The frown on Nila's forehead deepened after hearing the woman's words. She put down the spoon and wiped his lips with a tissue.
"Wait, why did you say that?" A faint shake of her friend only answered Nila's question. "Don't make it up." She let out a long sigh. "If no one helps him from the start, that means they know the consequences that can be accepted later."
"Coward, you mean?"
"Eh?" Suddenly Nila blinked, a little confused by Vera's sarcasm. "Yeah… your vocabulary is terrible, but—" She had a hard time continuing because he was confused. Vera's words were not wrong, but they were too 'cute' if the person in question heard them.
"I'm just asking. No need to think about it." Vera replied nonchalantly.
Nila breathed a little relieved. It would be a problem if Vera's words came true.
***
"In the end, we parted ways like this, sir?" It was not a question. San was just confused about starting to say goodbye to the man.
The person spoken to did not answer. His eyes were full of something that could not be guessed. San was also surprised. As long as he was with that person, almost no one ever talked to the man with the scars other than himself.
"Are you also going to run the trial?"
"Have you decided to give up on life, son?" Instead of answering, he just asked back.
San understood what the man still sitting while bending one leg meant. "Give up on life, huh?" His sad smile was etched. "My late mother just told me to live no matter what." His chest was starting to feel tight, but his gaze was blank.
"While you're imprisoned, as long as you're still alive. Is that what you mean?" The man took another deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment. "Are you sure you'll be okay?"
"I thank you in advance. The question just now indirectly shows that you believe in me." San smiled slightly. "Sir, I hope prison isn't that scary. Coward or not, I want to live quietly. The world out there needs the struggle to create a calm life."
Sam paused. Whether his decision was wrong or not, regret it or not, he doesn't know. "I'm just… tired."
There was a flash in the eye that was difficult to decipher. The person then smiled. San was even surprised because this was the first time he saw that person smiling so sincerely.
"Take care, boy. Wherever you are, no place is quite what you want it to be. This is the world. What can one expect from the world, kid?"
The rhetorical question, which was also the man's last words, kept ringing in San's mind.
***
On the same day, San was transferred to Lapas. Together with other detainees, they boarded a special bus to the Maritime Lapas, which is in the western part of Bandung city.
Along the way, for some reason, his heart was significantly burdened by the words of his former cellmate. It wasn't a high-philosophical expression that he needed more effort to interpret. It's just that San was getting worried.
What kind of life will he lead in that 'society dump'?
A journey of approximately one and a half hours brought him to a multi-story building with partially faded wall paint. The initial color was salted egg blue, but as the building is old and lacks maintenance, it has turned seaweed green.
San and several other prisoners passed through the main gate, then a long, dark passage until they finally arrived at the main hall. On the second floor of the building are two wings separated by a path leading to the backcourt.
They lined up and listened to the Warden reading the rules. Then, they continued with the division of their rooms.
"Prisoner 5777!"
San gasped when he was called.
"Come with me!"
Without hesitation, San followed behind the uniformed man. After getting a set of clean prison uniforms, he headed to his cell.
"This is your room." The Warden opened the door lock with a small rectangular hole in it.
A faded yellow-painted room greeted him. There is a tube TV on, and in front of it, three male figures are now staring at her. San thought he would live alone in this cell.
"What is there to expect in this world, son?"
Unlucky. Could this be what the man with the scars meant?
One person with prison number 4555 made a big smile that showed his gums. "Wow, the new family!" Two rounds of applause followed this.
Someone with prison number 2999 only glanced briefly at San, then returned to watching the news broadcast in front of him. On the other hand, a stocky man with curly hair stared at San for a long time, scanning his appearance from head to toe, the man with the number 1333.
"Come in," said the Warden.
San took a step, and just as he stopped at three steps, the door behind him closed again.
"Oh, you that one—" Man 4555 pointed at San and the TV screen alternately. "The Killer?"
