After being pushed off the wagon by a guard, I had fallen face-first to the ground.I had tried to get up, spitting the dust out of my mouth, but another guard had me flattened out again.I had attempted to get back up, but a series of powerful kicks had slammed into my side, causing me to collapse into a ball in the sand.I had to repeatedly gasp to regain my breath because it had been difficult to breathe.Before attempting to get back up, I had looked up at my oppressor's face.Standing with his feet shoulder-width apart, he did not appear to be armed.He smiled down at me.The smile that was spread across it did not reach his eyes, and his face had the appearance of worn, cracked leather.
I'll demonstrate to you what it means to be a slave, boy!I think your pretty face will be the first thing I teach you about!"He had jerked my head up and reached down with one hand to grab my hair.I knew he was going to smash his knee into my nose when he extended his right leg behind him.I threw myself forward at his support leg rather than resisting the grip on my hair as he pulled his knee back.He lost his balance, grunted in surprise, and rolled over backwards to avoid me.In an effort to catch himself as he fell, he had let go of my hair.I had struggled to get to my feet after he had slammed into the ground hard, realizing that I had probably just made things even worse for myself.He had surprised everyone by sitting there in the sand for a while before getting up and laughing.In anticipation of him lunging at me like a vulture, I had looked at him with suspicion."He still has spirit in him!Cato, take him to the keep and make sure he gets cut but not marked as a fighter.That way, he will fight better.I was forced into the fighting school after being grabbed from behind by strong hands.The only thing that made it comfortable was that the inside was cooler than the outside.A skylight in the ceiling above us let in some light, so I was pushed against the wall of a room.The iron rings that protruded from the wall above us held me and the others who had come along with me in handcuffs.I had observed as the slave that was closest to me was being held out from the wall by two muscular guards.From a fire that had been lit in the middle of the room, a third guard stood up.He had a hot knife and a hot poker in both of his hands.When the branding rod was pressed into the back of the slave's left shoulder, I could still see how his eyes had rolled back into his head and he had screamed.I wanted to vomit because of the burning flesh's odor and sizzle.However, it was not over.The man with the knife returned the brand poker to the fire while the two guards pushed the wailing slave back against the wall and spread his legs.After that, with a knife in his hand, he turned toward the slave, tore the slave's pants down, cut off the slave's seed sac, tossing it to the side, and then held the hot knife to the wound to cauterize the flesh.When the slave realized what had happened to him and felt the pain, he almost jerked out of the two big men's grasp.I had thrown up all over myself at the time, and I had tried desperately to drown out the man's hysterical cries of loss and pain.The procedure was repeated down the line one at a time until they reached me.While the wailing screams of the other slaves continued to surround me in the room, I had been crying my eyes out and breaking down in tears of fear and anticipation of pain.The sensation of the hot poker being ground into the back of my shoulder could not have been anticipated in any way.I had screamed and wept in vain in an attempt to escape this hellish place, but no one came.As the hot knife's edge gripped my sac and pressed against it, I felt my pants being ripped down and bit my lip.I had cried hard for a while from the anticipated burning pain and the loss of my male identity.As my bag's grip was released, the knife had remained where it was.As I looked around, I heard a strange sound after opening my eyes, which were blurry from the tears that were pouring out of them.Even the men who were holding me were laughing!as if everything was a big prank!The knife-wielding man stopped laughing and retracted it.I closed my eyes because I felt shamed by the guards and had heard them leave the room laughing.Being forced to stand there naked and listen to the cries and whimpers of the others in such a dark dungeon was the worst night of my life.My own humiliation over what had happened, the burning pain in my shoulder, and the pitiful cries of the other slave threatened to make me crazy.And I suppose it had in some ways.From that point on, my one and only lifelong desire was to take revenge and regain control of my own destiny.Months had become years, and months had become weeks.Because there could be no other explanation for how I had been saved so many times other than a Divine one, I pondered the reason why the Great Creator, to whom my mother had prayed, kept me alive.My survival and another day in the arena in front of my adoring crowds were always ensured by an excessive number of seemingly coincidental events.They referred to me as Zeventhal, which means "Storm Maker" in Zoarinian.In the arena world, life expectancy was violently short on average.Because I had already lived and fought in the arena for nearly nine years, I was an exception to that.That's how long it took for the chance to get away.I had accomplished the most with the time and resources I had been given over time.I had mastered dozens of fighting techniques and weapon skills.But my friendship with the men around me was the most important thing.We were all aware that our masters' whims could cause us to perish from each other's hands in the same way that a fighter from