Ava: After killing Justice
“She’s fixing me a cup of coffee,” she says to me, placing back her half-eaten cupcake. “Patience!” She calls out in such a bellowing voice it hardly fits her frail old woman’s body.
Patience ambles into the sitting room and at the mere sight of us, her cheery expression crumbles faster than rocks at the edge of a precipice. She recovers quickly and plasters on a plastic smile while setting the mug of steaming coffee on the table. “Mother, what are they doing here?”
Try as she might, her displeasure of seeing us has already meandered its way through her façade but my mum’s ever ready to give off her platitudes. “We’ve come over to give you our best. I’ve personally read the news and figured we’d offer our support.”
I try to get past the niceties, plastering on my worried best friend face. God, I’m so burning in hell for this. “They keep saying they’ve found some sor
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