Today I was thinking about what's going on with Dean. He hasn't been acting himself lately. I need to know before I decide on leaving him. I can get David to help me figure this out because if he got drugged or not, then we can find the person that did this. Today I will talk to David about it because it's killing me not knowing what is going on."Hey mom, how are you doing?" I asked"Hey sweetie, I'm doing okay," Hope said"How are you feeling today, honey?" Hope asked"I don't know mom; I felt empty, to be honest," I said"Everything will be okay," Hope saidWe sat in the living room talking about what happened after I gave birth to my babies. Mom wasn't very happy because of what Dean did, but we both hoped he got drugged, then we can let it go. I asked David to get Dean to do a blood test for drugs. Then we go from there."Hey Jessy, how are you doing?" Dean asked" I'm doing okay," I said" When can I come back home?" Dean asked"After this test, say you got drugged," I said"I g
Today I went to get tested to see if I got drugged when my wife gave birth to our kids. The results said I got drugged, and I was able to go home and be with my family again. What bothered me is Jessy wasn't the same Jessy after what I did to her.I can't blame her because it was my fault at the same time, I forgot the baby bag in the car. I went back to get it and that's when I felt a sharp prick in my neck. I wanted to get back to my wife and this happened to me.My wife is distant from me and won't look at me. I give her some more time and space. I don't want to lose my family. I call David to come to pick me up, and I will explain everything when we get home. But right now, I can't be here knowing I caused a lot of pain.When David got here, I got into the car and stared out the window in my thoughts. We made it to the house, and I went to my room and opened a bottle of vodka. My brother knocked on the door to check on me and see why I left Hope's house."Hey bro, what's the matte
Today I had to help my brother because messed up a while ago. This will fix the mess he caused. He got drugged by a supposed nurse while Jessy was having nieces and nephews. When I found them, they were fucking in my car?With the terrifying look on my brother's face and the smirk on the nurse's face, I got pissed and shot the bitch. I told my dumbass brother not fuck this up again. He sat there with his head hanging down. I don't know what got into my brother, but I know he's not himself.He's fucking up his happiness over his addiction to sex. I never saw him this bad, and I'm pretty sure Jessy and Hope don't know about his addiction. If they did, they put him in rehab to help him get better.But he didn't tell them. I walked into the kitchen and once again my brother Is fucking another woman. I'm pissed, beyond pissed. I shot the girl like I did the nurse. I looked at him and left."WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT, DEAN!!" I yelled"I'm so sorry David, I can't control it, I'm trying," De
Today is my first rehab to better myself for myself and my family. I can't keep hurting them. I walked into the building with my brother. I don't like being away from my family, but I have to do what is right for them, and I need this for myself too."Dean, we will be okay," Hope said"I know l don't want to be away from my family," I said"think about the bright side, you will be better and then Jessy will be happier," Hope said"I'm scared they forget about me while I'm here," I said"We won't forget about you because your kids look like you and Jessy," Hope said"Dean, I'm proud of taking this step for help," David said"Thanks, bro, I had to do this for the family," I said"Well let's get this over with, so I can get back to my family," I said"Baby I love you and I will come to visit you," Jessy said"I love you too, baby. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about my addiction. But I will make it better for us." Dean saidThen I hugged and kissed my family. When they left, It was only
Today I get to go home and finally be with my family again. I will never let someone drug me again because it almost cost me my marriage. I will make things right with Jessy and Hope again. It might take some time, but I know I can do it right this time. I saw David pull up with Jessy with him. I'm so happy to see her and that beautiful smile again."Hey bro, how does it feel to be free again?" David asked"It feels fucking great, man," Dean said"Come here baby, give daddy a kiss and hug," Dean said"I missed you so much, baby," Jessy said"I missed you so much too, baby," Dean said"Dean, why didn't you call us in a while?" David asked"A guy had the rehab center on lockdown because he broke out all that week. Then he got 20 different women pregnant," Dean said"That's fucking crazy, for one man?" Jessy asked"Yeah one man, and he tried to get me to do it, but I said no," Dean said"I'm very proud of you baby," Jessy said"I wanted to get it done and over with, so I can be home with
Tonight, the war starts, and we will protect our loved ones even with our last breath. I will not go out without a fight for my life. I promised my family that I will come home to them, and I will do as I promised. Jessy and my kids are the only ones I'm worried about right now because they are the targets of this war.I'm not going to let them get hurt. Life is hard enough for Jessy and her family right now. They don't need this war, but I know either way it goes, the Darko's family will come after them, even if I'm dead or alive.I'm scared that I won't make it and I want to go home, but I know I can't. I have to clean James' mess up like always, but he was a good man. I need to hear her voice one more time before we start this war-up. I have a feeling, I'm not going to make it through tonight.(Call started)Dean: Hey beautiful, I miss you guys.Jessy: hi handsome, we miss you too baby.Dean: Everything will be okay, baby.Jessy: I love you baby, please come back to us?Dean: I wil
Today they will wake up, and we would be able to visit them today. Dean is still and soon to wake up. Jessy is the same, but we are afraid that she doesn't remember us when she wakes up.I'm not looking forward to that because it will break us all that Jessy lost her memories. I hope Dean doesn't lose his memories of his family and what they have all been through. Together throughout these months."Do you think they will remember us and the kids?" David asked with a sad smile"I don't know, but if they do, they will come back to us. We have to hope and pray they will remember us." Hope said"I hope they remember the kids least because that will hurt them even if they don't know what is going on," David said"I know what you mean David and all we can do is being strong for them," Hope saidWe sat in separate rooms, hoping one or both of them would wake up. It's been hard without them and very quiet. Nobody to joke with or talk about what is going on outside these walls. I'm glad the wa
"Dean, you have to tell them the truth, it's been 2 years since you were dead," David said"I know that I need more time before I tell them I'm alive," Dean said"Tell them now Dean or I will," David said"I tell them when I know it's safe until then shut the hell up," Dean said"When will that be Dean because time is running out for you and Jessy may move on with a different man. Unless you change your name. You will be Danny matches our long-lost triplet brother," David said"That may work because Dean is dead. I want a new start without the Mafia world after us." Dean said"Okay, let's do it and get you back to your family," David said with a smile"I'm taking it slow. Is it a successful business that's not Mafia-related?" Dean asked"Okay, what do you want to do?" David asked"Want to be a lawyer and help children that have abusive homes," Dean said"Okay we can do that I buy the office, but it will be in your new name that way it won't be Mafia relate," David said"Okay, do Jessy