a rival school could.Therefore, why not be friends and offer each other as much assistance as we can to improve these brief, difficult days?When I was forced to fight my friends, we did so in a dignified manner, not taking responsibility for either of our deaths unless it was required by the crowd or our masters.My response to them was that they hadn't been there, so what did they know about it? It's possible that no one would comprehend how someone could fight with a friend to the death.I had learned everything I could about war tactics in addition to fighting skills.I even talked about the virtues and lessons to be learned from the literary works of wisdom of our time, which I had never read before but which many people who were thrown into arena dungeons did.Every day, we wished, fantasized, and planned for the chance to regain our freedom and exact vengeance on our captors, but freedom eluded us.Then we got a lucky break one day.It was the festival of the moon goddess, the city of Carsea's patron god.The festival was going to have games of epic proportions.Attendance was planned for each of the six Rings of Hath Zoarinian governors.This was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for the empire, and the best entertainment options would be required.We were mocked with glee by our handlers because of the unique challenge we would face the following day in the arena.The spectacle was supposed to go far beyond the norm, according to all accounts.The fighters from Rauin would be the first to confront this new level of crowd entertainment.The night went by either too quickly or too slowly, as it always does before a fight.As I looked through the bars of the door that led to the vast arena, it had been lightly raining.A little over forty Rauin fighters waited impatiently in the middle of the arena as rain fell from their helmets, leaving moisture stains on their armor-clad bodies.Normally, the crowd's mood would have been affected by the rain, but not today.They were eagerly anticipating the start of something special that had been promised to them today.The enraged, irrational screams of an animal I had only heard of but had never seen suddenly drowned out the crowd's noise.Three large bull elephants from the southern lands of Kharta rushed into the arena after the big doors at the other end of the arena were suddenly opened.They frantically searched for something on which to unleash their ferocious aggression, enraged and driven mad by their handlers' spear attacks on them.Unfortunately, the men of Rauin were the only available prey.I had grimly observed each man being pursued by the enraged beasts one after the other.Due to their mistreatment by their handlers, the elephants were inconsolable with rage and wanted to kill anything on two legs.Even though the other fighters with me had turned away from the horror, I had continued to watch the spectacle because I knew that they would soon be out there.Some fighters were crushed by the beasts' heavy feet, while others were thrown across the arena and crushed violently into the high walls by being caught by their swinging tusks.Soon, the Rauin men were crushed to a bloody pulp.The crowd had yearned for even more of this new level of violent entertainment, and I would make them regret it because they had not satisfied their bloodlust.I had seen the greatest opportunity for a mass escape I had ever seen, as well as the ideal distraction needed to successfully escape, because their desire to see our blood spilled.In many places, the arena's walls were not strong enough to contain the raging animals inside.Our captors probably believed that the elephants would focus entirely on eliminating the human ants that were screaming for their lives around the arena and would not attempt to escape on their own.Regardless, they probably planned to kill the elephants near the end.I had briefly explained my plan to the other fighters, who had listened intently, barely daring to hope for even a chance of escaping the horrible death that was in store for us all inside the arena.We didn't have as many of us as the Rauin men had, but that didn't matter because we weren't going to fight the beasts.We boldly stepped out and attracted the three elephants' attention when the rusty iron draw chains raised our dungeon doors with a resolute creak.We charged straight at them rather than flitting aimlessly around the arena to avoid our superior opponent.Some of us had fallen when we first came into contact with the th
As a result of the boy sleeping over by the fire, it had seemed like the best place to begin redefining my life's purpose was with good deeds, or nobler goals, other than my current pursuits.Despite the fact that it was too late to turn back now, I was not at all certain that I had taken the correct course in transforming my character.Both the boy and the secret information that I carried in a waterproof bag on the horse behind me were my responsibility.I started on the road to achieving my goal as soon as I looked for an opportunity to rethink my life.A clever act of timing had brought me my new desire to change;which supported the idea that my life was part of a larger, more comprehensive plan.Again, I could see evidence of a higher power involved in the interaction of the daily emotional mixture that is life when I thought of my parents.They were who they were because of their knowledge of the Divine nature that underlies all creation's excellence.Because of the choices they had
