huff huff
The pain that spread to his entire body seemed to be getting terrible and terrible. It's so painful that he can't help but tear up and suffocated as he can't take a breath properly. Every time he tries to do so, his body and head become more hurt.
This type of pain was something new for him. Although he had been through a lot of things in another world. This pain was totally new. The way it's affecting him, making him feel like his going crazy with all this pain.
"uhhgghhh"
'ahh... I can't speak!!!!!'
With all the pain, he can't speak at all. The words he trying to utter turned useless every time he opened his mouth.
'This is hard!!! this useless pain!!!! aghhhh'
He felt his inside was sliced a million times while his head was smashed over and over again. because of that, he can't stop himself from tearing up nor stop himself from puking blood.
His vision was getting blurry as the tears keep falling down his cheek. His right hand which on the ground, trying hard to reach out to his eyes, to clear some of the tears that were falling. But, as he check the liquid that was on his right-hand finger after he wiped his right eye, his expression become disbelief and frowning.
'what bullshit!!!! how the heck did my tears become blood!!!! this freakin pain!!!!'
He felt like to cursed out. This situation right now was ridiculous for him. How could someone cough out blood, cry blood, and had blood come out from their ears at the same time!! It's ridiculous and bullshit for him, but, this is a reality at the moment.
'it's not a dream....this is a bullshit reality that I'm feeling right now!!! this crap pain!!!! arghhhh'
huff huff
His breath was heavy. It's painful. His whole limbs were shaking and his body was twisting as he can't handle the pain. After holding on for a moment, his forehead finally reaches the floor as he stays in the position prostrate while both of his hands was clawing the floor.
"ughhh"
At the moment, while he can't breathe properly, his mind is suddenly hit with a flood of memories. Everything suddenly rushes in at the same time. As it happens like that, the pain in his head rises by million times.
'ughhh these damn memories!!!!!'
In that situation, he finally understands why he needs to go through those pain. It's all because of the accumulated memories from the diary. The reason why he remembers a little piece of memories from the promise 10 years ago is because he read that part only.
But tonight, because he was determined to finish reading the diary all at once, he read the entire book. Hence, the memories that were supposed to pour out little at the time became accumulated, and finally, they explode!!! and destroying every inch part of his body and mind in the process of returning the memories.
'but to think... it's this painfu-ack!!!'
huff huff
cough*
The red blood pours out once again from his mouth. The area he was prostrate become wetter and dye with blood.
'i need to do something... I might faint... if that happens...the book needs to be hidden!!!'
As he catches his breath hardly, he supports himself to get up with both of his hands. His right hand then barely grabs the book and quickly pulls the book from the table and throws it below the bed, but in the process of doing it, the table that he takes the book forcefully from is knocked down. It then makes a loud crashing noise.
Crashed*
The knight on the outside who hears the noise then becomes alert and one of them then asks a question to Leon from outside the bedroom door.
"excuse me young master Leon... is there something goings on inside??? did you need any help from us???"
"......"
as they hear nothing back from Leon, they become more worried. While that, Leon was still in that prostrate position after pulling those stunts earlier and he is trying very hard at the moment to take every breath.
huff huff
His eyes were half closed as he tried to handle the pain, but in the end, his eyes closed completely. With the memories rushing in and the pain he felt, he can't open his eyes anymore. He could only groan and puke blood from the nauseous feeling he was getting from all those things.
wekk!!*
cough*Hence, once again, the area of his prostate becomes wetter with blood. As he's focusing on his pain. The knight outside who has been trying their best to eavesdrop from outside the bedroom door finally starts talking again to Leon as they can hear some kind of groaning sound from inside the bedroom, though, it sounds kind of vague.
"Young master Leon... excuse me but... may we come in???"
"....."
Both the knights then look at each other with fearsome expressions. They both then quietly grabbed each of their sword scabbards and stayed in an alert position.
One of the knights look at the other knight while wearing an expression that seems to be asking 'did something happen to young master??', but the other knight answer by grabbing the knob of Leon's door with his left hand and quietly saying,
"let's go inside"
"eh...are you sure???"
