Dirty, digusted, angry, these among others were what Sasha couldn't help but feel. Everything in her life was moving sideways and she had no idea what to do to change it. She finally got what she wanted but then why did she feel so annoyed after it. Jake was still married and she had just slept with a married man. All the principles that she had claimed to have was thrown into the gutter. She ruined herself with her own two hands. She deserved what she got. She deserved being treated like crap from him. She wasn't a very good person and so she doesn't deserve to be treated with any respect. She had ordered an Uber and the drive back home was the longest she had had in a long time. Thoughts that she had tried to suppress for so long kept flying into her mind and all she could do was hate herself even more. Life was not fair to her but she didn't do anything to make it easier. The bar was filled with people. Andy's has always had a full house mostly because he had good music and his
Immediately the driver stopped her at her building, she got out and sprinted into the house. She needed to hide from everyone and the best way to do it was to soak herself inside her bathtub. As she slowly got rid of her clothes, she was reminded of how Jake undressed her and the memory made her angry instead of happy. Finally, she dived into the bathtub and didn't surface for hours. "Damn it!" Emily cursed under her breath. Every time she was beginning to have a quiet moment with Sebastian, something or someone just always had to ruin it. She could see the spark in his eyes and she knew that he was seeing her in another light. The kind of light that Emily wanted her to see him in. And now her phone just had to go and ring, interrupting the moment she was sharing with him. She removed the phone from her handbag and was more annoyed when she saw the caller ID."Yes?" She was afraid that if she had said more words, the man would have sensed her anger and wanted to find a way to relie
"Em?" Williams called out when he didn't get a response from her."Yes," Emily responded as she turned her wide eyes and stared at Williams."Who is this?" Williams was now pointing at Sebastian and Sebastian didn't like it one bit. He didn't know much about their relationship but he could sense the tension in the air."This is...This is my umm." She was at a loss of words to describe Sebastian. If she called him her driver, he might think that he didn't mean anything to her or that the moment they just shared was pointless to her and if she described him as the person he was starting to develop feelings for to Williams, his heart would be totally shattered."He is my driver." She could explain things to Sebastian later, after all, he did look like a very understanding man. Sebastian turned his head to look at Emily. He was definitely convinced that the was something going on between them. After spending a day with Emily, he could easily tell that she wasn't the type to not say her m
Sebastian had hoped that he would never get to see the building that threatened to end his life whenever he stepped foot into it. Reluctantly, Ethan and Sebastian moved towards the door and one of the men nugged them along."What? So when you are not chatting like little girls, you guys chose to irritate me by walking like snails?" The man said with anger in his voice. As much as Sebastian wanted to reply to him, he decided to save his strength for when he would need to run away from Maverick and his gang and if he couldn't, he would fight his way out. He didn't mind getting shot, anything was better than working full time for him.They didn't pass through the club as they did before. The entrance was a lot narrower and the presence of two guards gave the clear message of the entrance being off limits to regular party freaks. They walked in the dark for what felt like hours but was only five minutes and Sebastian kept praying that they weren't passing through the human body room. Sud
Not much has changed since last night but in Sebastian's mind he had pictured it to, he saw the flowers being brighter and the grass greener. He had expected Emily's life to have become brighter and better after he had made it indirectly clear that he won't be returning back but unfortunately for him, everything had remained the same. He had thought about how he was going to apologize to her throughout his ride but nothing good had come up. He figured that maybe the reason it didn't come up was because he was not at fault. He wasn't the one that had ridiculed a fellow human being but he had also walked out on her, he felt he owned her some sort of apology for that.He turned his head around to see her standing a few miles from him. She wasn't looking bad, Sebastian couldn't tell that she had cried herself to sleep because her eyes and entire face was covered with makeup. All he saw was the smile that seem to have gotten brighter when she set her eyes on him. Emily steadied her legs
Emily's stood still while Williams romanced her. She didn't feel any spark, all she felt was anger. Summing up her energy, she broke away from the kiss and landed a slap on Williams's face. "How dare you?!" She asked with anger. She couldn't believe that he would act on impulse like that. And what did he expect her to do? Moan and kiss him back? "Em, I'm so sorry. I don't know what got over me," Williams apologized as he saw that the action he made didn't come with the reaction he expected. She was supposed to feel butterflies in her stomach and realize that they were meant to be together from that kiss but no, all she felt was anger. "Take me home," Emily said as she got into the car. "But don't you think we should talk about this first?" "You either take me home or I will order an Uber," she threatened and Williams knew that she wasn't joking. He had seen so many sides of Emily and he knew when she was upset and right now, he could tell that she was very upset. She wasn't a fan
"Damn it!" Emily cursed under her breath. Every time she was beginning to have a quiet moment with Sebastian, something or someone just always had to ruin it. She could see the spark in his eyes and she knew that he was seeing her in another light. The kind of light that Emily wanted her to see him in. And now her phone just had to go and ring, interrupting the moment she was sharing with him. She removed the phone from her handbag and was more annoyed when she saw the caller ID."Yes?" She was afraid that if she had said more words, the man would have sensed her anger and wanted to find a way to relieve her of it. But Williams didn't need to see her before he could sense the mood that she was in. "Em, are you alright?" He had the same caring tone in his voice which Emily hated. She had never seen Williams as a passionate man. To her he was too bland and empty, nothing drove him to the edge. Nothing made him think outside the box, he was a calculative, arranged and organized man. It
Sebastian was glad to have left Gracie to make her decision. He also hoped that she would make the right one. It wasn't easy for her and he could tell, after all, she didn't have anyone to teach her all these life secrets while growing up. He could tell that she had been alone all her life and her reason for acting out was because she was scared of being alone till she died, but he hoped that he would see the light and come to her senses."And people wonder why I am not in a relationship," Ethan said as soon as they reached the door to their apartment. Sebastian threw a funny look at him, he knew why Ethan wasn't in a relationship but every time that they would run into a woman doing something stupid, he would make it seem as if that was the main reason why he wasn't in a relationship."It's just the two of us Ethan. You can drop the act, I know why you aren't in a relationship." "Oh that was before. The new reason is a valid one, I promise," Ethan said when he remembered that Sebast