By instincts not yet trained by that world, it wasn’t until several seconds later that I had the urge to turn around to see if the hallway would be clear.
I came across an almost empty hallway, but that wasn’t what made my stomach turn.
Only after taking my attention away from the two zombies trying to punch a hole in the glass door did my ears adjust to distinguish a sound that sounded familiar: busy classrooms. I could hear sounds behind the wooden doors, but they weren’t common sounds of conversation between students, but intermittent groans, angry grunts, slamming on doors, and—very softly, deep down—anguished screams from people like me, a stunned reminder that not everyone was lucky enough to escape.
Some rooms, however, had their doors open and were presumably empty. Still, I can only imagine how many people were unlucky enough to find themselves trapped, unable to reach the door that separated their lives from death. Locked doors like the one behind me, having been sealed in an act that could be enough to take the life of any still human souls inside.
The disturbance this observation brought me, however, was no greater than the fear of seeing other beings – a total of 4 in that corridor – heading my way. They all had slow steps, yet uninterrupted, determined, and they were coming towards me. Most were in uniform, but this time I didn’t waste much time trying to identify them and I immediately started running to the opposite side, which would lead me to a staircase.
An unsettling thought opened up in my head: was I crazy, or were those shorter? So small they could be…
I pushed that idea away, feeling an absurd inclination not to complete the sentence.
I ran down the white-tiled hallway, peering through the windows of evenly spaced windows along the wall. How I wish I hadn’t looked.
If my situation seemed hopeless, running from zombie children locked in a college building, that hideous open-air festival felt like a retelling of hell. There were a few people running, I could hear screams of despair and there was a predominant color in that blasphemous painting: the red of blood. Any idea of following the staircase towards the courtyard died in its own birth.
For the first time I began to notice that there were several marks of sneakers on the floor, which was smeared with blood. I wondered if it was safe to continue with such speed in a direction where I didn’t know what to expect, but there was no choice.
I slowed to a brisk walk, as I realized I was far enough away from the infected behind me. If they don’t move until something catches their attention, I figured trying to make less noise with my footsteps would be ideal.
I thought to myself if I should get something to use as a weapon, but I wasn’t even sure I’d be able to use something against those things. Wouldn’t he be able to spit on the fact that, despite whatever happened to them, they were once human—could they ever be again
Ha ha. How silly.
When the hallway opened into a wider area, which gave access to the staircase, I was even more careful with my movements. The floor and white walls were covered in bloodstains. The smell was so strong it made me catch my breath.
The smell, or the half-dozen monsters that gathered in the corner of the room.
I could see some parts that appeared under the heap of bodies: legs, arms, heads completely disfigured. Things were feasting amid bloodied corpses and I forced myself to look away so as not to go mad. The urge to throw up came over me again, but I had to ignore it.
I moved slowly, my back pressed to the wall behind me, not caring if it stained the white polo shirt of my uniform. They were distracted, making guttural sounds, and you could hear the sound of flesh tearing as they threw their heads back, violently pulling chunks into their teeth. The smell of death and decay made my nose hurt.
As soon as I reached the stairs, I saw that three of them — two in uniform, but who I couldn’t identify, and another one I knew: a kindergarten teacher — slowly ascending the stairs. The noise of their colleagues’ banquet had attracted them, I thought. As soon as his eyes landed on me, I noticed his movements speeding up, as his veined eyes widened.
“They went into hunting mode," I thought to myself.
I hurried up the stairs, heading for the third floor of the classroom building, ignoring the noise I was making. How I wanted to scream like an idiot in danger and wait for help. Why did I need to keep running?
I was completely weak with fear, realizing that the third floor was the last of that building. There was another staircase besides the one I used, but it was at the end of a long hallway and would be my only exit, in case that floor was even worse than the one below. I ran like a mouse and feared I was heading for the trap I had created myself.
I tripped on the last step, moving my legs fast so I wouldn’t fall to the floor, but throwing myself off balance. I looked up, afraid I’d gotten the unwanted attention of anything that wanted to eat my face.
