After the boss handed out the tips as promised, most of the staff began heading home. Laxus stayed behind. He had picked up a few extra hours to add to his income, something he had worked out with the boss earlier. The restaurant had quieted down, leaving Laxus with a bit of solitude to finish up his shift.
Once he finished the bulk of his tasks, Laxus headed to the small break room. Exhaustion weighed on him after the long day, so he decided to rest for a bit. He climbed onto the top bunk, shifting around to get comfortable. But no matter how he positioned himself, sleep wouldn’t come. His thoughts were too loud, and the cot was nothing like his bed back home.
Frustrated, Laxus pulled out his phone, hoping to pass the time. As he scrolled through social media, an article about his family, the Kinkaids, caught his eye. His heart sank. The headline brought back memories he’d tried hard to leave behind. Curiosity got the better of him, and he clicked on the article.
Photos of his family flashed across the screen. One in particular made his stomach drop. His half-brother Luther and Linnie, his ex-fiancée, were smiling together. They looked far too happy, their smiles too genuine. The image stirred old wounds that hadn’t healed. Linnie had chosen Luther over him, and Laxus had been left alone, forgotten.
As he kept scrolling, another photo hit him harder. Luther and Linnie were kissing, their affection on full display. Laxus had suspected something between them long before his father’s announcement, but seeing it confirmed made everything worse. He could have been on his honeymoon with her by now, but she had left him for his brother. He chuckled bitterly, of course, Luther had everything Laxus didn’t. A perfect life, doting parents, and now the woman he had loved.
The next photo was of the entire Kinkaid family, including his father and mother. They looked content, even without him. Laxus felt a sharp pang in his chest. It was clear they hadn’t missed him at all. Since he left, no one had reached out, not even to check if he was okay. As long as he had been increasing sales for the company, that’s all they cared about.
Linnie looked more beautiful than ever, seemingly unaffected by his absence. Their last meeting had been ugly, but now she looked as if that encounter hadn’t even crossed her mind. And why would it? She had moved on with Luther, building a life that Laxus should have had.
Then he saw the headline that Luther and Linnie were celebrating their one-year anniversary. Laxus hadn’t realized he had been gone that long. A full year away from their toxicity, but in a strange way, he still missed them. They were his family, after all. Despite the betrayal and the coldness, he couldn’t entirely erase his feelings for them.
Tears welled up in his eyes. The hurt, the betrayal, and the sense of being unwanted came rushing back, overwhelming him. He quickly switched off his phone and tossed it onto the bed. It would’ve been better if he hadn’t gone online. Now, the painful memories had returned with full force.
Laxus sighed, annoyed at himself. He shouldn’t have dug into the past like that. In a burst of frustration, he jumped down from the bunk, grabbed a hoodie he kept in the break room, and slipped out the back door of the restaurant. The main entrance was locked, so the back was the only way out.
He couldn’t hold on the pain any longer. It hit him all at once, suffocating him. Desperate to escape his thoughts, Laxus headed to a nearby bar. He needed something to numb the ache in his chest, something to make him forget, even if only for a while.
At the bar, he ordered a beer and retreated to a corner booth, hiding from the world. As he sipped his drink, tears fell freely. He was lost in his own sorrow, consumed by the weight of everything he had seen and felt. All he wanted was for the pain to go away, to forget the betrayal, and maybe one day, live a life free from the hurt he carried around.
At the bar, Mr. Bowman sat slumped over a drink, staring at an old photograph in his trembling hand. A tear rolled down his cheek, and his shoulders shook as he tried to suppress the sobs. This was his yearly ritual of returning to the same bar, drowning in sorrow, until his bodyguards eventually carried him home. He wasn’t drunk yet, but he planned to be soon.
A soft sob caught his attention, pulling him from his thoughts. Across the room, a young man sat hunched over, his head in his hands, crying. Mr. Bowman squinted, trying to place him. The face looked familiar. Then it clicked it was Laxus, the ambitious young man who worked at the restaurant he frequented. Bowman had developed a fondness for Laxus after their brief conversations about life and work. He admired the lad’s drive and intelligence, qualities he didn’t often see in young men anymore.
Curiosity getting the better of him, Mr. Bowman stood, abandoning his drink. He made his way across the bar and pulled out a chair across from Laxus. The young man looked up, his eyes red and swollen, confused by the intrusion.
