The pungent scent of antiseptic hit my nose as I walked through the dingy halls of City General Hospital alongside my grandmother. The wheelchair I pushed creaked and rattled over the cracked linoleum tiles.
This had become our dreary routine - three times a week I'd help Gram get to her physical therapy appointments. Not that the sessions seemed to be helping much. If anything, her health only deteriorated more rapidly.
"How are you feeling today, Gram?" I asked gently as we waited for the elevator, trying to sound upbeat.
"Oh, just fine dear," she said, giving my hand a light pat even as she struggled for breath. Her skin was paper thin, blue veins starkly visible. But her eyes still held a spark of lively spirit.
The elevator groaned as it carried us up to the third-floor therapy wing. Sanitized, clinical - this place was worlds away from the warmth of family. But it was all we could afford.
I helped Gram out of the wheelchair and onto the exam table, where her therapist soon came to take her through the usual exercises. My heart clenched seeing her frail body bend and stretch in ways it just couldn't anymore.
After the hour-long session that exhausted her, I lifted Gram carefully back into the wheelchair. As we headed out, she lightly squeezed my hand.
"Thank you for doing this, Adam. I know it's not easy." Her voice was soft, tinged with shame at being a burden.
"It's no problem at all," I assured quickly. "I...I just want you back on your feet again soon." The lie tasted bitter, but I couldn't crush her hopes.
Stopping by the billing office on our way out had become routine too. But this time, as the clerk tallied the ever-increasing charges, my heart dropped into my stomach.
The total was staggeringly high, far beyond our meager means. And the clerk was quick to remind us, "Unless a payment is made soon, we will have to suspend further treatment." Her tone made it clear she said this often.
My legs felt shaky and weak as I pushed Gram's chair silently to the pharmacy next. The stark truth was staring me in the face. We were destitute, barely scraping by even with my scholarships. These vital therapies were quickly becoming unattainable luxuries.
What could I even hope to do? Pick up more shifts washing dishes at the diner? Search the couch cushions for loose change? It would never be enough to put a dent in this mountain of medical debt.
For a moment, my mind flashed back to the elegant opulence of the Auclairs. Designer clothes are worth more than my grandmother's life-saving care. Posh country clubs and banquet halls dripping with wealth.
Agatha's words echoed in my memory - "Everyone has their price." As much as it galled me, she was right. Beggars couldn't afford principles. Not when Gram's future hung in the balance.
My hands gripped the push handles tightly. When it came to saving my only family, there was no line I would not cross.
Back in our cramped apartment that evening, I sat quietly as Gram dozed in her armchair. The ravages of illness and exhaustion were etched deeply into her kind face. She deserved so much better in her golden years than this meager existence.
My choice was already made. Tomorrow I would seek out Agatha and take her up on the offer, distasteful as it was. I could swallow my pride and play the Auclair's games if it eased Gram's remaining days.
But I would not grovel - the money was for her care alone. Once she was stable, I would disappear from that family's twisted lives and work to repay every stolen cent. It couldn't be called stealing when it was a life at stake.
Later that night, I lay awake on my lumpy mattress, rain pattering against the thin window. Agatha's world was so foreign, that I had scarcely dared dream of crossing into it. But destiny pushed me here all the same.
In the darkness, I steeled myself for whatever tomorrow would require. My integrity meant little if I couldn't provide for my own. Right or wrong, I was determined to protect those I cared for, the only way I knew how.
Morning came too soon, the feeble light barely piercing the gloom of our apartment. I dressed quietly, careful not to wake Gram. She need never know about the devil's bargain I was making solely for her sake.
Outside, the air was sharp and bitter. I pulled my threadbare coat tighter, my breath fogging. The walk to the upscale fancy district was long but gave me time to clear my head.
By the time I arrived at the restaurant that Agatha sent me the address, the morning crowds were bustling along the slick streets. Pushing inside, I was greeted by the glare of fluorescent lights and cloying perfumes.
