CHAPTER 0: PROLOGUE
Long ago in the dawn of time,
In a world filled with magic and magical creatures, humanity prospered, giving birth to generations that lived for centuries.
One day, there came an evil god who reigned terror onto the world.
Freezing the world in a never-ending winter releasing evil creatures that fed on humans and
Attempting to fight back against the evil that reigned, then came a war between humans and the evil god.
After years of war, the evil god stood victorious, driving humanity to the brink of extinction.
Suddenly came a hero who drove off the evil creatures, sealing the evil God away. Which brought forth the end of the war.
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The war is over.
A thousand years of blood-filled war, sending sad, tearful stories with the sorrows of millions laid dead beneath the ground.
The brutal war that spanned across the never-ending winter filled with vast snowy lands, hills, valleys and mountains districts stood wonders, mysteries, and strange encounters with the unknown resides.
With battlefields yielding clod lulls Iron off to sleep,
Blood clots the patches on where they oozed rust crumble,
And a mix of red and blue paints filled with fleshes slimed upon the ever glistering crystalline snow,
Sucking lists around its arousing scent of decay.
Murder on murder blinks in childish eyes.
Sending off waves of its victory upon the darkened weary trees in the woods buried in cold, nestled in sugary crystalline snow, peeking its needle-like branches through the glistening ice uncovered by wind-gust sweeping in the night.
Holding beauty in circumstance brutally fierce. Showing its weakened strength found in its snow-covered roots, where wind cannot pierce. Enduring lifelong, standing serene, branching out strong, as it thrives.
And through the snow hills, dressed in mystical coated veils. Like a child's ice-cream enclosed with white snowy toppings and vague green fillings like a glowing emerald crystal visible from within.
With cobalt colored shadows, shading the nature under the sun above.
While the sun gradually rose beyond the horizon, bringing on a warm yet sharp feeling that dissipated the oppressive feeling of war.
That was what I thought, after the long journey from being reincarnated in this strange world to being tasked with a huge burden filled with the sacrifices of many, just for saving this empty husk of a world, fighting many battles and quests.
Though it was filled with a mixed experience, encounters with the different values and ideologies of the residents brought on a warm feeling of comfort, commitment.
But. Why did it come to this?
Why couldn't I save the one person—my precious one, who brought on a spark of light illuminating the darkness within me?
—Warm.
I thought idly, as I stood there under the little white winter snow falling far down below, covering the ground with a velvet flow and soaked in a pool of her red crimson blood.
Her body had a very feminine temperament, which I felt on holding onto her soft body covered with the white furry coat she wore.
Pondering with a worrisome expression as my chest tightened from the feeling of her dying body right within my grasp.
I remembered the clear sound of her last words, her last breath, like a broken records playing over and over in my mind.
*Huff*
She breathed slightly, with a few huffs of white warm air dissipating.
Glancing at her lips that bleed with crimson red.
Though, on second glance, it wasn't her lips bleeding, but the remains of blood she coughed out.
My heart felt restless as I gazed eagerly at her exquisite and delicate clear white face and silky long smooth white hair of hers.
The long white eyelashes she had constantly trembled, with the slightly opening of her eyes.
Her looks were pale as under her eyes wore bags, filled with sadness, but the smile she gave had a different charm as she looked at me with affectionate eyes.
But the feeling of warmth that emitted from the touch of her body drew my idle thoughts toward her, even though she was slowly dying from blood loss.
The touch of her delicate soft hands grazing over my cheeks was wonderful. While she opened her mouth to say.
...
Huh?!
Quickly, I stretch forth my right hand, leaving my left right under her as I tried to heal her with my remaining mana.
*Fwoosh*
Light blue particles glittered in the air around her injured bowel, then slowly it gathered, sealing the wound she had.
Thereafter, in a slowly dissipated voice, she said.
M-Mmm... I-It's good to see... You're still alive.
Instantly I said.
What are you saying? Now's not the time for that—
But she continued on, with a weird smile saying.
"D-Do you remember? Y-Your promise. Y-You promised to tell me the full story about—"
"The princess knight."
I knew saving her was impossible, magic can heal her wounds, but not recover her lost blood. Even still, I wanted to save her, no I believe I could save her.
