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Euforia 23. A Sign
"I'm grateful to you. I hope you find happiness in yourself, too. I pray sincerely for you," she said filled with sincerity.Regen smiled as he took her hand and pressed it against his cheek. "Thank you also for praying for me. I hope you're doing well too," Regen replied no less sincerely.The woman then whispered in Regen's ear. Then she covered the young man's eyes with the palm of her hand. After that, everything went dark...***Fishy... the fishy smell was so strong and pierced the nose. Regen now woke up in a strange place that was no less scary than before. If before, he felt like he was in a mental hospital. Then this time he felt like he was in an old unused laboratory. At least that was what Regen could perceive at the moment."I'm lost now and I don't know how long I'll be stuck in a strange place like this," he complained desperately. Regen felt tired and like he was being trapped in a strange place over and over again.As he continued to walk, his eyes accidentally caugh
Euforia 24. Sincere Sympathy
"Is this how you behave when talking to others?" quipped Fallen as she sipped her tea quietly. "I'm tired of you." Regen sighed as he pushed his cup away. "Just say your opinion all you want, then let me know with that sharp mouth of yours." Regen knew that he was too desperate to ask the opinion of the person he disliked the most. "You're begging me which is rather ridiculous." Fallen flashed a sardonic smile. "You wanted to know what I thought, so I gave you my opinion," she said proudly. Seeing that face filled with pride honestly made Regen sick. He felt like pouring the hot tea on Fallen's face. "If you want to pour the hot tea on my face, then pour it all on my face." Fallen smiled as she put down her teacup in the most elegant manner. Regen was stunned by Fallen's words. As if he were guessing the contents of his head, Fallen managed to make him feel a little horrified. "Just ignore what I just said. I'm going to be serious from here on." Fallen stared at Regen intently. H
Euforia 25. Going Backwards
"I can't believe you touched me." Nakamori looked at me intently. Even so, he didn't seem to be avoiding the physical contact at all.A little surprised, I hurriedly removed her hand and apologized to her for touching her carelessly.When I took my hand away from the girl. Instead, the opposite happened: Nakamori grabbed my hand back. "Is this how you show affection?" she asked curiously. From the look in her eyes, it was clear that when she asked that question, she really wanted to know.Although the questions she asked me were not difficult to answer, But it felt so hard to answer his question. Something related to feelings is not a difficult thing for someone like me to answer. Even though I am a man, I can still balance the functions of my feelings and my mind."You don't need to answer. If you have trouble saying it. You can give me the answer later." Nakamori then chuckled as she looked at my face. "You're funny when you want to tell me your own feelings.""Wha... what do you me
Euforia 26. Unexpected Difficulties
"I dislike this kind of situation the most when I'm with you." Graiss gave Regen a fierce look. It was unusual for her to show such an aggressive figure.Regen exhaled his breath roughly. For a moment he tried to calm his mind. It seemed that he was beginning to realize that his behavior was indeed too rude. He just felt overly sensitive lately. There were too many problems that made him think hard. His heart was sometimes plagued by excessive fear. Slowly that fear also began to influence his mind.***Every encounter should be cherished because obviously... the person you met before is not necessarily the person you will meet again later.People are used to ignoring the existence of someone who is nearby. Surely one day he will regret his actions. Losing someone he has never considered worthy should make his heart hurt.Maybe he can ignore it soon. But if she cares, she should have realized the person's existence sooner. If his heart is too hard, forgetting the person who was beside
Euforia 27. Betting Sensation
Many people have become addicted to gambling. Of course, who would be able to miss out on the immense fun that comes with being uncertain? Gambling has always been an interesting thing in human life. Human beings love challenges, no matter if they are weak or strong. Challenges are always a spicy seasoning that will be loved.Especially when risking something for a big prize, it will be even more interesting if you hold a sense of misfortune in your hand. It's a great feeling. It feels like gambling with your eyes closed.It sounds like a fool going too far. Like not thinking about risk. But then again, gambling with your eyes closed is much more thrilling and fun than with your eyes open.***Justice must always be served blindfolded. Often, the power of justice is broken. The power to weigh everything fairly and get equal treatment is often broken by other forces. Power often makes justice broken and undermined."Do you believe in justice?" asked Fallen of the small boy sitting prou
Euforia 28. Poppy
The little boy smiled wryly as he did not reply but followed Halb. Letting Halb take her away.A cup of warm, jasmine-scented tea sat beautifully in front of the little boy."You made a promise earlier, didn't you? So I hope you'll answer soon." The little boy reminded Halb of his promise.Halb was silent for a moment. He sighed. "Why do you want to know so badly?""Just answer my question."There was another sigh. "What kind of truth do you want to ask me?"The little boy smiled broadly. "Aren't you curious how that person named Rain will end up? Or rather, how he ended up. I just want to know your reaction—will you leave him at the last moment or stay together with him? When that person named Rain gets a bad end."Halb's eyeballs fluttered. His ears always became much more sensitive whenever Rain's name was mentioned. "What do you mean? I'm sure I've never known you before, but why would you recognize someone named Rain? Or is it a coincidence that the person mentioned earlier just