The maître d' raised an eyebrow skeptically, looking me over. Though dressed impeccably in the designer suit Agatha had purchased, I didn't belong in this Michelin-star restaurant where the chandeliers probably cost more than my apartment.
"He's with me, Jean-Luc," Agatha called breezily, gliding up beside me in a cloud of cologne. With a polite nod, Jean-Luc quickly ushered us to a private table in the back, no doubt assuming I was merely a business associate.
As I sat stiffly across from Agatha, a white-gloved waiter appeared with leather-bound menus. I squinted at the French descriptions and exorbitant prices.
"Wonderful, we'll have the 8-course degustation and a bottle of your '82 Lafite," Agatha told him airily, handing back the menus. I held my tongue, having no choice but to trust her selections.
Once the waiter disappeared, Agatha fixed me with an appraising look. "Now then, we have important work ahead. I can't have you embarrassing the family again with your lack of etiquette."
I bristled slightly. "It wasn't exactly by choice that I attended your holiday party."
She waved this off. "Regardless, you clearly need refinement if you hope to pass as Paul with his relatives. One does not slurp the soup or attack the plate like a rabid dog."
My face burned with indignation and shame. But keeping up this ruse was now my only means to pay Gram's medical bills, so I had to swallow my pride.
"You're right," I said stiffly. "My table manners could use some...improvement."
Agatha smiled. "Good, I'm glad you can take constructive criticism. Now, sit up straight..." She proceeded to correct everything from my posture to handling the cutlery properly, even critiquing my eating pace.
As the elaborate courses arrived, she continued offering haughty pointers between sampling delicate bites herself. Though I chafed at being treated like a misshapen lump of clay, I forced myself to listen.
Finally, Agatha dabbed her ruby lips with the linen napkin and set it aside. "Better. With some practice, you may just pass for a gentleman." I bit back a retort.
"Now, we must work on your conversational skills," she continued. "You'll be facing close scrutiny from the family. Everything from your word choices to tone must match Paul's."
She tapped her chin thoughtfully, then pointed at me. "Pretend I'm Grandfather. Respond appropriately." Clearing her throat, she adopted a pompous baritone. "Paul my boy, will you be attending the races with me this year?"
I fumbled for how best to impersonate Paul's arrogant drawl. "Er, yes Grandfather, I wouldn't miss it for the world...old sport." I resisted wincing at the atrocious accent that sounded nothing like him.
Agatha tittered. "Oh darling, that was dreadful! Paul would never use such uncultured phrasing."
She proceeded to grill me with various questions, ruthlessly critiquing my responses until I learned to adopt Paul's bored, cultured tone. It was exhausting.
After grilling me on etiquette and impersonating Paul, Agatha dabbed her ruby lips with the linen napkin and set it aside. "Better. With some practice, you may just pass for a gentleman." I bit back a retort.
"Now, we need an excuse for your inevitable reticence around the family," she continued. "I suggest playing the troubled youth...a budding addict, perhaps?"
I recoiled instinctively at the thought. "You expect me to act like some junkie around your grandparents?"
Agatha's crystalline laugh filled the quiet restaurant. "It's called verisimilitude, darling. We'll say you've fallen into bad habits to explain your sullen moods and distance."
Her smile was wicked with delight at this dramatic twist. I looked away, sickened by the idea even as I knew she was right that we needed some excuse for my behavior.
"Paul was always a brooding child," Agatha mused. "I doubt anyone would question such a sad downward spiral. What do you think?"
"I think this charade is already twisted enough," I replied bluntly. "But I don't see another option."
Agatha clasped her hands, beaming. "Excellent, it's decided then. You'll be the troubled, addicted prodigal son. How tragically perfect!"
I held my tongue, nostrils flaring in disgust. She just smiled and sipped her wine, utterly unbothered by the wild lies we were constructing. Lies that were now my life and future.