But on hearing her last request, I froze with tears slowly running down, while I replied with a teary voice.
Of course, I remember.
Thank goodness, I would love to hear it.
OK, I would.
***
Once upon a time in a world filled with fantasy and mythical creatures.
There was a knight whose armor shone like a blindly with beautiful, he was known to be the princess knight.
He was neither the strongest nor the weakest in all the kingdoms, but he still stood to his great words and honor in protecting the princess, and known to be the most noblest of all knights.
Filled with admiration and love for the princess, in his eyes the princess' pale skin and emerald glow eyes was the most beautiful, truly her beauty was the embodiment of a princess.
The two were secret lovers that had vowed upon their everything to each other, but their love were forbidden in the kingdom as a princess can never marry a knight.
Nevertheless, they kept on admiring the other from afar, with love in their eyes, hoping that one day they would be joined together by a holy vow.
One day, the princess was bedridden with an illness that left colorful black markings on her body.
Healers from afar came forth trying to heal her, but they said she was cursed with an illness.
Nevertheless, the knight wished he could do something for the bedridden princess.
One night, he heard a whisper in his dreams telling him of the tales of a witch in a dark forest who was able to cure all illnesses.
It was said there were no illnesses she could cure.
The next day, the knight roded on his beautifully dressed horse heading to the dark forest.
After days of riding through the forest, the knight finally arrived at a glittering haunted house, which was the witch's home.
The witch glanced over and noticed a man in armor heading towards her.
Seeing his body covered in dirt and rusted armor. she then grinned a menacing as she asked gladly.
"For honor is such a humble and noble knight doing in this forest."
The knight was astonished, seeing she was nothing like a menacing witch in tales told.
After explaining his situation, the witch said.
"If you want to save her, you must go on a quest for the philosopher's stone from the depth of the dragon's lair. If you are successful, give the princess the stone, and she would be cured of all illness".
Swiftly he ran, without an ounce of hesitation, to dragon's lair.
Arriving at a strikingly scary cave, he met a glittering blue dragon, that sat on beautiful shiny golds and jewelry.
Awakening from its slumber the Dragan said.
"What does a human have to do in my cave?"
The Knight was scared. Scared to the point his legs trembled over the sight of the Dragon, but remembering the princess made him to speak back with bravery.
"I am knight and I would wish to have the philosopher's stone".
The Dragon rose up, spreading it long beautiful wings that almost covered all the cave, and said.
"The philosopher's stone, very good, show me that you are truly worthy of the philosopher's stone".
After days of battle, the knight came victorious as he defeated the dragon in his quest.
Admitting its defeat, the dragon said.
"It's my lost, very well for defeat I the great dragon. I shall give you the philosopher's stone, but remember using it comes with a price".?
Receiving the philosopher's stone, the knight rushed with all his might while heading to the castle.
Reaching the castle, the knight gave the stone to the princess, hoping to cure her.
Afterwards, he noticed all her markings had gone, but she was still asleep.
The knight asked himself, "why won't she wake wake up?"
Afterwards, the knight then received a message from princess.
"I'm sorry I had to say my final farewells to you like this, but I have to go on. I bestow upon you the tears of a phoenix, it shall grant you . I'd be waiting for you at the end of the world."
That was when it dawned to the knight, the princess was dead.
"What is the meaning of immortality without the one you love by your side?"
Ignorantly, the knight threw way the tears of the phoenix blinded by the hopes that she was well alive.
The Knight then went back to the dragon's lair, asking him, "why the philosopher's stone didn't heal her."
The Dragon replied.
"That is the price for using the philosopher's stone."
Confused by the dragon's words, he asked.
"Why?"
The Dragon then replied.
"The princess had a short time to live, but you tried to heal her, so her soul was shattered, as a result of meddling with the dead."
The knight was shocked by the dragon's words, but he refused to falter as he asked again.
"How do I fix her soul?"
The Dragon said.
"To find her soul, you must go to the underworld and search for her soul, then can you finally cure her, but beware both your body and soul shall be devoured as a price".
The knight then went on to a long journey in the underworld, searching for the princess' lost soul.
The end.
