CHAPTER 176

Well, let’s just say I was failing my family. I was supposed to look out for them. To make sure we stay together no matter what. That is what my parents wanted to achieve. That is what my parents intended for me to have.

But slowly I was losing that. Well, you can say part of it was because of the same people they allowed in my life. Because of who they brought in my life, I was here today. But also because I was trying to make things right. To listen to what they all said to me and not what my heart felt. Because when I chased Roland and Vykalia out of the house, I never wanted to do that. What I wanted to do was to make Joseph and Roland talk things out. Yes, he was going to be upset, and that I understood. But I never intended for him to go to the extremes of leaving the house because he couldn’t stand Roland. I never wanted that, and it hurt to know it has reached that far.

And now he is not even talking to me and has left the house. My whole family was everywhere, and I was scare