CHAPTER 201
Author: Ng
last update2025-03-08 21:12:12

The Weight of Memory

The past never fades. It lingers in the quiet moments, in the space between heartbeats, in the echo of footsteps long since silenced. I thought I could outrun it, bury it beneath new decisions, new battles—but the past is patient. It waits.

And now, it finds me here, in a nameless café in a city that doesn't care who I am.

The rain outside is relentless, hammering against the windows and drumming against the pavement in a rhythmic pulse. The café is nearly empty. A couple of tired workers are in the corner, and a barista is checking their phone behind the counter. No one looks at me. No one whispers my name.

For the first time in years, I am no one.

Or at least, I try to be.

My reflection stares back at me from the window—hollow eyes, a face carved by too many choices. The coffee in front of me has gone cold, untouched. I should leave. Keep moving. But something keeps me here, rooted to this spot as if waiting for something I can’t name.

Then the door chimes. A gu
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