“We all have our burdens,” Bowman said quietly, signaling the bartender for more drinks.
Laxus chuckled bitterly. “Yeah, don’t we all,” he muttered before downing the rest of his beer in one gulp.
Bowman studied him for a moment. “What’s weighing you down, son?”
Laxus hesitated, then sighed. ""It’s a long story. Besides, I don’t even know you.""
Bowman chuckled. ""You know me well enough. I’m the old man who can’t get enough of your burgers at the restaurant.""
Laxus’s eyes widened as he finally recognized him. ""I’m sorry, I didn’t realize it... I didn’t mean to be rude.""
“No need for apologies,” Bowman replied, waving a hand. “You recognize me now, so tell me what’s bothering you.”
Laxus sighed deeply, unsure where to begin. ""I grew up in a big mansion, everything a kid could want. My mom, my dad, and my little brother Luther. But while my brother was the golden boy, I was always treated like an outsider. One day, I accidentally broke this expensive mug my dad prized. He flew into a rage, punched me in the face, and my mom had to step in. That’s when I found out I wasn’t really his son. He was never going to see me as part of the family.""
Mr. Bowman listened intently, his heart heavy as Laxus continued.
""After that, I did everything I could to make him proud. Working for the family business made the company successful, but it was never enough. I was named heir to the Kinkaid Distillery, but it was just a title. No matter what I did, Luther was always the perfect son. I stopped expecting anything from them.""
Laxus paused to take another swig from his beer. The memories were clearly painful for him to relive, but he pressed on.
“Then I met Linnie,” he said, his voice softening. ""She was everything to me. For the first time in years, I was truly happy. I thought she loved me, but that all changed when my father summoned me to the mansion one day. He told me to give her up for Luther.""
Mr. Bowman raised an eyebrow. ""Give her up? Like she was some sort of property?""
Laxus nodded, his face twisting in bitterness. ""Exactly. I thought Linnie would never agree to it, but I was wrong. She chose Luther over me. The woman I loved and my own brother… together. That’s when I walked away from it all.""
Bowman remained silent, letting Laxus pour out his heart.
“And now, here I am,” Laxus continued. ""Today’s their anniversary. I saw pictures of them together, happy, like I never even mattered. It’s a reminder that no one ever really cared about me. Not my father, not Linnie.""
Bowman watched as Laxus emptied another bottle of beer, his sorrow consuming him. For a moment, the old man felt a strange connection to the young man. He saw a reflection of his own pain, of the son he had lost. If his son had lived, he would’ve been about Laxus’s age.
“So, here I am,” Laxus said, raising his glass with a shaky hand. “Working as a chef in a city where I don’t know anyone, just trying to survive.”
Mr. Bowman could see that Laxus had too much to drink. He was past his limit, and whatever pain he felt was now clouded by alcohol.
“Let me help you,” Bowman said softly.
Laxus looked at him through bleary eyes. ""Help me? How?”
“I have a plan,” Bowman replied, standing up. “But you need to sober up first.”
He signaled to his bodyguards, who gently lifted the half-conscious Laxus and guided him to the car. Mr. Bowman followed, his mind already turning over the possibilities. He didn’t know why, but he felt an urge to help this young man. Perhaps it was because Laxus reminded him of his own son. Or maybe it was because, deep down, he understood what it felt like to be abandoned by the ones you loved.
Laxus woke up with a severe hangover. He could not remember the last time he got himself this drunk. Actually, the last time had been when he was still living with his family and some days had been harder than others. On those days, Laxus would hide away and soak himself in something strong to make him forget his problems. In all honesty, Laxus had also hated himself times when he had to drink himself into forgetting the kind of family he came from, but since he left home, he hadn’t taken a single sip of alcohol until he stumbled upon the family pictures online.“Ugh, my head hurts,” Laxus cussed. He would have appreciated a steamy cup of coffee with only sugar, no cream; that was his specialty. Apart from the fact that Laxus liked to have that every morning, it also made his hangover less torturous. Then Laxus looked around him. “Damn, where the heck am I?” he asked no one else but himself.The room reminded Laxus of the Kinkaid mansion. For a minute, Laxus thought he was right bac
“I know I messed up last night, and I am deeply sorry,” Laxus started to plead immediately. If he was lucky enough, this man would not report his misbehavior to Mr. Henry, Laxus’s boss.The man smiled and walked fully into the room. Then he settled himself comfortably on the settee that was just beside the bed.“You did not mess up last night,” the man said.Laxus was not a fool, neither was he a child. He knew that he must definitely have done something inappropriate the night before; maybe talk too much, dance on the bar table, spill his drink, throw up, or even worse, talk rudely at one of the restaurant’s biggest customers. One report and Laxus knew that he was done for.“I know I did,” Laxus insisted, “You are just trying to make me feel better,” Laxus said. He knew how most people like this operated. They would act as though they were not bothered about unprofessionalism, but the very next day, they would stroll into the working space of that person and ruin the person’s life.
