The only good in her life was a vampire-who-was-not. Yet even he deceived her. The reasons for his deception no longer mattered. It was too painful to face.Ra’s finger lifted her jaw to look him in the eyes. She expected to see his madness, but it did not stop the shiver.“You have lost, child. Did you think you could overpower me?”“No, my Lord.”“You will be the first to fall.”“Yes, my Lord,” She mumbled.Nothing mattered. Sha’ní would not fight him. She wondered if she died in this reality if her body would actually die.The only way to kill a god was to destroy the soul. If her mind believed her to be dead, would she wake up from her nightmare or remain in the dark?A cold and dark power went through her forcing a scream out before her lungs locked. Her heart fluttered in her chest, fighting to keep her alive. The darkness continued further down until it reached her soul. Sha’ní’s body went rigid, and a silent scream was etched on her face. It would not be long now.The cold gri
Charles refused to believe he would kill her. He never lied to her or said anything he did not mean. Jasper was an honorable jackal and always stood by his vows. He vowed to protect her and love her for as long as he lived. She must remind him of it.“Mother! He is lost. You must stop him!” Sha’ní’s shrill voice cut through the silent battle of wills and distracted Jasper .He whipped his head toward their daughter and growled a warning. The fool girl would get them both killed.“Silence, child!” Charles growled.Sha’ní’s skin paled as she gaped at her. Charles had never spoke to her in such a cruel manner; however, she could not afford to show any weakness in front of her master and husband. Love was a weakness his rage abhorred and would madden him to destroy.“I am here, husband,” Charles whispered for only his ears to hear.In a blink of an eye, Jasper ’s spear appeared and thrust toward her chest with lethal intent. Jasper blocked her from his thoughts; however, Charles knew this
Charles sat staring at Atumn with her jaw unhinged. She could not believe any of what he said. Her mind simply could not file the information.Ra’s soft eyes peered at her with concern, “Speak, Charles .”She blinked and opened her mouth, but no words came out.“Why are you telling me this?” She finally asked.“It is time you know the truth. Releasing Lilene was treason to the gods and I must atone for it. You judge the living. You must decide my fate.“If you choose death as an acceptable punishment, I wish you to know everything and answer all the questions that you have been asking since your birth as a human before I meet your husband.”Charles ’s anxiety and rage fueled a storm that demanded a release. She stood and started pacing to help relieve the energy.“It is not my place to pass judgment on you. You are the lord of the gods.”“You are my daughter and heir. My failure rests in your hands.”“Lilene cannot be my mother. The human that went by the name Parnell gave birth to me
The power in the amulet flew toward Ra and consumed him with Charles ’s pain. He cried out as his heart shattered. His soul screamed as his blood turned into liquid fire and burned through his entire body. He had never known such anguish.“You sent my son to the demon realm? You sent a pure soul to damnation!“Do you have no love in your heart? Do you have no love for your gods?“The god of the dead almost lost his will to live. He protects your souls, your creations, and you care not of his suffering?“Jasper ’s heartbreak has caused a rifted in his family. His daughter has suffered and grew to believe her father has no love for her. Do you not care?”The pain in Ra’s body locked his lungs, and his face started to turn red. His entire body was ridged from the fire that burned in his veins. He never understood what female vampires went through when they grieved. It was no wonder they willed themselves to death, and their souls were in great distress when they faced Jasper . In some ca
Her soul cried out for its master, and her heart tugged on her to touch the god. Her entire body hummed with thrilling anxiety.It was as if they played a game in the Queen’s Chambers, and she was tasked with taming the beast. Charles would not tame this beast. She would encourage it and enjoy its ravaging hunger.“Leave us, Jasper ,” Autumn commanded.Jasper slowly stood and took one prowling step toward Charles . His nose flared as he breathed in her arousal. His mind was closed; however, his eyes burned with passion. He could not hide his desire for her. Behind his lust was the burning question of whether or not she forgave him.He stood frozen in place for a brief moment; however, in that single moment, the entire world disappeared, leaving the two of them. He was hers to command. She must only speak, and she would have that fantasy and many more.When Jasper vanished, Charles let out the breath she was holding out. At times the trance she fell into was not beneficial. She was sup
She rubbed her eyes and then blinked them open, expecting to see her parents looking down at her in her room. Instead, she met Charles ’s concerned gaze, and she was still in the underworld with evidence of a bloody battle surrounding her.“All is well, my sweet daughter,” Charles ' voice caressed her mind as she approached her.Sha’ní peered deeper into her mother’s eyes and sought her soul. She had never seen her mother’s soul before. The gray demon could not possibly duplicate that, right?Charles froze when she felt her power. Sha’ní was shocked to see a gray, solid, soul. It was littered with scars. One scare zig-zagged down the middle. Souls did not look like that.Tears burst out of her eyes as she sobbed. She was still in a nightmare. “What you see is true,” Charles projected. Her mother’s love and her scent of wildflowers caressed her like she used to do.“A god’s soul is different from a mortal’s soul, and mine is more so. It was tested by divine fire and survived only to be
