A few days had been tough for John Percy. After that conversation with his father-in-law, his self-esteem seemed to cripple in his throat as he was neglected in the department as well.
The resident neurosurgeons and the nurses all walked past him without any greeting. Not even long glances. Well, Dr. Patt gave him a quick sympathetic gaze and then quickly strode past him.The department was never that busy. Neurosurgery in Wichita isn't something too common compared to Boston. But John Percy knew that OB Medical Group had already been claiming its golden seat in Kansas alone. 75% of the Kansans have full trust in OB Medical as the only privileged hospital to cater to almost all illnesses in the state. They were almost as competitive as Boston.But ever since the OB Medical Group became well-known, they started to neglect John Percy's department. Or maybe was it because of him?He shrugged off the thought as he got back to his desk inside the department office. Everyone was out there assisting in the emergency area without him.Dr. Anthony Washington told him to stay put. What was he supposed to do?After that frustrating internalization, he decided to pull out several books from the shelf beside his desk. He studied his last patient's case. It wasn't over for him when she died. It was so troubling him day and night.He remembered trying to pull himself up as he watched the relatives mourn at her wake. He was only watching from afar, crying all by himself.He blamed no one but himself for her demise.She was just a teen. 14 years old, to be precise. She had a long way to build her future but her accident took away a lot from her. She should've survived that operation if only she had come a bit early. She should've at least had a chance to regain her strength, but a lot of blood and time were snatched from her.In the middle of John Percy's reminiscing, he heard a commotion outside. He heard nurses in the corridor yelling. That alerted him.He automatically dropped the book back onto the desk and left the room quickly. He looked at the troubled faces of the staff and resident doctors.He approached one of them. "What's happening? Is there something wrong?" John Percy asked hastily.The two resident doctors looked at each other with indifferent gazes. After they exchanged invisible conversations, they finally looked at him.One of them was a guy around 27 years old. Hispanic Kansan. He cleared his throat and looked at him. "Dr. Morgan, the emergency is bizarre! There's a building collapsed in Goddard," he reported.John Percy widened his eyes in shock. "How many?""At least 6 patients were being transferred here at the same time, but they said that we'll expect 9 more...""Damn it!" he cursed under his breath and left the two resident doctors. He hurried to the emergency area and found the real situation.It was chaotic. He saw about 6 patients on stretchers. Some from the thoracic department tried to keep the air going to some of the unconscious patients. Some were wailing in excruciating pain. Most of them were males.A nurse approached John Percy with a hasty look. "A-are you from Neurosurgery Department, sir?" she asked, trembling.He nodded. "Yeah, what's their status?""Most of them occupied most of the Thoracic doctors. But we're running out of available operating rooms, sir. We need your help!"Beads of sweat suddenly formed on his temples. After he contemplated, John Percy finally nodded at her. "Okay. Show me their status..."He began to help each of the doctors assigned to the patients and helped them focus on what to do.There was this man on the stretcher that was literally gargling his own blood. The young resident doctor was trying to stop the bleeding on his left ribcage. His stance was too stiff."What do you think you're doing?" John Percy asked him grimly. "Why are you putting so much pressure on the patient's wound?""I know what I'm doing! You just keep away from us and stop being a distraction!" he yelled at him in a snap."W-what?""Enough!" another voice interrupted them.Most of them turned to that voice. Then, John Percy saw Professor Albert Weins, the professor of the Thoracic Department. He started walking closer until he was almost towering over him."What's the trouble here? Are you trying to educate my doctors, Dr. Morgan?""N-no, Professor. I was just trying to help. The pressure is too tight and the patient is already dying!" he reasoned.He moved his upper lips. "I don't see the need to tell them that. My doctors know what they're doing. The least you could do is get away from my face or I'll report you to the management for insubordination!"John Percy