Skylar: After killing Justice
I learn two things about Mr Paps’ wife and it’s this: she’s an obsessed cat lover. There are four newborns assaulting the breasts of an orange skewbald cat. The cat I saw through the window gives a shrill cry when Mrs Paps kicks it away from me. I spot another two down the hall, playing tug of war with a woollen cardigan. The second thing is this: Mrs Paps is a hoarder. An assortment of milk tins are scattered across the dining table and I’m pretty sure if I pop one lid open, my nose will be assaulted by a months’ worth of stench. There are two dispensers; one broken down, the other functioning with a spluttering whirr akin to a hacking cough. As Mrs Paps tries in vain to clear a spot on the brown couch, my feet catch on a pogo stick and I almost go down hard if not for the coffee table.
“Sorry, dear. If I knew you were coming this early in the morning, I would’ve…” She trails off, her gaze wandering off to
Skylar: After killing Justice It’s noon by the time I get back home. My first earning is spent on a packet of frozen potatoes with which I intend to make fries. In the empty space, I’ve made into a kitchen, I ponder over what Gertrude told me. I’m confused as to why Cece Halm of all people would need a job. The last time I checked, her mother works at The Circle Register and her dad’s a chemical engineer. Knowing she comes from wealth doesn’t ease my guilt for stealing her identity to get this job. I tell myself I’m saving her the trouble. Gertrude’s grandson, Kofi, is a nightmare, and after meeting him, I can’t shake the feeling that he looks familiar. I sit down with my plate of fries and pull out my phone. I have two emails from my dad’s old email address. One is personally from Principal Lancaster, inviting my dad over for a one-on-one so they can discuss my behavioural issues. I scoff and send it to spam mail. The other is from the
Skylar: After killing Justice “I want to leave.” I rise up, but the look she gives me cements me in place. “Sit down, please.” Her smile is thin and flat. “I’m sorry, but I can’t let you go just yet. I need to ask you a few more questions.” The sound of a car door slamming with a thud filter through the window. She checks her wristwatch, frowning. “Got somewhere to be?” I sound more confident than I feel. My slippery palms are the only telltale of my nervousness. “It can wait.” Again, that stupid plastic smile. I resist the urge to lurch forward and wipe it off her face. Suddenly the office walls feel like they’re moving closer, making it much too small for me to be in here. “I came here to help a friend out not get detained.” She leans forward, eyes digging into my skull. “See, I find that hard to believe. Why don’t you calm down and let’s talk?
Skylar: After killing JusticeWhen she rises from the bed, the protruding baby bump is the only explanation I get. Stupidly, I blurt out an oh but there’s no indication that I’ve offended her. “Dad’s been sneaking out of the house around this time. I know since I hear him every time he leaves.” She’s all business now. “That’s why we’re going to track him using the app I downloaded today. It’s called Spyic. He won’t even know we’re tailing him.”I give her a wry look. “How do you know all this?”She shrugs. “Where else but Google? There’s like loads of info on there you just have to know where to look.”Beside me, Ava rolls her eyes. “What now?”“We wait for him to leave,” Asia says.Ten minutes later we’re shut inside Asia&
Thana: After Killing Justice They send me a load of texts telling me to meet them at the community library, ordering me to be there before noon. Don’t be late, Ava texts emphatically in caps. Instead of feeling annoyed that my Saturday morning was going to be spent at a library I didn’t even know existed, I’m glad. I’m being summoned. It’s good to feel like I belong. My phone isn’t a black nothingness anymore. But there’s a dark voice whispering to me that it won’t last for long, not with how much I’m keeping from them. I’m not the kind of girl to hoard away her secrets. Most people know them before I can even confess. If Ava and Skylar know what I know, they won’t look at me the same way. My murky past must stay in the dark, my real reason for wanting to get back at Justice along with it. The invitation staring back at me on my phone inspires me with a new sense of valiance I haven’t felt before. So I go in search of Nabil and when I do
Thana: After killing Justice Skylar smirks at me as if she knows I’m lying, but finds it amusing that I’m terrible at it. Ava, however, is oblivious and gives me a pitying look. “Sorry, but this couldn’t wait.” Her eyes scour the place before she speaks again, which is overly dramatic considering there’s no one here but us. “We’re here to sort of compare notes and figure out what went wrong.” She makes it sound as if what we did was right and some anomaly just entered the equation and messed everything up. Then what she says next sends shock pulsating through me: “Skylar found out my dad was the one booking the room at the hotel.” After a long beat of silence between us, I ask, “How?” If I look in the mirror right now, I’d see the ugly mask of confusion on my face. “How did you find out?” I ask. My eyes land on Skylar. “I went to the precinct yesterday.” A pause and then she frowns. “Does it
Thana: After killing JusticeI don’t ask what Skylar means when she says this. My eyes are fixated on the blackened screen of Justice’s phone, my thoughts whirlpooling: Ava has had this since Friday. Could she have gone through it? Does she know my secret? Did Justice ever delete our chats like she erased the very existence of me? I jut my head to the phone. “Have you gone through it? Found anything?”“Nope. I can’t seem to get past Justice’s stupid password,” she says in defeat. “I’ve tried her birthday. Mine. Victor’s. I even tried Patience is a dead cow, something Justice loved to say all the time and nothing. It’s like I don’t even know her anymore.” Her eyes have gone glassy and I want to ask: If you cared so much about Justice, why make that plan? Why hate her for some meagre title like Head girl? There’s got to be more than Ava’s letting on
Thana: After killing Justice Afterwards, I curled up into a ball and cried my eyes out, hating myself for hitting send. Hating her for her silence after the double blue ticks appeared on my screen. Hating her even more for blocking me. Maybe she deleted the messages too, but I can’t be too sure, so I say, “We can use it. If we hand it over now, we won’t get the answer to why. Why us? Why blackmail us into burying her? You know once we give it up the cops, they won’t disclose any information and we’d be left in the dark.” Skylar leans in. “So what you’re saying is, we get him to meet us? Isn’t that dangerous?” “It’s really not. It’ll be three against one. There’s not much damage he can do.” Ava’s eyes meet mine. “I think it’s smart and we could even get a confession out of him.” And just like that, all’s forgiven. I will not make them doubt me again. She delicately picks
Thana: After killing Justice Now, looking at his stunned expression, darting eyes searching for an escape from us, I’m pondering over what this means for him, for us. My brother is an exceptional artist with words that are meant to make you, not break you. I can’t imagine those fingers that have deftly moved with a pencil on a page, wrap around a knife and stab a girl seven times. Twice in the throat without remorse and three times in the chest without a second thought. “What are you staring at?” Skylar snarls. “You’ve got some nerve looking at us after what you did.” Nabil blanks and takes a step back. “W-what are you talking about?” he stutters. He’s rehearsed somehow because he looks stoic and confused like he just can’t place his finger on why Skylar is fuming. If she were a cartoon, I can only perceive the amount of smoke billowing out of her ears and nose. “Did you think you’d get away with it?