San, who was just about to put his clothes on an empty shelf, suddenly stopped. There was silence for a moment before the sound of the door opening. It came from a room that San assumed was a washroom.
"I didn't expect to be in the same cell as the killer of Anthony's family." Number 4555 burst out laughing.
"What is the difference?" Another man who had just left the toilet approached number 4555, then hit the owner on the head.
"Uncle Bob! Sick!" 4555 complained angrily to the perpetrator.
"You talk like the most pious prisoner," joked the man with prisoner number 3888.
San didn't care about that. He just continued his activities, then sat back while closing his eyes.
Everyone looked at each other—except Number 2999—with astonishment.
"Arrogant person, it turns out."
"You rancid boy."
"No manners."
They said almost simultaneously.
***
San didn't speak to them, not even as dinner came. He chose to pull over in a corner with a pack of rice and a glass of mineral water. At the same time, the others were seen gathering in the middle, exchanging side dishes, and making small talk, except for Number 2999.
As the night was getting late, the four roommates had fallen asleep. San is still awake and having trouble sleeping.
"We heard a lot about you." Amidst the stillness of the night and the dim light, someone lying on the far left—quite a long way from San's position on the far right—made a sound. It was Number 3888. Still lying on his back and eyes closed, he continued, "You look younger than Sandy. How old are you?"
San thought that what Sandy meant by that person was Number 4555, the noisiest person here. "Twenty."
"Hm… as I thought."
Long silence.
"You know? Nothing is normal here, Santiago."
At first, San gasped when the man yelled his name, but he remembered that he was famous some time ago. "Criminal. Some studies say that some criminals have a slightly different mindset from ordinary people."
There was a chuckle from the other end, then a moment of silence. "I suggest you be more careful how you behave—otherwise, you don't want to lose your body parts the next night."
Everyone gathers in the backyard. Each of them already held a tool for gardening. San was holding a plant shovel with a rusty tip. Standing right behind him, Sandy whispered, "Can you fight?"San frowned in surprise at the random question."If not, you should at least have good running skills."San really did not understand what Sandy meant. Didn't they gather in this field to do routine gardening tasks? There is a separate schedule for each class of prisoners, and today is the first day.After the chief warden made a few useless motivational speeches—at least for prisoners who had received life sentences—they split up according to their respective groups.San doesn't know why the prisoner with the number 4555 keeps following him."What are you doing?" asked San with a little curt. The reason is Sandy is in a different group from him. San and five people in his group were tasked with planting new seeds on vacant land. As for Sandy, I am still determining what task the man got. San sho
San's face reddened. The large hand that was choking him tightened on his neck even more. He felt the supply of oxygen in his chest running low."You want to die?" The bald man grinned wickedly. "Who do you think you are, asshole? Oh, damn it! You really make my appetite go away."San's body lifted up to his feet tiptoe. He tried to escape from the man's grip but to no avail."I'll let you go if you want to eat mine.""I'd rather die," San said in a choked voice, the veins in his neck bulging, struggling to supply oxygen. However, the grip on his neck grew stronger.The man smiled and replied, "With pleasure."His breath hitched, and his vision darkened.Bugh!Krakkk!San coughed violently when suddenly, those strong hands didn't choke him anymore."Bastard! What are you doing?!" The big man shouted at the figure that had disturbed him just now. The man kicked his back, causing him to bounce.After realizing who had interrupted his activities, he suddenly fell silent.A man with long
Unlucky! San feels his life is miserable.He thought living isolated from the outside world full of deceit, greed, and social status—he really could escape. At the very least, only those in prison cells held no rank or prominent social position. Everyone in this prison is a human being with problems with the law.Bugh!Bugh!"You are dead!"San's body was prone, facing the floor, and someone stepped on his bare back. In the remaining consciousness, he hoped that someone else would help him.Where did the person San helped go? Where's the warden? Uncle Bobby—no, San thinks he's been too rough on that guy.Ah, it feels like San really almost died.His chest ached excruciatingly, his head dizzy, and his vision foggy. San thought this was the end of his life.Suddenly San felt the weight of the legs on his back disappears. The faint shadow of someone's feet from the dim lighting came toward him, then abruptly, everything went black.***San doesn't know how he got to be in this room. Narr
