May, 19
It was my tenth birthday, at birthdays everyone was supposed to enjoy and relax but even on that day, I was cleaning the house. Relatives and cousins are going to come today for the party. Our cousins came a little bit earlier than expected when they saw me cleaning the house all by myself and my siblings were not even trying to do anything besides laying down for rest, making them doubt why I was the only one who was working, my mother replied to them that 'It's nothing unusual.' She was trying not to show how cold-hearted She could be towards me.It's because I was a girl child. It is the excuse she gave to othersMy mother 'Linda' said "You don't need to worry she is a girl so she needs to responsible for matters such as cleaning, washing, and more household chores"I shake it off despite knowing that my younger sister is a girl too and my older brother is a boy.Only Iannae was the one who got compared due to her gender. She accepted her mother's deed at that time and thought that her mother was right and that maybe She is a girl who needs to take care of everything around herself while the younger and old siblings can enjoy themselves. lastly, She could not even get the cake.23 FebruaryBy the fact that my stepmother could not get my father's attention recently .It's made her annoyed. It's that time when she started beating me and that's How I got my first slap mark on my cheek. She hit me so hard that It makes my eardrum numb for a moment. I was scared, my whole body was shaking in fear at that time. I was wishing to forget this night of violence.25th DecemberI am 14 years old now. A festival happened to come at the end of the month. It's a lavish festival that everyone celebrates with each other. I was happy that my father came home earlier but he said that he does not have any money to spend on us. I do not care about how much he is going to spend because every time there is nothing I get ,neither a gift nor clothes ,so it's fine with me. I was just happy that my stepmother is happy too, but it's all my delusion.Everything was quite fine till midnight.After past midnight. There was a big fuss downstairs. To be exact it was a fight between my mother and father. Linda got irritated about my father who has been here on a festival day with nothingAll the kids including the maid's only son too. We are a bunch of four in number. When we heard the noise of a glass vase breaking we all rushed downstairs.then what happened next 'I still have not forgotten that memory of Iannae' said Samantha inside her mind while telling Ryan all of Iannae's memories along with pretending to be Iannae . Samantha has explained everything most readily but there are always some gaps when you know that you're not the one who got molested instead your closest friend is. It's always hard and to be honest .It's impossible to explain the situation she had handled in just mery words and Ryan get this all.She continued 'Anyhow? They both got relaxed through the maid but Linda could not hold her rage inside anymore.'I was hungry at that moment because I have not eaten anything since the morning, and everyone was extremely quiet after My parents foughttherefore It was me who broke the silence by asking for food from the maid. It was already past midnight and everyone had already eaten something except me. Food has always been provided once, for me. which was at the end of the day. Linda went to the kitchen while I was washing my hands in the washbasin .It was when Linda came to the kitchen grabbing a whole bowl of hot soup After I went back to the way .She threw it straight on my face. Yes, My face which leads to slightly moderate burns marks afterwards. No one dares to come up for help, not even my father. My brother was trying to stop Linda somehow so that she wouldn't harm me any further. My body got stiff and I was scared. I was so afraid to the point that questions began to flood my mind. What if my brother couldn't stop Linda? To what extent will she drag me? What could have happened to me?. . Would I still be surviving?My whole appearance becomes messy .My face may have gotten burnt due to the soup. I felt really prickly all over my whole body but I couldn't gather the courage to raise my body and put on some ornaments or medication for my wounds. Just like a pathetically broken doll that can't be fixed now...It's all Thanks to my little divine energy those burnt skin marks have never caused me much problem. I wonder to myself ... 'Should I be thankful or regretful about my divinity,?'Divinity' What is Ms. Iannae talking about? She is a necromancer then what it has to do with divinity' Ryan said inside his mind but he still maintains to keep his cool.It was one of the privileges of the contract in this world which can only be signed by the genuinely contrary ability of the contractor.For example: If the signer has a divine capability only then a necromancer has opportunity to willingly sign up the contract and fulfil its rituals with his/her abilities affirmatively It's also a reason to balance nature stability otherwise the contact must considered void then how come Ryan understood the meaning behind that word ,when he never signed a contract himself or become a part in it.Samantha was extremely engaged in elaborating Ryan about Iannae's past that She forgot to not point out that Iannae's ability was different from hers.March 17One year has already passed. Iannae's condition becomes worse day by day her only support got expelled through the family by falling into the trap of Linda's