HE BROKE ME FIRST

WAKE UP JESSY

"Hello, can anyone hear me? I'm lost, please help?" I said.

"Why is it so dark and cold here? Where am I?" I said.

"Jessy, please wake up. I love you, it has always been you." Dean said.

"I love you too Dean," I said

But he didn't hear me.

"I'm here and I'm awake. What happened to me?" I asked

"That man raped me and beat me. Am I dead?" I asked

"No, I can't be, I have to wake up," I said

I want to go home to my family. Why did he hurt me like this? What did I do wrong? If uncle Nick could get to know me, I'm pretty sure he can love me like a niece. But why does he hate me so much that he wants to kill me? What can I do to fix whatever I did wrong to make things right again? I can't keep living in the dark like this and not knowing what is going on.

When I get better, my mom and I are going to talk about this mess. I know I will wake up soon. I have to be patient. When I wake up, my body will be in some pain, but it will be heading also. I have to be positive, and now I can fight this and wake up to my family.

I heard someone talking to me again, and they kept saying my darling. I don't know this person. They might hurt me or, worse, kill me. I hope Dean will be here when I wake up. I know my dad is being a dick to him. I wish we all could get along and not fight all the time. It's getting old. I keep hearing stuff about a Mafia world and a hidden Mafia princess.

I don't know what they are talking about, but I know it's not well. I have to keep calm and heal up, so I can wake up soon. Someone is here and I don't know them. My heart is beating faster than normal, then I heard someone say, "Hello, little niece." Then I knew I was going to die right now.

But someone else came and scared him away, thank God because I'm not ready to die. If I knew who the person was, I would be thanking them for saving my life. Today I'm making improvements. I'm responding better by squeezing my hands and trying to open my eyes.

But I'm not ready yet. Mom was talking about my kids to someone, but they sounded nice. I can't wait to meet them. We could be friends. It would be nice to have more friends. Then I heard my love, damn I miss him so much.

I can't wait to wake up and hold him. I know he's trying to be strong for everyone. But I heard him cry every day when he was with me. I'm waking up, and I'm so glad I'm tired of being in this dark place. I want to be with my family.

I tried to open my eyes and hear them rooting for me to open my eyes. I'm trying so hard, but I can't do it tomorrow. I was wrong. I finally opened my eyes and looked around to see where I was. I felt two big arms wrapped around me. I looked to see who it was, and he was there.

Dean was sleeping next to me. I rubbed my hand through his hair, and he did a soft moan. I giggled and tried to walk him up. But he didn't, so I went back to sleep. Finally, it was daytime, and I opened my eyes to see a very handsome man singing to me.

He got up and went to the bathroom. I tried to make myself comfortable so that when he came back, he would be happy to see me awake. But it didn't work well, but I did it. The man came back and didn't realize I was awake.

"Hey handsome, can you get me some water?" I asked

"OMG, baby, you're awake!" Dean said

"I have been awake since earlier. I tried to wake you up, but no luck." I said

"I missed you so much, baby," Dean said

"I heard everything that was going on," I said

"Do you remember what happened to you?" Dean asked

"It was Uncle Nick who did this to me," I said

"Baby you're safe now I'm not going anywhere," Dean said

"But your brother got kidnapped, you have to save him," I said

"I know baby I will save my brother," Dean said

Then I yawned and dozed off. I was still a little tired, I took a long nap and woke up to my mom and dad watching TV.

"Hi, mom and dad," I said

"OMG! You're awake, I missed you so much." Mom said

"I have been awake since earlier I tried to wake Dean up but no luck later this afternoon, I surprised him," I said

"Why didn't he call me to let me know?" Mom asked

"Because I asked him not to, I wanted to surprise you both," I said

Then we all stay here and watch TV. While I was thinking about what everyone was saying about a Mafia princess hiding. Who would the girl be that they are talking about? I hope it's not me. I don't want to be a part of the Mafia.

Even though I know Dean is a Mafia too, he respects my wish that I don't want to be a part of it. I will always be his queen and I will be by his side when he needs me. That's what a mafia wife suppose to do for her husband when needed.

I can't wait to go home and be around my kids. I miss them so much, I know they must have grown since I was away. I'm so happy that they were safe and sound.