When San felt he would die at that moment, the door to the isolation room opened. Two wardens came and supported San's weak and almost fainted body.When asked how many days he had been isolated, the warden replied that it had been three days.This is crazy.San still survives without eating, drinking, and defecating for three days.Of course, now San is in the prison clinic to get an IV.While San was lying in the patient's bed, a nurse brought food. At that time, San no longer remembers anything except his desire to fulfill the stomach's needs. The food was gone in seconds."I want some more," she said with a pale face, bloodshot eyes, and terrible eye bags. San looks like a hungry zombie.San thought he would be rejected, but the nurse returned with two full rice bowls and a side dish. This made San's eyes light up.In the middle of eating, San remembered something. "Slim guy—I mean, the one treated about three days ago. Where is he now? How is the condition?"The female nurse look
San clenched his fists. It turned out that his suspicions were correct. The thin man had died because of the actions of these prison thugs."Why did you kill him?" San asked.The large man laughed mockingly, as if San's question was a joke. "Why do you think? Of course, because that coward was weak! There is no place in this world for people like you!""To hell with you! You're truly demons!" San shouted loudly, drawing attention to them. He ran and lunged at his interlocutor, but he easily knocked him down with a punch."Stop interfering, loser! What do you care if he's dead?"San received a punch to his stomach, causing him to collapse. He rose again and tried to retaliate, but the muscular man easily kicked him. Once again, San got up, and this time he received a hard blow to his face. He coughed and spit blood from his mouth."Do you know how this world works? Defeat for losers is justice itself." The man stepped on San's stomach and pressed hard."You—you're also a loser," San sp
Vera was confused by the little girl's statement. She wanted to ask her again, but Mrs. Andeen came and asked her daughter to play with her friends."Sorry for keeping you waiting. So, what's next, Miss Vera? What can I do?" said the woman as she sat back down.Vera glanced around for a moment, then shifted her focus to her client. "You said that your brother is the only sibling you have, right?" The question received a nod from Mrs. Andeen. "What is your relationship with your brother like? Did he also live here before going to jail?"The woman with shoulder-length hair squeezed her hands. "Yes. He used to live with us—initially, he asked to live separately, but I insisted that he stay with us. It didn't feel right to let him live without my supervision." She sighed heavily. "Since the death of our parents, I'm the only one he can rely on, and vice versa. I didn't want our relationship to become distant just because I got married—but wait, how did you know that my brother lived with
"Where have we met before?" Vera asked with a serious gaze. Santiago responded with a defiant stare, as if unwilling to back down. He was tired of the intimidating gaze that seemed to belittle him. For a few seconds, he tried to remember, until finally he said, "I don't know! I suppose it's not something important to remember." Santiago waved his hand dismissively. On the other hand, Vera let out a sigh. "What do you want?" Santiago asked, ignoring the previous conversation. "Nothing—just making sure about the condition of the official's family killer. I think your situation isn't as bad as I imagined." For some reason, Santiago felt like the woman's words were somewhat mocking. He was about to open his mouth, but the woman in front of him spoke again. "You're here without any defense, aren't you?" Vera smiled faintly, but her eyes seemed to be scrutinizing something. "Why are you doing this?" Unexpectedly, Santiago laughed. "It's none of your business, Miss." Vera nodded as i
Santiago leaves his job to follow the warden and the stranger.The cells they go to are in the rearmost order. Once there, they except Santiago go into cell number 101. Since all the prisoners were on duty, the atmosphere was very quiet.Santiago, who had been following the two secretly, was now hiding at the intersection of the passageway, close to the cell."Whose cell did they come to?"Santiago muttered to himself. Compared to that, who's the guy in the suit?One thing that drove Santiago to do this was the words of the man in the suit. Who should look like a suicide?Since Santiago cannot hear anything from this distance, he settles back. Now he was standing right in front of an iron door with a square hole at the bottom. The hole is usually used for the warden to deliver food or other things to the prisoners."I shouldn't be here," said the man in the suit. The warden did not give a meaningful response."If he hadn't thrown a tantrum, maybe at least he could have lived to be 60."