After what felt like hours, the check for a small fortune finally came. As Agatha signed the receipt with a flourish, I tried not to imagine what Gram could've received for the cost of this single meal.
Once we were back outside, Agatha stopped me before I could head home to collapse. "You're improving, but we have a long way to go. I expect you back here again tomorrow, 8 pm sharp. Don't be late."
I nodded mutely, too drained to argue. As her sleek town car pulled away, I felt like nothing more than a puppet on her strings. But the stakes were now life and death.
Trudging up the steps to our dingy apartment, I pushed open the creaking door to find Gram dozing in her chair. My heart clenched. She was why I endured such degradation. For her, anything was worth it.
I gently kissed her papery forehead before sneaking an envelope of bills from my suit pocket. Tomorrow morning, I would call to restart her therapy, though the lump sum required careful rationing.
Checking on the hidden cash stash, I breathed easier seeing it intact. The floorboard now harbored our hopes and futures mingled together. Assuming I could keep stoically playing this part.
That night as I lay in bed, I wondered if there would be anything left of my soul once I became the perfect Paul. But with Gram declining daily, there was no room for doubt. I had to stay the course.
Squaring my jaw, I closed my eyes and slept fitfully, steeling myself for another day of Agatha's demeaning preparations. The road ahead looked increasingly bleak. But I would walk it without hesitation or complaint if it improved Gram's lot.
Some sacrifices were worth weathering for those you loved. Even if the price was one's dignity and identity. Holding Gram's smiling face in my mind's eye, I found the strength to carry on.
My phone buzzed, the screen flashing an unknown local number. Likely a telemarketer. I almost sent it to voicemail before reconsidering - it could be the hospital with an update about Gram. “Hello?” I answered cautiously. “Adam, thank god," came Philippe Auclair's strained voice. "I've been trying to reach you. How did you get this number?” I asked sharply. Philippe cleared his throat. “My assistant looked it up, but that's not important now. Why are you working with my niece Agatha?" I bristled at his intrusive tone. "That's none of your business. Our arrangement doesn't concern you." "Look, you don't understand how dangerous she is," Philippe pressed urgently. "Agatha has no good intentions getting involved.” I gave a harsh laugh. "And you do? At least your niece is honest about what she wants." Philippe sputtered indignantly. “Now see here, I only had the family’s best interests at heart...” “Save it,” I cut him off. “I'll stop working with Agatha when you can pay me even h
The next day, having some time before my next "appointment" with the Auclairs, I decided to do additional research on the family and their business empire. Details were important if I wanted to play the heir apparent convincingly. Wrapped in the back corner of the library, I opened my laptop and began searching for information about the famously reclusive family and Auclair Company assets. To my annoyance, unambiguous facts were scarce. Searching through business journals yielded mainly vague corporate announcements: the acquisition of a new premium hotel chain here and the arrival of elite cruise line ships there. Dry remarks celebrating expansion and profit reveal nothing about the empire's leaders. There are no enlightening descriptions of the executives assisting Auguste Auclair in building his empire from the ground up. His children, Richard, Claude, and Juliet, were hardly more than names mentioned in passing about whatever venture they currently oversaw. Philippe Auclair mi
The day I was supposed to go golfing with Auguste Auclair and his millionaire business partners had arrived. Philippe and I carefully planned to continue the farce of me impersonating his son Paul. My attire had to be flawless—an expensive polo, fashionable sunglasses, and even a light self-tanner—to achieve the desired wealthy golden boy appearance. Examining my appearance in the mirror, I noticed a tiny resemblance to the arrogant jerk Paul. But I instantly dismissed the unpleasant idea. Auguste's desire to golf in the winter seemed weird to me, but Philippe explained that it was primarily an excuse for the tycoons to gather and gossip freely. I'd have to try to insert myself into their private chats. Philippe trained me on country club culture and news about Auguste's social circle to help me play my role conv
