I wondered for a moment if I could have been dreaming but after glancing at my wrist to see my name written in messy cursive, I knew it wasn't true. Every letter sat where I'd written it earlier to prove that I wasn't in a horrible dream.
I hadn't made this up, it was real.
"You found me, didn't you?" His voice came out in a faint whisper. It was as though the thought had been worming its way through his mind ever since he saw me and now it had finally slipped from his tongue.
I nodded, "yes."
"So I am...dead?"
"Yes."
"But...you're not?"
"No."
"So, I'm a ghost?"
"Probably."
His lips tugged into a small smile. "You're excellent at the whole conversation thing, Rei."
There was a moment of silence where only the sound of birds from outside as they screeched playfully could be heard.
"Sorry," he muttered.
I knew he wasn't apologizing for his comment but instead for the fact that I had found his body. Anyone could've seen it in the way my eyes hooded when met with the topic that bothered me greatly. I appreciated that he noticed but shrugged away the sympathy. I wasn't the one dead in this situation.
Deshawn looked down at his feet that were dressed in expensive shoes, before hesitantly rising out of the desk chair. He wobbled at first, making the floor under him creak with the pressure. One foot stepped in front of the other as he jutted his tongue out in concentration. He looked like a toddler who'd found their feet for the first time and my heart raced.
He turned his body slowly before his legs worked quicker than I could. Deshawn tumbled to my bed and I scuttered off quickly, my cheeks ablaze. The hair on my arms stood as electricity coursed through my body.
I captured my bottom lip in between my teeth and pressed the back of my cool hands against my cheek.
"S-stay there."
Confusion flashed through Deshawn's brown eyes as he stared at me from my bed that he clung to. His eyes shouldn't have flashed with anything, his eyes shouldn't have even been open. Deshawn Cervantes's eyes should have been closed and locked in a casket six feet under along with the rest of his body. He should have been dead.
With a deep breath, I stood. Never once leaving my back to him, I bit the inside of my cheek silently.
"I'm going for a walk. You'll stay here, okay? I'll be right back, I just need to get some air."
Deshawn nodded wordlessly, a smile of pity passed his lips. Then, I left.
I raced out of my bedroom, down the stairs, and out the front door within one breath. The cold air hit me full force as I stepped outside. It breezed past my hair and tickled my face. My heart, though still beating abnormally fast, felt as though it had time to relax finally. The clouds above me were murky grey and threatened a downpour. I wasn't bothered though, I'd welcome the rain at this moment.
I hobbled down to my front gate and noticed my neighbor, Mrs. Tan, as she walked out of her front door at the same time as me. I gave her a tight-lipped smile but as she neared, I noticed her eyes and sucked in a deep breath. Mrs. Tan was an old lady with frail bones, grey hair, and normally kind, blue eyes. Today, however, they were both an eerie black. Like two pools of oblivion, I felt myself falling into horror.
"I've been made aware of the spirit that you hold in your possession, Miss De Vega."
Her voice was not the typical gentle voice of Mrs. Tan. It was authoritative and demanding. Deep and intimidating.
Not Mrs. Tan.
A shiver ran down my spine when she continued and I felt the numbness from my heart slowly spread around my body like poison, trapping my legs to the floor.
"Reniella De Vega, you are messing with the laws of life and death. Time cannot move freely whilst you selfishly grasp onto pieces of the past."
My eyes were wide as I opened and closed my mouth like a blubbering fish for something to say. In an attempt to break free from the clutches of my fear, I forced my hand up and wiped away the sweat from my upper lip. Mrs. Tan continued to stare and as though she were buffering, the black pits in her eyes wavered from the horror to her usual color.
My head screamed but my body wailed and painfully, I forced my legs to jump into action. I whipped my head away from the old lady and left. I walked faster than I normally would've down the pavement while glancing over my shoulder every other second to check she wasn't following. After concluding that I was safe, I crossed the empty road and rushed to the safety of the corner shop located at the bottom of my street.