"it's fine...but first..."
the knight who hold the door knob then quietly took a single breath and start asking Leon for permission to enter.
"Young master Leon, may we come in???"
silence*
"Excuse my rudeness but.. may I accept young master Leon's silence as permission for our entry???"
silence*
"then.... please excuse our rudeness. I'm coming in, Young Master Leon"
as he says that, his hand on the knob, finally pulls open the door. As the door opened they quickly took a step inside while scanning around in sync and quickly realizing that they didn't see the presence of his young master, instead, they smell blood.
"Noxin... did you smell it????"
Roxin asks as he looks at his twin with wide eyes. Noxin then nodded in silence to agree with his twins. They both look at each other when they hear a sudden groan noise.
"ughh"
Flinched*
They thus flinched and then quickly make their way to the groaning sound. As they arrived near the sound, their eyes turn wide.
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to be continued.Stunned* "Young master!!!!!" Noxin rushes quickly to Leon's side as he saw his young master's weak and withered body on the ground with blood all over his face and clothes. 'you punk... only now you arrived...' But Leon could only think that as he heard Noxin's voice. Earlier when they keep calling for him from outside, he already shouts for them to come in. But as they couldn't hear him, he just gives up. His hands give away at that moment and thus, his body falls completely on the ground while his face was facing towards the bedroom door. But, 'to think they really come in...thank you.' While Leon thought that, Noxin's thought was completely different. 'How could something like this-!!!' Noxin was speechless, while Roxin was stunned and unable to move as his sight stuck on the all-over red color liquid on his young master. "Young master Leon... what's going on??? why did-" Noxin pulls Leon from the ground and gently grabs Leon's shoulder while his body supports Leon back a
Leon's face hardened. Though he closed his eyes and in pain, he could clearly feel something wet was dripping on his right hand right now.'the heck is this?? why is my hand suddenly wet...what the heck is Noxin doing??'As he thought that.Hic*He could hear someone cry silently. He then opens his eyes slightly.flinched*He flinched as he saw Noxin gripping his hand while shedding silent tears.'Why is a man crying and clutching my hand like this?'Despite the pain etched on Leon's face, inwardly, he regarded Noxin as if he had lost his sanity.'What on earth, man? Have you completely lost it? Let me go, dude... Let go!'Internally, he shouted for Noxin to release him, but his weakened hand proved powerless in escaping Noxin's grip.'ah... I'm dead... if someone wal-'Bang!!Just then, the door abruptly swung open.'ekk... ah 🙃... someone actually walked in.""'Son!'" "Brother!!!"Leon could vaguely deduce the identity of the incoming group based on how they addressed him, although
Startled*Noxin found himself frozen when he laid eyes on Duke Carl's expression."Reveal everything to me now," Duke Carl calmly demanded. However, Noxin couldn't ignore the coldness emanating from Duke Carl's face.Swallowed*He swallowed hard at the sight before him.After a brief moment of hesitation,Thud*Noxin knelt down, placing his hand on the ground. Duke Carl's expression hardened at Noxin's sudden action.With his head bowed, Noxin spoke,"End me, my lord!!! I have failed in my duty as Young Master Leon's knight!!!"Noxin's voice trembled, not out of fear, but due to the overwhelming guilt for falling short of his responsibilities.Luis strode briskly and scowled at the back, positioning himself quickly on Duke Carl's right side. His gaze darted back and forth between Noxin and his brother before settling on Leon. Purposefully, he ignored Noxin, who knelt nearby.Duke Carl clenched his lips in frustration.Leon, stealing a glance at Noxin, observed him kneeling like a guilt