***
Thanks... Wonderful story, isn't it?
*Drop*
When did I start crying?
I don't know, all I knew was, at that moment my eyes were swollen from tears that came running down as I told the story.
*Huff*
Slowly, she closed her eyes as she breathed on her final breath. My chest felt a great pain as I uttered to her a final word.
Y-yes.
*Sob*
At that moment, there were a lot of things I had wished to tell her,
Things words simply can't describe
For my feelings are so many,
But words, they are so few.
The encouragement she gave me
And my feelings for her that are true.
I'm glad that while reaching out, I found someone like you. You give your love so sweetly. I am lost if you are away. You have me so completely.
With the promises we made, the nights and days we spent.
You make me laugh, when I want to cry. You make me happy, when you don't even try.
Her laugh, her smile.
I love everything about you.
She was someone I could never replace.
Someone that keeps me up all night,
Someone that makes life a better place.
The one that is getting me through the day,
And so it seems to me there,
If there was only one thing left to say.
I don't know how to say it
To make it sound so true,
So I'll say it how I feel it.
—I'm in love with you.
You are someone I can't forget.
You will always be in my heart.
I know I'll be with you yet, I can't accept an ending like this.
I can't forget the things you taught me
The feeling you gave me,
Everything from your words, your touch, your kiss.
You gave me hope, you gave me love,
And I know you were sent from heaven above.
The way you showed me the person I could be,
It's something you, and only you, would see.
You were always different and unique,
But I never guessed it was me you would seek.
How someone like me would end up with someone like you,
I honestly don't believe it; it cannot be true.
But it is, and I know every day
That I have YOU, and it's needless to say
You've made my life beautiful and taught me how to live.
To show you how much I'm grateful, I'd give you everything.
So thank you for coming into my life.
In doing so, you've taken away the sorrow and strife.
And I know you'll always be there by my side.
This time it's my turn to repay you.
As long as the feeling of unrest remains in my chest.
No matter what, I promise I would save you
My dear... Shhh...
Huh?! What was her name again?
I can't remember, but all I could remember was a strange sensation.
—Cold.
I could feel her soft body between my palms turning frozen cold. Every second, it felt like she could break into pieces and fall like snow from the skies above. Lay in absolute silence, even at the very end.
My heart throbs the more.
While I remember the times we wished to spend. Living a quiet life in a small cottage, hidden far from the real world.
Knowing you, it would be easy for you to adapt in a life like that, I could easily find a nice job as a farmer, in the greenhouse district.
And earn some money, give birth to at least two babies, if its twins, we could dress them both in matching clothes.
Spending our lives, without a care of the world outside.
But, without you, I see life as meaningless.
I wish this sad tale could all go away.
I wish it could all turn into dust, gushed between the ever blowing wind of the white hue of the winter.
I wish all was hidden under the never-ending abyss world away from my memories.
I wish I could forget about it all, and return without the strange feeling.
I wish I could awaken from this nightmare.
*Swoosh*
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*Drop*
Aaahhh... This sound again. The sizzling sound of a water drop resonating in my ears. Just before I reappear in a vast land filled with must, white just as clear as the fluffy clouds.
... I see, just like the princess knight, no matter what I did, I'd always failed to save my princess.
How many times have I reincarnated simply to save the one I love?
Glancing right, I looked upon a short blonde girl in a dress clear white, just like the land beneath me.
Hey Angel, how many times have I repeated this?
This is the hundredth time you have reincarnated.
I see even I can't remember... I have lost count of how many times I had to watch her die in my arms.
Hey Angel, open the gate.
It's no use thinking about the numbers, all I know is I have to save her.
Hey, Angel!!
The angel looked at me in pitiful eyes as she said.
Why... Why do you go so far just to save her? Every time you come back, your face looks like you're about to lose it.
I whispered in an obnoxious tone.
Why?
Noticing that, the angel said.
Please stop, every time you use the orb of reincarnation, your soul keeps wearing down. And if this goes on, you would die for real—
I shouted in a loud tones saying.
Stop acting like you actually care about me!!
If you're an angel why don't you tell me what you want me to do to save her?
Aren't you the one who brought me here? Aren't you the one that gave me this power? Aren't you the one who told me everything would be alright if I kept moving forth?