Although I am aware that you regard me as your leader, I have never asked for or forced this position upon you.If you're being honest with yourself, many of you, as well as I, have become exhausted by this never-ending pursuit of vengeance."In response to that statement, several faces in my audience were expressionless.I must determine whether there is something better than being an enraged, escaped slave seeking vengeance.I promise to find you and share what I find with you all if I find what I'm looking for.It is difficult to leave, but I must! You have all become to me like my lost brother!"Can we not accompany you?"asked Seth, a fighter who was always in trouble and whom I had saved from trouble more times than I could remember."No, I have to take care of myself by doing this.I advise you to give up hope of ever seeing me if I do not return by this time next month.Disperse and give up this life of vengeance, as it is doing us no favors, if you would like some advice as you leav
woke the boy because it was getting dark enough to continue, and he awoke, startled.We mounted, and I led the way through the gloom, which was softly illuminated by the half moon's light.After an hour, I looked back and saw that the boy was almost asleep in the saddle because he relied more on his horse's instinct to follow me than on himself.I let him be and watched his horse's progress from a closer distance to ensure that he continued to follow me because it was working for the boy.Since we left Kharta, the boy had not spoken.I was reminded of the immense responsibility I had taken on to get this boy to safety in the Valley Lands as I looked at him now, hunched over in the saddle with a blanket covering him to keep out the cold.I ought to have left him behind for our mutual benefit.Nevertheless, I did not completely regret my decision.It would be worth the risk, at least in some ways, if I could make this boy's life better than mine.However, the boy had significantly altered my esc
“Stay back between these boulders, while I hold them off from the front.”“No!”Surprised, I glanced down at the boy, who had suddenly given proof that he could still speak and quite vehemently at that. “No?” I asked.“I want to help you!”I nearly insisted that he do as I had told him to do, but I glimpsed the desperate need in his eyes and thought better of it. I liked the boy’s spunk.“Okay then,” I drew my short sword from the holster on my back and handed it to the boy. The blade was just light enough for him to handle, without it being too cumbersome for him to manage. “Stay behind me and protect my back.”He nodded his head vigorously in response as he gripped the sword hard enough to squeeze impressions on the steel handle. He was still pretty much where I had wanted him from the beginning, but he was there under his own terms and I respected that as a sign of strength that hinted at the kind of stalwart man he would someday be. The sudden yipping and snarling taking place aro
“Is honor so cheap a sentiment that you’re willing to squander it all for a position of power and influence? You are, by this one act of treason, wiping out the efforts of all your ancestors before you to be free. The noble ideals that they’ve fought and died for, for countless generations before you, all gone now because of you! Just so you can have a bigger piece of a pie that in reality doesn’t even exist!” I looked him over contemptuously, wishing for a weapon so that I might slit his traitorous throat.One guard leaned over in the saddle and backhanded me across the face. It hurt, but I smiled back at him in return. He made as if to do it again, but the traitor motioned him to stop. “Jasper, if you live much longer, which I doubt, you will find out that honor has very little to do with helping one get through life comfortably and besides what would you, an escaped arena rat, know of honor in the first place?”The soldiers around us laughed as if it was a good joke, but I gave no r
As I was led up the stairs, I thought over all I knew of the customs of these people. I shook my head in wonder over their lunacy. I thought of my own mother and tried to picture her offering me and my brother up as sacrifices and I just couldn’t. My parents had something in them that had set them apart from these people and they had been hated for it. With the Creator’s help, I’d become just like my parents, that is, if I survived long enough.The Creator must surely hate the activities of these people! All I could wonder was why He hadn’t already torched the place! For their sins, these people were certainly deserving of destruction, even as I had been. I had turned to a different path, but I doubted that these people would ever do that, as they loved the twisted lives that they led and had no desire to change.“The city remains because I have those yet within it that are faithful to Me,” came the whisper into my consciousness. It answered my question and sent a ripple of awareness t
A shadow separated from the darkness of the corner of the room and became clearer as it came into the dim light of the candle and was revealed as a beautiful woman. She carried herself with grace and dignity, which was hard to imagine in a place like this. She was resplendently dressed in a scarlet colored gown that echoed the temple’s opulent embellishments. Her choice of clothing, while provocative, was not what I had expected of a high temple priestess. She was more covered up rather than less, which puzzled me considering the attire or lack of it by the other women I had seen so far. I was puzzled, until I gazed into her eyes and face.Her face was evenly proportioned, with clean straight lines and skin that showed no signs of wrinkling or the effects of a hard life spent surviving in the elements. Deep blue, intelligent eyes gleamed like faceted sapphires from her face. It was her eyes that hinted at what made this woman more formidable than any other woman in the place. I felt th