"Reniella De Vega!" I heard my name being yelled out once again and my muscles tensed. A red car rushed out of nowhere before slowing down when it was near me.
The window lowered gradually and I was met with the same pools of black. This time, it wasn't Mrs. Tan but a middle-aged man. The eyes were distinct and captured me before I could think better of it.
"If you do not return the soul, the balance will break." It was the same sinister voice that echoed from Mrs. Tan inhabited the driver too.
I ran ahead of the car and turned a corner as it zoomed past me, the person inside didn't spare a second glance at my cowering figure. The corner shop with its faded banner and flashing open sign stood not that far away, it was the place I visited the most often in the village. At this moment, it felt like a haven.
I followed the pavement to the end of the street when the doors of five or so white terraced houses snapped open. A person stood stiffly in each doorway, a blank expression painted onto each of their faces.
"Reniella De Vega," they stated in unison. "You're messing with things you don't and won't ever understand. Something as intricate as time cannot be cheated and if the boy is not passed over soon, the consequences will be dire."
They sounded like ghostly robots as they spoke together. Their voices weren't loud but they echoed around my mind and distracted the sane part of myself. The wind picked up and it began to whip my hair around my face ferociously. All at once, each door of the terraced houses slammed shut in my face.Before anything else could've taken me away from my goal, I rushed ahead to the shop. The bell above the door chimed as I stepped inside and I wasted no time in escaping to the sweet and chocolate aisle. For such a small shop, they had a lot of good stuff. Snatching the off-brand milk chocolate, I followed the white aisles as they led me to the counter. When I was younger, my dad used to allow me to get a pretty pink magazine for my birthday every year. I often wished times were simpler, that I could allow myself to get excited over the little things again.&n
When I slipped back into my bedroom, Deshawn was sitting exactly where I'd left him, cross-legged on my bed. My eyes scanned around the room in search of anything that had moved or scratched but nothing obvious popped out at me. His eyes were trained to the window as he watched the trees outside dance in the wind.I wondered if he was a ghost and what that felt like. I'd never had ghosts follow me before so this couldn't have been something to do with me. Death had seemed pretty angry that a spirit managed to slip from his grasp so I guessed this was a rare occurrence for him too.I circled the boy whose chest, though dead, lifted and fell with breath. I carefully pulled my desk chair forward so that I could watch as he moved, breathed, and observed life moving outside. The life he'd no longer be part of.
I woke up to the numbing feeling on my forehead as it spread around my body and made my muscles tingle back to life. Cool leather pushed against my body from the couch and was a cold awakening to the bare skin of my arms.I reached my arms up and above my head, clicking them into place. Every one of my limbs ached and it felt as though I'd been sleeping for years. Fluttering my eyes open, I recognized my surroundings as the living room. I lifted my head from the leather sofa and pain pierced through my skull. With furrowed brows, I massaged my temples and breathed deeply to soothe the pain.Just the thought of what happened earlier sent a shudder through my body. What was that? It all felt so real and scary. The blood looked real, it smelt real, it felt real. I glanced down at my wrist and saw the words 'R
"I'm surprisingly very excited about this party. You know, considering I died at the last one, I think I'm doing alright," Deshawn explained while sitting on the bed behind me. He used his hands in big gestures while his voice rang out loudly with amusement."You're not funny, you know that, right?" I frowned. I was sitting in front of my full-length mirror while applying my makeup gently. I'd thrown on a simple, red, spaghetti dress and called it a day. I wasn't in the mood to go all out tonight.I could see Deshawn watching me through the mirror as I painted my face and his eyebrows furrowed in interest to follow what I was doing."Why do you insist on coming with me?" I muttered while applying the mascara slowly to my frustratingly short eyelashes
"Is this a Zobel boy party?" I asked over the music."Uhh, yeah," she answered absentmindedly while trying to roll up her window to stop the bitter chill of night. I figured if this was a Zobel party we'd be more likely to find a suspect worth our time."Why? You got your eye on one of them?" Raven teased while the wind breezed through her dark hair.I threw her a half-smile. She knew better than anyone how I felt about relationships. I just didn't need them. I loved the thrill of a kiss but dreaded the burden of love. That's just the way it was for me."Well Corpus Cole from biology does weed and I'm going to join them tonight." Raven grinned. 
