"Why Lucy? Why did you do it? And with my ex-boss? Don't you have any shame? Why did you have to lower yourself to that extent?" Ivan asked with an ashen expression. His skin was pale to begin with and with the distress, it became paler and he almost looked as if he was drained of blood.
"Ivan, y...you can't blame me...I had no choice, he promised to help me if I accepted him, he...."
"You pushed yourself to him because he gave you petty promises? What can does things do? It would not last you for eternity." Ivan cut her off in angry. He felt as if something stuffy was pressed against his chest and he coughed, Lucy was startled but did not help him out, she just kept her head lowered without talking.
"Did you ever have feelings for me? Do you even care about the child we had together?" Ivan asked again. When he remembered what happened to his son, his eyes reddened and he clenched his fists before glaring at Lucy with despise.
He had tried calling her yesterday but she did not pick and when she finally did, she invited me over to her house and now?
He came a little bit too early because he wanted to question her and to tell her about the death of their son but he had to witness such an horrible scene instead.
He suddenly felt useless and worthless.
His job was taken away from him without any reason and now his wife? who had he offended and what had he done wrong to be treated in such a way?
"Errm..Ivan, I really love Jack, can you allow us to be together?" Lucy suddenly said, she was holding the hems of the blanket that was covering her body, making her look weak but the statement that came out from her mouth was very merciless.
Ivan suddenly let out an hollow laugh that tears started to fell from his eyes but Lucy remained silent. Ivan thought that she was joking at first but with the look of things, he realised that she was not and could not help but feel bitter.
"Do you know how ridiculous and hilarious you sound? Can you even hear your self? You love Jack? Was that not what you told me before we got married? But now? the feelings are gone? Bullshit." Ivan could not control his voice anymore and yelled but Lucy did not even flinch and Ivan suddenly realised something crucial.
Although Lucy had been behaving so guilty and weak since Ivan started to question her, Ivan suddenly realised that she might not be as gulity as he thought that she was.
She was not asking for his opinion, she was telling him because she had already realised made up her mind. She must have a reason for behaving in such a way, that must be the reason why she called him.
Thinking about that, Ivan trembled visibly and he finally spurted out mouthful of blood after keeping it in for so long, He glared at Lucy and became speechless.
"You can only agree, I have already got together with Jack, it is for your own good, you know how Jack can be, you've disrespected him so much tonight but I will plead for you so that he would not harm my son, but you must agree to let me go, we can't continue this relationship any longer." Lucy said calmly and Ivan's eyes dilated.
He felt that Lucy already had everything planned since all this while, she had been lying to him.
No wonder, she had not been coming home for days and whenever Ivan asks, she would make up an excuse that she went for a business trip, in a meeting or something of that sort.
Ivan realised that he was just a fool for believing in her, he felt like a complete dummy but he still loves her, it was foolish but you have to know that they've been together for some years.
"Lucy, is Jack forcing you? did he threaten you or something?" Ivan asked with hope in his eyes, he hoped that he had guessed right that she was not doing all this willingly. That she had been forced and still loves him and their child.
"Even if he does threaten me, what can you do about it?" Lucy said, her voice suddenly became chilly and unfeeling.
Boom!
Like a bomb, it resounded in Ivan's mind and he nearly spasmed because she was right. Even if Jack really did threaten her, there was nothing he could do.
He was just a nobody, he does not have a status or money to keep his wife to himself. He felt pathetic.
But still, he saw hope.
"So, he did threaten you?" He asked again, he had already lost his only child with Lucy, he does not want to lose her as well, he felt like he would breakdown completely if she really does not want to stay with him anymore.
"No, he did not threaten me. We've been together for some weeks. We started our relationship after that dinner party where we saw each other first." She stated and Ivan stated.
They've been dating for weeks? Then what about all the stress he had went through just to make her happy? What about the humiliation? Everything was just for another man to take his wife and his wife was even willing.
"I....i thought you refused him that night..." Ivan asked and she chuckled.
"Yes, in front of you, I did reject him but I still went back to him after that, He has the money, the status, the connections and everything I need to live a good life, but what did you have? You literally have nothing but only knows how to sweet talk and beg your way out. Ivan, you are useless." Lucy said mercilessly and walked away without hesitation. She took her clothes with her and left the room in haste as if in a hurry to leave his presence.
Ivan stood there like a dummy, his back was bent and his body was shaking as if he wanted to have a relapse.