"Have you always been this way?”“I do not know what you mean. I will leave you be and return when I have had a moment with mother,” Sha’ní lunged at him and embraced him. His body jerked, and his claws raked the chair as he stood.Sha’ní fell on her rump and stared at the angry jackal. His eyes glowed red as he panted.Kebachet realized what he had done and rubbed the back of his neck, “My apologies, Sister. Please do not do that again.”Sha’ní stood and clasped his hand. His green eyes locked on to her gaze, “I should be the one to apologize. I got excited.”Sha’ní smiled as she turned toward the door, “I should have known not to hug you. You were raised to believe affection is a weakness. You have all the markings of Jasper ’s son.”It was not merely the fact you hugged me. You glow with love and life like mother does,” Kebachet struggled with words to explain his reaction, “It stirred a painful memory,” he finally said as he returned to the chair."Besides, your skin feels like a
Once her moment came, she wedged the crescent blade into his thrust and turned the crescent blade hard. She heard a snap of his wrist as he dropped Death.Sha’ní attacked again, putting Atumn on the defensive. She continued striking and pulsing power until they were beyond the reach of Death.Suddenly the underworld lit up like daylight. Howls and screams shook the ground. Sha’ní gambled a quick glance and noticed the souls had arrived and pulsed their glow.They stood behind the wall of steel the jackals created. Each jackal and death knight had at least one soul behind it. The warriors passed between her and pulsed power blocking demonic attacks.Sha’ní took advantage of Atumn’s distractions and took Life from his grasp. She released Inki and ran to collect Death.Atumn reached her just as she bent to grab Death’s hilt. Ra lifted her by her scruff. She used his momentum and thrust Death behind her.It worked. Ra screamed and fell to his knees with Death protruding from his eye. As i
Those nights were not about love. It was about possession and reclaiming his authority over her body. He would force her to know him to be master, not the bastard traitor.If he had his way, Kebachet would remain gone. Unfortunately, her brother was her link to life. He must fulfill his duty to her to calm the storm and keep the demon within dormant. Without him, earth would be lost.Sha’ní would not simply die of a broken heart as Charles would do. Her grief matched that of Lilene’s personality, and she possessed the blood of Set. One could imagine the kind of evil she could become. She would never betray those she loved; however, if she felt betrayed, the consequences were grim.KebachetKebachet roamed the outer realms and forged relationships with allied gods. He never bothered with the mortals. They were simply pawns in a bigger game. The gods were the true power of their world. They would reach out to him and whisper floating rumors on occasion. In return, Kebachet agreed to aid
and pulled her to him.Her body collided into a wall of hard muscles and then conformed to it as he dove for her lips with a searing kiss. She held on to him and soaked in his desire for her. She wanted him to take her to the magical place he showed her on the first night.Horace slammed the door behind her, making the decorative weapons on the wall rattle. He shredded her clothing into tatter scraps while he pushed her further into his chambers.His scent is disgusting. You belong to me, Beautiful. It seems you need reminding of that, his deep voice growled in her mind.Sha’ní could not respond to his displeasure. His hands worked in a frenzy on her body as his mouth nipped and sucked in places that made her weak.She landed on her back on the bed with a bounce, and Horace’s vampire form pounced. His passion sheathed inside with a punishing strike fueled with his hot jealousy. She was dizzy from his onslaught and could hardly comprehend what was happening.“Give me your love, Sha’ní,
Sha’ní cupped his jaw and gently turned him to face her. Her crystal eyes begged him to fall in their depth and share her love for eternity.His sins still clung to him even though he was pardoned. He was still capable of horrors that would give anyone nightmares. Her soul was too pure to be tainted by him.“You are your father’s son. You have Charles ’s heart. You are cold and stubborn, yet compassionate and empathetic."You say the males of the gods are the alphas. They are the masters of the home. I see this quality in you.“You want to shut everyone out and become stronger than before. You are afraid you will become what you once were.“I have a feeling Ra gave you a new body with a new mind strong enough to resist any temptation to become what you once were in the underworld or the demon realm.”Her words and acceptance sliced him open and burned away the delicate wall he started building. How could a goddess love a demon?“You are not a demon. You never were. Your soul was only
