This must be the pain.
It was the moment when John Percy knew it was the most excruciating form one person could ever get. The pain of seeing someone they love smirking at them in their dying hour.This was it.It was how Clarisse slowly made herself his greatest mistake. She was his epitome of pain.He was still choking for air. Someone from behind was strangling him to death. He couldn't even turn to see his face. All he knew was that this man was wearing an all-black tracking suit, pants, and boots. He smelt cold breeze and rain. The man wore a mask but his cold blue eyes were seeing death. He was too used to doing this. Like he would never shiver away from killing someone. Unfortunately, John Percy was one of his targets.He stopped analyzing him. Seconds of his life were at stake, so he decided to just look up. He focused on Clarisse.While he felt that the man who was strangling him was holding him down to a tight rope, he saw Clarisse slowly getting up from the man's body, wearing her silk robe, and walking slowly toward me.After those words came out of her mouth, she had the nerve to kiss the man on top of the bed. John Percy couldn't see his face. He was just lying flat on the bed and not an ounce of his face could ever be seen from where he was pinned down.The man behind him forced him to kneel and dock his head.He wanted to cry. He wanted to whimper at that moment but he stopped himself. He didn't want to be scared, but he was. His tears would flow down to his cheeks and frequently fall to the ground where his head was forced to focus on.When he saw Clarisse's figure move closer to him, he tried to break free. But he only received a hard pounce on his nape. He almost lost consciousness. He started to feel nauseous. His head was spinning."S-since when?" he suddenly asked.Clarisse chuckled and caressed his cheek. "Oh, honey. Poor you... You don't have any idea what was happening around you and yet here you are trying to figure out what went wrong, right?" Her laughter became viral as her voice seemed to overpower the silence all over the place.The coldness seethed through him but still, his sweat continued to shower him profusely."Since when?" he asked again. This time, his limbs were shaking. "Since when did you cheat on me?!"Clarisse smiled. "Haven't you ever asked yourself that? Like ever?" she asked sarcastically. "I mean, you would know. I've never asked you to have sex with me. You know the numbers, honey. You know since when..." she said to him. "Because to me, everything was a big lie, including the moment I met you..."Those words made him shudder in fear. "W-what did you say?""Are you dumb?" she asked. "Everything was just for fun, my dear husband. And now... it's better to just break the marriage. I'm breaking up with you..."Her last words kept on playing inside his head over and over again.That was it. She just ended everything. Everything between them.His eyes became blurry because of his tears and whimpered silently.He saw Clarisse standing up. She picked up her phone and was about to dial a number."What about our child? What about her? Can you not throw away this marriage for the sake of her?" he asked while worrying about their daughter who didn't know about this. She shouldn't know. He didn't want her to grow up knowing that her parents failed to protect their marriage.Clarisse smiled. "After this, she can easily forget about you. Why? Because you're nothing to be remembered anyway." She looked away and continued her business. She dialed a number and held the phone next to her ear. "Dad... your good-for-nothing son-in-law came to me. Why didn't you put a tail on him? I told you that I would be taking care of everything after I finish my business here, right?" she sighed frustratingly treating her impure affair toward another man as 'business'. She looked at John Percy with her emotionless stare. "Can we do it now? I want to get rid of him," she asked.After a brief silence, she ended the call and nodded at the man behind him.He creased his forehead. What were they planning to do?He turned to take a peek at the man behind him. He exchanged meaningful glances with Clarisse. He even nodded.John Percy's eyes widened when he saw the man's hand holding something. It was a syringe! It had transparent content inside. Then, he pulled another transparent glass with the same content as the syringe. He saw the label and it read "Potassium".This element may seem to be harmless to others but for medical professionals like him, this element would be dangerous if mishandled especially when directly injected with large amounts through the IV or direct skin injection.John Percy started shaking, breathing hitched. "N-no. No! You can't do this to me!"The man was about to inject it into him but he dodged it quickly by rolling