DOUBTING SETH
Author: Davedee
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Phoebe and Seth came back home without talking, Phoebe still thinking about her talk with Marlin. She looked at Seth, who was lost in thought as he drove, his jaw tight and eyes on the road. She wanted to ask him more about Sasha and why he didn't want to help her, but she decided to wait until they were home.

When they got home, Phoebe took a deep breath, trying to clear her mind. She didn't want to come to conclusions or let Marlin's words change her thinking. She loved Seth and trusted him, but she had a feeling that she couldn't get rid of. Could there be something more going on between Seth and Sasha?

Once inside, Seth put the shopping bags in the kitchen and turned to Phoebe. "I'm going to take a quick shower," he said, sounding tired. "We'll talk after, okay?"

Phoebe nodded and watched him go down the hallway. She slowly unpacked the bags, thinking. Why didn't Seth want to help Sasha? Was it just a disagreement or something more?

She went to the living room, sat on the couc
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