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Lou walked in minutes after I had made my discovery. I shot downstairs taking them three at a time. How I didn’t break my neck is a mystery.
Lou had no idea why I was in such a flap. Gripping her by the shoulders was when I saw how much I was scaring her with my actions.
“Lou thank god you’re here. Where have you been?”
“Calm down. We just went to the shop for some fags and milk. What’s up with you?”
“Nothing But when I got home I saw your bags. And you know?”
“What you thought that we were leaving because you are weird?”
“Well, I wouldn’t say weird. But yes.”
“I’m glad your not a cop or a crime would never get solved. You asked me if I would go with you at short notice yes?”
“Yes?”
I had no idea what Lou was getting at but the way she was speaking had me getting excited.
“So you said s

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74Well, that was informative. There are more people than I thought watching me. One of them wants to offer me a job. What a joke. If I was so good then no one would be looking in my direction.Wayne was a problem. No he is a problem. What can I do? I have said too much. He can’t do anything with the information but he has it now. That gives me a bad feeling in my gut.Thinking of Wayne makes me remember Lou and Adam. My old new crappy blue car is still outside the pub and I don’t have a ticket. It’s a small victory but today I will take it. I jump in and turn the key.Nothing. I turn the key back and forth. All that happens is a rapid clicking noise. That sound tells me the battery is dead. I knew my little red car was a good an.I have a couple of choices and they are pretty straightforward. I ask in the pub if I can get a jump or bump of anyone or I call for a mechanic and get ripped off. Back into the pub, I go.“
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75The front door was left open as I ran to the kitchen. The radio was on and a presenter was taking calls. Lou was out in the garden hanging up the laundry.“Harry. Do you want us to take our shoes off before we come in?”“Err yeah. Make yourselves at home we will be with you in a minute.”Lou is not going to be happy with me. She is looking scruffy and tired. When I tell her Keith and his family are here she is going to take my nuts off with a rusty spoon.Lou was still pegging clothes to the line so maybe I have a minute. I get a glass of wine and a can of beer for my guests. I put them down on the coffee table and make a quick excuse about getting ready. I nip upstairs and get Lou a change of clothes and a hairbrush. I put them in a carrier bag and drop them out of a window into the back garden and run back to the kitchen. Passing my confused guests.“Lou. Come here.” I call to her in a stage whisper.<
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