I remember looking up the mountain as we traversed down the valley. I had an ominous feeling about something that I couldn't exactly explain. Chopper was way ahead of me, he didn't consider my condition to be worth worrying about. I was trying to be careful but the lack of pain which I had been thinking a blessing earlier, now only served as a numbing feeling and that was not very reassuring.
It took us two hours to get down and then we waited to see the Colonel. It took surprisingly long before we got to do that. And somehow Chopper, as if foreseeing this predicament, had gone to sleep. He was woken up by the knock on the door. Col. Erele would now see us.
Erele's room was vacant unlike the first time we walked in here but the amount of mugs on the table told that some people had been attending there.
Soon as we walked in and the wooden door behind us clicked it's closing sound, I could see a flying Erele thrown across the room amidst a tiny storm of papers from his table. He had not yet had the time to take a breath to greet us.
"Chopper-san!", I shouted, perhaps a little too loud as he busied himself in locking the door just barely. I was expecting attention from outside, surprisingly enough, it never came.
Erele was now being dragged to a chair in his half delirious state.
"Chopper-san, what are you doing?"
"Seraph, this time you just stay and keep watching."
Something about the way he said it made me cease from all questions and interruptions.
"Well, soldier boy, I am here to offer you help. What do you say to that?"
At times like these, I really had to wonder if Chopper wasn't mentally unstable though I seldom questioned anything at such times.
"You...", Erele was concious enough to talk, "You damned bastard. So that whore really did manage to find you."
"Isn't that the truth?", Chopper grinned, "Then again, you knew she would, didn't you? You wanted someone to use as a shield wall and you knew that she would lure someone in. Too bad, you are too dumb to accomplish something like that even in the next million years."
"You are going to regret this. You've destroyed so much. If only you'd let that useless lad of yours die..."
"Oh don't give me credit for that. I wasn't the one that saved his life", Chopper looked my way briefly, "I'm here to put an end to you. If this plunges Ildia into another war, then so be it. That's what's good for it in that case. It should have happened sooner. You've enjoyed peace for far too long. That's all you get, tough luck, isn't it?"
"What would you know?!", Erele exploded, "We built this place from ash! We picked up the bones and built our homes. You've no right...no right whatsoever! You don't know about Ildia! This land is what we lost everything for. They died..."
He was under the spell of hysteria as he continued, "They all died and I...I went from one to the next and then...to the next and I...and then I tripped...I fell and I...I saw it. Down there...everyone was..."
"You fell", Chopper said, "You've been falling since then. This dream isn't over yet."
"Chopper-san", at this point I couldn't hold myself from speaking up, "what is he talking about?"
"Seraph, do you know that Halen means salt?"
What a random thing to say! I thought, and was about to speak up when I remembered.
"I can see their reason though. It's all the gold in this mountain. I can't just let these people be stripped away of their rightful fortune, can I?"
That's exactly what Erele told us. And old man Emir was a salt merchant.
"Then...but what does that prove?", I was still unsure.
"There is neither salt nor gold here. There's rocks and more rocks and more rocks...layers of rocks on top of each other. You asked me about that old merchant you went to the capital with. I left him halfway to Halen. Do you know why?"
The old merchant? Emir!
"You left him? What does that mean?!"
"Seraph, the people of Halen don't care about Ildia or the capital or anything at all. Haven't you been able to tell? They only care about their own miserable lives. They are no better than some foolish insects and that's the kind of fate that suits them anyway."
"Why...what's wrong with caring about their own lives? Don't people deserve to live?", I was a bit lost.
"The capital provides for Halen and the people smuggle arms to the enemies. Because if they weren't miserable enough, the capital would stop caring about them. And this barracks...they haven't lifted a gun in so long, they've basically forgotten how to use it. Seraph, there is nothing but deceit in this land. These people are giving the enemies access to those parts of Ildia where they couldn't reach otherwise. Who do you think prevents them? Do you think someone stands between them?"
Wolfe! That was the first thought that came to mind.
"Regardless of how pure everything looks, that old man for example, expected to get robbed or should I say, make his delivery. The one thing that stood between him was the forest bandits. If he had taken longer to get home, he couldn't make the deadline. And thus he needed someone to act as bait, buy him time to make his run. But when he turned in without the delivery, well, who knows what happened to him? And what happens afterwards, that's all you need to see."