As Laxus mixed the ingredients to start making hamburgers for the day, he could not shake off the conversation he had with the man in his house. Laxus still did not know the man’s name, as the man did not answer Laxus’s question about his name, or maybe the man had actually told Laxus his name the night he was drunk but could not recall.“Hey, you better hurry up with that,” Drake said as he entered the kitchen. For some days now, Drake had been coming in later than the usual opening time, but no one seemed to have the balls to tell him.""Make your hands work faster and stop acting like a sissy. Soon enough, customers will start trooping in,"" Drake added as he flopped on the chair he usually sat in the kitchen.Laxus decided to ignore him again; he had other things on his mind.The man had told Laxus that they should meet at his house much later when Laxus wasn’t working, so that he would tell Laxus about the deal he had for him. Laxus shivered at the thought of it.""What is it? Do
Laxus froze in his position.What was his brother doing at the restaurant where he worked? What was his brother doing in Las Vegas?""He was pretty impressed, and he wanted to see the chef making the hamburger. You might get a huge tip, you know.""Laxus heard a voice behind him whisper. Luther was busy with his iPad while he waited, so his head was bent low. Laxus turned and discovered that it was Nessy that was whispering words into his ear. He released a tight smile, because he did not want Nessy to grow suspicious.She seemed like a really smart person, because the first time she witnessed an altercation between Laxus and Drake, she had immediately sensed that something was going on between them, so he needed to make an appearance before she began to ask funny questions.""He seemed like a very wealthy person, Laxus. Like, he basically reeks of wealth and affluence,"" Nessy praised Luther.Laxus’s jaw tightened in annoyance and stark jealousy. He did not realize that hearing someo
Laxus wiped the kitchen counter with anger and vigor. “Argh!” he growled in annoyance.This was the fifth time that Laxus was wiping the kitchen counter, and it was already as shiny as a diamond, but he still continued to wipe it clean as though it was the first time. Laxus had cleaned the entire kitchen sparkling clean all by himself without waiting for the restaurant cleaner to do it, and all because he was freaking upset.“Damn it!” Laxus’s voice was louder and more painful this time around. The sound of his voice echoed all around the restaurant, as well as his pain and pain. Tears gathered in Laxus’s eyes, and before he could even realize it, they began to fall, and Laxus let them drop. As they dropped on the counter, he wiped them away with vigor and strength. At least now, he had something to actually wipe off the counter.The restaurant closed up completely about an hour ago, and all the staff signed off nearly forty-five minutes ago. Even Mr. Henry himself had closed up and
After Drake stalked off, Laxus turned to leave. He still hadn’t forgotten his own pains, predicament and troubles. Also, he still hadn’t forgotten that the same Nessy had been drooling and gushing over his half-brother, but as he turned to walk away, he heard Nessy whimpering.Groaning internally and in frustration, Laxus turned and saw that Nessy was visibly shaking. Laxus would have thought that she was cold, after all the weather was chilly, but it was not enough to cause an adult to shiver, especially one like Nessy who wore a jacket as thick as his.“What are you doing here at this time of the night and with Drake?” Laxus’s voice was gruff and hostile, but instead of Nessy answering his question, she burst into tears.“Oh God, not tonight,” Laxus grumbled to himself. He had just finished shedding his own ocean of tears, and he was not about to watch someone else do theirs. Besides, one thing Laxus could not stand was watching a woman cry. It was one of his greatest weaknesses; on
As soon as they began to walk towards Laxus’s apartment, he began to regret his decision. A lot of things could go wrong; as if a lot of things were not already going wrong.They walked to Laxus’s apartment in silence. When they arrived at his front door some minutes later, their boots had already gathered some snow that was already beginning to fall.“We would have frozen out there waiting for a taxi,” Nessy said. She sounded like her old self; the Nessy Laxus knew.Laxus ignored her completely. He opened the door with his key and urged her to get into the house, but Nessy stood still without moving.""Come on, I am really not down for any attitude tonight. You agreed to spend the night at my apartment for your own safety, didn’t you?"" Laxus’s tone was harsh and visibly upset. He was also impatient, and he did not intend to hold out his door for long, because he would hate to invite the cold into his small apartment.Then it dawned on Laxus that, perhaps, Nessy had thought that he s