jumped a little after hearing him yell once more. He was about to say something but suddenly, a loud beeping sound came in behind them.He heard the nurse gasped. "His vitals are dropping! We need to do something, Doctor!"The young resident doctor just looked at his professor with the hope of salvation from that situation. "P-Professor..."The professor gritted his teeth and groaned in frustration. "Useless as always!" he yelled at him. He walked towards him and pushed him aside. "Get out of the way!"Prof. Albert Weins tried to salvage the patient as soon as he asked them for the AED. The nurse was the one who put a little pressure on the wound. No matter what John Percy tried to suggest, they just wouldn't listen. The patient was already having difficulty in breathing but they were still ignoring him. They hadn't even performed an ounce of a defibrillator to revive the patient. Then, the monitor only showed them a flatline.*****"You did what?!" Dr. Anthony Washington was shocked after John Percy explained everything to him. "How many times have I told you to stay put? And now you're barging at the Thoracic's cases? Are you dumb or what?""I-I'm sorry. That patient could've lived if his resident doctor took my advice. He was putting a lot of pressure on the rib which hindered him from breathing enough air. It would've been differ—""What's so grand about being knowledgeable when you're a fucking idiot? He told you to back off, right? They already told you! And now, they're gonna call you tomorrow for some disciplinary action!" he butted in. His face was already red in outrage. He kicked the wooden chair in front of him that fell to the ground.John Percy was standing there, speechless. No matter what he explained, no one would listen to him. It was always like this. They would always make fun of him for being too smart. But none of them believed in his skills. They just prefer to call him "Dumb Bookworm Doctor". To them, he wasn't someone they could call a part of the team. A part of OB. He was an outcast.*****The day of the disciplinary action meeting had begun. They were telling John Percy things for the first time in his life he never came to understand. He was that smart guy who walked among these experts and proved himself worthy of being called a Professor. But today, he was just being treated as a mouse trapped inside a cage.It was too much for him to bear. All of them gleamed with arrogance as they looked at him."Your license is now in the process of revocation, Dr. Morgan. You're out," the Hospital Director said. His name is Dr. Jill Franco. His face was full of mockery of him. John Percy could feel the itch trying to boil the doctor inside. "I am so sorry, but the whole committee has decided to let you go. This incident has exceeded a large scale of medical malpractice...""W-what did you say?""The committee has received a large volume of medical malpractice allegations against you, Dr. Morgan. We couldn't keep on protecting you like this. I'm sorry...""I-I didn't do anything wrong. How is this a matter of malpractice? I thought you were calling me because of insubordination. What's this supposed to mean?""I'm so sorry, Mr. Morgan. This committee has decided to let you go. You're on your own..."He was immediately escorted outside the hospital after I put all the things inside the box.He wandered helplessly on the sidewalk. He had nothing in his mind. All blank. He was trying to process everything that happened earlier.All that he understood was that no one in his family knew about this. They all abandoned him.He closed his eyes and thought for a moment.As soon as he opened his eyes, he felt a pang of pain in his head. He remembered himself looking at the world spinning before his eyes. Then, the darkness took over...*****John Percy opened his eyes and saw a familiar setting. He saw the familiar one-seater couch colored in mahogany. He groaned, trying to shake off the dizziness taking over him.He opened his mouth and let out a silent protest as he winced in pain. His head was throbbing hard.Suddenly, he heard the tick-tacking of shoes across the room. It came from the large table in front of him. He automatically turned in that direction. His eyesight adjusted slowly until he recognized the man with his hands below his chin.Dad?"I suppose you're fully awake now, John..." he uttered as he was busy looking at the papers on his table. He suddenly signaled someone behind John Percy. Then, he felt someone trying to remove something behind him. That was when he realized that his hands were tied behind him.He looked at his wrists and at his father-in-law