While Vera was organizing files related to a domestic violence case, one of her informants told her that Jonathan had connections with Anthony Wibisono, who was currently running for Mayor. There was no further explanation about the nature of their relationship; however, Vera felt something was amiss. Jonathan was a prosecutor who had previously handled a case concerning the death of a relative of the mayoral candidate.Damn! Why am I only remembering this now?! Vera cursed herself for being so preoccupied that she forgot this important detail. Jonathan surely had good connections with Anthony because of that.Then, for some reason, everything became clearer to Vera. "Such a disgusting coincidence!" she cursed again, but there was a faint smile on her lips.Without waiting long, she immediately went to the office where Jonathan worked. She wanted to verify a few things there, especially what kind of cooperation they might be doing. She had started her car, but suddenly something stopp
There was a struggle between Vera and Jonathan, but Vera tried to avoid excessive physical attacks as much as possible because it could lead to legal issues later on. From her experiences, Vera couldn't be violent beyond what was necessary to save a victim or defend herself. She already had evidence in her hands and she couldn't afford to dirty her hands.Vera stared at Jonathan expressionlessly, as he tried to ambush her, she managed to dodge and threw her body backward. She successfully launched a kick to Jonathan's back."You damn bitch!" Jonathan cursed as his body collapsed forward, landing on the floor. Before he could get up, Vera restrained his hands behind his back. Then, she felt something hooking onto her wrist. "What are you doing, you bitch?! Let me go!"Vera tied a brown scarf around Jonathan's wrists. "Stay quiet while I'm still being gentle with you," she said emphatically. She tightly bound his hands and fastened the remaining scarf to the dining table leg. "Just beca
Santiago watched Vera leave as the evening approached. He wondered what the woman had been doing to spend quite a long time in a place like this."You said you talked to her, didn't you?" Bobby approached Santiago, who had been standing silently by the corridor, his gaze directed towards the woman earlier.Santiago blinked, momentarily confused about what Bobby was talking about, but seeing the man's gaze directed at Vera, who had now disappeared around the corridor, Santiago could guess where Bobby knew about this from. He sighed deeply. It was indeed hard to believe; next time, Santiago wouldn't speak carelessly to Sandy."Yes. I did talk to her." Santiago then turned around, walking away with Bobby following behind him."And then? Is she willing to help you?" Bobby looked very curious. His short steps quickened to keep pace with Santiago. "She's a great attorney. I've seen her on some TV news. She always wins every case, even though she's still young, she's very professional and bri
Santiago appeared agitated, his face reflecting immense confusion. He knew that languishing in prison was one of the many hardships he had to endure in life. His world had already turned dark, devoid of hope, and the only reason he clung to life was because he still breathed. The rest of the time, he only thought about finding a place to sleep, eat, and relieve himself every morning.His body remained motionless as Vera resumed her investigation in the room. Santiago pondered repeatedly on what he had just heard from her. "What if I accept your offer this time?"Vera fell silent for a few seconds upon hearing this, then proceeded to ignore Santiago again."What if I rely on you to free me from this garbage place?" Santiago's hands clenched tightly. His words were not just empty talk; he even dared to hope for a better life."I'm busy," Vera replied shortly."I'm not asking for it now. After you're done with all this, I will--"Vera stood up, turning to face Santiago with her eyes wide