The green eyes that caught mine, however, bore no resemblance to the eyes of my predators.
I stopped while balancing and fixed my eyes on the boy who was leaving the coordinator’s room as if it were an ordinary day when he had just been scolded. He wore the same uniform as me, his eyes were green, his hair was light brown and his name was Guilherme. He was also in the third year and studied in room B, while I studied in A. He was completely in one piece, except for a few drops of blood on his neck, slightly staining the collar of his shirt. I couldn’t identify any signs of bruises or infection.
With the same surprise, he stared back at me, unmoving. I felt my heart ride, probably at the surprise of seeing another person alive. I thought he must be feeling the same. We stood looking at each other for a few seconds, but time seemed to stop for years as my body was filled with the joy of seeing something different from those monsters, even if it was a person I barely knew. A breeze reached my body, causing an icy sensation and pulling me out of the trance.
“William?” The question was rhetorical. His name was Guilherme Borges Schmidt and I knew it, although we never exchanged more than two words in our lives. I studied in that same school since the fifth year, while Guilherme only entered high school. The reason I knew his name was because he also played sports and more than once we went to national sports championships on the same school bus, but also because my friend Débora was always talking about him.
He knitted his brows, frowning. He didn’t know my name. I didn’t feel any resentment, after all, my contact with the third years of other classes was limited to the girls who trained handball with me.
His expression cleared.
“Rebeca,” he said, to my surprise. Hearing his voice brought me relief as I realized it was the first voice—not screams—human that had reached my ears in hours.
Then the grunts behind me snapped us out of our silly reveries. Guilherme started to run, coming towards me.
“Come, come!” I felt his hand closing around my wrist and a tug just before he started to run. Without any delicacy, he dragged me behind him as I tried to find my balance. I didn’t protest, even though I didn’t like it.
“There are more people alive up here.”
Oh yes.
I was safe then.
No, I was not.I mean, he hadn’t dragged me into any kind of danger.It’s just that “safe” was simply something that had ceased to exist, although at the time I didn’t know it.The first person I saw was Carlos Dutra: another third year, more familiar to me because we studied in the same room. He had dark skin, black eyes and hair, and an expression of few friends. Unlike most of our peers, he had defined muscles and more adult features. I was idly by the wooden door that divided the hallway we were coming from from the rest of the high school classrooms, in a sharp curve. When he saw us, he assumed a nervous posture as he realized how fast we were running.I noticed that he was holding an iron bar in his hand. There was blood on him.William didn’t seem surprised, as he continued running towards the door. By then, I had managed to establish my balance and was running with him, a few steps back.“Close the door when we pass!” Guilherme said, as we approached. “There are others coming!
“Melissa, what happened to your leg?” I asked, finally realizing that Professor Rogerio was tying a blood-stained gauze around his thigh.Melissa looked at me, intrigued by the sudden approach.“She wasn’t attacked.” Carlos who answered, behind me. “She cut her leg on a wire as we tried to get out of the yard. It was bleeding a lot, but it’s nothing serious. ““Sorry to be so rude, it’s just…” I began, looking into the girl’s moist honey-colored eyes.“It’s alright. She looked at her leg, shrugging. “I think it’s a valid concern.” Talking seemed to calm her down a bit.“So, did you make it?” asked Ana, looking in Guilherme’s direction and putting an end to our business.William, again, just shook the keys in his hand, the jingle reaching everyone’s ears.“Sorry, that room is only the keys to the third year rooms. I couldn’t look any further because things were going up.” He apologized, looking at no one in particular.Someone muttered “no problem”, Ana huffed, but there was no complai
“Are you going alone?” asked Carlos, slightly surprised, as he followed me out the door.“I don’t know what you guys are going to do, but I’m going home today.”When I said that, several looks came my way. Professor Rogério was already on his feet, arms crossed, and looking at me.“Do you think it’s safe to try to go home, Rebeca?” He asked, his voice worried. “Everyone is saying that public transport has stopped.”I looked at him and thanked him for his concern.“No problem, professor. I’ll walk, if I need to, I’d just have to cross the bridge,” I said calmly. “I need to meet my grandmother and Mei.” I justified myself, not realizing that maybe they didn’t know who I was talking about.“How do you plan to get out of the building?” The curly-haired black girl asked me. She seemed calm enough about the situation. “The courtyard is crazy, and to get to any exit you would have to go through it.”I was silent, not knowing exactly how to respond. Although a very strong impulse made me sure