Ivan stood rooted on the same spot, his body was shaking violently and he looked as if he was going to break down at any moment. At that moment, his emotions were very complicated, he was even in turmoil. Lucy entered the room again, but she was fully dressed. She seemed to be searching for something and did not spare Ivan a single glance. Ivan choked slightly, it was as if something was stuck in his throat, but he knew that he had to tell Lucy about their child. She might change her mind....probably. "Lucy, have you really made up your mind?" He asked instead, holding unto the last string of hope. Lucy finally raised her head to look at him, but contempt and disdain was obvious in her eyes. She looked at him as if he was a joke."Why should I change my mind? I would have left you since all this days, but when I thought of that boy, I could not do it." She said and his eyes reddened."O...our child, h...he died yesterday." He finally said.Lucy was stunned for a while, seeming to b
Ivan left the company with slumped shoulders, he carried his things on his left arm and walked slowly towards home. He would have hailed a taxi but he does not have enough money, so he could only walk.His mind kept recalling what had happened the previous night like a broken disk, everything kept flashing in his head and his nails dug into his palms but he seemed to not have noticed it.His face was filled with distraught and he kept his head lowered as he walked. It seemed as if all strength has been drawed from his body but his heart was filled with grievance, anger, hatred and self-depriciation. He let out an hollow laughter and blamed himself for everything. His son had died and it was his fault, he could not even keep his wife to himself, he felt that Lucy could only resort to that means because she was helpless. "It was all my fault." He whispered in a low voice. He suddenly did not feel like going home, the house was filled with memories of his son and his wife, when they ha
The sunlight seeped through the window and highlighted a figure on a bed, his arm and head was bandaged and you could still see the slight blood. His face was ghastly pale and his lips were chapped and dry.All in all, he looked very sick and feeble, if you did not look closely, you would not know that the figure was a 'he' because of his weak physique.The figure grunted and squinted his eyes open with difficulty, he closed them back as he was unable to adapt to the sudden brightness. Soon, he opened them again and this time, clearer.Of course, the figure was Ivan.Ivan furrowed his brows tight and looked around."Where the fuck am I? What happened to me?"He was in a luxurious room that looked like a room in a five star hotel. The room was clean and was painted white, it was very quiet and apart from Ivan's slight breathing sound, there was also a beep sound from the machine beside him. His eyes widened in realisation, he was in a hospital but the room looked different from the ro
Ivan's heart sank and he even felt as if his heart was pierced with glass shards, it hurts terribly that his face turned ashen and he stiffened. He raised his bloodshot eyes to look at Lucy, Lucy was stunned by the look on his face and she shifted uncomfortably on her seat but still maintained that uncaring expression. She felt that there was no need for her to be guilty, he should blame it all on his uselessness. She was about to talk when the man beside her stopped her."Good afternoon Mr Ivan, my name is Ben and I am Miss Lucy's lawyer, she complained that you've not been taking care of her and you are also an irresponsible Father to your child that he died. She said that you are unable to care for her and that she does not want the marriage any more. Those are the divorce papers as you've read. So, please sign them to avoid unnecessary trouble." Ben finished his speech and looked at Ivan for his response. Ivan was dumbfounded at what Ben said.Miss Lucy? He had even started to
Ivan was surprised at what Lucy said, if what she said was true then it would mean that her company would start tp grow well from then onwards.You must know that for a big corporation could agree to invest in a small enterprise, it either meant that the small enterprise had limitless potential or it has many connections.In Lucy's case, it was both possibilities.Actually, Ivan was happy for her, but when he remembered how she got her connections, he froze.Lucy thought that he was feeling bad about himself, her pride rose and his expression stroked her ego. Lana could already guess what was going on, but she sighed.The truth was that she really liked Ivan, he was a caring husband and also very polite but he was useless and there was nothing Lana could do to help someone like him."Lucy, did you get your connection by sleeping around?" Ivan suddenly asked with a tremble to his voice and Lucy's face changed drastically before flaring up."Ivan, how dare you? Do you want to ruin my im
"Did you think that we just freezed Lucy's account just for nothing? We knew how despicable you could be so we feeezed her account so that you won't live off her. But we still underestimated you, even after freezing her account, she was still the one feeding the family with her small enterprise company, are you not ashamed? Ivan, are you even a man?" Mrs Anderson questioned, her pitch getting higher and louder until it became a shriek."Ivan, I had wanted to accept the relationship with my daughter after she gave birth to your child, but when I also heard that the boy had died due to your carelessness, I was utterly disappointed. You are not worthy of my daughter from the beginning and you are even worse now, you are not even worthy of carrying her bathroom slippers." Mr Anderson also said, he was calm and collected but the rage in his eyes showed how much anger he was feeling right then.Ivan could not talk, it was not like he does not have anything to say but that he could not open
The divorce issue was finally settled, Mr and Mrs Anderson could not help but beam."Now, our daughter will be able to get a good man to marry." Ivan, who was already on his way upstairs nearly stumbled when he heard what Mrs Anderson said. He could not help but wondered if they knew that Lucy had cheated on him.But so?Even if they knew, Ivan was sure that they would dismiss it and he would also be blamed for it. Helpless, he could only keep quiet. Now, he was not staying in Lucy's house as her husband anymore, but as a servant because he had to work for staying here. He had been reduced to such a state.That was not right, he was never something from day one....In the evening, Ivan left his room and went downstairs. He has been on his bed, trying to sleep and forget everything that happened but he could not. He must have woken up six times. It was a futile tussle of conflicting and complicated thoughts.He had wished to sleep it all off and wake up to the refreshing sunlight bu
Ivan ignored the two people who bypassed him and went back to sleep on the couch. He did not want to sleep in the guest room beside the master's bedroom. Ivan was still perambulating around when he heard a moaning sound from upstairs. It was loud, and it was obvious that Lucy was not trying to control her voice. It was unknown whether she did it intentionally or not. He stopped walking for a while, clenched his jaws, and then lay on the couch with his back, staring at the ceiling. ... The morning rays flooded into the room through the drawn curtains, shimmering on the surface of the glossy tiles. The drawn curtains fluttered with the early morning wind, casting flowing shadows on the ground as they moved, giving the room a surreal vibe. Ivan squinted his eyes open at this point, his eyelids droopy, and looked around the sitting room with his groggy eyes, as if confused about where he was. After a while, his eyes regained clarity, and he stood up, then walked towards the stairs