Things went according to plan and we travelled with a caravan for the next few days. These people were gypsies and I barely ever heard them speak. They had taken to trading in the recent few years but it didn't look like they were doing very well. They told us the caravan would rest in the capital before moving onwards to the next continent. It seemed they travelled the whole world. I suppose such a journey despite bad business was still worth it. Chopper decided we'd stay in the capital until the caravan took off in three days.
The capital of Ildia, unlike Mercae, wasn't the center of opportunity. There were two kinds of people that occupied the city. The rich and the oppressed. It looked like one of the smaller cities of Mercae, at least to me. Chopper wasn't surprised at all. He was accustomed to places like these. My Ildian accent was subpar but he spoke like a true native and so he did most of the talking wherever we went. We booked a room at the inn but I noticed that Chopper never once stepped in the room.
The inn was in one of the run down, slum areas of the capital. Usually, Chopper would either be chatting up local drunkards or be gone, perhaps wandering the city. On our last evening, I had the chance to sit and drink with him. We sat at the bar, Chopper was talking with the innkeeper.
"How's times?"
"Well, y'know what they do. They think we insects don't hear their rattle in the cabinet. Some lousy minister comes next, I'm about running out of wine in my cellar. Heard they're cutting people in the gallows now."
"For a cellar that's running out, you sure have a lot of customers here", Chopper noted.
I silently heard the two talk.
"Regulars who can't stop. You, mister, where ye headed?"
"Halen."
"Oi, you some o' the bandits? Spying on me little tavern, are ye?"
"Don't lose your shit old man. I'm a merchant. My caravan leaves tomorrow. Sure on guard, aren't you?", as he said it, for a moment, I believed his lie too.
"Ye have to be. They be cutting up traitors in the gallows now. How's business for you?"
"Not much", he took a sip out of his tankard, "How's the old palace? Is it still standing?"
"The old palace? It's overrun, has been for years!"
"By what?"
"Bandits and thugs. Some old mercenaries from the war days turned hooligans as if we didn't have enough shit to wash off our arses."
I could have sworn I saw Chopper chuckle at that.
"They sure do some surprising things", Chopper hadn't finished his drink but paid and patted on my shoulder to get up. I chugged the whole thing down and followed him outside.
"Keep your head straight, while you can. We'll be leaving tomorrow."
And just like that we had left the capital next morning. The caravan seemed to be moving faster. They had sensed the ever growing rot of Ildia and probably wanted to get away as soon as they could. I noticed Chopper arguing with one of them.
Chopper didn't intend to cross through the forest but the caravan leader said it was the quickest way out.
"Didn't the old innkeeper say there are bandits in this area?", I asked Chopper.
"Gypsies are brethren to people like that, they won't listen to any of that."
"Aren't we walking straight into trouble then?", I wasn't afraid because I had a feeling he'll take care of everything.
"Put this on, don't move, pretend you don't exist", he handed me a sand colored hood and wore a similar one himself. We could see quite well through that hood but no one would be able to tell who we were.
I didn't understand what his concerns were about. Maybe he just wanted to avoid unnecessary trouble. In any case, I remembered what Lady had said and kept watching him.
It seemed we were almost out of the woods when our cart stopped with a jerk. I would have been thrown off if Chopper hadn't held me back by my collar. I heard the caravan leader arguing with someone. Through the corner of my eye, I saw a man pointing an arrow at the leader. The man had long white hair and in fact, he was so eye catching, I couldn't stop myself from trying to take a proper look at this mysterious figure. Chopper stopped me from turning around and it seems after some long negotiations, somehow the caravan was able to keep moving, the bandit watched us go, still keeping steady hands on his bow.
When our cart, the last one, passed by him, he looked sternly at the two odd figures sitting with their heads down. For a moment, he looked like he had seen right through us and I was alarmed that he might shoot at us. But I looked at Chopper and I noticed a faint grin and a strange bloodlust in his eyes as he looked excitedly at the bandit with long white hair. It was as if he'd found gold, or like a dog that found meat. I felt almost nauseous as I looked at him but then I let my head hang down on my chest, I felt like I wasn't so sure of anything right now.