I immediately cursed my stupid decision to scream.Not content with just ripping chunks of flesh from my friend sprawled on the stairs, three of them turned their grotesque heads to me and started running toward me.They weren’t fast, but that didn’t make them any less scary.“REBECA?” I heard Victoria’s voice boom above me. “LAURA?”“I am fine!” I yelled back, unsure how to report Laura’s condition.I turned to run back up to my group, but I tripped and fell to the ground. My shin bumped against the edge of the step and a grunt of pain leaked from my lips. Only then did I realize how I was shaking. The metal bar continually hit the floor, emitting a constant metallic sound due to the lack of instability with which I held it.With no time to waste, I supported myself on my arms and climbed some stairs on all fours until I was able to stand. I ran to the end of that flight of stairs and looked back.One of them was very close to me. How close did he come to grabbing me while I was down
The emergency stairs swayed in the wind, creating an uncomfortable sway, followed by the clatter of the metal frame slamming against the building’s wall. Each beat was punctuated by a squeal from Melissa, who was trembling right in front of me. Helena, beside me, looked at her with disapproval, rolling her eyes and landing them on me, trying to identify my opinion on that. I silently agreed with her, chuckling to try to express my disapproval.“Melissa, can’t you shut up?” Ana asked, ahead of her, focused on the steps and squeezing hard on the safety rail.Melissa stay quiet, trying to hold back the next little squeak as the structure we were in shook. As she turned to the next flight of stairs, I could look at her face and saw that two paths of tears stood out on her tanned cheeks. I immediately regretted my mocking laugh, feeling sorry for the terrified girl.“We’re almost to the ground, Melissa,” said Guilherme, beside Carlos, at the head of the entire group.The two boys were the
A little embarrassed, I got off Guilherme, who gave a tortured groan of pain due to the fall. The pounding in my stomach made breathing a little harder. I almost wanted to laugh, but a familiar scream filled my ears, sending a wave of despair through my body.I tried to help Guilherme up, but my hands were shaking so much that he preferred to get up on his own. Hot tears streamed from my eyes, the control of my body almost slipping away from me. I tried to turn my face away, not sure if I would really like to see it, but I was stopped. A soft hand pulled my face to the opposite side and I felt arms wrapping around my body. I pressed my face to Guilherme’s chest and held tightly to the sides of his uniform, mentally fighting to make the grotesque mental image of that girl being devoured go away, but I knew she never would.I tried to help Guilherme up, but my hands were shaking so much that he preferred to get up on his own. Hot tears streamed from my eyes, the control of my body almos
The soft summer night breeze refreshed my face, sending a shiver down my spine. I was still alone, leaning against the icy balcony railing, staring angrily at my cell phone screen, which again told me the call couldn’t be ended. Everyone had already given up on cell phones by that time, some had also cried about it, starting to get in a constant nervousness for not being able to contact their relatives and friends anymore. I’ve managed my anxiety well so far, but I dreaded seeing it spiral out of control at any moment.Finally I gave up and put my cell phone in my pocket, refusing to look at social media, full of more backlash from cases, endless debates about what the fate of cities would be and texts of mourning that only made my heart ache more. When I looked again at the scene below me, I went back to paying attention to the groans. They hadn’t stopped once since I’d been there, but sometimes I could almost distract myself from them when there was something to hold my attention. B
That dinner hadn’t been a particularly pleasant experience, but under the circumstances, it wasn’t surprising.The noise of cutlery clattering dryly against porcelain was the only thing that disputed space with the television news channel, which continued to announce with the same incredulity as the first time all the brutality that was spreading across the country. The noodles were great, but no one praised them. We didn’t even open our mouths to talk. Melissa even cringed a little and a few tears leaked out of her eyes after leaving more than half of her food untouched on her plate. Victoria hadn’t even touched the dinner.Everyone’s emotions were in a very delicate state, and that included mine. At times, especially when adrenaline dominated our bodies, we had the initiative to talk and even discuss what was happening. Yet just as suddenly these lapses of mood appear, they fade away, leaving us only in a constant state of fear, despondency, and sadness.I no longer believed there w
