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Chapter 43: Unworthy
Author: Cym Ramirez
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“I remember… pain,” Matthew’s eyes flashed back to a memory he thought he would never unlock again. “I was… being held captive, I think. Or maybe I was just too tired, to helpless to do anything. But I remember, that I didn’t really feel good about the place and just wanted to go out.” In Matthew’s head, he was remembering a scene of him being dragged by two people on a narrow road. Or a path, most likely, only used for human feet. “I think I had the strangest feeling. Like I was there but my body was being sucked out of the place.  My breath, being drained out of me. I don’t know how to explain it.”

Alice looked to Miko and Lyle within the humble presence of the low light. Her eyes tell them of the familiarity of the story. Like Alice had felt the same thing before, and Miko and Lyle did too.

Alice placed her hand on Matthew’s aching shoulder. Not to comfort, but to encourage. “

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