'ughh... his face suddenly turns vicious...'Unbeknownst to Doc Phil, who frequently changes his expressions due to his wandering thoughts, Leon has been scrutinizing him for quite some time.'at first... it looks like frowning...then... it suddenly turns to that.'Leon gazes at Phil with a sense of disbelief.'what are you thinking really?? why the heck are you looking at me like that??'He shifts his gaze towards his parents, Duke Carl and Duchess Julia, who are currently in each other's company.'help me please...he looks like he's gonna kill me rather than heal me.'Leon implores with desperation in his eyes. Unfortunately, neither of his parents comprehends his plea.Misinterpreting the situation, Duchess Julia calmly reassures Leon as she notices him glancing in their direction, "Don't worry, Leon. You'll be fine after this."sigh*Leon inwardly sighed, realizing his mother had misconstrued his intentions.'Ah, if only I had the ability to use telepathy,' he thought with a hint o
"ughuughopuugghhughher"Leon tries to talk to Phil. But like always, it sounds rubbish.'shit... that's not what i want to say.'Leon look at Phil with a pleading look, he was hoping that the Doctor in front of him would understand him. But Phil frowned instead.His family members who saw him trying to say something also frowned. They couldn't understand any of his words.'like seriously... someone please translate for me.'Leon implored, shifting his gaze towards Luis.'.....'"I believe he's saying 'stop' and 'power.'"Stunned by Luis's statement,'Oh my goodness! He understands! This is incredible!'Leon stared at him in disbelief, maintaining a pained expression outwardly, yet internally, he was genuinely shocked.'Oh dear! Ladies and gentlemen, did you catch that?! He said it clearly! He understands what I'm conveying!'His mind buzzed with excitement. He never imagined finding someone who could truly comprehend him. Yet, here he was, none other than his little brother, Luis.'To
Leon gazes at them, comprehending the source of their anxiety. They are concerned about his well-being, and that's precisely why he desires to harness Phil's power.'I wish to alleviate the suffering immediately.'Phil's power is essential to Leon because he seeks to utilize it in gradually organizing the memories within his body. This way, he aims to exert control over the memories until they reach a state where it's acceptable to embrace them all at once.Even though it might still be painful after that moment, he believed it was sufficient. He was convinced that his soul could effortlessly assimilate the remaining memories.'I can now retrieve some of Leon's memories... not everything, but this marks a step toward complete memory absorption.'For now, let's set aside concerns about potential after-effects and instead focus on the promising future he envisions along this path."uugghhus uggghhhhrateughh""Employ it in moderation...he said."Luis once more conveys Leon's message.Leon
Phil turns his gaze towards Leon."Young master.... can we have a talk??"puzzled*Leon seems puzzled at Phil's serious expression.'what is it?? i don't have a good feeling about this.'Leon thus sighed as he blinks his eyes once."well...just the two of us???"He smiles slightly towards Phil as Phil nodded his head.Leon sit up from his lying position and nodded his head too."sorry father...can you and Luis please leave us alone for a moment???"Leon pleads as he looks into his father's eyes with a slight smile.Duke Carl ponders before answering."haaa...fine... just don't talk too long...we need to proceed with the investigation after this."flinched*Leon's flinched as he heard the words investigation.'hmm... they should not investigate this...what should i do??'Leon's heart thumped as his brain was processing this matter."Father....about that...i have a request..."Leon uttered as he bites his lips a little.His father frowned.'i got a feeling that he will ask me to stop th
'What an unlucky bastard'Leon stares at Luis with pitiful eyes. He really feels sorry for him because later on, if he left the house, Luis will need to be a Lord and at the same time, help the MC.'if i were him... i would be annoyed... i don't like people disturbing my life after all.'He smiles weakly at Luis while his expression still giving off a look of pity.Luis who realizes his brother's gaze stares back at him with a frowning expression.'why does he look at me like that?? is there something on my face??'Luis felt slightly anxious as he sees more of his brother's expression."haaa... you...why do you keep talking about leaving??"Duke Carl says in a whisper. He felt gloomy all of sudden because of Leon's honest remark.Luis who heard his father's comment quickly turn his head towards his father figure.He could understand his father feeling at this moment.They just pass a critical moment of Leon escaping his almost-dead situation, and yet, Leon's already talking about leav