“Warner!” My mother screamed from the top of the stairs, her eyes blazing with anger. I knew that look; it was one I always tried to avoid.
“I’m here, mom,” I said. “It’s been one week. I sent you to restock the house, didn’t I? But you keep making excuses. It’s just a few blocks away. Why, if your dad was here—“ she stopped, placing a hand over her mouth. I didn’t say a word. I didn’t need to. “I’ll go now. Sorry, mother.” I didn’t look back; I kept walking, holding onto the credit card with a viselike grip. My father was a truly admirable man; everybody loved him. Even my little sister. But he died when I was 12, and everything changed. Even though he died in the line of duty, he was gradually forgotten by everyone around him. It didn’t matter that he fought for his country; it didn’t matter why he did it. Nobody cared. And the world was always going to go on. I needed to come to terms with that. My mother had been cold since then, and my little sister, who was three years younger, was insufferable. Not the cute or cuddly kind either. I took my bicycle and made my way to the grocery store, my mind muddled beyond comprehension. I didn’t care for friends; they were all superficial anyway. My dad used to have them; where is he now? Dead. He was dead. And there was nothing his so-called “friends” could do about that. Sure, they came around a few times after his death, but gradually the visits dwindled. The government compensated my mother, but it was hardly enough. She’d become the sole breadwinner in the family. That was truly terrifying. I watched her grow older, knowing there was nothing I could do. I didn’t mingle or care about humans, so I had no friends. And by proxy, no jobs. I didn’t mind, though; my little sister and mother fended for the house, working many odd jobs to make ends meet. I tried to do that, but it didn’t work out. Nobody could stand my attitude, and in less than a week, I was already looking for another job. I hated my life. And being from a respected family that’d fallen from grace just served to add insult to injury. “Warner!” I heard my name, but I didn’t turn to look. Aside from family, I was a pariah. I wasn’t bullied in school; I was just treated like I didn’t exist. I rode my bicycle with vigor, anger fueling my body. I knew there was something my mother wasn’t saying; she had eye bags the size of a dwarf planet, and she kept insisting nothing was wrong. I was many things, but an idiot wasn’t one. I knew her jobs weren’t paying, and Darcy, my little sister, had just lost her last job. In simple words, we were in deep sh*t. “Warner! Look out!” I heard, but it was too late. I was in front of a giant truck, driving at full speed toward me. The driver was arguing with someone; at least I could tell he wasn’t paying attention. CRASHHHH I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me I was fucked. I was dying. Thinking about it, I never imagined I’d be watching myself bleed out and people screaming in horror. So, this is how I die. Truthfully, I didn’t live a life, per se. I never had friends and acted like I never needed any. Everything I did, I did to escape from others and to not build bonds. “Staunch the blood flow and call an ambulance!” A voice I didn’t recognize spoke, warm hands cradling my head. It was the voice of earlier, and it was filled with warmth. “Ah, this isn’t so bad,” my inner voice said. I was losing blood, but strangely enough, I didn’t feel any pain. I was just a clearheaded mess that had nothing to do with the fact that my body was broken and my legs bent at an unnatural angle. Even if they wanted to save me, I couldn’t be saved. There were screams from various places around me, but I paid them no mind. I just really wanted to know the owner of that voice, but I knew I wasn’t going to. I was slowly drifting away, losing my hold on reality. “I wish… I had a second chance,” my inner voice hammered over and over again, and I could see the faces of my classmates and the school I walked out of. Or, preferably, dropped out. It wasn’t their fault; it’d never been. And I was realizing it at my death. [WHY DO YOU WANT A SECOND CHANCE?] A voice boomed, and I couldn’t tell where it was coming from. But I just knew that I couldn’t lie to that voice; everything in me screamed not to. “To be a better person, a better human...” I said, my hallucinations fading away. The lightheaded feeling came