The emergency stairs swayed in the wind, creating an uncomfortable sway, followed by the clatter of the metal frame slamming against the building’s wall. Each beat was punctuated by a squeal from Melissa, who was trembling right in front of me. Helena, beside me, looked at her with disapproval, rolling her eyes and landing them on me, trying to identify my opinion on that. I silently agreed with her, chuckling to try to express my disapproval. “Melissa, can’t you shut up?” Ana asked, ahead of her, focused on the steps and squeezing hard on the safety rail. Melissa stay quiet, trying to hold back the next little squeak as the structure we were in shook. As she turned to the next flight of stairs, I could look at her face and saw that two paths of tears stood out on her tanned cheeks. I immediately regretted my mocking laugh, feeling sorry for the terrified girl. “We’re almost to the ground, Melissa,” said Guilherme, beside Carlos, at the head of the entire group. The two boys were t
I immediately cursed my stupid decision to scream.Not content with just ripping chunks of flesh from my friend sprawled on the stairs, three of them turned their grotesque heads to me and started running toward me.They weren’t fast, but that didn’t make them any less scary.“REBECA?” I heard Victoria’s voice boom above me. “LAURA?”“I am fine!” I yelled back, unsure how to report Laura’s condition.I turned to run back up to my group, but I tripped and fell to the ground. My shin bumped against the edge of the step and a grunt of pain leaked from my lips. Only then did I realize how I was shaking. The metal bar continually hit the floor, emitting a constant metallic sound due to the lack of instability with which I held it.With no time to waste, I supported myself on my arms and climbed some stairs on all fours until I was able to stand. I ran to the end of that flight of stairs and looked back.One of them was very close to me. How close did he come to grabbing me while I was down
“Are you going alone?” asked Carlos, slightly surprised, as he followed me out the door.“I don’t know what you guys are going to do, but I’m going home today.”When I said that, several looks came my way. Professor Rogério was already on his feet, arms crossed, and looking at me.“Do you think it’s safe to try to go home, Rebeca?” He asked, his voice worried. “Everyone is saying that public transport has stopped.”I looked at him and thanked him for his concern.“No problem, professor. I’ll walk, if I need to, I’d just have to cross the bridge,” I said calmly. “I need to meet my grandmother and Mei.” I justified myself, not realizing that maybe they didn’t know who I was talking about.“How do you plan to get out of the building?” The curly-haired black girl asked me. She seemed calm enough about the situation. “The courtyard is crazy, and to get to any exit you would have to go through it.”I was silent, not knowing exactly how to respond. Although a very strong impulse made me sure
“Melissa, what happened to your leg?” I asked, finally realizing that Professor Rogerio was tying a blood-stained gauze around his thigh.Melissa looked at me, intrigued by the sudden approach.“She wasn’t attacked.” Carlos who answered, behind me. “She cut her leg on a wire as we tried to get out of the yard. It was bleeding a lot, but it’s nothing serious. ““Sorry to be so rude, it’s just…” I began, looking into the girl’s moist honey-colored eyes.“It’s alright. She looked at her leg, shrugging. “I think it’s a valid concern.” Talking seemed to calm her down a bit.“So, did you make it?” asked Ana, looking in Guilherme’s direction and putting an end to our business.William, again, just shook the keys in his hand, the jingle reaching everyone’s ears.“Sorry, that room is only the keys to the third year rooms. I couldn’t look any further because things were going up.” He apologized, looking at no one in particular.Someone muttered “no problem”, Ana huffed, but there was no complai
No, I was not.I mean, he hadn’t dragged me into any kind of danger.It’s just that “safe” was simply something that had ceased to exist, although at the time I didn’t know it.The first person I saw was Carlos Dutra: another third year, more familiar to me because we studied in the same room. He had dark skin, black eyes and hair, and an expression of few friends. Unlike most of our peers, he had defined muscles and more adult features. I was idly by the wooden door that divided the hallway we were coming from from the rest of the high school classrooms, in a sharp curve. When he saw us, he assumed a nervous posture as he realized how fast we were running.I noticed that he was holding an iron bar in his hand. There was blood on him.William didn’t seem surprised, as he continued running towards the door. By then, I had managed to establish my balance and was running with him, a few steps back.“Close the door when we pass!” Guilherme said, as we approached. “There are others coming!
