I Can't Touch Girls, Otherwise They Go in Heat

Prologue

Have you ever felt like you've been blessed and cursed at the same time?

Blessed in the sense that when you wake up, you suddenly feel like you've been bestowed with something special by someone up there. You can say that it's similar to gaining a talent overnight without doing anything. You can also say that it's like having superpowers after waking up from a good night's sleep.

On the other hand, cursed in the sense that said talent is something that you didn't want. That 'something special' given to you by the guy up there. What if it's not what you wanted?

What if you didn't want to live with it?

Surely most people would be glad that they develop a unique talent out of nowhere and take pride in it. Afterwards, they'll continue to hone and refine their abilities to the best they can. Some of them even use those 'talents' to compete in world-class competitions.

In my case, I suppose it's different.

I can't improve or be better at what I can do because there's no possible way to do something like that.

I can't improve on something I can't improve on.

You don't get it? You will.

Oh, and I didn't want this at all, by the way.

I mean, I'd love to be good at something that I've never done before like any other person, but why did it have to be this?

Honestly, I don't even think that what I have can even qualify as a 'talent'. A more appropriate term would be 'curse', but I think other people, especially guys, would be jealous of me and call it a 'gift' instead.

Are you getting my point now?

You see, this is how I was blessed and cursed by someone up there for the rest of my life.