over the floor.That was when he tried to escape. He used his teeth to remove the cable wire organizer used in tying him to his feet and hands. But the man lounged at him. He tried to grab him but John Percy managed to dodge all of his attacks through his defensive stance or by just kicking him away from him. It was a quick fight that he thought he could last.He tried to run toward the door but suddenly, another rope stopped him. It was put all over his neck. Suddenly it squeezed and squeezed him, choking him to death.He grunted and moaned in pain. His hands tried to pull the rope away but it was too tight. It made him kneel until he completely collapsed to the ground.He looked up and saw Clarisse who was now walking toward him. She smiled looking at him suffering.This look on her face seeing him suffer his death hour was enough to die, to see the woman of his life happy in killing him. It was just too painful."Why are you doing this?" he asked her after a brief silence.She sat on her heel, smiled, and said, "Just die already."He blinked his eyes.Did he just hear her clearly? She wanted him to die.He was just too focused on her. He couldn't leave her sight. But she stood up and slowly left him.At that moment, the man behind him pulled the rope around his neck tighter. The red veins started to get visible inside his eyes. His face reddened. He couldn't breathe anymore. He wiggled his hands and feet as it was the only hope he had left to even catch Clarisse's attention.She did. She turned around and smirked as she reached the bed with an unknown man hugging her waist.John Percy's eyes started to blur until everything went black as his life was taken away from him.John Percy opened his eyes gasping for air. His gasp was too strong that he arched his body simultaneously. Then, he squinted. Series of bright lights beamed at his face. He could feel the heat coming from them, radiating to him. Then, he heard an inaudible sound. It was like being drowned. Slowly, he could hear it clearly as seconds passed by. There were several voices and other sounds that sounded like death.He could see the source of the light. There was a large group of white lights incubating his fragile body. It was right over him. He was panting but still weak, he slowly got a hold of that sound.It was a beeping sound. It was too familiar not to even recognize. It was his vital monitor.Gradually, his senses became normally stable. He could feel several itching pains in his body. But whenever he wanted to move his hands to scratch them, they wouldn't move.What's happening? Why couldn't he move his hands? He also tried to curl his toes or move his legs, but still to no avail.
It was the year 2007.John Percy read the date inside his phone. His phone was a keypad type, the exact phone he had with him since he was in high school.He just couldn't believe what he was seeing. He simultaneously moved his head toward the mirror and back to his phone.He even slapped his cheeks hard."Aw!" he groaned in pain after realizing that everything was real. "Fuck!" he shouted."Hey, watch your mouth!" a man's voice interrupted from outside. It was Henry, the janitor inside Lawrence High. It was Henry's routine to reprimand students for foul behaviors.John Percy bit his lower lip. "Sorry!" he shouted. "Fuck!" he hissed, making sure he would only hear his own cursing.Suddenly, that woman's voice interrupted his mind."Everything you'll see is just a part of your memories. You may interact with the people there but that won't change anything in reality..." Hyalou said."So, this means, I'm just inside my memories?" he asked himself.No matter what the situation was to him
John Percy woke up happily as he turned off his alarm on his bedside table.It's his second day going back to being 17 years old. He excitedly got up and readied himself for school. While getting dressed up, he could smell his Aunt Merlyn's bread toast, and bacon.Just like any other Kansans, John Percy's family was as simple as can be. They just seemed to live a simple life. They didn't have any hangups that they needed to pursue aside from his adoptive parents wanting to own a restaurant.John Percy hummed and ran toward the kitchen. "I really miss this smell, Auntie!" he happily exclaimed.Aunt Merlyn just snorted while preparing the table. "Just get your butt in here and eat."He chuckled and obliged. After sending 2 spoonfuls of meat into his mouth, the doorbell rang."Hmm... That must be George. Open the door for me, Jay!" Aunt Merlyn asked.He stood up and hurried to the door. He saw George's lively grin. He waved at John Percy."George!""What's up? Are you ready? Come on! Let
