A WILL OF HAVING YOU
Author: N.K sunflower
last update2022-03-16 22:00:03

"What are you doing here now all of sudden and  tell me first where I am ?" 

"In a world created by me " he giggled   

 . " And what ? I have to do now ?" i asked 

" Umm…lets see what you can do ?" 

"Huh- so what are you here for?  " 

"Just to say hello to you and that's all hehe " 

"What? First you bring me here without telling me what's going to happen next ? and now you say that "

"Wait a minute, it was you who wanted to come here ?And you will  figure out everything soon. Have some patience  . I will be there for you again when you  start   receiving  quests " He said .

Well he is right tho it's me who wanted to come here anyway . What should i say more now " and when will i receive my quests?"

 " Let's wait for now, you will get it soon .I don't know   when you will get it either . All i know , first you  have to make yourself as a character into a story . You are just a outsider here " 

" What ?outsider? " It's really confusing   wait  from the start isn’t it  all confusing?.

"Umm.. well that ‘s enough for now i have to go " and he disappeared .

"Wait- ahh he disappeared. It's wrong , at least hear me out properly you damn thing . “  Before I could ask him about something called grimonian he vanished away . 

I lay down on my bed and thought about what I should do now . I closed my eyes and started thinking about what others will be doing in the real world . I wonder if she was here ofc she forced me to go to the bookstore with her or forced me to watch her favourite show again and again and-  .

“Wait .. what . “

I stood up suddenly  . 

“What I was thinking and why I am smiling like an idiot thinking about her .”

 What's gotten into me . I am here to find my answers related to her . That's all . But what got into me . 

She is just a clingy girl who sticks with me 24/7 . I calm down myself and take a breath and sit again .

And i thought actually i won't even realize staying with her all day i get so used to her that i forget what i used to do before when i even meet her . What did i do anyways before ? Kept overthinking and laying on bed all day and What is this feeling called ? I don't know i am curious . If she was here she would tell me for sure cause even before i know what i am feeling . She tells me straight away . 

[Wait wait And that foolish me sitting on bed  from months ago before everything could start . Little did i know , all this time i only did was  complain and ignore all the  memories that i created with her . Well we are all humans . We only realized the importance of things when we lose it and the same is now happening to past me . Sorry to disturbed you all, let's return to where we were .]

What?why  am I keep thinking about her ? I don't know but  something feels heavy right here in my heart .

 While I was lost in thoughts  Someone knocked on the door . 

Who is now again ? . 

The door opened  itself . 

All four of them (stacy ,Florence,Melissa and Raven ) were standing outside . 

What do they want now ? . 

There were two more people behind them . I can see one of them was a man  and another was a girl . All four of them stand in a line and make a way for her . Is she kind of special ?like all are making a way for her  to enter ? . Her face was not visible and she was talking to a man near her . All  I could only see was  from the side . All i can see was 

She was wearing a white arabian belly dancer kind of dress . The dress was so beautiful . Whoever made that dress really had a great experience  for sure . Moreover, a golden pattern was drawn  on her shoulders .  She was also wearing a white  tribal face veil too  . Her hair was a dark brown in color with little velvet in shade  and  looked so silky and long . I looked at her head and noticed she was wearing a golden tiara . With a golden jewel in it . 

Wait ? She is the princess they were talking about . I try to get near her . 

But Milessa blocked my way by coming forward to me and said " stay where you are, don’t try to come near the princess . " .

I stopped right there but still I was looking at that princess . Without even knowing why? . She glanced at me and turned around towards me .

No- it can't be . She is -. 

The moment I looked at her everything went white leaving her only me and her . All I could see was her .. She was looking into my eyes from afar . My hands shriveled . I bit my lips . So many words were in my mouth but I didn't know where to start . My eyes … were having tears and started to fall down quickly . 

Why why? why  ? my tears are falling down with heavy pain in my heart  . Why?  .but everything ends up by saying why? Why am I ? . But I couldn't hold myself , I wanted to run away from this heavy pain in my heart  and runned towards her . All I want is to just hold her . Even just for a moment . All I want is to turn back time . Because seeing her reminds me of her last moment when I was holding her while she was disappearing . 

I ran towards her and said " sakura " with my trembling voice and tried to hug her for no reason? Maybe I do have an untold reason .

  I don't know how to describe it in words . The thing I am feeling.  

Before I could hug her . All four of florence , melissa , stacy and raven 

Said 

" Thunder aster " 

" Fire blade" 

" the great heaven Shield " 

" Darkaron awaken stage 1 " 

All of them blocked my way before i could reached her 

due to FlorenceI Ipower i get stuck into pink lightning that tears my body into great pain. 

Immense fire was coming out of Milessa's sword and she stood up in front of the sakura  and was ready to cut me in half . Blocking my way to meet her .

Due to stacy power , I get surrounded by  four barriers . The heat inside it was so strong it started to burn my skin . 

And raven      Dark energy took the shape of a bow and arrows that was floating into the air .

 Directly pointing towards me and was ready to get across my heart. 

They all blocked my way to meet her .All I was screaming " sakura " in pain . 

Nonstop. It was such horrible pain but I still tried to move forward . Forward towards her . All I could see was her at that time, nothing else.  All I wanted was her nothing else .

I know my body wasn't able to hold much more . I moved my hand forward just so somehow  I could hold her hand . 

Stacy pov 

Damn how he can move . He is just a normal person but how ? . 

I looked at Florence and seeing her I can tell she is surprised too.  

A normal person can pass out . Even though we use our powers into level 1 but him ? Why didn't he pass out . his body can't  even hold this kind of power? Do we have to make our power into level 2? 

I saw him clearly and noticed. Actually his skin was tearing apart and his whole body was bleeding all over . Even blood starts to come from his mouth . But what keeps him hanging on . His whole body passed out already but why didn't he ? . 

I looked at him again and saw he kept looking at the princess with tears in her eyes and now I noticed he was making his hand just to touch her ? But why? Did he know the princess . ? If this keeps moving on he will be dead in near second. 

End of pov .

Princess shouted" stop…just stop" 

I fell down on my knees but before I could fell down she runned towards me and  held me . She hold me with her arms and screams in anger" how can you do something like this? "

 My eyesight starts to become blurry and i pass out 

"But how dare he try to come near you princess , what if he does something to you ?" millesa said .

"What if ? But he hasn't, ``the princess said in  worriness. 

" princess you should stay away from him he-" before Florence could complete her sentence . Princess intruppted and said " i don't really care . But you all forget the rule . You can't use your powers unless I order  you so or if it is an emergency , right now it isn't an emergency . All of you get the hell out of this room and you florence do something . A normal person like him won't hold much . He will be dead in any moment"

" Okay princess as you said " 

Except for Florence , princess and the man who come along with her stayed in room and rest of them went outside. 

       " Oi stacy , did you really checked his powers ?"milessa said 

"Yes I do but…. " 

" But how can a normal person like him hold out this much?" Milesssa added .

" Umm… that's why I am shocked . I really checked him . He is just a normal person . I know my powers won't lie, ``Stacy said .

" But I doubt it , are you really sure ? Even with Florence thunder aster and your the great heaven Shield you both can't even hold him properly " Melissa said . 

      Raven was also standing outside with them . She  Looked into the room again  and said " when it's a will of having something , even the great powers can't stop a normal person to achieve it " after saying that she was left alone .

Milesssa didn't understand properly but Stacy somehow understood what she said and looked at me from outside of room .

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