The next day, we reached Halen, a town built on a rocky hill. I had noticed that the threatening glimmer I saw in Chopper's turquoise eyes had completely faded. I had to think if I'd just been imagining things, but for the moment I shook the thought off my mind.
We split from the caravan and headed to the top of the hill. I was lagging behind him and I had begun to think that for me to have come this far with a companion I didn't know, I had been a fool. The truth is I was deeply unsettled.
"Chopper-san, that scar on your chin...how'd you get it?", I was half in thought when I asked him.
"Huh?", he stopped and turned around, facing me with a questioning expression.
"Oh uh...I was just wondering-"
"Just a little piece of the past. I can't even remember how, when I found it on me, I was about as curious as you are", it was quite a big scar, formed like an x on his chin and it in fact was the only part of him that stood out, amidst his deep ashen hair and blank eyes.
The rest of the way to Halen, I kept looking at his back, trying to figure out if there was anything at all to him. If I have to put his persona in simpler word, I'd say he was a very gray man. There simply wasn't enough to him to make him something else. This realization made me feel a bit on guard. I kind of figured why Lady had said what she did before we left.
The townspeople welcomed us warmly but oddly enough, Chopper didn't seem to get cozy with their hospitality. I didn't take him to be one with a nasty attitude so I assumed he might just have a lot on his mind right now. I couldn't have been more wrong. He despised that place so much, he confined himself to the room we were allowed to stay in after two days and never went out.There was a barracks, going down towards the valley where we had headed soon as we'd arrived in town. We met a man called Col. Erele, supposedly in charge around Halen. He told us about the conflict and how bad the situation had gotten because they couldn't contact the capital due to the bandits now running amuck, causing all sorts of ruckus."I've been here 7 years now", he told us, though I found him rather young, " This isn't war anymore, it's all about their revenge. We tried negotiating but they claim this part of land is their territory. And they sure as hell don't care about the people's wishes even if the
"Looters?""Yeah, even though we're salt merchants and nothing more as you can see, in these desperate times, they don't even leave us with that much. The border means nothing to us anymore, anyone can pass through and plunder us whenever they want. Even the barracks can't stop them.", the thin merchant replied as he lugged his merchandise on to a cart, preparing to leave."So what do you want me to do, Emir-san?", I wanted to confirm my suspicions."Tag along with me as my bodyguard. This is an important shipment. If I can't deliver this, I'll die of hunger. I'll even pay you with something", I could tell he was quite desperate but what made him think I was cutout for this sort of work, I couldn't tell."Are you sure you're okay with someone like me?""Of course, you look like a reliable man. Why wouldn't I be okay? I heard from some guys who came from the barracks. That man that was with you is a merchant too, isn't he? And you are his bodyguard. But since your master isn't working,
As I stood with my sword drawn against an enemy quite clearly superior to me, I declared to myself that regardless of whatever was to come from here on, I will give it my all. Even if I was to die there and then, I would've died brilliantly.I did think that and I felt like a hero as Emir cowered behind me. But now that I think about it, it was foolish."Are you expecting to deflect my arrow with a sword?", the white haired man mocked me, "And also those of all my other companions aiming at you?"Of course, I hadn't considered any of that. I had nothing to say in reply. He noticed my uncertainty."Very well. As a respectable warrior, I will give you the chance to a fair duel. Pardon me for I have only this dagger against your sword", he put away his bow and took out a small dagger. That lifted my spirit, if only just a bit.I actually wanted to thank him but he didn't give me a chance for that. He leapt on to me like a leopard. I couldn't keep up with his speed at all. I barely manage