Everything appeared blurry as I walked through Wellington Prep's groomed grounds. Despite the familiar surroundings, a feeling of anxiety settled over me. The air felt heavy, and no one else was around. Someone emerged from the mist and began to approach. As he got closer, my breath caught. It was Paul Auclair, alive and well, with his trademark arrogant grin. "Well, if it isn't my favorite scholarship rat," Paul remarked as we stood there assessing one another. "Come to kneel and kiss my ring." I looked at him warily. Paul was in a coma in the hospital when I last checked. What was he doing walking around school, taunting me as he often did? "What's going on, Paul?" I asked cautiously. "Why are you here now? Aren't you..." Paul's expression darkened, and his grin turned into a scowl. "Shut up!" "As if you care after everything you've done." He made a frightening approach to me. I raised my hands in confusion. "Have I done everything? "What are you talking about?" None of this m
As I stepped off the plane and into the Zurich airport terminal, I craned my neck to see the bustling gates and signs in German and French. It was my first time outside of the United States, and the unfamiliar sights and noises were exciting, if a little intimidating.As we made our way to baggage claim, Agatha didn't seem to share my wonders or fears. She was on familiar territory here, surveying the crowd calmly for whoever was going to pick us up.A neat young man in an elegant suit shortly approached, holding a sign with our names. He briskly introduced himself as Elias, the leader of "Ms. Bach's household staff." I blinked in amazement as he took us outside in a nice town car. Agatha clearly lived well here.The Swiss countryside passed by beyond the tinted windows as we drove toward the city. Agatha made light talk, pointing out locations, but my jet-lagged head couldn't take it all. I still didn't know what awaited me here.When we arrived at an elite tower apartment building d
I looked in my mirror while straightening the silk tie of my new outfit. After days of debate, I had finally accepted my position as Paul Auclair, the grandson of a millionaire hospitality company.My luxurious suite's walk-in closet held shelves of tailored clothing that cost more than my complete wardrobe at home. To round out a wealthy look, I chose an Italian leather shoe and a brand watch.In the glare of the bathroom's LED lights, I meticulously arranged my hair to mimic Paul's casual tousled look, replacing my glasses with contact lenses. Examining myself critically, I saw there was a definite resemblance.The arrogant, ice-blue gaze in the mirror sent an involuntary shudder down my spine. But I pushed those unsettling thoughts aside. Surviving means fully embodying this identity. Squaring my shoulders, I entered the elegant dining room. Agatha sat with her fruit dish and lattes, examining the finance pages. Without saying anything, I took my seat at the chosen spot."Good morn
The rest of the week was a blur as I settled into classes at the elite Swiss academy. Despite the high course load, I thrived in the intensively focused setting.Every few days, I would make a video call to my grandmother. I was happy to see her smiling and learn about her improved health after receiving competent care. She inspired me to persevere.When Friday evening arrived, I dressed in the finest designer clothes and wore a golden watch, embracing my identity as Paul. I still felt hesitant about really embodying this persona, but tonight it was important.The beautiful town car dropped me off in front of an upscale club downtown. Though there is a legal drinking age back home, money seems to waive those regulations here. I took a breath and stepped inside. I was directed to the busy VIP lounge. I scanned the crowd and recognized a few individuals from school, despite the fact that we had barely spoken. My arrival drew confused looks.One broad-shouldered
I sank into the plush leather couch with a sigh, loosening my school tie. The day had been exhausting, constantly staying vigilant to avoid slipping up around the elite Imperium Sanctus society members. Agatha breezed into the living room. "Rough day playing the billionaire playboy?" she asked teasingly, handing me a crystal tumbler with an amber liquid. "This should help take the edge off."I took a grateful sip, letting the smooth burn of whiskey unwind my nerves. As Agatha settled gracefully onto the sofa beside me, I recounted the day's events."One of the girls I met at the club, Astrid, brazenly invited me to her dorm room to get high," I told her, shaking my head in disbelief. "Like it was the most casual thing ever."Agatha let out an amused peal of laughter. " she was likely hoping for more than just smoking weed if she invited you back to her room." I nodded, my face flushed. "Of course, I have no intention of doing anything improper with her. I just wasn't expecting such