youngest daughter, who she always held dearly.Iannae truly did not hate her brother Haiman because he was her only supporter. Later He also got tricked by his mother's favourite younger child 'Katina' and got thrown out of the house. It was the first time Linda hugged Iannae and whispered to her that. . . ."Iannae please don't leave me, I sometimes get angry but I am not a bad person. You are not allowed to leave me until you die"Tears began to fill her eyes but she held them in, not to show Linda How much Iannae liked Linda's hug rather than the brother who always helps her despite anything. Iannae cried all night because now she has no hope. She got stuck in Linda's traps and can't escape now. She knew well rather than anyone else, that Linda and Katina are going to torture her forever that's what she was most afraid of..."Next day, due to stress and lack of sleepA crockery slipped out of my hand," Iannae said to Ryan who is listening "Linda slapped me as hard as she could and I froze at my standing instance due to my fear for her. automatically, every single time this happens my body flinches and becomes stiff . Like it's nothing new to analyse, what will be going to happen next "Linda does not assault Iannae by regular or simple beating and gave her a normal kind of torments but she also did all that past physically hurting such as„ She shove all the household and outdoor work on Iannae's weak shoulders considering Linda's terrible personality along with that disturbing behaviour, Iannae develops a chronic illness in which she starts to Mutter and speak random sentences out loud through the walls silently like she was talking to ghost or something. It also could be a sign of schizophrenia. She must be going through major transitions internally due to Linda that's why Schizophrenia affects her due to her lack of confidence and fear.September,14Zig zzz.zig. . . sound of washing clothes spread through the laundry.Iannae is washing clothes inside the laundry room. Iannae got the news that today is the day when a high-ranking Nobel boy is considered to be Iannae's brother-in-law.'It must be true because a boy came earlier this morning to ask for Katina's hand in marriage ' that's what Iannae heard from another servant while pouring washing soda on clothes. As for Iannae. Today, she is banned from visiting the garden and stairway which has the only access to the guest hall and other important rooms of this house. Iannae has been inside the warehouse since this morning which she needs to make, clean and tidy before the guests will arrive to stay in there. She sighs because today she also has a lot to work on.There are some couple of footsteps hears by Iannae from behind the room that side wisely attached to the laundry she neglect them in thought of the butler must be passersby but their is only one butler in this house and right now he must be busy in attending the respective guests from the marquee household, when she turns her head in doubt, a boy has already settled his foot to ingress the laundry room.When their eyes met he kept his breath for an entire minute and spoke afterwards that ...To be continued.A burgundy head with black eyes. He looks quite cute. It's my first time seeing a boy. Who might have the same age as me? When he saw me in the maid outfit, That pink head boy kept his breath for three entire seconds .I might understand why? Linda wouldn't want me to wear colourful clothes anymore, continuously staring at me .He said "Are you a maid, you are really pretty .At first I thought that you are also a Miss of this household and playing dumb to trouble your parents. Am I wrong?". Iannae blushed a little but replied casually with courtesy. . " My lord might have mistaken me, I am just a mere maid of this aristocratic household. What's brought My lord all the way here inside this filthy laundry". "Oh! I am here for marriage. . with your master 'Katina' due to a mistake a few drops of tea fell on me, could you help me by washing this extra shirt Miss Pretty Maid ". said that burgundy hair guy. "Of course," said Iannae with pleasure as he is their guest. Suddenly Katina came t
There are always some subjects that make Ryan feel weird about Miss Yana/Iannae. He doesn't want to think like that but it felt like She was not telling her story to Ryan instead It almost felt like this story belongs to someone else rather than Iannae. It might be true that the pain she was going through. Is what she was truly put up with perhaps the way she was talking it's more like she would not accept the fact that she was the same person. Back then Ryan, considered that it must be Iannae's point of concept that she may be considering herself as a 3rd person to let herself overcome the past incident but it's still odd. After a pause in his breathing. He concluded that for a while he is going to investigate Miss Yana. A couple of months later a meeting was held within the priesthood to discuss something really important. Iannae is allowed to take part in, due to the hard work she has done regarding Ryan's health conditions. In this meeting. Everyone supports Iannae to give her p
