When we were young, we lacked a solid understanding of the concept of a fallen, sinful world and what it meant that one day everything would be set right.I wasn't entirely convinced at the time that anything was wrong with the outside world.When we had put our products on the market in the fall of each year, I had observed that the wider world appeared to be quite exciting in comparison to our modest hilltop home.We were looked down upon by those around us because our parents stuck to the old ways.
The Zoarinian Empire, with its numerous great cities by the sea, was the world's dominant culture as we knew it.They lived their lives quite differently from my parents'.Surely so many people couldn't have done so badly in life to be deserving of their parents' ridicule?My parents' old ways may have been abandoned by the Zoarinians for a good reason.At that point, I had begun to consider the possibility that my parents weren't the ones who required change.As I thought back on that time in my life, I realized how foolish I had been at the time.The Zoarinian culture was portrayed as a free society where people could do whatever they wanted as long as the ruling elite gave their okay. They rarely stopped people from expressing themselves in any way they wanted as long as it didn't stop them from making a profit.Excesses were encouraged, and the traditional values of honor and self-control were discarded as meaningless, outmoded virtues that should no longer apply to life.Because there was something about this new, self-described destiny of life that everyone could appreciate, there were few voices opposing it.In point of fact, the only dissidents I was aware of were my parents, and it had drawn unwanted attention to them as well as to my brother and I. I resented it the most when, as a result of the beliefs held by my parents, I was pressured by people my age to uphold those same beliefs.Although I wasn't sure if I held those beliefs, I had to defend them out of loyalty to my parents.My father's refusal to visit a temple priestess who requested his presence in her private chambers at the city temple after she had observed him while out walking in the marketplace during the harvest festival appeared to be the beginning of the real trouble.Few would turn down a sensual evening with a beautiful temple priestess behind closed doors, so such a refusal was unheard of.Refusing an offer from a priestess was considered an insult because priestesses rarely made advances on commoners.Even though it was antiquated to be devoted to only one person, the relationship my father had with my mother had always been respected by me.Father had made the right choice by declining the priestess's offer, but it had come at a high price.They came after us one sunny summer morning.When I saw my father walk across the barn lot toward me and stumble and gasp as four brightly colored arrow shafts slammed hard into his chest with dull, final thuds, I was just about done with my morning chores.I dropped the bucket of water I had been carrying from the well, terrified by what I had just seen, and ran toward my father. However, he had violently waved me off with one arm.From opposite sides of the barnyard, a number of mounted Zoarinian lancers began to approach my father.I had been yelled at by my father, who was still standing up.Jasper, "Save your mother and brother!"In a dazed realization, I had sensed the weight of the responsibility he had just conveyed to me, as if it were a crushing burden I was unfit to manage. My eyes had briefly locked with his.In that moment, I felt like I knew my father in a deeper and more powerful way than I had ever known him before, even though I had never been particularly close to him.I had watched as he boldly turned to face the approaching lancers while frozen in place.When he reminded me of my responsibility to safeguard the family, I suddenly awoke from my frozen state.With everything I had, I would have fled to the house.I watched what happened to my father as I ran;I had to run past him to get to the house, so I had no choice.I had observed as he snatched a lowered lance from the hands of its mounted rider while standing there, tall and proud.He had balanced the lance over his hand and thrown it at the next rider like a spear. I saw it impale the rider in the middle and send him backwards off his horse.With his lance, a third lancer impaled my father through the back from behind his blind side.I had run even faster for the house, determined to save my mother and brother, tears streaming from my eyes as I turned away from my father.My mother had already left the house and was at the stable helping my brother climb onto one of the two horses there when she left.After that, she came up behind him and propelled the horse forward.As she fought to save her youngest son, my mother had been a strong woman but her face was covered in tears.She wouldn't have left if her father hadn't died, so she must have known.Jasper, quicken your ascent!Before she vanished in a cloud of dust, she had screamed at me and pointed to the second horse.I had jumped the corral's rail fence and jumped onto the second horse's back.I had brutally kneed the horse forward while wheeling it around in order to catch up to her.When I saw a group of riders coming out of a low creek bed to our left after several minutes of rapid riding, I had narrowed the distance between us.Their sudden appearance ahead of us posed a threat to prevent us from escaping.Just before my father passed away, I recalled what I had seen in his eyes.I wouldn't let him down because he had given me the duty of guarding the family.I firmly