If you can't, then tell me why is it Everytime I reincarnate, her body would be dead, laying cold on top of my fingers. Even now, I still have the cold sensation of her body lingering in the tips of my fingers.
Tell me why every time I try to remember how she died. The memories of her death disappear as all I could remember was the last moment, the moment her body is laid between my palms with the slight of her warmth remaining. Isn't that just unfair?
Hey, aren't you supposed to be my guardian angel? Weren't you supposed to be always watching me? Hey, tell me how did she die? Tell me... Tell me... Tell me.
With a sad expression, the angel said.
Am sorry, I just can't. I'm not supposed to tell you the exact details of things you don't know from when you reincarnate, or it would disrupt the time order.
*Sob*
No way, even though you gave me this power, how to you expect me do save her if you don't tell me how she died?
Afterwards, the angel said.
There is a way.
Glancing at her, with a sobered face, I uttered.
Huh?!
Repeating her words she said.
There is a way to save her. Normally, I wouldn't like to suggest this, but if its you, am sure you would be able to succeed because you always have been.
*Swoosh*
Stretching forth her hands, a colorful glittering portal appeared as she said.
The orb of reincarnation creates a one-way path through time, back to the moment one is born, but living things can't be sent through time. So it can only send non living through time. That is a set rule, but if we interpret it the other way, we can't send a living person, thus we can send pieces of a person through time.
I then replied.
I see then why didn't you tell me this since all this while?
Because traveling through time in pieces takes a huge toll on the person, and you might end up dying, or even worse, you would be lost in time.
Hah... Do you think I care about that? —
Instantly she said.
When I first met you, you were always, but seeing you like this was disheartening.
To the point, I felt guilty for it. So I thought if I had given you a hand back then, maybe you might have changed the situation.
So just this: once, please trust me, I would try and save her.
Meanwhile, I pondered.
I don't care if this is my fate.
No matter what, just like the princess knight, I would sacrifice anything simply to be with her. Even if it's all a dream, I promise I would save you.
*Shhh*
The gate then started to glitch. Noticing this, the angel said.
You have to hurry, the gate is unstable and won't last long.
I grinned a little, while saying.
I see, thank you. Angel.
The angel grinned back as she watched Blu jump into the gate.
Even at a time like this, you still refuse to call me with my real name.
But at least you were able to thank me.
*Fwooosh*
The gate then closed-off, bringing forth a bright blinding light.
CHAPTER 1: THE BEGINNING (1) 「Dreams-imaginary events, stories our mind creates while we sleep. They could be entertaining, romantic, frightening and sometimes bizarre, but the purpose of a dream remains subtle. Vaguely understood by humanity, dreams have been topics of scientific, religious and philosophical theories for an eon. Evidence points toward them being a result of emotions, memories or just stimuli. Are they only fleeting moments in the infinite expansion of time, or maybe something more」 Before I emerged into the darkness, I saw a glimpse of a once-lost dream, a reflection of fleeting fragments of my former life. Though I dreamt it, I understood that it was real. I remember vividly a dream of my young self, thou it felt like a nightmare. I was smiling, laughing. As I rode along in a family-sized car. "Where am I?", I said. I looked through the g
CHAPTER 2: THE BEGINNING (2) If there is one thing I learned from my previous life. Was that whenever I had high hopes, my life creaked breaking down into pieces? It was like a curse weighing me down with despair. *** At the age of seven, I didn't have that much people I could call friends. I'd always head home alone when closing from school... Taking detours was a specialty. Though, it wasn't new to me, it was simply a means to buy time. And when arriving home, I would always be reminded of the facts that my parents are always away. Working late in their own offices, but I didn't care about it. Yes, I always didn't. One day, my eight birthday, I decided to follow a shortcut back home. It was very rare of me, but being birthday I was filled with a dying hope of once again meeting my parents home early, giving them a "welcome home" greeting and hug filled with their warmt