John Percy jogged his entire neighborhood right after he finished his chores inside their house. It was already 8 in the evening. Right after school, he came back to their house with deep thought.He decided to jog to remove all uncertainties from his head. He was a bit confused about what happened earlier in the hallway.Was he just imagining things?He was thinking about George's actions earlier. He seemed angry like he was expecting him to actually trip off from that moment. His expression said it all. His brows formed a straight line. His eyes darted in his direction.Was he angry at him? He asked himself.He suddenly stopped running and shook his head. He exasperatedly sighed. "No, that can't be. He was not mad at me, right?" he asked himself.After that, he erased him from his mind. He must take focus on Clarisse alone.He was a bit happy that Clarisse lost her cool when he ignored her. It was his first move to change everything in his past. He was determined to remove Clarisse
John Percy ran toward a familiar street. He was going to be late for his part-time job at 8th street. The name of the establishment is Delli Vet, a veterinary clinic in Wichita. He greeted his manager and he started to help them with all the pet patients.John Percy came inside to one of the wards for dogs. There was a chow-chow on IV. Its health was already improving compared to last week. The dog ate something that triggered its allergy so it was sent to the vet right away.One of the attending Vet Dr. Patzy Sullivan checked on the dog's chart and turned to him with a smile. "Are you going for the second job?"He nodded with delight. "Yes, Doctor. I can still render half an hour here before going there."She nodded. "Okay. Cheeky can already go home. Will you be able to deliver her to the store manager?" she asked. Cheeky, the chow-chow patient was also John Percy's Store Manager's pet. He recalled that during this time, he was so dedicated to the part-time jobs that he recommended
John Percy looked up at the large building. Even though he had already been there a million times, he still couldn't stop daydreaming.Finally, after completing his junior year at Lawrence High, he was able to ask for an entrance exam for the most prestigious university in Kansas.The Treadthon Medical University.He couldn't stop smiling.It was his long-time dream to become a doctor. It never changed right when he traveled back to his past. He came all the way here to retake the test he took in his past life."I can do this. The exam would just be a piece of cake for me..." he confidently said. He stepped into the hall and asked at the information desk. After he gave the necessary requirements, the desk personnel gave him the admission stamp and schedule.He was scheduled for an exam later this afternoon. It means he had ample time to prepare himself.He got to the library and grabbed 5 books for his exams. He was about to pick up the book in the upper right corner, another hand was
Everybody, if only they caught John Percy looking at Hyalou right now, they would probably laugh at him."Umm...""Hello? I'm going out. The bell just rang," Hyalou was already on the phone when he attempted to ask her to join him for a lunch break.Pathetic. He was literally chanting to himself. What was he thinking? He shouldn't be trying to get close to her. She probably never recognized him as the old doctor who was framed and killed by the O'Briens. That means, he is still trying to figure out how to finish this game.After she disappeared in front of him, John Percy decided to shove his things back into his bag and left the room.He came to the restroom and saw a few pairs of upset eyes darting toward him.John Percy just shrugged and waited for one of them to finish their pissing in front of the urine toilet for boys. After that, 2 or 3 became vacant. He got to one of them and groaned a little as he felt his shaft bulging in fullness. He hated being like this after stammering i
This was probably the craziest thing John Percy had ever done in his entire life.He had never protected someone before. Not even his adoptive parents. He was contented with the fact that they were there. Until they were taken away too quickly. He wasn't so prepared. And now, he was trying to make history.He had found strength in this newly found confidence. It was Hyalou's turn to be protected.While Hyalou was seeing the monitor, she was in shock. She was seeing the whole scene. How John Percy protected her from getting hurt. It somehow moved something inside her chest.She was speechless. She was beside the bed-ridden John Percy in reality while monitoring his vitals, she was also able to see what was happening inside John Percy's mind.She, too, was surprised to see her connection with John Percy. It shouldn't appear like this. She wasn't expecting to see this kind of simulation."A-are you seeing this?" she asked someone beside her.It was Dr. Hector Sieve.Dr. Hector was busy t