The bell rang, signaling the end of the fourth period and the start of the lunch period.
From the first period till now, Aina had been doing her best to ignore me. The effort she put astounded me. It was so exciting to watch her hold her ground.
Aina was keeping her books in her bag, preparing to leave for the cafeteria.
“Hey.”
“What?”
She answered, without looking back at me.
“Why are avoiding me?”
“…I am not.” I didn’t fail to notice the pause in her response. “I just don’t have anything to talk to you about and so I am not talking to you. That’s all. Is there anything wrong with that?”
“No, nothing. If it were just that, that is.”
“What else is it supposed to be then?”
“I can see you are deliberately trying to avoid me. Is there a reason for that?”
“No. It’s not deliberate.
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