The storm began at dawn. I joined the crowd of Disciples making their way to the Sanctuary block as the first raindrops fell. Rushing up the entrance stairs, I manoeuvred through the crowd to reach the Hall before the bell rang. As I came to a halt, I took in the cracked black marble floors and scuffed ivory walls of Sanctuary Hall. With limited electricity, the radiators remained off until winter, resulting in a cool temperature that I actually enjoyed.
The Disciples of the Sect, draped across the furniture in various clusters, wore black and green attire. The boys often left their chests bare under their green blazers, while the girls sported shorter sleeves or tied their blazers around their waists, showcasing their tattoos. Almost everyone had tattoos nowadays, protective sigils obtained from defeated wiccans. Personally, I chose to avoid them. The idea of someone so intimately close to me made me uncomfortable, regardless of how aesthetically pleasing the ink may be.I contemplated what would happen if I were to shout, "I'm a fairy, and there's a vampire in my wardrobe." It would certainly create a dramatic scene.Without thinking, my gaze scanned the crowd. I spotted Alex sitting alone at our bench. She noticed my arrival and greeted me with an animated wave, as if my presence was something special. Alex, slender and heavily tattooed from head to toe, often confused people with her striking beauty. Her long blonde hair and sultry blue eyes contrasted beautifully with her tan skin. She smiled, and the blue runes adorning her cheekbones crinkled. "Hey," she said, tossing a can at me.I caught it effortlessly and nodded in gratitude, tilting my chin upwards as a silent thanks. I took a few big gulps, finishing the drink, and grinned at her, considering breakfast was done.Alex had an attitude of not caring about others' opinions or actions. Whether the upper dwellers gave her a hard time or looked down on her for coming from the slums, she would confront them and move on to the next challenge. She approached friendships in the same way, which was why she was my only friend. She didn't mind that I was different; in fact, she considered herself a misfit as well.Walking over to our bench, I sat on the table surface and positioned one leg under my butt, letting the other hang freely. Alex, munching on a bread roll, pretended to roll her eyes dramatically. "Everything's bad, Rae. Really bad," she said with a mouthful. "I had a terrible sleep, and there's a storm coming. My hair is all static."She gestured wildly with her hands, emphasising her point.When Alex got overly excited or emotional, she tended to slip into her colloquial roots and spoke in a more casual manner. When we first met, her way of speaking was difficult for me to understand, but over time, I became accustomed to her babble.She paused in her narrative of how a third-grader had tried to ask her out but ended up vomiting, screwing up her eyes in contemplation. "What about you? You look unusually shiny and more frazzled than usual."I maintained a neutral expression and shrugged, trying not to give away too much. "Not much, really."Her eyebrow arched, and I realised my composed face might have been a little too convincing. "Are you going to share or keep evading?" she asked, her tone teasing. "Don't make me extract the information forcefully. I went to your room this morning to have breakfast, but you weren't there. I searched everywhere. Where did you go? Did you do something forbidden?"Strangely enough, he had shown no interest in joining any of the popular Sects, like the Emissaries of the Guardians. Instead, he chose to be a Disciple, like me. There were rumours that he had a secret agenda or a hidden power that made him choose this path, but nobody knew for sure.I mumbled another apology to Devlin and quickly stepped back, avoiding any further physical contact. My mind was still clouded with thoughts of Breandan, the fairy-boy who had captivated me. I couldn't help but wonder what would happen if I followed him, if I embraced the unknown and ventured beyond the Wall. But the rational part of me knew it was a dangerous and foolish idea.Taking a deep breath, I pushed those thoughts aside and focused on the present. I had a Demon Theory class to attend, and I needed to regain my composure. Devlin gave me a curious look, but I simply smiled politely and made my way back to my seat.As the lesson began, I tried my best to concentrate on the topic at hand, but my mind kept drifting back to the encounter with Breandan. The storm outside seemed to mirror the turmoil within me, and I couldn't shake the feeling that my life was about to change in ways I couldn't yet comprehend.But for now, I had to focus on my studies and navigate the challenges that lay before me. The secrets, the mysteries, and the dangers that awaited me within the walls of the Temple. And perhaps, just perhaps, I would find the