I stared up at the ceiling, How long had it been now since that fateful Christmas dinner where this whole charade began? Four months? Five? The days and weeks had blurred together into a hazy torrent of deception and performance. Back then, posing as the unconscious Paul for a single evening had seemed like an adventure - a crazy but harmless way to earn some quick cash. Just one night of playacting among strangers, and then back to sweet normalcy. I never imagined how catastrophically wrong things could go. How that single impulsive decision would warp my life into a waking nightmare.Now here I was, trapped indefinitely in the role of an entitled aristocrat halfway across the world. Forced every moment to speak, walk, and think as Paul Auclair. My own identity buried so deep even I struggled to find it in the rare quiet moments like this. I wondered sometimes how the real Paul was faring lost in the darkness of his own mind. Did some part of him sense my clumsy attempts to imper
When Agatha finally paused for breath, I looked up. "I won't do it anymore," I stated bluntly, the words surprising me with their calm finality.Agatha blinked, momentarily caught off guard. "Won't do what, darling?" I met her gaze with new steadiness. "Pretend to be Paul. Lie to Dominic, to everyone. I'm done." The decision filled me with courage. For the first time in ages, I felt free.Agatha stared, then burst into laughter. "Done? You foolish boy, as if you have any say in the matter." Her voice hardened. "You will do exactly as I tell you."I shook my head calmly. "No. Find someone else for your schemes. I'm leaving." I spoke simply, but certainty resonated through me. Agatha's eyes narrowed sharply. "Let's make one thing clear - you have no say in this arrangement.” she said, “Your only role is to obey." I shook my head, weariness giving way to anger. "No, I'm done with your stupid games. Find some other lackey."Agatha stepped closer. "You ignorant fool. Do you really think
The rhythmic thump of the punching bag soothed my frantic mind. Sweat stung my eyes, a welcome distraction from the constant performance that was my life. Focused silence calmed my constant anxiety. Straightforward punches and kicks were a comfort - no tricks, just sweat and discipline. For a few hours, I forgot the daily charade.But pretending around Egon returned quickly. "Hey Paul," he'd call out casually, breaking my normalcy.Paul. Each time he said it, my nerves throbbed. Patience vanished, though I knew Egon didn't get it. I wanted to scream - I wasn't Paul, never would be. Just an unknown imposter trapped in this torture."Where's the fire, huh? You've been going at it like you're about to fight Tyson himself." Egon chuckled, oblivious to the storm brewing inside me."Just blowing off some steam," I mumbled, trying to maintain the facade. But the pressure was building. every forced interaction felt like another brick added to the wall of lies that threatened to crush me."Tha
The next evening I sat pretending to watch TV, muscles wound tight as a spring. Dominic had gone out to some dinner commitment blessedly solo, leaving me momentarily unbothered.Agatha got into the living room and casually muted the noise before resting on the sofa's armrest. I braced for her latest plan, but she simply studied me in silence instead, absently twirling a lock of my hair.After an endless tense moment, she spoke up calmly. "You know, jealousy really doesn't suit you." I raised my head. "What? I'm not jealous," I remarked unconvincingly. My ears burned under her stare.Agatha just smiled. "Please, I see the way you look miserable lately. Afraid you're no longer the center of my attention?" She asked the question lightly, but her eyes were piercing.I chose my answer carefully. "I just don't care for whatever weird game you two are playing with me, that's all." She tilted her head. "Game? I promise you, Dominic and I are very in love. Isn't it only normal to show affect