“Are you okay?” Nessy asked, shocked at Laxus’s reaction to her question.Laxus quickly got over his initial shock and he bent low and picked up the spoon that had fallen to the ground. He did not expect to be asked that question, considering the fact that he was going over and beyond to keep his identity as a Kinkaid private. First of all, this was the exact reason he did not want to have anyone in his space. Laxus deliberately did not make any friends since he moved down here, because he was trying to avoid situations like this, and if Nessy hadn’t been stranded, he would never have invited her to his apartment. Secondly, Laxus did not realize that he still had a pen from the family company with him. He guessed that was the only thing of the Kinkaid clan that he had with him. Recalling now, the Kinkaid Distillery company pen had always been in his pocket every single day right from the time he started using pen to write when he was a kid, so it was only natural that he would have ha
“Who are you, and why would you ask me to get into your car just like that?” Laxus asked, his voice almost quivering in fear.He looked around, hoping to see passersby like him who could help him, but mysteriously, Laxus was the only one walking the pedestrian lane that morning, or maybe he had been the only one, but he didn’t realize it until now. Laxus had no idea who this person was or who had sent him, and he was already out here in the street long enough to know how dangerous and deadly it could be. When he was still under the wealth and protection of the Kinkaid family name, Laxus always moved with drivers and bodyguards, so he never knew how dangerous and cold the outside world was.“Don’t be stubborn,” the bodyguard warned sternly.He glared at Laxus, and Laxus feared for his life instantly. He was alone on this path, and it was still very early; if he proved stubborn, he could get killed right here and his body dumped without mercy. Laxus was going through so much, but the la
It took Laxus some time to be able to get over his shock.“Excuse me sir, but that is a blatant lie!” Laxus said defensively.The recipe he had been using to make hamburgers that had been making customers troop into the restaurant was his grandmother’s secret recipe which Laxus had inherited from her when she died. Often times, when he was much younger, he usually spent time with his grandmother at the Kinkaid family mansion. What a lot of people didn’t know was that Laxus’s maternal grandmother was the head behind the Kinkaid Distillery company. She had inherited it from her father who didn’t live long enough to build the company to its peak, and out of love, had allowed her husband to be the face of the company while she stayed at home to take care of their two daughters, Laxus’s mother and her younger sister, while still brainstorming for the company.As the business grew and expanded over the years, what people didn’t know was that it was divided into two companies; the Kinkaid Di
As Laxus laid on his couch that night while Nessy slept on his small bed, he could not stop thinking about what Nessy had said.“…someone really special and close to my heart used to work for them.”Was it a relative or a lover? Laxus could not tell, and it troubled him greatly. He could not find sleep, and he could not stop thinking about it either. He earnestly wanted to find what employee of the Kinkaid company the person was, but Laxus knew that asking those questions might put him in the light of things, which he didn’t want. With only a few hours that he had spent alone with Nessy, he already knew that she was not just a chatty and merry-go-round kind of girl. She was also smart, and she would definitely figure out something. Also, tears had gathered in her eyes, and since Laxus could not stand a crying woman, he lad let the matter die.Still, Laxus wanted to know by every means possible.He could not guarantee that and Nessy would be on speaking terms now that he had helped her
“Are you okay?” Nessy asked, shocked at Laxus’s reaction to her question.Laxus quickly got over his initial shock and he bent low and picked up the spoon that had fallen to the ground. He did not expect to be asked that question, considering the fact that he was going over and beyond to keep his identity as a Kinkaid private. First of all, this was the exact reason he did not want to have anyone in his space. Laxus deliberately did not make any friends since he moved down here, because he was trying to avoid situations like this, and if Nessy hadn’t been stranded, he would never have invited her to his apartment. Secondly, Laxus did not realize that he still had a pen from the family company with him. He guessed that was the only thing of the Kinkaid clan that he had with him. Recalling now, the Kinkaid Distillery company pen had always been in his pocket every single day right from the time he started using pen to write when he was a kid, so it was only natural that he would have ha