answers I sought and discover my true purpose in this world.But for now, I would embrace the present and face whatever came my way with courage and determination. The storm may have broken at dawn, but I was ready to weather whatever storms awaited me on my journey.Although the slums were known for their poor conditions, they were also home to the most talented and genuine individuals. While there were drug dealers selling a popular narcotic called slammers and streetwalkers, there were also talented musicians, dancers, and artists who brought life to the area. Despite having limited spare time as a Disciple, the stranger's had ventured into the heart of the slums once and desired to go back. Ro, noticing the questions on the stranger's face, assured them that they would discuss it later. However, the stranger's mind wandered, thinking about the fairy-boy they had encountered earlier and hoping he wouldn't be discovered. Cleric Tu entered the room, a young and pleasant-looking man, but known as a murderer due to his acts against demons. Although the stranger's felt a bit uneasy, they managed to remain composed. Tu enjoyed an apple, a rare treat, and engaged the class in a discussion about identifying demons. The stranger was preoccupied with doodling silver eyes, finding comfort in them. As the class discussed various demon species, including vampires, shifters, witches, and goblins, the topic of fairies arose. Tu mentioned an increased activity and sightings of fairies near the Wall, causing the stranger's heart to race. They realised the significance of this information and questioned Tu about the Sect's knowledge of fairies. The stranger's suspected that the Sect had studied fairies extensively but was keeping the information hidden. Tu grew defensive and abruptly ended the discussion, leaving the stranger's with lingering doubts. "That is enough on this topic," Tu said, his voice regaining composure. "We will continue with our regular studies. Fairies are a minor concern compared to the greater threats we face."I nodded, aware that I had struck a nerve but realising there was nothing more to be gained from pushing the matter further. The class resumed its discussions, but my mind was still racing with questions and suspicions.As I sat there, doodling absentmindedly on my notepad, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was amiss. The slums, the secrets, the elusive fairies—they were all connected in some way, and I was determined to uncover the truth. It was dangerous, I knew, but I couldn't ignore the nagging curiosity that burned within me.For now, though, I played the obedient disciple, keeping my thoughts and suspicions to myself. But deep down, I knew that sooner or later, I would have to confront the secrets lurking within the Temple walls and the truth that lay beyond.I straightened and ordered my feet to freeze mid step back. My heart pounded double time as every instinct I had screeched at me to run and hide. They really were looking for me, and knew the one they sought was a Disciple. The Lady Clerics gaze slowly passed over every female face in the group as she replied to Cleric Tu. My stomach clenched and sweat beaded my brow. Did her gaze linger on me? Did she hesitate to move on, or was it my imagination?I wanted to scream at her that it was an accident. That I had no idea what all the crazy stuff happening around me meant, nor did I want to. I wanted to rewind a day, back to when things were simple. Where my life made sense and where boys spoke and acted normally. Where Clerics were the good guys who protected us from demons and my teachers were not heartless murderers.The Lady Cleric scanned our faces once more than shook her head once. She left with Tu close behind her, whispering something to him.What did I do? Surely if they had iden
A streak of silver light flashed past and knocked me off balance. I stumbled, blinked, and Devlin was gone. Standing alone in on the grass where he was I clucked around. Looking up, down, left and right before understanding he was gone. I was seriously considering getting my eyes checked. I freaked out in a big way; I had no doubt in my mind that Devlin was not who he said he was, And that he was up to something, a no good something. I didnt know what to do. Oh gods, what was I doing? I needed a sign I was going to be okay, and that I was making the right choices. Tomas would have risen by now and would be waiting for me. And here I was looking for a Disciple, who was not really a Disciple, who knew about said vampire in wardrobe, and knew I knew a fairy.There you are, Rae.Gah!I jumped and landed at such an odd angle my right foot jack-knifed out painfully, and I fell. How many times was I going to land on my ass today? It was a damn good thing I didnt bruise easy.A hand appeared