By instincts not yet trained by that world, it wasn’t until several seconds later that I had the urge to turn around to see if the hallway would be clear.I came across an almost empty hallway, but that wasn’t what made my stomach turn.Only after taking my attention away from the two zombies trying to punch a hole in the glass door did my ears adjust to distinguish a sound that sounded familiar: busy classrooms. I could hear sounds behind the wooden doors, but they weren’t common sounds of conversation between students, but intermittent groans, angry grunts, slamming on doors, and—very softly, deep down—anguished screams from people like me, a stunned reminder that not everyone was lucky enough to escape.Some rooms, however, had their doors open and were presumably empty. Still, I can only imagine how many people were unlucky enough to find themselves trapped, unable to reach the door that separated their lives from death. Locked doors like the one behind me, having been sealed in a
During the entire time I was trapped, I never imagined that I would get out of there and everything would be safe, with rescue teams entering the school. First because the intermittent screams didn’t allow me to have so much hope, second because I was too focused on my own misfortune. I don’t like to be a nonbeliever, but I’ve never trusted the efficiency of public safety. In addition, I also followed the news while they were allowed to reach us about the first infestations of the virus and everything was the same: although we did not know exactly its nature, none of the infected cities managed to contain it. The disease before we lost contact. I was foolish to think it wouldn’t make it to Latin America, but we all have been this whole time. For these reasons, the nagging thought that my suffering and fear were far from over kept pounding in my head.But now I felt strangely safe, as if the risks I’d taken all morning had finally come to an end here, outside the library’s second-floor
When I finished the crossing, facing with both legs towards the cabin in front of me, I noticed how tense my muscles were and I tried to relax, without much success. Now he was two cabins away from the door. The body of the last girl—the only one, in fact, dead—was just outside the door of the last cabin. I intended to get down and go out the door, but I soon understood that the idea would be flawed: the upper part of his body was leaning against the cabin door, which would make it difficult to open it without making noises. How much time would I have from the moment I attracted the attention of the creature Sarah? Seconds?It needed to be something faster.I risked slowly crawling closer to the edge in order to look at the floor. In front of the partition of the last cabins was the body drowned in a pool of blood, making it impossible to make a jump to the floor without the risk of losing balance. I looked again at the monster that until now seemed not to have noticed my presence, wi
Under the door, I was able to see a pair of black Vans sneakers six feet away from me. The shins of those who wore them were white, stained by threads of blood that ran down until they were lost in the cotton of the white socks. Beside the Vans, a puddle of water was forming, thick white foam around the edges. What had once been a student appeared to be completely still. I didn’t know if I was looking at anything, or even if I was able to hold his attention on anything. Whatever that answer was, just the realization that I could only see the back of the shoes—which meant they weren’t facing me—was enough. In my field of vision, it was not possible to see anything else.I dared to wonder why I’d stopped her eating her friend, but just thinking about it almost drove me crazy.Still carefully, I got to my feet. The operation would have to be careful, but I figured I’d be able to make minimal noise. May God allow that to be enough.In slow motion, I started to climb into the tank, one leg