"Wait, Chopper-san, what about Eso?"
"I managed to confirm the fact she wasn't a pure maiden. Wonder how I did it, who knows", Chopper smirked suggestively, "Maybe this guy would know, wouldn't you Colonel?"
"Go to hell!", Erele tried to spit on Seraph but it ended up falling on his belly, "You don't know what Ildia did. It's not a land of pure souls. But we just want to survive. You are just too haughty to see that."
"Oh believe me, old man. I do know what Ildia did. Now if you'll excuse me, I've got a man to look for", he shoved the picture in Erele's face, "Tell me what you know about him."
Erele tried being stubborn but perhaps realized there was nothing to be gained from that. He spoke shortly.
"Fennerick. That's him. General Fennerick. He...he's the devil", Erele took a pause, "His village is south of here. He destroyed it completely. Some say, he ate the flesh of all it's residents. One night, they just all turned to bones and nothing more. Not one of them was left. And then he...he left. He's not...he's..."
"That's enough", Chopper stepped closer, unsheathing and then pointing his strange looking blade at Erele's head, "You've done a great service, Colonel. Do you have anything to say before we part ways?"
"I just...I...tried. I want to see Halen but I can only look from afar because I couldn't protect it. My home...mother...and everyone else...and now, it's all going to..."
Chopper opened a window of Erele's room which presented a full view of the mountain path and Halen.
My eyes were open wide in shock as I looked at the spectacle.
"It's burning...", Erele's last words left his mouth.
I turned my head to look at him but all I saw was shreds of human flesh, nothing salvageable. And I also saw Chopper's blade, covered in blood and his face, beaming, his eyes glistening and a pure white descending upon him.
We saw Halen burn. The closer we got to it, the clearer the screams and sounds of collapsing got and the more they intensified, the more the hope of salvation faded away. The barracks was mostly vacant too, people who had been too afraid to go back to Halen, had finally taken the plunge to make final attempts for saving their hometown.Once again, I lagged behind Chopper, watching his strong back. Somehow his sense of justice and morality came off to me as very raw and coarse. I don't think I could perfectly agree with many of his decisions."Chopper-san", once we stood outside Halen, watching it burn, I asked, "was this the only way?""No", he looked unfazed, "but this was the fastest.""Then what you said back there...do you really not care at all?""Yeah. Selfishness isn't a sin but it is worth fighting against. There's a chance that none of this needed to happen but the collateral damage is too much to ignore. Sometimes avoiding trouble isn't an answer.""What about Eso and grandf
Chopper led the way, opening the door and entering, barely cautious. I followed him keeping my guard up at all times.There was barely anything intact inside the building. Upon entering, I noticed that the roof had caved in and we were bathing in the sun that was rather mild and cold today. Inside presented to us an image of an ancient sanctuary. It was revolutionary inside compared to the outside, in that it was filled with life. With vines covering most of the rubble and grass growing in corners and between tiles, I could tell it wasn't a natural growth yet somehow it didn't feel bad.That peace was short lived though. Soon, we found ourselves standing in front of a tall, dark haired, noble looking man. Despite his impressive gracefulness, he still appeared conniving to some degree and even in all the charm he possessed, something about his disposition was utterly disgusting. I couldn't quite tell you what it was. Perhaps the fact that he stood on an elevated place, among the rubble
I was in a daze for what seemed like a billion centuries after that. I thought my soul had been sucked away and I was making my way into the demon's belly but then I noticed I could see Chopper crashed on the ground. He had managed to push me away and prevented my soul from being devoured. Chopper was on the ground and bleeding heavily but he was still conscious, I believe, at least way more than I was.I think I tried to call out to Chopper at the best of my ability but it probably only came out as a mumble because he didn't even look my way. I noticed at some point that Azag was talking with him about something. I tried to focus my vision, sharpen my hearing, gain control of my senses, all the while looking at Chopper. If only he wasn't hurt this bad...if I had done something...no if only...if only I was stronger. I wished Chopper wasn't hurt this bad.And then I closed my eyes because I knew he wasn't gonna make it and the thought of it made me terribly sad. I felt like something u