clenched my jaw;I steered my horse away from my mother's and toward the group of riders who were rapidly gaining on us in an effort to cut us off, not entirely convinced I was doing the right thing.I heard my mom yell, "No!"in a voice of agony, but she didn't stop.She was unable to stop;She was obligated to protect my brother, and she knew in her heart that this was the only way to have a chance of saving his life.When my horse slammed head-on into the group of riders, I briefly pondered whether or not I would ever see them again.I had faintly felt myself break free from the horse and hit the ground hard after the chaos had started.After slowly rising to my feet, I discovered that I was tethered to a horse being led by one of the Zoarinian soldiers.The rider to my left had backhanded me across the face when he saw I was awake, and the rider to my right had backhanded me across the face as well as flung my head to the right.The antics of their companions had made all of the soldiers laugh out loud.If I hadn't been hurting before, I was now; my neck felt broken.I was surprised when we rode into the city of Capeacal because the days of riding and being abused by my captors seemed to flow together.I had never been so far south before at that time.The market place in Capeacal was unlike anything I had ever seen before.It was a lot bigger than Cassis's market.While Cassis's market sold a variety of household goods and fruits and vegetables, Capeacal's market primarily dealt in slaves, which were more expensive.Under the floor of the market, I was pushed into a smelly, dim room.After a brief moment of silence, I heard the sounds of many captives beginning to resume in the room's cramped quarters, and at first I thought I was alone.I had moved to the side of the door and leaned back against the slimy, wet wall to hide from the people who were in the cell and the ones who had put me there, but such places offered little safety.I was unable to ignore a gloomy image of the future that had begun to form within my mind and had overwhelmed me with its depressing vision of the path that lay in front of me.I had been ignoring the hushed conversations that were taking place all around me because I was so caught up in my own misery.I was completely unfamiliar with the dialect, which sounded foreign to me.After listening to it for some time, I realized that I had heard it before.The Imerickian Traders of the Tranquil Islands spoke it in a particular dialect.When I was with my father trading in the city of Sharpe, which we did occasionally, I had heard them speak a few times.On the western side of the Southern Settlements, Sharpe was a seaport town.Because they did not get along well with the Zoarinians, the Tranquil Islanders, like the Valley Landers to the northeast, preferred to trade further south than Sharpe.I'd overheard a conversation that I could understand because it was in my own language among the sea of foreign voices."Krista, pay attention to what I'm saying.Tomorrow we will separate from me."No, Mother!""Agreed, Krista!You must promise to do as I say, because it will happen!Although you are still young, you already know that one day you will be beautiful.Tomorrow, you must make the most of your beauty and carry yourself with pride!Tomorrow, they will put you in a special class if you keep yourself as clean as possible.Momma: "Special class?"You will serve your new master in the same way that I served Master Nivaron, but that has no bearing on the matter.The most important thing is that you will have good food and at least some ease in your life, which you won't get working in the field."No, Mother!I can't be told to do this by you!“Krista, I know what I'm asking for is terrible, but at least you'll get good food, a place to sleep, and protection from too much abuse if you do as your new master says.As a manual laborer, you won't last long in the cane fields!"To ask such a thing of me, I would rather die in a firan cane field and keep my self-respect than be a soulless whore like you have become!"Slap!"Krista, you will never talk to me again like that!I've carried out my obligation!After your father passed away, I cared for you and your brother!"You mean killed!In addition, what good have you gained by surviving?Mother, look where we are!Moreover, he is not my brother!”“Yes, he is, and what
After being pushed off the wagon by a guard, I had fallen face-first to the ground.I had tried to get up, spitting the dust out of my mouth, but another guard had me flattened out again.I had attempted to get back up, but a series of powerful kicks had slammed into my side, causing me to collapse into a ball in the sand.I had to repeatedly gasp to regain my breath because it had been difficult to breathe.Before attempting to get back up, I had looked up at my oppressor's face.Standing with his feet shoulder-width apart, he did not appear to be armed.He smiled down at me.The smile that was spread across it did not reach his eyes, and his face had the appearance of worn, cracked leather.I'll demonstrate to you what it means to be a slave, boy!I think your pretty face will be the first thing I teach you about!"He had jerked my head up and reached down with one hand to grab my hair.I knew he was going to smash his knee into my nose when he extended his right leg behind him.I threw mysel
