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2024-10-29 19:42:56She patted her chest again. ‘Because I saw a person, Sineas. A human being. A human being the animals in this society neglected for reasons that lie outside my personal principles. You're right; I paid attention to you out of pity…at first. Pity that no one was willing to give you a try. To try to look deeper than what their eyes and perceptions permitted them to see. And when I gave you that chance…when I gave you that try, I never regretted it. You’re very smart, you’re thoughtful and you at least have an idea of what a sense of humour is. So, yes, Sin, I never regretted giving you that chance. I never did. Despite the insults, the rejection, the humiliation and the warnings I tried my best to soldier on and be there for you. I never regretted the first day I met you, I never regretted having your back when everyone else tried to break it and I never regretted what happened at the park. Yes, Sin. I never regretted any of it…until now.’
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‘Who?’‘Day-after-day-after-day-after-day. He just wouldn’t stop. I’d watch him beat her senseless. The belt, the shoes, the iron chord and obviously, his fists.’ He laughed, quietly.Doctor Jacob pushed his spectacles further up the bridge of his nose for the third time. He was listening very conscientiously.Sineas continued, ‘He would laugh. Laugh like it was all just a joke. He would bring her into my room at ten, eleven o’ clock at night, dragging her by her hair.’ He laughed again, briefly. ‘He would wake me up. He would force me to watch as he stripped her…as he beat her, right in front of me. The screams. The screams. The screams she made. I couldn’t take it. Watching your mother being put through that. What hurts the most is that I can’t remember most of it. The much more brutal parts. I know they’re in there in my mind. I just can’t reach them. You never know what true
Psych 52. What a Day
The impact slammed his forehead violently into the top of the steering wheel. His head was thumping aggressively when he pulled it back. The tree had stopped the car but the front did not look good. The wipers were still working however and they continued to temporarily clear the windshield unaware that their services might no longer be needed for a while. Doctor Jacob looked outside his window, trying to see something he could at least recognize. It was too dark to see anything. The never ending rain made it worse. He rubbed his head several times with one hand whilst the other groped around under his seat. He finally found the flashlight. He opened the door and stepped outside. He walked towards the bonnet, waving his flashlight in every direction. He could see several houses about a hundred to two hundred metres away. When he got to the front of the car he realized that there was not much damage. He opened it and smoke immediately steamed into his face. He took a step back an
Psych 53. Escape
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Psych 54. The Ex
‘And what have you been up to?’ Sineas asked her.She sighed deeply. ‘Inspector Charles threatened me with a summons last night.’‘A summons?’‘Yeah, that document that demands your presence in court and or whatever. It concerns the deaths of Justin and Miss Bale.’‘He doesn’t honestly think that you did that, does he?’ He sounded bewildered.‘Perhaps…perhaps not. He claims that it’s just “standard procedure”. I’m convinced that it has something to do with the fact that I dated Justin.’‘But you said he only threatened you with it…’‘Yes. He said he’d drag me to court if I refused to come to the station tonight for an “interview”, he called it.’‘So you’re going?’‘What choice do I have, Sineas? I’ll look even guiltier if I don’t.’&lsqu
Psych 55. At the Stake
‘Evening, Miss Sherman,’ he said then closed the door.She gave him a frightened ‘good evening’ then tightened her hands between her knees.The inspector grabbed a few files here and there, opened one of the cabinets then sat down behind his desk. His expression was now neutral. ‘I’m sure you are aware of why you are here?’ he asked her.She nodded, quietly.‘Good,’ he leaned in, clasping his hands on top of the desk. ‘Malrich has had quite a number of crimes in its wake: petty crime, vandalism, corporate fraud, shoplifting and public disturbances like noise complaints from parties…Basically, Miss Sherman, I’m talking about slap-on-the-wrist crimes.’‘Your…’ she cleared her throat and tried to put on the bravest expression she could, ‘…Your point, sir?’The inspector gave a short, hoarse laugh as if he could smell her fear. He said, &lsqu
Psych 56. Back to the Drawing Board
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Psych 57. The Drill
Clarissa rolled her eyes once again and pulled her hand away. ‘Mom, what does he have to do with what we’re talking about right now? I’m the murder suspect, not Sineas.’ ‘Yes, dear, but I’m telling you, that boy is trouble- I can feel it in my bones.’ ‘But Sineas is a good guy! He’s not like all the other boys in our school. He’s totally…’ ‘Please don’t tell me that he’s different, Claire because I don’t think I can take much more.’ ‘Mom, if only you knew how kind he is, he’s also funny and charming and very smart…’ ‘Justin was smart. And if I recall, he was funny too…and kind. Two months later and you were wishing you had never met him.’ Clarissa replied, ‘Justin was a jerk from the beginning. I just rolled with it because Sabrina and Doreen convinced me that a guy like Justin was a rare find.’ ‘And don’t you think it’s a matter of time before this Murphy boy also shows his true colours? Claire, his own mother escaped from a m
Psych 58. Visage
‘I don’t, Aunt Janice. Believe me, if I did I would tell you.’ ‘Maybe you’re thinking that you can keep her safe but she’s in danger, Sin. She could hurt someone, or herself.’ ‘When I last saw her she looked pretty fine to me,’ he mumbled angrily. ‘And when was that?’ She asked now eyeing him closely. ‘I saw her not too long ago...’ he noticed her look getting more and more suspicious, ‘…before she escaped,’ he concluded. ‘Sineas, I thought we talked about this. You do not see your mother without me.’ ‘I’m sorry, Aunt Janice but this is my mother. I have every right…’ Smack! She had slapped him clean across the face with her left, just below his right eye. His face burned with pain. He had felt the flesh on his right cheek shift to the left from the force. She shot up onto her feet. She was fuming, her fists clenched shut. She looked in the opposite direction, her right hand pointing towards the stairs. ‘I
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Clarissa lay on top of Sineas, a small red blanket covering their completely naked bodies. They had switched on the TV and turned to a sports channel, but they were not watching it of course. They had lowered the volume. The heavy rains could be heard beating on the roof from outside. Sineas was stroking her back, gently. ‘So…who taught you?’ he asked her.‘Taught me what?’‘Don’t play dumb, Claire. The moves.’She smiled, then said, ‘When you hang around sluts like Sabrina and Doreen, you pick up a thing or two. Not implying that I’m a slut too but when all your friends can talk about is how to catch a man…how to pleasure him; that stuff tends to stick to your subconscious.’‘So you’ve never..?’‘Had sex? No. That’s actually the reason why Justin broke up with me. Sabrina and Doreen hooked up with some of the members in Justin’s crew but Justi
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