again, and I embraced it this time. Because I knew from the beginning that I was going to die. You will prove yourself first. That was all I heard before the world completely faded to black, and I saw or heard nothing anymore. ~~ Death hurts. I didn’t know why, but all over my body, I was in severe pain. I cracked open one eye to see white walls and the steady beating sound of a monitor. I was clearly in a hospital. Which meant that I hallucinated everything else. But then something kept nagging at me. For one, I recognized nothing about the place. It was a hospital, yet it felt like a home. The mattress was uncommonly soft. “Where am I?” I asked, looking around. A lady walked past my room and backpedaled almost immediately, her eyes wider than saucers. “Patient 919 is awake!” She screamed, and suddenly, the hospital became a den of pandemonium. What is happening?What the hell?Some people came to stare at me like I was some spectacle they’d never seen before. “Are you really okay?” A doctor with the kindest eyes I’d ever seen asked, her face filled with worry. I couldn’t understand why, though.“Never better,” I replied. They were overreacting to something as small as an accident, and I didn’t feel as much pain, which was curious.“How are you even—how’s this possible?” She seemed stumped for words, but I just shrugged. “The impact was bad, wasn’t it? Well, I’m fine now.” I smiled, all teeth. She looked at me, fixing the glasses at the bridge of her nose.“I don’t know how to say this, but... I wasn’t there.” She replied hesitantly, and I didn’t know why she bothered mincing words with me; she was a doctor and I was a patient. There was nothing else that held us together. “Of course, that’s to be expected. Where is my family? I want to tell them I’m awake.” I was happier than I’d been in a while, and nothing could dampen it, not even the c
“So, Mother died,” I said factually, still unable to wrap my head around it. First, my sister was way older than I could ever imagine, and I was 17. If she’d told me that I retained my youthful appearance, that wouldn’t be a problem for me.But less than 24 hours before, I was a vegetable of an old man, and waking up and still feeling slight pains didn’t add up. Aside from the fact that I wasn’t meant to be able to walk ever again, I was meant to be half-dead from the intensity of the crash. It was a monster truck going at breakneck speed.“Yes, she did. And she wanted to apologize.” Grace fidgeted, but I didn’t know why; I didn’t want to hear it. It was probably something sad or something that did not correlate with the current situation.“Don’t worry about it; I never held a grudge. Now, can I tell you my side of the story?” I asked, waiting for my time to speak. I started to mentally file the issues I was experiencing, and one thing stood out: I had no recollection of 50 years.Tha
A few weeks later, Grace came for me. She came with her "grandchildren,” which felt weird because they were all older than I was.“Hi,” I said, wondering if I needed to use honorifics. But I was older than they were, according to the future.“You’re alive!” She was a lady with the quirkiest personality I’d ever seen and one of Grace’s favorites because, apparently, she acted the opposite of me. This was told to me in confidence, of course.“Yes, unfortunately,” I quipped, and she placed a hand over her mouth in horror, as if I said something worth being lynched for. I wouldn’t know because I hadn’t exactly been active for the past 50 years. “Lay off, Rebecca. He’s technically our grand uncle.” A man of maybe 23 years old spoke, his prim and proper manners evident in his words. I wanted to get to know them more and see the people that came from Grace. They probably wouldn’t believe it if I told them about the antics Grace always got up to, so I decided not to. She needed to maintain
“Great uncle Warner, you don’t mind, do you?” Rebecca sent the cutest puppy dog expression I’d ever seen my way, and my heart positively melted. “Well, no, I don’t,” I replied with a bashful expression, unable to look her in the eye. I’ve never been one to act cool in situations such as this one.“Elijah!!! Get your butt down here!” Rebecca screamed out loud, and the very prim and proper Elijah poked his head out from the top of the stairs, his words coming out in grumbles.I wasn’t sure I’d ever seen him that way, which was a big step up from the stoic expression he always wore.“What do you need, Becca? I was reading for my post-graduate research on the phenomenon. The Theory of Evolution and the Powers That Be I don’t have time for your side quests,” Elijah said, and contrary to what I thought, he still made his way towards Rebecca after lots of grumbling.“Yeah, yeah, we know you’re the smart one. But listen, isn’t this a good time for you to put your big brains to work? We have
