day job. "Rowland's head shot up;"Well thanks for the compliment but-"" I really mean it. Quit.",Nick said with a serious look on his face, still concentrating on the road."Well,
They arrived at their supposed destination; the middle of nowhere. Nick turned off the main road into a narrow dirt road pathway up a steep hill, surrounded by nothing except forestry. The light of the sun became dim until it dulled in such a way that made the surrounding area feel as if trapped in timelessness; as if it were all enveloped in an invisible or glass bottle, leaving the sunlight to feel artificial as it's dim twinkling light added a gloss and glow to whatever it touched. Rowland looked up through his widow and glared at the ever-green aesthetic appeal as they drove by; he got lost in the scene as if he was wandering the woods by foot along side the car and all of this reminded him of the camera he had left at home. He felt cozy and warm in the woods surrounded by what was left of summer, until;"We're here! ", Nick announced, grabbing Rowland's attention as they stopped at a derelict house that looked like it belonged to Death."What is this place?", he asked getting out