When I first met Breandan, he touched me and it feltstrange. Then he said something about us no longer having a choice. That is was sealed. And a while ago Conall said he sensed something odd. I think he was feeling thethe after effect of whatever it was.Ana sucked in a breath. Ah, that surprised even me, and boy did I feel it. The disturbance slammed into me like a sledge-hammer. Others sensitive to such things would have sensed it too. The moment it happened the future shifted so dramatically it gave me a killer headache. She turned her head and her eyes echoed her reaction to whatever future she saw moving over me. They looked haunted. But it does explain why you and Breandan coming together is so important. The connection itself, well, its happened once before and it didnt end well. I threaded my fingers through the grass at my side and waited. Ana focused hard on my face then looked away. You must avoid speaking of it, Rae. Dont tell anyone, she said in a rush. There are those w
They moved loosely in a circle around us before gradually getting closer to us. I turned my head to look behind Breandans and wished I had a weapon. A large stick would work just fine. Lack of sunlight made the final autumnal leaves stand out. As they twirled down, they twisted in the air into grotesque and lovely forms. I then became afraid. Breandan would die defending me here, and I would be stuck with these psychopaths for the rest of my life, I feared as I suffocated on my own air and knelt on my knees. perpetually trapped.I kept my hands tight around his waist, wondering what to do. I was looking in every direction at once, which hurt my neck.The fairies of the Tribe slowly drew nearer, with their leader leading the way. Devlin appeared insane with the hope of winning so vivid in his mind.Before saying, "Run," Breandan looked at my face inquisitively.No. Only slightly, my voice trembled. No matter how terrified I was, I would not abandon him here.Rae, please pay attention t
My mouth gaped in response to the statement of a lifetime.But you're immortal, I countered, as if that would explain everything.We're all vampires and we've been dying for a while. Only a few of us remain. His expression momentarily became dejected. Were hungry, he said. I'm a part of a small nest that is trying to maintain some semblance of respectability. Many of my species have been reduced to mindless cannibals who would drain a vampire just as easily as a human. They have surrendered to the darkness's insanity.This was significant. Huge. I was at a loss for words as to how to react. I made the decision to communicate frankly while still being polite.Tomas, although I feel bad for you, I fail to see how this could have brought you to me.As you are aware, vampires were once people.No, you weren't always a pussycat. I groaned in frustration. There isn't time for this.He raised his pale palm. You pay attention or I won't assist you.From the Lady Cleric, Tomas had saved my lif
Breandan and I entered Lochlann's tent and stopped in the middle, our fingers touching and our shoulders brushing.With his eyes narrowed and his chest heaving, he paced in front of us. Finally, you're here, so I can start passing judgment. Did you get lost en route to this location?Breandan remained silent.The question was rhetorical, of course.However, I had a response: "What do you mean, judgment?".If you don't ask you, you won't speak.In a whip-crack, Lochlann's voice broke.After being told to shut up so rudely, it took me a moment to gather my composure. I am not one of your rebels, who to the gods do you think you are talking to. You can't talk to me in that way or order me around and expect me to comply.He stopped pacing and carefully turned his gaze to my face and the fingers that were holding Breandans. I have sworn allegiance to my younger brother. You are a member of my court because of your attachment to him.I responded by God it does. You have no right to interfer
It was chilly. Noisy. Gradually, the feeling started to return. I could first move my fingers and toes, then my legs. I struggled to bring my hands closer to my face as I groaned from the thumping at my temple. When I realized I couldn't make my eyes move to obey, they slid half-open groggily. I noticed that my legs were being held down by a rough rope as I looked down at my body, which was now covered in a flimsy black sheath. The fog was still thick over me, and it was dark, so I struggled to remember. Trees, dirt, fresh air, smoke, and another strange, metallic smell were all in the air. I realized that this smell was strange, unwelcome, but strangely familiar. My legs and arms tried to pull, but all they did was flail. I took a deep breath and gritted my teeth as I gasped. I fully opened my eyes and began to survey my surroundings.Leafy bushes with sharp silver thorns were all around me, thick purple leaves.I was having a hard time putting it all together in my head. It hit me i