"Ryan you don't have any choice". . said Iannae. "Listen, your life is not going to be any easier for sure .Do not expect that you will be at ease. shortly I would not be able to protect you forever. Ryan, you need to take special care of your body." Ryan shook his hand and said "Not at all master. You teach me enough to fight against this harsh world as long as I am beside you master. I intend to protect everyone who I cherish dearly." Ryan don't want to continue this conversation anymore so he change the topics like "Ah. . . come to think of it, Master have not told me about your remaining story" Ryan truly has a lot to ask but before any judgement, he wants to listen to the remaining, so that he will take the right judgement regarding Iannae's behaviour .Ryan gets back straight to one point and asks "I want to know the remaining story that miss Iannae had described 3 weeks ago." Iannae tries to think about what she told him three weeks ago. and she realises that it was the real
It's already weak since that lake incident happened Ryan has been avoiding Iannae lately. She does not blame him, it's Ianne who hurt him first .After stabilising his mana. Ianne fainted which is partly the aftermath of using her normal to opposite strength. Necrosis powers are for destruction, not for remedy. She is not a spiritual mastery holder. Who can be a consultant in medication and healing? Even though Iannae's eyes were closed. She woke up from her siesta near the lake . Ryan was sitting next to Inanne . Iannae wanted to soothe Ryan about her premature behaviour but his face relinquished it, his tone and looks seem really dull and amazed respectively. It makes it hard for Iannae to speak up to him. She could not help herself in avoiding the guilt for almost killing Ryan while attempting to apologise to him .Whenever Iannae tried to approach Ryan .He always steadily excused or ran himself . He hasn't said a single word about yesterday night. Iannae mumbled 'How? Am I supposed
At the lake when Iannae fainted just after healing Ryan's wounded head. Ryan woke up 10 minutes later his head was thriving a little .He got that the wound cost by the caster has now been taken back without hesitation. He saw yana laying down beside him. This was his first time seeing her bare eyes though they are closed but seemed beautiful. He put Iannae's head on his lap and began to massage her hair. He felt a ticklish twinge in his fingertips. he cannot even describe this feeling; it's far apart from merely happiness. Ryan already stops referring to Iannae with horrific anymore inside his mind. Suddenly Iannae starts breathing heavily. It's compelling Ryan being anxious. He tried to massage her hands so that she can withstand his warmth but two heavy tears pour out from her big closed eyes along with the name she whispered only once "Ignis" It made Ryan stiff as soon as he heard a man's name from the mouth of the soul he held dearly. It did make him feel all the agony in the univ
Oh! Goddess, I have been praying for almost 7 days six times in a row but that kid has not shown any slightest bit of improvement, said Patricia in disappointment to the statue. After thinking about this for an eternity .Patricia is sure that he must have made a mistake in his praying procedure so he decided to blame himself infront of the Goddess statue that has been placed in the prayer hall from santuries. A week ago Patricia had a sacred dream in which a Goddess with silver hair and golden eyes spoke to him something regarding Ryan. "You are My dear one, Only someone who prays with yearning can heal that child. You must Remember that the individual or healer needs to devote his or her whole life for the weak." Patricia was really thrilled to see a goddess with his own eyes .He got a rare sight to see that he will never see again in this life.He knee down against her and asks hesitantly "A-are you perhaps ," neglecting his curiosity he prioritise to ask "P-perhaps it's about
But the old lady didn't stop here and ask with a concern voice "And I know it's really hard to forgive someone ,I know it's really hard to forgive someone who wrongs you from the deepest corner of your heart ,'that's why Goddess gave this heart only to the special existence ,just think 'you are the special one and left everything on the Goodness" that lady placed her hand on Iris's cheeks like a mother cherishing her child and said "She who wouldn't let sleeping birds fall from the branch of the tree, will never let you ,who is her true believer or devotee, out of track". Tears pour out from Iris eyes .She weeps some of them while saying" it's ok young man." To Iris . Now his worries subsided like there is nothing to be afraid of anymore, the warmth he felt in the hands of the old lady that he held just a while ago was really comforting .It's enough for him. Then a worker approached both of them and said "Excuse me, priest Iris, the Duke is calling for you. Iris turned his head tow
For the past 13 years the 'Demonstration festival' was cancelled due to the absence of the Empress Eunoia . As the new soldiers were directly chosen from the outcomes of the match. Which helps commoners to elect for the soldier position without any deposits or free of charges , just like a scholarship agong the citizens .Only the one with greatest ability and skills can be considered and fix his/her position among the new recruits of every field.As for Iannae, her responsibility is to prepare Ryan for the Competition. Ryan's original ability is Divinity .He is a master in using his ability as long as the necrosis energy wouldn't affect him which is why Iannae needs to be especially cautious for Ryan to grabs Achilles' attention. Any so? If Achilles acknowledges Ryaniar's existence then there is no way. He will let him live anymore. Though Iannae's presence has increased Ryan's survival rate still ,there is no benefit in capturing a wolf. Because a wolf can accept his death fairly but