I leaned against the headrest of the car and listened to the music as it vibrated from the house. Students from Zobel College house never failed to amaze me, this one was no exception. It was larger than I'd thought. It is adorned with colorful flowers hung from buckets along the front, blooming beautifully. More glass than necessary lined the walls just to give a breathtaking peak of the expensive interior. It also provided a nice view of the coastline the houses were built along."I don't think anyone will die in this one if that's what you're worried about," Deshawn reassured while he was in the passenger seat. It was as if he'd fizzed into place as he'd always been there."Unless there's a serial killer on the loose. Then, in that case, you might have an army of ghosts to help you out," he joked.
Though Deshawn wasn't truly there, he could touch and hold stuff from our world. Taron's weight was shared between the crazy girl and the ghost of his best friend but he had no idea. It was unsettling.Together, the three of us walked through the front door where I was momentarily speechless at the interior. Just like every other Zobel boy house, it was large with winding staircases, expensive decorations, and designer wallpaper. The foyer alone was probably bigger than my whole house and led straight to the glass doors on the other side where more people danced in the garden. The smell of various alcoholic drinks and smoke clung to the air like a disease and groups of people came and went through.Girls idled on the staircase, boys screamed from the pool outside and the music pierced my eardrums.
"So the obvious one would be his ex-girlfriend, Amalia Hadid. They were the most toxic couple I'd ever seen. I don't think they ever said one nice thing about one another, in private or in person. She cheated on him a few months before he died and they broke up because of that. It was a messy parting and he said a lot of dumb fucking shit about her when they finished. She was pissed and almost failed her exams because of it and the last thing I heard, her dad went around to Deshawn's house and told him to pack it in. He threatened Deshawn and at the time we thought it was the funniest fucking thing but I'm not sure anymore. Anyway, that's Amalia."Taron took his other hand and enclosed it over mine that rested on his chest. His fingers were long and bony, trapping me in place."Then there's Marco Arandia,
I gasped back to reality, plummeting from the dream world and returning to my body. Within my hysteria, I fell off the bed and landed in a pile on the floor where Deshawn once rested. Where was he? What was that?"Now you know why I hate Marco," Deshawn admitted. I saw that he was sitting on the edge of my bed, a longing look plastered to his face as he looked down on me but I knew he was thinking about his ex-best friend.Both of my wrists each had the name, Reniella De Vega written on it. Perfectly centered and readable, not dreaming."I need to talk to him then," I stated. Marco had an obvious dislike towards Deshawn, a dislike I needed to explore."I'm not letting you talk to him when he could potentially
"I knew for a fact that Amalia and Marco had slept with each other because he was just as nervous as she was. He knew all the little secrets before I'd even said them aloud. While Amalia became quiet upon the release of her personal details, Marco was much the opposite. He came up to me, threatened me, pushed me. The Marco I saw that day was not my best friend. He was something else. Some white knight complex had taken over him, just another white boy trying to show off his new plaything. If he thought I'd do that to Amalia, he couldn't have known me all that well. I was just-"He cut himself off and lunged towards me before I could react. His hands found my cheeks where he cupped them roughly and my face was trapped in his grasp. His icy touch knocked the breath from my lungs and it felt as though I'd been knocked over by a car. My vision glazed over and all I could see we
"Reniella De Vega?" He sneered, looking down his long nose at me. The dark circles under his eyes were prominent and I was glad he had lost sleep over Ross's adventures. "Jesus, you two. Stand apart for Christ's sake, you look like lovers or something."The bitterness in his voice, I assumed, was directed towards me. It was probably because I was poor, far from perfect for his little boy. If I thought Zobel boys were all the same, their parents were even worse. Mr. Rivera had always been a grumpy bastard."Get inside now. You better be quiet, I'm warning you. If you wake your mother up, I swear to God, Ross. You hear me, boy? We'll talk about this later." The big man hissed through clenched teeth. He placed a strong hand onto Ross's shoulder and with a swift push, he rushed his son into their home.