Euforia 29. Tube
"I don't know if I can come up with a good reason myself. Even if I told you that my words just now were sincere, I'm sure you wouldn't believe me. It will all come back to you too," I replied. "You gave an ambiguous answer." Nakamori looked like she was no longer interested in the conversation. "Where's your restroom?" He rose to his feet and looked around for the toilet. "Over there. You just walk straight there. Just look for the black door," I told him, telling him where he should go. "Thank you," he said, and he walked in the direction I had pointed. *** Dark. How strange is it that it's still daytime? Not only that, I felt like asking, Why did my head suddenly hurt so much? It feels like my head has been hit hard by something. Was there an earthquake? I hurriedly got up and immediately took a look around me. Nothing had changed. I was still in my room. Nakamori wasn't there, but I was sure he was in the restroom and still hadn't returned. This was so strange. Nothing happen
Euforia 30. Poisons in the Mind
Hearing her words just now made me feel a little embarrassed. It seemed like the girl was sensitive and quite understanding of my current situation. Somehow her words just now reminded me of a classic drama scene."Your words just now reminded me of a drama on the internet." Usually, those words are said when the female protagonist starts to feel scared.Nakamori waved his hand in front of his face and replied like this: "Not really. Perhaps you're feeling offended because you feel like you're being treated like a girl," he quipped.Tsk, damn, his words just now made me feel a bit offended, or rather, they did make me feel offended."Forget it. Aren't you curious about that red door over there?" I pointed at the door.Nakamori narrowed his eyes. "Want to try going there to see something?" he offered in a teasing tone. "If you're brave enough to go there,""Don't keep teasing me. Stop." I then walked ahead of the girl towards the strange door.The girl just giggled behind me. She seeme
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62. Dia yang Datang dalam Keputusaan Final S1
"We have to go!" Poppy tugged on Lily's hand, trying to lead her away."Why are you in such a hurry?" Lily was confused as to why Poppy seemed to be in such a hurry, she wasn't usually like this."I'll explain later." Poppy quickly took Lily running along with her.Lily, who was confused, just followed Poppy's wishes and let herself run with Poppy.But when they both tried to run, they avoided something. But finally they suddenly stopped."Doggone it!" Poppy growled. She then pulled Lily and hid her behind her body.A skeletal figure with black wings stood in front of the two and seemed to be preventing them from leaving."I'm not sure that you two decided to run away. Shouldn't you be punished for trespassing?" The skull flew casually in front of Poppy and Lily."I've never even felt ruled by a strange creature like you. Have you forgotten that I am a high existence?" Poppy showed her high self-esteem.The skull laughed, the sound of its laughter was so strange that it sounded like t
61. The blood I drew
I raised my hand and saw that there was blood there. My hand was covered in blood...I don't know where the blood came from. But... I'm very familiar with this feeling.My heart raced as I looked at my bloodied hands. It was very difficult for me to ignore that feeling, as if I had experienced it before. Then, my memory suddenly felt so shocking.I vaguely recalled stabbing someone and leaving them seriously injured.This blood on my hand seemed to symbolize that memory again. The pain and sadness associated with that loss felt so strong within me. I felt an emptiness in my heart, as if nothing could fill my life again.The blood on my hands reminded me of a wound that hadn't fully healed. But underneath the sadness, I also felt an indescribable connection to the person who had left. There seemed to be a tenderness amongst this blood, sweeping away the sadness in my heart. I felt a sense of calm in this sadness.Looking at my bloodstained hands, I remembered that life is a journey fill
60. Absence of Feeling
"Lily I will never really leave. However, remember this one thing: you"Lily I will never really leave. However, remember this one thing: you can never purify me. You're only trying to cause yourself more harm by forcing me to live according to your wishes." I stared at Lily as if she were just a dark shadow in my heart.I hate reality. I hate miracles. But I always knew clearly why those feelings were so lingering. The answer was only one: it was because of my incompetence that things were difficult. And I started blaming everything. That's how I made my heart hurt less.***"I told you. Isn't taking care of humans the same as making things difficult?" Poppy gave Lily a disappointed look.Lily laughed bitterly. "I knew that. Even before you told me. But how could I possibly let my feelings pass me by?""You're stupid." Poppy tried to help Lily up. She glanced at Lily's scar. "You might ignore it. But I'm sure it must hurt like hell.""It doesn't hurt because you're showing me you car
59. Indecision
