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Chapter 100: People You Can't Save
Author: Yuri
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"I'm the only thing wrong with me, I can't tell you just how bad I suck at life", saying that her expression didn't change a bit. But then her image faded away.

"There isn't one person that its okay to kill or hurt. But even if we know that, why do we continue to hurt? There isn't a single person I hate. But even still, why is it that I can only kill and kill ruthlessly, without end? This is absurd, meaningless. And yet, knowing that, we still choose to go on...how absurd!"

Her back was turned to me, and her voice seemed to echo from every corner. My focus was on her shriveled up figure, it grew smaller by the minute but I wasn't capable of thinking just then.

"Heroes don't exist. No one comes to save you even if you keep waiting. If there is such a thing as justice, why is it so unjust in who it reaches? Where was the hero when the villain needed him? How can they expect justice from someone that has never known it? How are we at fault? Why do they fling God around like they're His k
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