As soon as they began to walk towards Laxus’s apartment, he began to regret his decision. A lot of things could go wrong; as if a lot of things were not already going wrong.They walked to Laxus’s apartment in silence. When they arrived at his front door some minutes later, their boots had already gathered some snow that was already beginning to fall.“We would have frozen out there waiting for a taxi,” Nessy said. She sounded like her old self; the Nessy Laxus knew.Laxus ignored her completely. He opened the door with his key and urged her to get into the house, but Nessy stood still without moving.""Come on, I am really not down for any attitude tonight. You agreed to spend the night at my apartment for your own safety, didn’t you?"" Laxus’s tone was harsh and visibly upset. He was also impatient, and he did not intend to hold out his door for long, because he would hate to invite the cold into his small apartment.Then it dawned on Laxus that, perhaps, Nessy had thought that he s
After Drake stalked off, Laxus turned to leave. He still hadn’t forgotten his own pains, predicament and troubles. Also, he still hadn’t forgotten that the same Nessy had been drooling and gushing over his half-brother, but as he turned to walk away, he heard Nessy whimpering.Groaning internally and in frustration, Laxus turned and saw that Nessy was visibly shaking. Laxus would have thought that she was cold, after all the weather was chilly, but it was not enough to cause an adult to shiver, especially one like Nessy who wore a jacket as thick as his.“What are you doing here at this time of the night and with Drake?” Laxus’s voice was gruff and hostile, but instead of Nessy answering his question, she burst into tears.“Oh God, not tonight,” Laxus grumbled to himself. He had just finished shedding his own ocean of tears, and he was not about to watch someone else do theirs. Besides, one thing Laxus could not stand was watching a woman cry. It was one of his greatest weaknesses; on
Laxus wiped the kitchen counter with anger and vigor. “Argh!” he growled in annoyance.This was the fifth time that Laxus was wiping the kitchen counter, and it was already as shiny as a diamond, but he still continued to wipe it clean as though it was the first time. Laxus had cleaned the entire kitchen sparkling clean all by himself without waiting for the restaurant cleaner to do it, and all because he was freaking upset.“Damn it!” Laxus’s voice was louder and more painful this time around. The sound of his voice echoed all around the restaurant, as well as his pain and pain. Tears gathered in Laxus’s eyes, and before he could even realize it, they began to fall, and Laxus let them drop. As they dropped on the counter, he wiped them away with vigor and strength. At least now, he had something to actually wipe off the counter.The restaurant closed up completely about an hour ago, and all the staff signed off nearly forty-five minutes ago. Even Mr. Henry himself had closed up and
Laxus froze in his position.What was his brother doing at the restaurant where he worked? What was his brother doing in Las Vegas?""He was pretty impressed, and he wanted to see the chef making the hamburger. You might get a huge tip, you know.""Laxus heard a voice behind him whisper. Luther was busy with his iPad while he waited, so his head was bent low. Laxus turned and discovered that it was Nessy that was whispering words into his ear. He released a tight smile, because he did not want Nessy to grow suspicious.She seemed like a really smart person, because the first time she witnessed an altercation between Laxus and Drake, she had immediately sensed that something was going on between them, so he needed to make an appearance before she began to ask funny questions.""He seemed like a very wealthy person, Laxus. Like, he basically reeks of wealth and affluence,"" Nessy praised Luther.Laxus’s jaw tightened in annoyance and stark jealousy. He did not realize that hearing someo
As Laxus mixed the ingredients to start making hamburgers for the day, he could not shake off the conversation he had with the man in his house. Laxus still did not know the man’s name, as the man did not answer Laxus’s question about his name, or maybe the man had actually told Laxus his name the night he was drunk but could not recall.“Hey, you better hurry up with that,” Drake said as he entered the kitchen. For some days now, Drake had been coming in later than the usual opening time, but no one seemed to have the balls to tell him.""Make your hands work faster and stop acting like a sissy. Soon enough, customers will start trooping in,"" Drake added as he flopped on the chair he usually sat in the kitchen.Laxus decided to ignore him again; he had other things on his mind.The man had told Laxus that they should meet at his house much later when Laxus wasn’t working, so that he would tell Laxus about the deal he had for him. Laxus shivered at the thought of it.""What is it? Do