For some reason, the face of the woman who had appeared many times before now began to fill my head."My mother... you want to show me how the memories of my mother aren't that scary, so that I can open up, right?"I tried to banish the image of that face from my mind, but it seemed to be getting harder and harder. I felt disturbed and anxious, as if there was something I should know but couldn't reach. I tried to recall memories of my mother, but all that came up were vague and indistinct images.I couldn't connect the dots, which frustrated me even more. "What should I do?" I muttered to myself.Just as I was trying to gain consciousness to focus on what to do, a soft voice suddenly sounded in my ear. "Mom is always by your side, even if it's only in memories now. Don't worry, open your heart, and let the memories with Mom shine in your life."It would have been a relief if it had been the real thing. But unfortunately, it was just wishful thinking. I turned to Lily and stared at he
58. The destruction of fragile lies
Just because I saw those traumatic events, did it make me falter? I feel like I'm being played, my heart and mind are really being played. I... I don't want things like this to keep happening.I stared at the mysterious figure intently. "Hey... are you doing all this on purpose to make my heart waver?" I accused her.The mysterious figure looked at me with a mysterious smile. "Are you sure that I'm responsible for all this?" she said in a low voice.I frowned, confused by his answer. "Who else could have done it? I don't understand why I have to keep being haunted by these traumatic events. Do you want to hurt or test me?"The mysterious figure shook his head, "I am not the cause of all this. I am merely a mirror that shows you what is in your heart. Don't look outside, look inside yourself."Her words made me even more confused. I began to ponder and rethink what she said. After a while, I realized that it was true. The trauma and uncertainty actually came from the decisions and atti
57. Broken Faith
"Want to see something else?" the figure asked me.I swallowed. It seemed like this figure had a tremendous influence. Not only did he show me how horrible things could happen. He seemed to open me up to see everything that didn't make sense and I always refused to believe.And it was all proven when he took me to a place. He took me to a mental hospital."Are you ready?" he asked me.I gulped once more. No, I wasn't ready. But my fear couldn't stop the curiosity inside me. I nodded slowly, and we walked towards the entrance of the asylum.We went through the dark and forbidding hallways. The atmosphere was eerie, with faint whispering voices and steps heard in the distance. My heart was racing, anxiety engulfing me, but I continued my steps steadily.The figure opened the door to the first room. I entered the room hesitantly, and inside stood several patients with unnatural facial expressions. Some were smiling madly, some were constantly trembling, some were talking incessantly. Loo
56. The woman who burned with regret
They're the ones burning in my life. I feel very frustrated. Could it be that this is one of the feelings that makes me feel restless.I myself was never sure whether I could be said to be living my life well or not. My parents, my friends, or anyone else in my life. I don't know why I feel unsure.I feel like my life is full of people who only ruin my happiness. They often make me feel emotionally up and down, and I don't understand why I can't break away from them.Maybe I love people too much and let them into my life without determining what I really want. Or maybe I was too afraid of appearing selfish if I decided to separate from them.However, I realized that life is only once and I have to fight for my own happiness. I have to learn to detach myself from the people who are poisoning my mind and determine who is worth keeping in my life.Maybe it's time to evaluate the relationships in my life and fix what needs to be fixed. I believe that by taking action like this, I can achi
55. A World in Disarray
I don't know why. But lately, I feel that I'm feeling strange. My feelings as well as my thoughts feel so chaotic, it's like I can't control myself."Are you okay?" asked Lily, the little girl I helped when she dropped her fruit basket. Since then, that little girl has been hanging out with me."No, I'm not. I've been feeling weird lately," I complained.Lily was silent, and somehow in my eyes, she looked like she knew something but didn't want to tell me.I really wanted to ask her, but the sensitive Lily seemed to be trying to divert it. It was like she didn't want to tell me and just changed the subject."Do you know something Lili?"Lily just kept quiet. But her gestures showed that she felt like she was agitated.Seeing Lily's reaction, I felt even more curious about what was really going on. However, I also felt bad about forcing her to tell me what she knew. Maybe there was some reason why she didn't want to tell me.But it seemed like Lily just felt more and more uncomfortable
54. Strange as Poison
In his subconscious, Regen stood tall with confidence. "I will no longer hide you," he told the voice inside him. "We are complementary parts of ourselves. I will become stronger by accepting you."Back in the real world, Graiss saw Regen become calmer in his sleep. The anxious expression on his face began to disappear.***"Did I speak in my sleep earlier?" asked Regen worriedly.Graiss nodded. "You were babbling."Regen sighed heavily. His consciousness was really getting worse now. He knew very well that it seemed like he was starting to realize something was wrong with himself.Regen felt really messed up. Especially when he remembered how his other self appeared in his dreams."I really feel terrible right now Graiss," Regen muttered desperately. For some reason he felt like he was undergoing a violent onslaught. The turmoil felt so intense inside his head."Are you okay, Regen?" Graiss was really worried about Regen's condition.Regen did not answer, he just held his head and lo