Rebecca humored me most of the time, and Saul was almost never around. So, I was stuck with Rebecca and Elijah, who were suddenly becoming my two favorite people in the world (sorry, young Grace).The life they lived was not too different from the life I was used to, except they had a Kaiju or two to think about, and I couldn’t use their appliances without almost hurting myself. Saul calls it healthy training, but I have a nagging suspicion he’s trying to murder the socks off of me.Elijah was the older sibling, and his academic achievements were nothing to scoff at. Even on the New Liberty Front, he was a force to be reckoned with. I also found out about the amount of knowledge I was lacking, and the thought almost sent me into a spiral of depression.The world had become a technocratic society, ruled by the technologically savvy. With the threats of the other worlds and the tear in space, AI became humanity’s biggest weapon to ward off the danger. The platform—that’s what it was ca
“Rebecca, free your brother. And tell me why you don’t want him to talk to me.” I didn’t mince words as I stood from where I was sitting, walking towards her.“Do you hate me now, too? Like everyone else?” She asked, tears forming in her eyes. I hated manipulation, tears or not. And I needed to make it clear to everyone.“Hate you? Why would I? I don’t even know you.” That was a low blow, I agree. But I was burning with rage, and I only knew what I said was terrible when Elijah gasped and Rebecca ran out of the room. I picked up a brush by the bed stand and brushed my hair before a vanity mirror, my eyes of stormy blue reflecting the rage that sat on my chest.“She just wanted a friend. You shouldn’t have done that.” Elijah looked at me like I was a stranger, and then he walked out of the room, probably to look for Rebecca. I wouldn’t know; I didn’t want anybody in my space right then. My anger was a lethal thing—an overdose, a toxin. I always kept it under lock and key, but it shat
Rebecca was dead. There was a knife sticking out of her body, and her eyes stared at me, full of unspoken words. Then, her bright eyes went dull, and her body flopped onto the ground.Even while staring at her lifeless body, it didn’t feel real. It couldn’t be. There was no way that the one person who made life even more adventurous for me was dead.“This is a prank, right? Elijah? She’d appear from behind the trees and try to scare me, and we’d all laugh over my reaction. Right?” My fingers were shaking, and my eyes were unfocused. My head was banging, and I wanted to scream out loud.“DO NOT TALK TO HIM, WARNER!” I heard Elijah’s voice and turned to see a badly beaten-up version of Elijah, eyes swollen and lips bleeding. I couldn’t recognize that once handsome face anymore.“Run, Warner! Don’t let him catch you!” Elijah screamed, but I didn’t move. His eyes roved around and latched onto Rebecca’s form on the ground, lifeless.He ran toward her, tears streaming down his face. But I s
“Warner!” I heard my mother scream my name. Wait, what? My mother? “Mum? Is that you?” I jumped from the bed and stared at my room. It was a pretty plain place, with just a mattress thrown on the ground and a study table. But it was mine.“How? How am I back here?” I asked aloud, but no answer came. “If you don’t come down this instant, I’ll make sure you run errands every day for a week!” My mother threatened from downstairs, and I ran down, my heart hammering against my chest. “Mother? You’re here,” I jumped into her arms and began to weep, ugly tears running down my face. I didn’t think of looking cool then; that was the absolute last thing on my mind. “Are you fine, Warner? Did you eat something bad? What’s wrong with you?” My mom looked at me with concern, her warm green eyes more beautiful than any gemstone I’d ever seen. “Nothing is wrong, mom." I love you. I love you a lot. And I’m sorry.” The words came spilling out of me, and I didn’t bother to hold them back. I had a