with a confused look. "W-what's happening? Why am I tied up, dad?"He laughed. "Aren't you gonna beg me first?" he asked sarcastically.At that moment, he knew what was happening. He felt so much shame and started to lower his head. He properly knelt and sobbed. "D-Dad, I'm so sorry! Please, help me. I don't wanna disappoint you, especially Clarisse! Please. Help me prove my innocence!" he pleaded. He even crawled to him until he reached his feet. He started hugging them, desperately pleading for his life.His father-in-law's cackle got louder after John Percy did that. He looked at him and waited for his response."Do you think I'm some kind of bandage, John?" he asked him, gritting his teeth. He shook his head. "This scandal is already in the news. They're now bashing you on social media! You think I can still redeem you?""B-but, Dad. I didn't do it! I swear! I didn't do anything to upset you. I'm framed. They're doing this to remove me from the Neurosurgery Department. This— this is—""Enough of your excuses!" Dad snapped. He slammed his fist against the table making him jump. He sighed. "You need to take the punishment, John..." he suddenly said.His jaw dropped. "D-Dad...""If you love Clarisse, then own up to your mistake!" he yelled. "Do this for her sake. It's for the better. Leave OB Medical. After that, we'll figure out something to get you out. That's the only thing that I could offer to help, Percy. That is all..." He signaled his men again.Suddenly, two of them reached his side and started to drag him.The door was slammed in his face as the two men pushed him out of Dad's house.At that moment, he was left all alone again.John Percy walked out of the house like a beggar.All his life he tried to be good to Clarisse's family. The only treasure that he had was her. And now that this situation was thrown at him like a bomb, he didn't know what to do next.He was just walking on the safe side of the road. He found himself walking on a bridge. Few cars strode relentlessly on the highway. His wavy brown hair was harshly heaved by the wind. He turned to his right and held on to the cold steel of the bridge while freely looking at the unrested waters below. It was the river bathed in colorful city lights as the busy Wichita buildings reflected on it.He came back home with a heavy heart. His face was still smothered with dust and tears.He hurried to Zianna's room, his daughter's. He just peeped at the doorway and saw that she was already fast asleep. He smiled in relief and decided to close it quietly.He started locking the doors and windows. He also covered the windows to avoid other people from seeing them
This must be the pain.It was the moment when John Percy knew it was the most excruciating form one person could ever get. The pain of seeing someone they love smirking at them in their dying hour.This was it.It was how Clarisse slowly made herself his greatest mistake. She was his epitome of pain.He was still choking for air. Someone from behind was strangling him to death. He couldn't even turn to see his face. All he knew was that this man was wearing an all-black tracking suit, pants, and boots. He smelt cold breeze and rain. The man wore a mask but his cold blue eyes were seeing death. He was too used to doing this. Like he would never shiver away from killing someone. Unfortunately, John Percy was one of his targets.He stopped analyzing him. Seconds of his life were at stake, so he decided to just look up. He focused on Clarisse.While he felt that the man who was strangling him was holding him down to a tight rope, he saw Clarisse slowly getting up from the man's body, wear
John Percy opened his eyes gasping for air. His gasp was too strong that he arched his body simultaneously. Then, he squinted. Series of bright lights beamed at his face. He could feel the heat coming from them, radiating to him. Then, he heard an inaudible sound. It was like being drowned. Slowly, he could hear it clearly as seconds passed by. There were several voices and other sounds that sounded like death.He could see the source of the light. There was a large group of white lights incubating his fragile body. It was right over him. He was panting but still weak, he slowly got a hold of that sound.It was a beeping sound. It was too familiar not to even recognize. It was his vital monitor.Gradually, his senses became normally stable. He could feel several itching pains in his body. But whenever he wanted to move his hands to scratch them, they wouldn't move.What's happening? Why couldn't he move his hands? He also tried to curl his toes or move his legs, but still to no avail.