For a purposeful person, the path to fulfillment should be clear, but I was stuck in a zone of disorientation.Grief suffocates me until I can't breathe. I hummed with passion. to hate. I will hang the tall lord's head on a spear. I wanted to dance wildly around his corpse and let the dark whispers in the corners of my heart. More than relieving the pain in my chest, this sense of loss of eating flesh can destroy me.The dawn mist drenched the undergrowth and the smoke of the campfires died away. I barely remember what I saw as I wandered through the orchards, the wonderland, and my hometown.Stopping under the three gray and white trunks, I vaguely felt myself surrounded, and from above I was pressed by a low and powerful hum, like the whisper of the gods calling from heaven. Confused and panting, I looked at the shooting stars scattered across the forest canopy. The sights I saw in the lush greenery were fairies and their auras. Direct relatives bloom in my heart, causing me to get i
Breandan hissed, high and low, baring his teeth. Instead of fearing him in such a dangerous mood, I lunged forward, the urge to grab his head and reclaim that proud mouth with mine, the most compelling thing I've ever known.Breandan froze under my touch and looked surprised when I pressed my mouth against his, but he didn't flinch. Instead she returned my cruelty with his, his lips daring mine to take more. I started kissing but he finished and he pulled away from my mouth to kiss my forehead. Out of breath and red, I said, "You can't hurt him."“This,” she said weakly, “might be difficult. He sure he will try to hurt me."I glanced at Alec who was now pacing in cat form. His smooth face was focused on the area. He grunted, the hair on his back standing up in stiff tufts and his paws scratching at tufts of dirt.“Say it,” I agreed. "Then don't kill him."I pulled her head down and brushed my lips against hers as the blush deepened. I looked into his silver eyes and lost my train of t
I looked hesitantly at Breandan to make sure I wasn't interrupting him. He had an expressionless face that read like a block of stone.The Alpha made the decision to ignore me, gazing right past me as though I did not even exist. Alpha, get here now. You treat our female with disrespect and act sulky.I am aware that I cannot permit it. You're making a small bargain difficult; can't we move past this? ”.Suddenly, Byron appeared senile and worn out. I have no sons and my daughters have been abducted, so why should I be easy, you say. My turn has come to an end, and I must maintain my resolve for my pride. Your disputes among the fairies have harmed my people. Goblins have no compassion whatsoever, and vampires are just plain crazy. We struggle to stop the witches' bad intentions, but they are still able to curse us from a distance. Other shifter packs are hostile to us, and the humans hunt us like rabid beasts. Tell me, why should I not be grumpy and difficult?" His voice suddenly too
No one spoke for long, and I knew my words upset Fairchild. The cat people just stared at me like I was the most exciting thing they had ever seen. Conor and Briandan are well respected - and even though I know they think my idea is crazy, I still think it's the best. Let's be honest, whoever we are in the fairy world, the wolves we visit don't react too well. They may have had trouble with us at first, but things can get complicated when their kind of dead are thrown in. I will not convince them that we are not enemies.Just thinking about fighting a powerful demon gives me a headache.I have a sore throat so yelling is not an option for me. My body felt beaten and I frowned.The whole healing process would be more helpful if I could turn it on and off. Connor himself does not control the magical realm. He can heal others but not himself. Our group stood still for a moment, and then the bored panther signaled us to leave with a low cat-like meow. He took the lead again. Lossen crept
Brendan nodded in agreement. I still had the oozing biscuit in my hand and it was starting to look weird. I took a bite and squealed in admiration at the durum wheat cookie and its sweet gooey center. When I finished, Buridan held out the flask. I felt positively spoiled and accepted it with a smile. I took a tentative sip. only water. I took a deep breath and looked at Connor. "track?"He rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands, his ponytail swaying behind him as he nodded. "It's out of my scope. Devlin worked his magic. Here were three different trails, each icy cold and each smelling of him and wasps. Less than an hour ago we had walked for half a day and made progress. It seems we are now a few days behind and losing even more time. It's a trick, magic, and I can't see it. "I took a deep breath, handed him the flag, and wiped my mouth with my hand. After a little sleep, something to eat, something to drink, I feel a little better. sharper. “Then we just followed every lead. O