The following few days, I stayed in bed all day. Chopper stayed with me in our room and upon my inquiries, told me what had happened after I passed out."Nothing much. I carried you and that old fart home when things cooled down", even though he knew I was asking about Wolfe, he seemed to avoid his mention purposefully."Do you think you did the right thing?""I...I think I did. I mean, there wasn't anything else to be done, was there? Because you know...well, how should I put this?...its that he-""Seraph, did you notice that man had a single arrow on him?""...eh?""You didn't see a quiver on him, did you? You know why that is?""Why?""Because that's all they need. One arrow. They were called the Beast faction of the Ildian mercs during the war. I don't blame you if you haven't heard of them though. It was over ten years ago after all. They were the King's royal guard. When things felt most dire for Ildia, they were the ones hired to protect the monarch. They possess hyper sensitiv
I remember looking up the mountain as we traversed down the valley. I had an ominous feeling about something that I couldn't exactly explain. Chopper was way ahead of me, he didn't consider my condition to be worth worrying about. I was trying to be careful but the lack of pain which I had been thinking a blessing earlier, now only served as a numbing feeling and that was not very reassuring.It took us two hours to get down and then we waited to see the Colonel. It took surprisingly long before we got to do that. And somehow Chopper, as if foreseeing this predicament, had gone to sleep. He was woken up by the knock on the door. Col. Erele would now see us.Erele's room was vacant unlike the first time we walked in here but the amount of mugs on the table told that some people had been attending there.Soon as we walked in and the wooden door behind us clicked it's closing sound, I could see a flying Erele thrown across the room amidst a tiny storm of papers from his table. He had not
We saw Halen burn. The closer we got to it, the clearer the screams and sounds of collapsing got and the more they intensified, the more the hope of salvation faded away. The barracks was mostly vacant too, people who had been too afraid to go back to Halen, had finally taken the plunge to make final attempts for saving their hometown.Once again, I lagged behind Chopper, watching his strong back. Somehow his sense of justice and morality came off to me as very raw and coarse. I don't think I could perfectly agree with many of his decisions."Chopper-san", once we stood outside Halen, watching it burn, I asked, "was this the only way?""No", he looked unfazed, "but this was the fastest.""Then what you said back there...do you really not care at all?""Yeah. Selfishness isn't a sin but it is worth fighting against. There's a chance that none of this needed to happen but the collateral damage is too much to ignore. Sometimes avoiding trouble isn't an answer.""What about Eso and grandf
Chopper led the way, opening the door and entering, barely cautious. I followed him keeping my guard up at all times.There was barely anything intact inside the building. Upon entering, I noticed that the roof had caved in and we were bathing in the sun that was rather mild and cold today. Inside presented to us an image of an ancient sanctuary. It was revolutionary inside compared to the outside, in that it was filled with life. With vines covering most of the rubble and grass growing in corners and between tiles, I could tell it wasn't a natural growth yet somehow it didn't feel bad.That peace was short lived though. Soon, we found ourselves standing in front of a tall, dark haired, noble looking man. Despite his impressive gracefulness, he still appeared conniving to some degree and even in all the charm he possessed, something about his disposition was utterly disgusting. I couldn't quite tell you what it was. Perhaps the fact that he stood on an elevated place, among the rubble
I was in a daze for what seemed like a billion centuries after that. I thought my soul had been sucked away and I was making my way into the demon's belly but then I noticed I could see Chopper crashed on the ground. He had managed to push me away and prevented my soul from being devoured. Chopper was on the ground and bleeding heavily but he was still conscious, I believe, at least way more than I was.I think I tried to call out to Chopper at the best of my ability but it probably only came out as a mumble because he didn't even look my way. I noticed at some point that Azag was talking with him about something. I tried to focus my vision, sharpen my hearing, gain control of my senses, all the while looking at Chopper. If only he wasn't hurt this bad...if I had done something...no if only...if only I was stronger. I wished Chopper wasn't hurt this bad.And then I closed my eyes because I knew he wasn't gonna make it and the thought of it made me terribly sad. I felt like something u