Horace blocked most of her attacks while she cursed him and her life. She used every foul word she thought of to hit him where she hurt the most.Horace grabbed both her wrists and pinned them to her back. The front of her body slammed into his chest as she fought to free herself.She spit on his face. The thick saliva rolled down his cheek in thin strings, but he didn’t release her.“I hate you! You should have stayed in the shadows playing with humans. How could you do this to me!”His exposed chest was pressed against her. She only had to call his soul for help, and it would have no choice but to destroy its vessel.HoraceSha’ní’s red eyes suddenly returned to their natural color and went blank as she sagged in Horace’s grip.Jasper ’s black form appeared out of the darkness of the underworld and gazed at the precious jackal in his arms. He used his ability to paralyze Sha’ní. It would not last long.Horace carefully lowered Sha’ní to the ground, “You must fix this, brother. Her m
Kebachet’s screams quieted, and his sweaty body relaxed, forcing her to hold his weight. She panted from the strain as the last of her power trickled away.Just before she dropped Kebachet and went unconscious, the ribbon of power that connected them snapped and back lashed. A thunderous concussion smacked her mind, and a flood of emotions and images pulled her under the wave. They came so quickly that she could not filter them or make sense of what she saw. There was no up or down. The invading thoughts erased everything she experienced and latched onto her without mercy.Everything was tinted in red. The sky, the stone ground, and the monstrous creatures were all red. Her body hurt from freezing temperatures, and her chest felt like she was having a heart attack as her fist plunged on its own accord into a body and ripped its beating heart out.The red world returned with the sounds of creatures being tormented. It happened repeatedly, and each time a different innocent soul or a m
“No. They will not,” his baritone voice rumbled with an icy edge while his pale eyes continued to devour her.Sha’ní was confused and mortified and utterly attracted to him. She wanted nothing more than to please him, and she didn’t understand why he was so angry with her. But the display of his aggression was making her body warm inside, and the knots in her tummy leaked in hot drips between her thighs.Sha’ní lowered her gaze and picked at her nails, “You wish to do this in private?”“It is not my wish to be bonded to anyone. My thoughts are my own. My actions are not to be questioned. I will live as I see fit within the laws of the gods.”His words stung and tears started to blur her vision as she continued to pick at her nails. She understood he was a private person. That had already been established. It was why Jasper had been working with him.A hooked finger lifted her chin so her eyes would meet Kebachet’s gaze, “I am thankful for your gift and willingness to help me. You will
Kebachet’s entire body tensed as he pulled Sha’ní closer to him. He buried his nose into her neck and inhaled her scent. It was then she knew this soul had been lost. It broke her heart.She realized Kebachet was sharing his heart with her and willing to be venerable. It was a great honor to be let into the heart of a prideful soul who would not tolerate weakness. It meant he trusted her enough to be natural with her.Sha’ní could not imagine a world without Kebachet. She was not sure how she survived without him all of this time.A tear fell down her cheek at the thought of losing him. This soul was a warm, passionate soul. His heart was capable of love so strong it could kill an entire realm of demons.She did not understand how it could be dying when Ra made a perfect body and Jasper had control over its fate.“Brother?”Kebachet inhaled deeply, then moaned a sleepy response.“While your body was still new, your soul cried out to me and said it felt death.”“I suggest reading about
“Please,” she whispered as anxious tears stung her eyes.“Your fear is disgusting, sister. Do not disappoint me,” He warned.“But your soul...”"Is not your concern,” he interrupted, “Trust the god of the dead.”It was a silent reminder that Jasper was in control, and if he wanted his soul, he would have taken it long ago. Trust was hard to give when it had been broken by lies and secrets.She swallowed hard, then forced her back to the two males in her life who she loved deeply and teleported to Horace’s chambers. Horace always had the answers. Maybe he would be willing to share his knowledge or perhaps wipe away her anxiety with his magnificent body.Her core coiled, and warmth seeped through her as she remembered the night he took her to a magical place.Sha’ní let herself in without knocking. It felt a bit strange inviting herself into someone else’s home, but he said she had access to his chambers at any time during their relationship.The god of war sat in a simple wooden chair
“What’s so funny?”“You, sister. You are lonely, yet a powerful god desires you, and you resist him.“You are not daddy’s little girl. Respect him in his presence. Beyond that, he does not need to know of your private life. It does not matter if he approves or not.“I assure you, Jasper understands this.”“Do you feel the same as Jasper ? Do you feel I should change my words and become a daughter worthy of the god of the dead?”“You are unique, Sha’ní,” Kebachet said before his mind slipped back into unconsciousness.Moments later, Kebachet’s soul burst with light within his chest. I see you, It whispered.Sha’ní touched the blue glow, and it pulsed in response.“Do you know who you are?”I am Kebachet, son of Jasper and Charles .“Do you know who I am?”Daughter of Jasper and Charles .“What is your desire?”To find forgiveness from the god of the dead and the goddess of balance.“Do you wish to live?”The soul pulsed within Kebachet’s chest as it thought a moment. Yes, It wailedSha