Somehow, Chopper managed to drag me out of that place. There were ample supplies for dressing in that town. We took shelter in one of the vacant houses and treated our injuries. Chopper had lost his arm and every time I looked at it, I was in pain. He, having exhausted himself, went to sleep soon after. I foraged for some food and managed to find plenty of it. I thought it would be better if we had a nice meal before leaving and maybe even pack something for the road. It had begun to rain outside. When Chopper woke up, we had a hot meal which tasted heavenly. It is indeed true that hunger is the best spice."Are we leaving, Chopper-san?", I asked him over the meal."Yes""But what about...Azag? He's still at large. We haven't-""Lady said we have to kill Fennerick. She never spoke about Azag. So we're done.""But even so, isn't it too careless?!""I'm returning you to Lady tomorrow. Don't make me repeat myself."I truly felt like a baggage that he just wanted to get rid of.We set out
"..."He could vaguely hear some very distant noises. He had yet to gain the ability to see perfectly but he noticed a silhouette through his half delirious state of mind. He tried to sit up or take control of his senses but that was beyond help."...sen!""Corsen!", he finally distinguished someone calling that name, "Corsen! Is he awake?"The silhouette moved at the sound and approached the door as he lay in his bed, watching it. He focused his vision a bit more. The silhouette was bright red or so he imagined."Could you keep it down?", the silhouette opened the door and scolded whoever was making a ruckus of it. She said some other things which he couldn't distinguish.He struggled to lift himself up, having gained a considerable percentage of his conscious."Ah!", Corsen noticed him and moved towards him, "You're awake...Jack!"He looked at Corsen's face who was leaning down to check on him. She had the reddest hair he'd ever seen. She shone like a sun engulfing the desert on the
"Why are you sitting here? I thought you wanted to see His Majesty", Corsen hung over him before he knew it, "Though this is somewhere I expected to find you.""I didn't come along to see the King", Jack lifted his gaze from the endless garden spread before him."You're doing well so I thought it'd be nice to let the King know of your services", Corsen sat beside him on the little stone fence, "Do you miss this place?""Aren't you supposed to be in court? I thought the King summoned all his knights", Jack avoided her question."His Majesty probably just wanted to see Wolfe. He trusts him so much after all. I doubt he'd notice I sent in a proxy.""Corsen", Jack paused for a thought, "Are you happy here?"Corsen looked at him, then moved her eyes back to the endless flowerbeds."Yeah", she nodded, closing her eyes, "Now that you're here.""I don't get it", he replied, looking at his hands that felt fresh and light as they were now unbandaged, "Even if you say we were lovers, I can't rem
"Corsen", Jack called her name as they walked through the thicket with Corsen leading the way."I know", she stopped moving, putting up her guard."We need to get down", Jack slowly approached her.There were hostiles nearby. A part of them had been expecting that. Corsen and Jack had gone to the castle to deliver Wolfe's message to the Lord. The tensions rising in the country could not be ignored any longer."How many are there?", Jack whispered to her.However, before she could open her mouth, a horse jumped over the tall bushes they were hiding behind. The two looked back in shock as a white horse neighed. The master holding its reins smirked, conceitedly."What? Are you Beasts just hot air after all? Hiding like that, how pathetic!", he laughed.This young man was clad in bright steel armor and his golden hair shone brightly in the sun. Still, the look he carried in his eyes was of utter disgust."Knights of the Round Table", Corsen said as she stood up straight, facing the man."
"Answer me!"Jack wondered what was shaking him so roughly. It interrupted his dreams and he was greatly annoyed by it."Why won't you let us be at peace? I'm so tired", he was thinking.He imagined he had said it to whatever was disrupting his peaceful time but in reality, Jack was just a husk. His eyes were open and he was breathing but he was not there."Oi!", a strong blow crushed his dreamland and sent him flying.He was finally brought back and he attempted to get up, gaining sight in his eyes and awakening his mind. But the first thing that headed to his senses was pain, unbelievably excruciating pain and he was at a loss at how to let it out. He wanted to scream but voice won't come to him. He couldn't even groan, something was stuck in his throat. He found it hard to breath and his whole body felt awfully numb."Where is she?!"Jack looked back with all the strength he had left in him."Who's that?", he couldn't believe what he was seeing.Wolfe had never looked like that bef