The anger that overwhelmed me was suddenly eclipsed by the fear that took hold of me.Fear for him, like I hadn't felt in a long time.An aggressive protest tried to escape my lips, but was silenced by the vehement movements of his mouth over mine. I was able to perceive the anger in her kiss, in the strength with which she held my hands and in the careless way with which she settled on top of me. Without any consideration, without delicacy as he had done this morning. Or how it had been that time in my room.Now he had no subtlety or gentleness with me.Desperation deepened in my system when I felt how he took advantage of his legs to place himself between mine, and it became almost palpable when I appreciated something foreign that, despite having never experienced it, I knew what it was about. Something hard , which caused me almost painful discomfort in the lower part of my belly.At that moment, a guttural and fearsome growl was heard, from a creature that was still small in size
Without having the strength or courage to admit it out loud, I nodded. I felt a sudden pang of dread, for it was as if he had known exactly what was going through my mind, even though I knew that wasn't possible.Azazziel pursed his lips in pain and looked away from me."I know I'm not the best guy you could have encountered," he said in a dull, almost inaudible tone. I know there are a lot of people, people like you, humans ... who would do this much better than me. That, possibly, would not make you doubt or have the insecurity that you feel now. "Him," she shook her head. I told you that time, remember? That day when I told you about Zeross and Aeriele: I can't give you what you need, because I don't know how to do it. And you deserve someone who is capable of loving you and showing it to you.Suddenly, I felt my stomach plummet.-What are you saying? I asked in a shaky whisper.He looked at my face carefully for a couple of seconds, before taking a deep breath and shaking his head
I felt a slight burning on my face. I bit the inside of my cheek, in an effort to ease my anxiety.—It's amazing how you can say something so sweet and then fuck it all up the next second.He gave a light laugh, although I couldn't interpret it as genuine.Resigned, I rested my head on his chest and closed my eyes. In that short period of serenity in which I had already been able to normalize my breathing and my heartbeat, a doubt crossed my mind. An unusual hunch danced inside me.—Why do I have the feeling that you'll leave as soon as I fall asleep? —I asked suspiciously.I could hear him laughing, this time for real."Because I think you're learning to know me," he said.I leaned on my elbow to get a good look at him, although the darkness of the room prevented me from seeing his face clearly.—But I thought…"Nothing will happen to me, Amy," he interrupted me, "don't worry."—How can I be?! I snapped, suddenly alarmed. Don't ask me to be calm!He sat up on his side, looking at me
-Why do you think that?—Because… Damn! —She growled, with her jaw tense and a wrinkle of anxiety furrowing her forehead, in a gesture filled with frustration—. It would be your first experience in this. It should be with someone like you.—What does “someone like me” mean?"A human, " he replied through his teeth, in an anguished tone as if, despite having suggested it himself, the idea tortured him.I pulled my hands away from him, feeling a painful tightness in my chest.—What's wrong with whoever wants me to be with you?—You shouldn't want this. —She shook her head—. No with me.For some reason I didn't identify, a lump formed in my throat. I bit my lower lip as a way to lessen the strange discomfort that was beginning to overwhelm me. I didn't understand why, somehow, I felt so… disappointed?Azazziel raised one hand to cup my cheek and traced caresses with his thumb.—Do you really want this? "She," she inquired in a whisper. Are you very sure?I looked up at him, meeting the u
But, certainly, deep down there was nothing chaste about him.In the next instant, his lips joined mine. As if something, a thought, a gesture or whatever she saw in me, had changed her mind. The fluttering inside me had not been able to diminish even a little, so I returned the kiss with an energetic and enthusiastic cadence. And when I felt the taste and wetness of his tongue against mine, his heart soared. The invisible but almost palpable energy that was still beating in my chest—that which was left in my system earlier, after he healed my wounds—grew more agitated at that moment.A strange and unusual warmth began to grow, and I quickly became restless. The skin on my palms began to itch for a reason I didn't know, almost to a desperate point.Appreciating a certain emotion of victory, I raised my hands and—not without feeling fearful—placed them on either side of his face. He continued kissing me in a soft, deep rhythm, and then I felt one of his hands slip under the loose blous
Reluctantly, he pulled away from me, but it was only to grab the straps of my bra, slide it down my arms, and toss it away from us. I would have felt cold, had it not been for the fact that my whole body was on fire. The modesty caused the blood to pool in my face, and, being the first time he had seen me like this, with my torso exposed, my initial reaction was to try to cover myself with my arms. However, his hands grabbed mine and pulled them away.I didn't know if if the room had been brighter I would have been more comfortable with myself, but in any case I felt so embarrassed now that I preferred it that way. I was perfectly aware that, with light or not, he observed me without the slightest difficulty.At that moment, a sigh escaped his lips.“You're so beautiful,” he said in a hoarse whisper, and for some reason my body reacted to his words, something strange squeezing in the deepest part of me.I took a breath in an attempt to calm my anxiety. One of his hands rested on my ch
His teeth grazed the small bud of my breast, and then his tongue played with it. A strange and particularly loud noise escaped my throat, unable to contain it. The heat, effusive and disconcerting, burned deep in my belly. The alarm in my head stopped listening. He couldn't hear any of my thoughts, because he was experiencing one of the most impetuous sensations he had ever experienced.At that moment, as if to make me lose my sanity even more, I felt how his hand stopped caressing my chest to continue slowly in a straight line along my abdomen, until it reached the edge of the material of my cotton panties. A dizzying feeling built in the pit of my stomach.His mouth returned to mine, but only to place a soft kiss on it. Her skin burned, in a way she didn't remember feeling before. Her face and mine were very close to each other. The demon's gaze had a strange, curious, unknown... and perverse shine.Then, with his gray eyes fixed on mine, he put his hand inside the garment. Her burn
I looked at his face intently, and suddenly noticed the shadow of uneasiness that had taken over his features. A concern that, despite being dissimilar in motives, was similar to mine."You're going to leave, you're going to go back there," I whispered, and my voice finally failed me. And I don't know if you're coming back.—I'll be back, Amy, I promise.A smile appeared on his face, but the gesture did not touch his eyes."I won't regret this," I promised, but I was actually lying. Most likely, tomorrow morning when I woke up, remorse would hit me like a club, but I wasn't in that position right now. Not today.Today I was just afraid that I wouldn't be able to see him again. She feared for him, because she was going to see a tremendously dangerous being, and she didn't know how much he could or couldn't do to her.—You don't know that. This is not supposed to be like this. You're not supposed to feel... — he interrupted himself and clenched his jaw, as if he didn't like what he was