Santiago was forced to leave his old prison cell. He and his companions moved to a new cell. Throughout it, Santiago showed no concern whatsoever with what was happening, even though their new cell seemed narrower and in quite poor condition.The roof was cracked, with water seepage likely from the water pipes because it wasn't raining outside. Then, the walls were already moldy, with disgusting greenish spots, not to mention the bathroom which resembled a garbage disposal. Whatever this place used to be, it was truly inhumane."I prefer our old place," Sandy began to complain. He leaned his head on Bobby's shoulder, who also showed disapproval of their current situation."Why is the world unfair, even when we're serving time in prison?" Sandy continued with teary eyes."Because this is a prison, so we are indeed punished with what you call unfair, stupid!" Bobby stepped away from Sandy's side suddenly, almost causing the young man to stumble. "Enough, this has become our fate."In th
This time they managed to evade the prison guards. Santiago's injuries weren't too severe because he dodged nearly every blow. He had been a punching bag so many times that he could anticipate the direction of each punch thrown at him. He dodged several times, pretending to be hit until he groaned in pain. He even threw himself to the ground when about to get kicked in the back and head. He did all this almost half-consciously as if his body could read every move of his enemies."I think that's enough," one of them said. His face looked satisfied seeing Santiago lying curled up, protecting his head. "See you another time, punk!" The man's departure was followed by his friends.Santiago, who had been pretending to close his eyes while groaning in fear, suddenly changed his facial expression. He sighed while sitting up, propping himself up with both hands behind him. He looked up at the darkening sky. "Damn Bastards!"He stretched his stiff neck, then did a little stretching on his arm
"Miss Vera!"The woman stopped in her tracks as she was about to leave the prison corridor. She and Santiago both witnessed their hurried arrival."Miss Vera," he called again."What?""Explain everything to me."Vera glanced at the Guard who had accompanied her during the visit. She signaled for him to leave them alone. Initially, the man seemed reluctant, but after Vera convinced him, now it was just the two of them.After the gate was closed, Vera began to speak, "What do you want to hear?""Is it true that Uncle Agus did it? That's impossible, isn't it?"Vera sighed deeply. "I can't discuss this with you.""Why? I've told you everything I know. Now it's your turn, Miss Attorney!""Hey, troublemaker. That's not how it works—oh my! I'm tired of all this case, why are you adding to the fuss?" Vera started to get annoyed with Santiago's temper."I have the right to know.""No. From the beginning, this case has nothing to do with you. You only involve yourself because of useless empath
That morning, Santiago and his four inmate friends went out of their cells to do morning exercises together. Inmate number 1333, Agus Suryanto, asked for permission not to go out, citing illness.No one thought much of it until Sandy went to check on Agus to make sure he ate and took his medicine, and everything happened. Agus tied his neck with a thin blanket and hung himself from the ceiling.Of course, this was very shocking and distressing for Sandy. Santiago felt sorry for Sandy, who still looked gloomy."I thought he just had the flu as usual," Sandy said as they were on the field. Rio, Boby, and Santiago also looked remorseful and couldn't believe that this would happen to their fellow inmate."I feel sorry for Uncle Agus. He hasn't been talking much lately, and I should have talked to him more often." Sandy's tears were about to fall, but he tried to hold them back. He had cried too much today."It's not your fault. Who would have guessed that someone next to him would die lik
"So?" Vera still waited for her client to speak. It turned out that the woman's family issues were not as simple as she had thought. After a long silence, Vera finally prodded gently, "Remaining silent won't bring any changes, Mrs. Andeen. You—forget about yourself, have you ever thought about your daughter's fate?""What? How do you—""Your own daughter is speaking to me. She's asking for help to save you, Mrs. Andeen."Instantly, tears flowed down Mrs. Andeen's cheeks, and sobs filled the air. It seemed that the woman didn't know that her daughter had been observing her and her husband all along."How can she say such things?" she cried in anguish. "I have tried to appear fine in front of my daughter. I have always told her to stay in her room with earphones or play outside with her friends. But—""It's possible that your daughter has seen and heard your arguments and your injuries." Vera glanced at the bruises on Mrs. Andeen's wrists and neck."Oh, my poor daughter! Oh, dear God..