Facing the angry mask, he leaned further. "The show!""If the way I behave disgusts you, why don't you just say so?" I tried to push him away. "I'm not proud of my reaction when I'm with you, but I can't control it."He let go of my wrist and walked away, hands behind his head. I sat up with bent knees and vigorously brushed the leaves and dirt from my hair and clothes. It got into my clothes and the friction made it worse. I was such a mess. Briandan turned around, fists clenched. "Why can't you see how I feel?" His voice Soft as gray, longingly floats towards me."I left home and my family. Everything I did was for you." I looked at him in amazement. My eyes are wide open and my mouth is wide open. He looked at my expression and half smiled. “The moment I reveal myself to you, I feel at peace with what to do and what to let go of. I belong to you. I choose you and I always will, but you have to understand that everything is not what it seems. When I stay away from you, it's because
Breandan was a powerful man. He took on every obstacle head-on and didn't give up until he had won. Every confrontation he entered was on his terms, and he was confident in his ability to win. I was forced into situations while wailing and screaming like a child. I sobbed like one, according to Lochlann himself.The thought made me flush.It should have been me demanding recompense for Lex's death, not Conall.Why hadn't I been prepared to fight and avenge my friend? In order to feel better, I started following Conall's heels as he pursued Devlin across the area, using the Tribe's need for the grimoire as an excuse to avoid my actual obligations. How deplorable and self-centered. Even worse, I was still unable to feel regret for my thoughts and feelings.Is that the reason you helped him, then?I attempted to pick up the conversation I'd lost by saying, "Say-say?".With curiosity in his eyes, Breandan looked at me.He no longer sounded indignant or repulsed; rather, he sounded confuse
With a small sigh of relief, he pulled me into his lap and hugged me tightly. "Give your body a rest," he whispered. "I don't want to. Last time I slept I had a dream," I paused, "I dreamed about Thomas and when I woke up he was there." I wasn't afraid of my vampire, but when he approached. Things that happened to me. He confuses me, twists me, and it would be so much easier if he were somewhere else."Things like this will not happen again. I have you, relax."Brendan pressed a kiss to my temple and held me tightly in his arms, glad now that it was just the two of us openly expressing his love. I have noticed that he doesn't like to surround me with others. I wonder if it's a fairy thing or a Brendan thing.My head rested on his warm, bare shoulder and my eyes fluttered shut. I listened to his steady breathing and felt his heart beating violently under my palm. Fatigue wrapped itself around my limbs and pulled at me. The tentacles of sleep crept into my mind and a wave of exhaustion
Sitting back on my heels, I plucked at the short grass beside me. “It doesn’t seem fair that you’re burdening me with all this responsibility,” I complained. “I get that being a Priestess was unavoidable due to my bloodline, but why can’t I pass the title to someone more capable and willing? Abdicate, or something.” “It does not work like that,” Breandan replied softly, staring at his hands as if seeking answers there. “We are chosen and must do the best we can with what we are given.”“But I don’t want this,” I insisted, biting my lip and balling my fists on my knees in frustration. “What I’m asking is for both of you to leave this place with me. We can find a new home somewhere.” I didn’t look at either of them, ashamed yet afraid not to ask. The power I had felt using the amulet was gone. Though I knew my purpose, the responsibility terrified me. How could I do this? I could barely understand my own emotions half the time. I didn’t think past my own nose, constantly inclined to
Connor looked away, his face tense. "They were consumed by each other and out of control. They were born into two of the largest and most powerful families. They broke with tradition, with common sense, and they…” He couldn't continue. Brendan froze next to me, tension radiating into the space between us. I looked at him from under my eyelashes and saw his face, clearly worried. The brother cleared his throat and straightened his shoulders. "They gave each other their last names."My lips twitched, but I remained silent. Is this the terrible thing that these two lovers do? For God's sake, these fairies have turned melodrama into art. I tried to keep the smile from my voice. "and?"Both boys had their heads broken off. Two surprised looks told me there was something wrong with my reaction. I looked at them and shrugged timidly."She doesn't understand," Buridan whispered.Connor put his hands on his knees, opened his mouth, then closed it again. Sometimes there is a language barrier be