She blew out yet another sigh and stared at me. It was like something had finally clicked in her mind and her eyes hardened. It looked like she'd finally seen me for who I was."Reniella, you're lovely, honestly," she bit out. "I'm not sure if you've been told this before but you just have this vibe around you. You've got these eyes and this little smile that makes people feel like they should confess their entire life story to you. But I can't risk spilling any more secrets than necessary, I hope you understand."She brushed me off and turned to her friends.Without kicking up a fuss, I put the can back onto the kitchen island and stalk off. My eyes were heavy and I didn't feel like investigating anymore. I couldn't go upstairs to any of the r
I stumbled around the home, avoiding friends and plunging into the unknown.I'd heard of these stories before. I knew about Amalia and Deshawn's relationship and how they'd walk into a party hand in hand but leave while screaming at each other. I saw Marco and Deshawn's friendship, two guys you either wanted to be or know. Then it all stopped and Deshawn died.I retreated to the foyer and wondered if they'd even turned up. If this party was for Deshawn, would they have risked it? Did their hate run that deep or was it a silly misunderstanding washed away by the seriousness of his death? If Deshawn hadn't have died, would they have made up?There were still so many people and I struggled to see above it all as my tiredness caught up with me. Eve
"So the obvious one would be his ex-girlfriend, Amalia Hadid. They were the most toxic couple I'd ever seen. I don't think they ever said one nice thing about one another, in private or in person. She cheated on him a few months before he died and they broke up because of that. It was a messy parting and he said a lot of dumb fucking shit about her when they finished. She was pissed and almost failed her exams because of it and the last thing I heard, her dad went around to Deshawn's house and told him to pack it in. He threatened Deshawn and at the time we thought it was the funniest fucking thing but I'm not sure anymore. Anyway, that's Amalia."Taron took his other hand and enclosed it over mine that rested on his chest. His fingers were long and bony, trapping me in place."Then there's Marco Arandia,
Though Deshawn wasn't truly there, he could touch and hold stuff from our world. Taron's weight was shared between the crazy girl and the ghost of his best friend but he had no idea. It was unsettling.Together, the three of us walked through the front door where I was momentarily speechless at the interior. Just like every other Zobel boy house, it was large with winding staircases, expensive decorations, and designer wallpaper. The foyer alone was probably bigger than my whole house and led straight to the glass doors on the other side where more people danced in the garden. The smell of various alcoholic drinks and smoke clung to the air like a disease and groups of people came and went through.Girls idled on the staircase, boys screamed from the pool outside and the music pierced my eardrums.
I leaned against the headrest of the car and listened to the music as it vibrated from the house. Students from Zobel College house never failed to amaze me, this one was no exception. It was larger than I'd thought. It is adorned with colorful flowers hung from buckets along the front, blooming beautifully. More glass than necessary lined the walls just to give a breathtaking peak of the expensive interior. It also provided a nice view of the coastline the houses were built along."I don't think anyone will die in this one if that's what you're worried about," Deshawn reassured while he was in the passenger seat. It was as if he'd fizzed into place as he'd always been there."Unless there's a serial killer on the loose. Then, in that case, you might have an army of ghosts to help you out," he joked.
"Is this a Zobel boy party?" I asked over the music."Uhh, yeah," she answered absentmindedly while trying to roll up her window to stop the bitter chill of night. I figured if this was a Zobel party we'd be more likely to find a suspect worth our time."Why? You got your eye on one of them?" Raven teased while the wind breezed through her dark hair.I threw her a half-smile. She knew better than anyone how I felt about relationships. I just didn't need them. I loved the thrill of a kiss but dreaded the burden of love. That's just the way it was for me."Well Corpus Cole from biology does weed and I'm going to join them tonight." Raven grinned.