It was the year 2007.John Percy read the date inside his phone. His phone was a keypad type, the exact phone he had with him since he was in high school.He just couldn't believe what he was seeing. He simultaneously moved his head toward the mirror and back to his phone.He even slapped his cheeks hard."Aw!" he groaned in pain after realizing that everything was real. "Fuck!" he shouted."Hey, watch your mouth!" a man's voice interrupted from outside. It was Henry, the janitor inside Lawrence High. It was Henry's routine to reprimand students for foul behaviors.John Percy bit his lower lip. "Sorry!" he shouted. "Fuck!" he hissed, making sure he would only hear his own cursing.Suddenly, that woman's voice interrupted his mind."Everything you'll see is just a part of your memories. You may interact with the people there but that won't change anything in reality..." Hyalou said."So, this means, I'm just inside my memories?" he asked himself.No matter what the situation was to him
John Percy woke up happily as he turned off his alarm on his bedside table.It's his second day going back to being 17 years old. He excitedly got up and readied himself for school. While getting dressed up, he could smell his Aunt Merlyn's bread toast, and bacon.Just like any other Kansans, John Percy's family was as simple as can be. They just seemed to live a simple life. They didn't have any hangups that they needed to pursue aside from his adoptive parents wanting to own a restaurant.John Percy hummed and ran toward the kitchen. "I really miss this smell, Auntie!" he happily exclaimed.Aunt Merlyn just snorted while preparing the table. "Just get your butt in here and eat."He chuckled and obliged. After sending 2 spoonfuls of meat into his mouth, the doorbell rang."Hmm... That must be George. Open the door for me, Jay!" Aunt Merlyn asked.He stood up and hurried to the door. He saw George's lively grin. He waved at John Percy."George!""What's up? Are you ready? Come on! Let
John Percy jogged his entire neighborhood right after he finished his chores inside their house. It was already 8 in the evening. Right after school, he came back to their house with deep thought.He decided to jog to remove all uncertainties from his head. He was a bit confused about what happened earlier in the hallway.Was he just imagining things?He was thinking about George's actions earlier. He seemed angry like he was expecting him to actually trip off from that moment. His expression said it all. His brows formed a straight line. His eyes darted in his direction.Was he angry at him? He asked himself.He suddenly stopped running and shook his head. He exasperatedly sighed. "No, that can't be. He was not mad at me, right?" he asked himself.After that, he erased him from his mind. He must take focus on Clarisse alone.He was a bit happy that Clarisse lost her cool when he ignored her. It was his first move to change everything in his past. He was determined to remove Clarisse
John Percy ran toward a familiar street. He was going to be late for his part-time job at 8th street. The name of the establishment is Delli Vet, a veterinary clinic in Wichita. He greeted his manager and he started to help them with all the pet patients.John Percy came inside to one of the wards for dogs. There was a chow-chow on IV. Its health was already improving compared to last week. The dog ate something that triggered its allergy so it was sent to the vet right away.One of the attending Vet Dr. Patzy Sullivan checked on the dog's chart and turned to him with a smile. "Are you going for the second job?"He nodded with delight. "Yes, Doctor. I can still render half an hour here before going there."She nodded. "Okay. Cheeky can already go home. Will you be able to deliver her to the store manager?" she asked. Cheeky, the chow-chow patient was also John Percy's Store Manager's pet. He recalled that during this time, he was so dedicated to the part-time jobs that he recommended
John Percy looked up at the large building. Even though he had already been there a million times, he still couldn't stop daydreaming.Finally, after completing his junior year at Lawrence High, he was able to ask for an entrance exam for the most prestigious university in Kansas.The Treadthon Medical University.He couldn't stop smiling.It was his long-time dream to become a doctor. It never changed right when he traveled back to his past. He came all the way here to retake the test he took in his past life."I can do this. The exam would just be a piece of cake for me..." he confidently said. He stepped into the hall and asked at the information desk. After he gave the necessary requirements, the desk personnel gave him the admission stamp and schedule.He was scheduled for an exam later this afternoon. It means he had ample time to prepare himself.He got to the library and grabbed 5 books for his exams. He was about to pick up the book in the upper right corner, another hand was