CHAPTER 3: TEST SUBJECTS (2)*Pant*At night time, after I went to bed. I took to notice I was sweating profusely."Its hot".'Is it me or is it hot in here'.Puzzled by the menacing heat. I couldn't catch a glimpse of sleep, as my thoughts recurred in disarray.*Ba-thump*I felt a strange feeling as if I was being flooded with information large enough to eat my brain. As the feeling got stronger, it kept on eating my brain."It hurts... it hurts...".My breath grew heavier every passing second, with my body sweating buckets from the pain.The agony was truly terrifying.*Zap*My whole body felt a strange shock that ran wildly through every inch of my body.After a while, my brain was able to endure the pain of my brain melting from the inside. As I tried to figure out why I started to feel this way, my thoughts were all washed away from exhaustion.I sighed in relief,"Hah... Ha
CHAPTER 5: PHASE 3 (2) There are times when you make friends, and there are times when you lose then. I never had experienced the feeling of losing a friend but on that day all I could say was that I was shocked. A few days later, "Where am I? Oh, what's with this nostalgic feeling, like am floating" Then I heard a voice "Shhh... Memory reconfiguration", I instantly woke up, As I turned to view who it was, I couldn't find anyone. "Who was that?" After regaining consciousness, I numbness from my legs, "How long was I out", Moments later, my legs felt better, Though, I found it strange that my legs healed a lot more than normal, —Maybe it was due to the experiment. I then looked out to check out what they did to my body, But to my surprise, there wasn't any wound
CHAPTER 6: ATTACK ON AREA 02 (1) *Thud* "Coast is clear". There I was outside of the building. I had waited for the coast to clear as my plans were. To find the place where all information is being kept, which was the third building of the shelter. "Thud... Opsie...". Heading to the building, the men in white were standing guard on the building entrance, so I had to wait for a bit before I head inside. As they all left the guard post, I headed into the building *Thud, Thud* *Slide* I then opened the building door. It was much easier to open seen that it doesn't have any security lock on it Arriving into the building, There were a wide range of entries, 'opening all of them is going to be exhausting'. — Seems like I would have to open the doors at random, no, that too would take time. Hmm... Why don't I just search for any door that amuses
CHAPTER 7: ATTACK ON AREA 02 (2) After the emergency warning, as I wondered who's footsteps that was. *Thud, Thud* Immediately the footsteps went running back the hallway. *Sigh* I then sighed in relief, but the much pressing issue was to come. The [men in white] were still behind the doors on guard. 'It seems like they don't plan to move anytime now'. I cowered as I was on my limit as normally I would have found a way out but my body wasn't feeling too good, after looking at those files. "Blu". Aria whispered as she noticed me cowering. 'Wait... Isn't this the first time Aria said something'. I thought as I was surprised over the sudden development. Aria talked. In attempt to confirm, Aria can talk. I then whispered. "What do you think about the situation?" "...". Instantly she when silent, pe
CHAPTER 8: HIDDEN (1) Next day after the attack on the west front. Our mornings are the same as always first bath, cafeteria, daily examinations and lastly sleep. That's our normal routine for the day. I know you might call it just laziness around, but. Blu then opens a door, as what could be seen were neatly cleaned, white floating chairs arranged in an orderly manner with a large table in their middle. Here we are, the only place we test subjects can have a free time without being watched. I call it {The cafeteria}. Well, it's been months since we were allowed here, at first I thought we would be served weird foods, but the foods here was unexpectedly good. And to top it all the foods here comes with a smart pick. That is we are allowed to pick any food of our choice with just a press of a button in the smart tab or what you might call a Holographic screen. "Ahhh
CHAPTER 9: HIDDEN (2) Aria then smiled beaming with a cute radiance while saying. "Uhmm, I was looking for you". "Cute" I thought as her cute expression diverted my thoughts over how she hid her presence to. 'What am I thinking? How could I doubt such a cute girl? Anyways I have to protect the cuteness'. Blu then said. "Okay. Let's head back first". "Uhmm". *Thud* As we headed back to our rooms, the thought of what number 90 said about the hidden room kept pondering my mind, 'But where is the hidden room? I have checked out every building... wait building?' Instantly I recalled the last building I hadn't checked out yet. 'If I remember correctly, there is still one more building that I hadn't checked out'. *Thud* I then glanced outside the windows and noticed there wasn't any [men in white] guarding the bu