Keeping distance proved impossible in the sleek apartment. Dominic remained a constant energetic presence over the next few days, telling me colorful stories whenever we crossed paths, despite my obvious lack of interestI would give nice smiles while walking away as soon as possible. Yet Dominic seemed totally unfazed by my reserved attitude, only calling for me to join next time. Agatha watched these conversations with subtle enjoyment that set me on edge.At night I lay awake listening to their muffled words through the wall, unable to escape the sense I was the butt of some unspoken joke between the two. Dominic's deep booming laugh particularly irritated me.On the third night, my patience ran out. I sat on the couch trying to distract myself with a school book, even though the words blurred without meaning.Heavy footsteps announced Dominic's approach before his hulking body suddenly filled the space beside me. I flinched involuntarily at the closeness. He gave no sign of notici
The next morning I came carefully from my suite, unsure what to expect after last night's tense standoff with Agatha. Part of me wondered if she had already left in anger at my defiance.But the smell of fresh coffee drew me toward the kitchen. There I found Agatha sitting casually at the counter, scanning news headlines on her tablet as if nothing were wrong.She glanced up as I entered, one perfect eyebrow raised. "There are fresh croissants if you'd like some," she said kindly as if we were merely polite roommates.I paused, caught off guard by the way she behaved after our fight just last night. Agatha's composure gave no hints, and I fought to get straight."Uh, sure thanks," I managed, moving slowly to the counter piled high with flaky golden cakes. My hunger defeated nervousness as I snagged one and took a bite. Still warm, and delicious.Agatha smiled smugly over her coffee cup at my obvious pleasure. "I had them brought from the best bakery in the city. Only the best, of cour
Back at the sleek modern apartment, I wearily dumped my gym bag by the polished door and kicked off my shoes. The glow of electronic screens and downtown lights streamed through floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the dark valley below. I headed straight for the gleaming kitchen, fishing a sports drink from the fully-stocked stainless steel fridge. Gulping it down, I allowed the cold liquid to rehydrate my drained body. Intense karate training always left me ravenous.Rummaging through cupboards produced a stash of protein bars. I eagerly tore one open and took a huge bite, ignoring manners. I had built lean muscle over weeks of exercise, but my appetite seemed bottomless now. Leaning against the black granite counters, I quickly wolfed down another bar, the sweetness hitting my starved taste buds perfectly. A third fruity bar swiftly followed. Only after devouring half the box did I finally feel sated enough to slow my intake.Wiping sticky hands on my sweatpants, I headed to my l
Despite my dramatic exit from the karate studio, I found myself drawn back a few days later. As much as I hated admitting it, getting some sort of training was better than moping around doing nothing. And with Egon as the instructor, I knew the class wouldn't involve silly kid stuff. I slipped in just as the evening session was starting, avoiding eye contact with Egon up front. The rest of the students gave me curious looks but said nothing as I took an open spot at the back. Egon raised an eyebrow when he noticed me but made no comment. "Let's begin," he simply said, before leading the class through an intense warm-up routine. I pushed myself to keep up with the others, not wanting to show weakness. The lesson covered basic punching and blocking techniques. I focused on copying the moves precisely, forgetting my surroundings. The repetitive motions were oddly soothing.Afterward, I lingered while the other students filtered out. Egon walked over, arms crossed. "You planning on ma
Over the next few days, fighting became my single focus as I trained intensely for a rematch against Egon. I barely glanced at my old phone, ignoring Philippe's check-ins about Gram's health as well as his vague texts. I also strongly ignored Agatha's questions when I constantly went to train. My sessions with Egon entered a stage where I drove myself past the point of exhaustion each time. Nothing felt hard enough - I added punishing cardio and agility drills outside of our planned strength training. My body rebelled with aches and fatigue, but I pushed even further. Redemption against Egon occupied my every waking thought. I had to be better prepared this time and show that our first bout was a fluke. Only a total win in a rematch would satisfy the competitive flame I had stoked within myself.My body had become a weapon forged from pure desperation, the soul within consumed by a single driving purpose - to force the respect of others through dominance. Pride and rage-fueled me lon