In many places, the arena's walls were not strong enough to contain the raging animals inside.Our captors probably believed that the elephants would focus entirely on eliminating the human ants that were screaming for their lives around the arena and would not attempt to escape on their own.Regardless, they probably planned to kill the elephants near the end.I had briefly explained my plan to the other fighters, who had listened intently, barely daring to hope for even a chance of escaping the horrible death that was in store for us all inside the arena.We didn't have as many of us as the Rauin men had, but that didn't matter because we weren't going to fight the beasts.We boldly stepped out and attracted the three elephants' attention when the rusty iron draw chains raised our dungeon doors with a resolute creak.We charged straight at them rather than flitting aimlessly around the arena to avoid our superior opponent.Some of us had fallen when we first came into contact with the th
As a result of the boy sleeping over by the fire, it had seemed like the best place to begin redefining my life's purpose was with good deeds, or nobler goals, other than my current pursuits.Despite the fact that it was too late to turn back now, I was not at all certain that I had taken the correct course in transforming my character.Both the boy and the secret information that I carried in a waterproof bag on the horse behind me were my responsibility.I started on the road to achieving my goal as soon as I looked for an opportunity to rethink my life.A clever act of timing had brought me my new desire to change;which supported the idea that my life was part of a larger, more comprehensive plan.Again, I could see evidence of a higher power involved in the interaction of the daily emotional mixture that is life when I thought of my parents.They were who they were because of their knowledge of the Divine nature that underlies all creation's excellence.Because of the choices they had
Although I am aware that you regard me as your leader, I have never asked for or forced this position upon you.If you're being honest with yourself, many of you, as well as I, have become exhausted by this never-ending pursuit of vengeance."In response to that statement, several faces in my audience were expressionless.I must determine whether there is something better than being an enraged, escaped slave seeking vengeance.I promise to find you and share what I find with you all if I find what I'm looking for.It is difficult to leave, but I must! You have all become to me like my lost brother!"Can we not accompany you?"asked Seth, a fighter who was always in trouble and whom I had saved from trouble more times than I could remember."No, I have to take care of myself by doing this.I advise you to give up hope of ever seeing me if I do not return by this time next month.Disperse and give up this life of vengeance, as it is doing us no favors, if you would like some advice as you leav
woke the boy because it was getting dark enough to continue, and he awoke, startled.We mounted, and I led the way through the gloom, which was softly illuminated by the half moon's light.After an hour, I looked back and saw that the boy was almost asleep in the saddle because he relied more on his horse's instinct to follow me than on himself.I let him be and watched his horse's progress from a closer distance to ensure that he continued to follow me because it was working for the boy.Since we left Kharta, the boy had not spoken.I was reminded of the immense responsibility I had taken on to get this boy to safety in the Valley Lands as I looked at him now, hunched over in the saddle with a blanket covering him to keep out the cold.I ought to have left him behind for our mutual benefit.Nevertheless, I did not completely regret my decision.It would be worth the risk, at least in some ways, if I could make this boy's life better than mine.However, the boy had significantly altered my esc
“Stay back between these boulders, while I hold them off from the front.”“No!”Surprised, I glanced down at the boy, who had suddenly given proof that he could still speak and quite vehemently at that. “No?” I asked.“I want to help you!”I nearly insisted that he do as I had told him to do, but I glimpsed the desperate need in his eyes and thought better of it. I liked the boy’s spunk.“Okay then,” I drew my short sword from the holster on my back and handed it to the boy. The blade was just light enough for him to handle, without it being too cumbersome for him to manage. “Stay behind me and protect my back.”He nodded his head vigorously in response as he gripped the sword hard enough to squeeze impressions on the steel handle. He was still pretty much where I had wanted him from the beginning, but he was there under his own terms and I respected that as a sign of strength that hinted at the kind of stalwart man he would someday be. The sudden yipping and snarling taking place aro
“Is honor so cheap a sentiment that you’re willing to squander it all for a position of power and influence? You are, by this one act of treason, wiping out the efforts of all your ancestors before you to be free. The noble ideals that they’ve fought and died for, for countless generations before you, all gone now because of you! Just so you can have a bigger piece of a pie that in reality doesn’t even exist!” I looked him over contemptuously, wishing for a weapon so that I might slit his traitorous throat.One guard leaned over in the saddle and backhanded me across the face. It hurt, but I smiled back at him in return. He made as if to do it again, but the traitor motioned him to stop. “Jasper, if you live much longer, which I doubt, you will find out that honor has very little to do with helping one get through life comfortably and besides what would you, an escaped arena rat, know of honor in the first place?”The soldiers around us laughed as if it was a good joke, but I gave no r