SUMMON OF CHAOS

Terrified Of Death

With the issue of water and mana solved I decided to have some me time away from the colony and the company of humans.

It's not everyday I get to enjoy the luxury of visiting the ocean beach and bathing my body in the sun.

"exhales"

I so love the feeling of silence and immersing myself with the surroundings,

Is it too much for me to wish that everyday was like this,

Instead of me trying to come up with new tactics to use as a fighting force I wish I could just invest that time in myself.

Come to think of it there is one question I have been meaning to ask myself

Why do I struggle?

Why do I seek revenge for the dead?

I died on earth while overworking myself and yet after being reincarnated into this world I still continue to work.

What is stopping me from not going after revenge and instead dedicating myself in exploring this new world?

None of this makes any sense,

A sensible person would not go this far for someone they have no connection with.

It is true that I have this second c